How Do You Expect Me To Build My Future Without The Foundation Of My Past?
How do you expect me to build my future without the foundation of my past?
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People talk about wanting to recover so that they can re-gain their old selves, their old passions, their old interests
What do you do when you don't have an old self to go back to and re-gain? There wasn't a 'me' before mental illness or if there was I don't remember them
When you start struggling with your mental health at a young age, it becomes all that you know and your identity can become distorted around it
Now I'm an adult who has no idea what they like, what they enjoy or even how to comfort themselves
What am I supposed to do with myself and how am I supposed to find reasons to recover when it feels like drowning is all I know?

—Chuck Palahniuk, Fight Club

happy new year neil josten
scene redraw from the first few pages of tkm 🫶
Almost. Its a big word for me. I feel it everywhere.
Almost home.
Almost happy. Almost changed.
Almost, but not quite. Not yet.
Soon, maybe.
You ever just feel your chest violently ache, and whatever’s inside it thrashes and screams against the walls so intense it feels like solid fire . And it just hurts..
It just hurts so fucking bad..