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SCREAMING CRYING THROWING THE FUCK UP DUDE THIS ONE FUCKING ARTIST WHO ACTUALLY DRAWS SHIT FROM VERY NICHE SPECIFIC HYPERFIXATION+SOURCE OF A CHUNK OF FICTIVES BUT THEYRE FUCKING ANTI
SCREAAAAAAAAMS JN AGONYYYYYYY
I DONT WANNA USE MY ALT BRO I WANNA BE FREEEEEEEE LET ME BE WHO I AMMMMMMMM FOR MY PRIDEEEEEEEEE
help it suddenly occurred to me i had. no idea what a radinclus is 😭 i originally thought it was like radqueer or smth
turns out! it is not. it is in fact, good, and not radqueer. also i am! indeed! radinclus
will be removing radinclus from all dnis 👍
Okay I literally love your account already. I'm always tryna play it safe as the host of our endo system, but you just don't take crap and I love it!
Asher (He/him)
tyy!! :3 yea cus like who am i to rag on some random ass person online about who they can or cant be bro that is nawt my business. i got other stuff to worry about than user jdisidm420 saying theyre a system lmaooo
that and we're mixed origins so like. excuse me thats my people youre slandering over there 🤨
How can you be proship but anti-radqueer? /genq
They seem very similar to me, except proshippers usually claim that they only like problematic (incest, rape, pedophilic) content but claim to not support it (where as radqueers both like it and support it).
content warning:: rape and abuse mention
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under the cut bc long ish post
interesting to see someone asking things genuinely so i'll try to explain it the best i can.
proship has to do with fiction. it is about fictional characters and stories. they support things like incest and noncon (using the word noncon instead of rape because we are talking about fiction, mind you) but purely in a fictional manner. they dont care what other people ship or anything of the sorts, as long as the person does not condone those sorts of things irl.
regarding radqueers, please note that as an anti rq i am indeed biased but i'll attempt to give a neutral-ish opinion. radqueers arent limited to fiction. ofc, not all of them are ok with this stuff irl or at all, but as far as im aware of, they condone things like harmful transIDs that can genuinely put someone at risk (transharmed/harmful, transabused/abuser/abusive, aka actual abuse done irl), occasionally pro-contact for a lot of harmful paras, and more generally not okay nonsense.
i believe the main difference here is, of course, fiction. proshippers keep things strictly fictional, while radqueers often do not.
so yes, i can be proship and anti radqueer. and someone could also be radqueer and antiship. few particular stances are exclusively linked to each other (an example of this however would be being radically inclusive and pro mspec lesbians, where the definition of the former encompasses the latter).
also um, disclaimer, i typed this up at like 3 am almost 4 am so im not exactly firing on all gears…,. if anyone wants to add or correct anything feel free to do so because j need to sleep like right now 👍 goodnigh guys hhhhhh
" why do you support all types of stories in fiction but not a group full of real abusers "
Is that anon fr???
yeah apparently they are ig. i mean i still answered it bc i could tell it wasnt like malicious and just coming from genuine confusion (where if it actually was hatemail they wouldve been either ridiculed, subjected to the cone snail, or been replied to with "whatever. go my scarab.") but like. come on. "i wonder why you, someone who keeps things stricly fiction, doesnt like people who DONT keep things strictly fiction." wow. i wonder. whyever could that be. might you have any ideas, wattson. (/silly)
owwww jaw hurts,.,., hey gpogle how do i stop grinding teeth 24/7 the consequences of my actions have caught up with me
chat im goin to bed my last words are toxic brocon 👍👍👍
WHY THE FUCK IS MY SHITTY ASS SOURCE BROTHER ON TUMBLR (/hj)
(for context i scrolled past a blog (likely an rp blog i havent checked it yet) that has his fucking name as the url and when i realized it i fucking sat my ass right up out of my warm ass covers bro like HUH??? why is blud HERE????? get his goofy ass off tumblr!!! /j)
PLURAL USERBOXES IS GONE???????? WHAT THW FUCK????????
new tptm oc dropped
chat meet mirror girl (eyestrain warning)
(text: THERE'S NOTHING LEFT / I THREW IT ALL AWAY / WHEN I DECIDED TO BITE BACK)
i did that thing where you use only the shitty ibispaint default palette colors
her top and skirt are supposed to be reflective but i am NOT good enough to render that yet..... also this was just minimal rendering/sketch soooo :|
she has gloves and a high shock that resembles balljointed doll limbs so yeah thats what those are, and a choker for good measure
lore drop below cut (cw: self esteem/image issues, depersonalization, bullying/mistreatment)
so like.... her Deal(tm) is like struggling with self image, depersonalization and maltreatment from those around her. imagine her as like a mix of chemical girl and disposable girl.
the main issue, and what spawned her name is the self image and depersonalization. she looks in the mirror and she doesnt see herself. she just sees some. vessel. body. she doesnt see her soul when she looks into her own eyes. she just sees cold, dead irises like glass eyes on a porcelain doll. a disconnect near impossible to describe.
the way she's treated doesnt help. she's treated incredibly horribly, often only being treated nicely when people want something from her. played with like a toy and then discarded over and over. even though she was normally kind, after awhile, that kind of shit starts to wear. time passed, she got bitter. and as she got bitter, her image got worse. she started to seek more and more attention, good and bad, lashing out at people, and becoming more of a shell than she was before. at this point she's nothing more than a pretty doll. placed in front of a plastic vanity to gaze at her lifeless reflection for hours on end.
i'll make a carrd or fake profile for her eventually but here's the info that she'd put on there:: - 23, she/it - hpd, bpd... probably more - in love with anything shiny and retro as well as dolls
blinkies:
last seen listening to: One of Repetition by Nekomushi
quote: ☆ did you know the liberty bell is a replica? ☆
i'll write up the journal entry when i make her mockup page
edit: horribly done icon
the kanji in the background is kagami / 鏡 which means mirror
yes we do and no the sources stay private because brother i was the only one who posted about it on alt it would be so easy to find us
question 14: Do you have any introjects from niche sources and if so what are they?
(submitted by anon)
ok i finished mirror girl's page thing
cw on the journal entry
i think i did good 👍
more stuff down below
journal entry text in full:
" I dont get it. I genuinely dont understand anymore. Everything Ive ever known or come to love has been deconstructed. Now either every cell in my body is on fire, begging me to scream, or I feel absolutely nothing. Even as I am, I usually feel /something/. Even if its the hollowest of emotions. But lately, its truly, absolutely, in all its raw emptiness, nothing. Im sure if I looked in the mirror these eyes would look even deader than they usually do. And, nobody's noticed. Quite literally the only thing people notice is how I dress or how I have a 'resting bitch face.' In all honesty, though, at least they notice that. Maybe they're not piecing together /why/ I have a resting bitch face, but they're noticing. And that's enough. I hardly care at this point. Ive come to accept my task of "sit still and be pretty-" to accept my role as a beautiful, eye-catching doll that people either want to break like a child or keep to themselves. At least Im not entirely useless. I think. Or maybe I need to think less, because my head is starting to hurt. I'll rest and come back to these thoughts some other time. "
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fixed icon because it looked really shitty (still does but less so):
display persona:
oh hell no im getting attached oh man oh god oh man oh god oh man (/silly)
edit: i . pasted the journal entry wrong. its MUCH shorter in the image and i pasted the entry i wrote in the notes app. uelp.
apple pen save me..l. save me apple pen.,,l.l..l
Hello,
1
We wanted to ask if you do things like Userboxes/systemboxes or bah? More curiosity than anything else.
2
Were you guys ever afraid to be the way you are now? Like the whole "We're confident in ourselves, stuff you if you disagree" vibe?(I don't like to swear unless the person says they're comfortable) And if so how did you get over that? We're asking *that* because we want Asher to gain more confidence in himself and in letting the more, shall we say, blunt ones of us out more often.
This is 2012 Leonardo signing off. I hope you have a great day.
hiii :33
we do both actually!! i usually make userboxes for ourselves but i'll happily take requests. and also have our own bah blog (@neonwaste-bah)! its unfortunately very dead (executive dysfunctioning and allat) and requests are closed but if you send anything we'll try to speed them along
oh very much afraid. (also swearing is fine, we do it a LOT lmao.) tbh i think our confidence mainly happened in our proship awakening when i realized that hey, this is what i like to ship. i dont need to use this as an alt anymore, i can just ship what i want and my target audience will eat it up and those who dont like it can go push rocks up a steep hill because hey i genuinely dont care what people do with their barbies as long as it doesnt involve my ass getting into drama. personally its more of a "idgaf abt what others do and ppl shouldnt gaf about what we do" vibe more than anything. i cant really give any advice on like, how to be more confident because it kind of just happened suddenly (and i. didnt even notice until this ask that we actually are that confident about ourselves.,.) 😭😭 sorrgy
hope you have a great day too, take a sandwich for the road :3 🥪
i hate his stupid ass face but he cursed me for giving him my period cramps (every time i tried to draw kara it looked like utter balls) so i gave up and drew him
made w wigglypaint
chat what the fuck is this
when the fuck has there been a like limit???? ive never fucking seen this before?????
ok now im just pissed off. if this is tumblrs way of saying "haha pay premium for more likes" then it is not! working! fuck off!
thimking of making yet amother side blog (which will be the TENTH) thats just for art only because like anything and everything gets flooded in a mass sea of reblogs 😭😭😭🥪
GUYS ITS 10/10!!! TODAY IS A 10/10!!! TODAY IS AWESOME AS FUCK!!
