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How Do You Expect Me To Build My Future Without The Foundation Of My Past?

How do you expect me to build my future without the foundation of my past?

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1 year ago

People talk about wanting to recover so that they can re-gain their old selves, their old passions, their old interests

What do you do when you don't have an old self to go back to and re-gain? There wasn't a 'me' before mental illness or if there was I don't remember them

When you start struggling with your mental health at a young age, it becomes all that you know and your identity can become distorted around it

Now I'm an adult who has no idea what they like, what they enjoy or even how to comfort themselves

What am I supposed to do with myself and how am I supposed to find reasons to recover when it feels like drowning is all I know?

1 year ago
Chuck Palahniuk, Fight Club

—Chuck Palahniuk, Fight Club

1 year ago
Happy New Year Neil Josten

happy new year neil josten

scene redraw from the first few pages of tkm 🫶

1 year ago

Almost. Its a big word for me. I feel it everywhere.

Almost home.

Almost happy. Almost changed.

Almost, but not quite. Not yet.

Soon, maybe.

1 year ago

You ever just feel your chest violently ache, and whatever’s inside it thrashes and screams against the walls so intense it feels like solid fire . And it just hurts..

It just hurts so fucking bad..