I Mean

I mean

y'know

I posted an art, a silly, the only proper continuation would be possibly a smиt!

SO TW: sexy Luke and all what comes with it

am into incest, beware

isn't he an absolute sunshine though🥺

I had to blur everything wuhhhhhhhhhhhhh

A Typical Conversation On Yet Another Council Meeting Regarding Anakin's Behavior

The Council: Young Skywalker keeps demonstrating that he's rude, arrogant and lacks any capacity to follow basic rules. He can't be bothered to do simple meditation exercises, he never pays attention to anything said and displays irrational emotional outbusrts. He's too impatient and makes strong attachments too easily, struggling to distance himself afterwards. It is not the jedi way, and the Council is concerned with continued problems Skywalker presents.

Obi-Wan: sweating, getting very red in the face of embarrassment for his very first, still very young padawan, and trying to come up with any excuses for this continued behavior, praying he won't fail Qui-Gon because of this, because he simply has no idea how to talk to Anakin to make him understand

The Young Skywalker in question: displaying very visible signs of multiple disorders and not understanding what is that and why is this happening to him, thinking that maybe one day with enough restriction and dedication and self-control he will be able to become the jedi everyone expects him to be

Skywalker: Sorry, Masters, it won't happen again...

Fully knowing it _will_ happen again, and hoping he will just be strong enough to hold himself together next time, and all times after that

Breaking my heart over thinking how Anakin as a kid was such a bright, kind, and just caring child that wanted to help others, far too kind and nice despite being literally considered less than a person, and then he was groomed by the evilest man in the galaxy, became a monster, commited heinous crimes beyond comprehension, hurt and caused the death of the person he loved the most, then was constantly tortured for two decades by his groomer in ways that are literally impossible to accomplish on anything but a fantasy setting, and he still cared and loved his groomer, lost almost all of his own self and personhood. And then the only thing that made him break out of it was his son that he thought he killed.

Is so fucked up man, i'm crying here. I just...that poor kid, holy cow.

My toxic trait is reading up posts on bpd and thinking "Anakin Skywalker got access to social media and this is all he's ever posting on his alt account, opposed to his main, where everything is goofy and silly, but he sometimes forgets which one is which anyway, and then all his friends on main get really concerned for a moment"

the feeling when you just wanna be alone and push everyone away so you could quietly kill yourself vrs the feeling of never wanting to be alone and just wanting to be held and told itll be okay even when it wont.

Another quick old thing I still love

Maggie Stiefvater, Shiver