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Damn
Damn
So I had plans to kill myself this weekend, today to be exact. Even gave myself a refresher course on how to tie a noose and guess what..... My family returned home. Just when I had the house for myself.... Why could things never work in my favor for once. Is this the universe's way of messing with me or is it giving me a sign. My head is already so fuckin messed up...............
So I guess I'll continue staring at my ceiling and continue to berate myself on how I am a waste of space and an absolute failure.
At least I got a fresh box of razor blades to keep me company.....
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Rest In Eternal and Serene Peace Chadwick Boseman.
So are we going to officially declare this year a lost cause. This is absolutely devastating.
Just goes to show you never really know what someone is going through so be kind always.
He fought and persevered till the end like a true King.
Sleep in Peace King, God knows you deserve it.
🕊️💔👑
In all honesty, I understand why people often decide to take their lives.... I mean life is just one shit storm after another shit storm, so why not? Maybe some people aren't meant to be happy..... maybe I fall into that category. Maybe some people lives are supposed to be used as examples, the tragic kind you know. Maybe that's the only reason or excuse I could use to justify what I'm about to do.... I really don't see the point of continuing. I've been struggling and fighting and doing everything in my power to not go down this road but if all that life has in store for me is heartache and heartbreak one after the next I don't want it. My entire world is falling apart and I can't keep it together . I'm really sorry I really tried it just hasn't been good enough. I'm done.
Save me
Please........
"If you never heal from what hurt you, you'll bleed on people who didn't cut you."