I Wrote This At Like 1 Am - Tumblr Posts
Tw//Implied dark thoughts and feeling of depression; bad writing; Vent Short Story; Implied suicidal thoughts. Please read with caution.
The first thing I saw was black. It was so dark that even the brightest flashlight in the world wouldn't even light up the room.
The first thing I heard were water-like noises. Tiny droplets falling from god knows where. I could hear the water running somewhere, and the current guiding it.
The first thing I felt was water, too. I could feel it under my paws. It wasn't unpleasant. No, the water was strangely warm, almost comforting.
I couldn't smell or taste anything. So I simply got up. Curiosity killed the cat, so I decided to wander. My walk was... slow. As if I was carrying something, someone. I didn't dare look behind me, so I simply continued, walking. Where was I going? I didn't know. What was I hoping to find? I didn't know either. But I kept going.
It felt like hours before I finally stopped. I was going nowhere, and I started to feel tired. Slowly, I laid down upon the water, letting the dark liquid slowly engulf my frail body.
It was then that I started to feel myself sink in. I opened my eyes, lifting up my head to the surface. I didn't saw anything but I could feel it. Slowly but surely, I begun to hear something above the water sounds. Whispers. They became louder and louder until I could hear only them. I could hear different sentences. Each one where more blessing than the others. 'You're a disappointment'. 'Look at you, just a waste of space'. 'Your mother must have regretted you'. 'You're a failure; a talentless person vowed to fail'. It went on and on. I couldn't help but listen, and as I slowly sinked in further, I closed my eyes and let tears join the flow of the water.
As I reached the bottom, I craddled myself, and as the whispers continued, I slowly fell back into a deep slumber.
Tw//Implied dark thoughts and feeling of depression; bad writing; Vent Short Story; Implied suicidal thoughts. Please read with caution.
The first thing I saw was black. It was so dark that even the brightest flashlight in the world wouldn't even light up the room.
The first thing I heard were water-like noises. Tiny droplets falling from god knows where. I could hear the water running somewhere, and the current guiding it.
The first thing I felt was water, too. I could feel it under my paws. It wasn't unpleasant. No, the water was strangely warm, almost comforting.
I couldn't smell or taste anything. So I simply got up. Curiosity killed the cat, so I decided to wander. My walk was... slow. As if I was carrying something, someone. I didn't dare look behind me, so I simply continued, walking. Where was I going? I didn't know. What was I hoping to find? I didn't know either. But I kept going.
It felt like hours before I finally stopped. I was going nowhere, and I started to feel tired. Slowly, I laid down upon the water, letting the dark liquid slowly engulf my frail body.
It was then that I started to feel myself sink in. I opened my eyes, lifting up my head to the surface. I didn't saw anything but I could feel it. Slowly but surely, I begun to hear something above the water sounds. Whispers. They became louder and louder until I could hear only them. I could hear different sentences. Each one where more blessing than the others. 'You're a disappointment'. 'Look at you, just a waste of space'. 'Your mother must have regretted you'. 'You're a failure; a talentless person vowed to fail'. It went on and on. I couldn't help but listen, and as I slowly sinked in further, I closed my eyes and let tears join the flow of the water.
As I reached the bottom, I craddled myself, and as the whispers continued, I slowly fell back into a deep slumber.
Crying in the shower Is so surreal.
I'm sitting there sobbing, looking like a scene out of a movie, except yung gravy is playing in the bg.
Moot Moot news
Soooo I just realized that it's tumblr and I don't really have to worry about someone I know seeing anything I post and asking about it or being mean- but also that the whole reason I got on tumblr was to have fun and to just be able to enjoy and share anything that I like with others and vise versa and honestly I've been doing that and having the time of my life--Sooooo, on that note, I changed my mind and I'm just going to post my fic here and while I don't really know what I'm doing I figured I might as well have fun with it so I'm gonna take down the poll and post a teaser and then post the fic, so on that note hope you mind my rambul/waffleing and i'm going to stop talking and end this post before it gets to long hope you have a good day/night
(by the way i'm going to going to be changing my sign off kk bye)
---sazalea
some memes for ur time
