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When you finally stop daydreaming and have lost all track of time.
i hope you find the kind of love you yearn for. that story book romance, the type that is tender and kind, and not confusing or chaotic at all. i hope you find someone who doesn't make you second guess yourself. i hope that you find someone that makes you feel safe being just the kind of person you are or want to be. i hope they buy you flowers and take you to see your favorite things. i hope they help you feel seen and heard. i hope you find a person that creates a safe place for your heart to rest, after having to guard it for so long. i hope you find someone who just loves you for you, and nothing else.
you deserve that, at the very least.
Warning for this, there will be some sexual theme said here. You are warn!
I imagine myself cosplaying as Harry Potter in a daydream, me and some other HP Cosplayers were ask what is our favorite thing in Starbucks. Everyone said their answer but I didn't understand it somehow and was out of character and said that I only drink their hot chocolate with whip-cream (Which I do, I'm not a Starbucks person but their hot chocolate is different from others I've ever tastiest) but the Draco Cosplayer said 'what if Harry Potter have a favorite thing' but I was trying so hard to think like him that I said, "...ummm...uhh-Draco's dick cum-..shit!"
I am just giggling like a idiot here, I was just reading a Drarry fic XD
my brain, interrupting my daydream: this is poorly researched and the narrative is not compelling
"Fulfilling Night"
A windy breeze hit my body gently as my hair slowly danced with the air whilst I close the entrace door escaping successfully .
The music blares loudly inside the gigantic door behind me as I walk away enjoying the starry sky up above.
I closed my eyes inhaling the fresh air that the greens provided while my feet felt like they have been stepping on shattered glasses as I took a step away from everyone.
I opened my eyes embracing the cold night as it accepts my longing for warmth.
As if a falling star smiled and granted me a wish, I felt arms wrapped around my waist as the figure pushed my body against theirs.
I leaned my head to their chest then smiled.
"What a night~" I purred at their warmth.
The arms around me tightened softly as they chuckled, their chest vibrating.
"Fulfilling night...indeed."
Wondering around in dull, overcasted, concrete jungles. On the hunt for prospects ie prey to sell too. Such a shame really. I should be in big, leafy, sunny, jungles on the hunt for tropical creatures and hidden waterfalls. I’d take off my clothes and dive in. Imagine laying on your back looking up at sky in the warm water. Like a tropical mermaid in the sun. Eating juicy, fresh fruit off the trees and not needing to be on time for anything, no deadlines to meet, no cares in that moment. Ugh
Guys whatever we got going on, this ain’t it.
~Daydreaming~
~Kenah🦕
✨23
✨Lover of Kpop, anime, video games, and music
✨Grandma at heart
✨I crochet to keep my heart happy ✨romanticizing my life to get through school
Return Forever
I forget all and just remember you. Sinking into your arms is all I want to do. Deep breath in and exhale... The moment will prevail and now my chest blooms with flowers of joy.
If anyone has any go to daydream scenarios please share them. I like fluffy and sometimes angsty daydreams. I also sometimes like darker stuff dealing with mental health, like dealing with trauma and depression and anxiety.
~You should not be in my thoughts like this. I can't breathe without thinking of you. I can't even sleep without you infiltrating my dreams and fulfilling the desires of my daydreams~
-a poem of a new kind
TW mentions of s3lf h@rm
The I would fucking do to have someone kiss my cvts brand new and old, meticulously going over each one looking at me dead in the eyes, going from my thighs, to my stomach, anywhere. Their lips stained with my bl00d and then they stop, slowly lean into my face and kiss me, staining my lips too.
PAC 18+: WHO IS HAVING WHAT FANTASIES ABOUT YOU?
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Pile 1:
This person will love hugging. It's not a kink but they love it very much. For very few, they could be into the whole spanking thing. They are on the dominant side. They fancy you misbehaving and them schooling you, so there's that.
They love seeing you in flowy, risqué dresses. Something about wearing basically that netted lingerie is coming through. They would want you to embrace your body as it is and prefer it when you do not hide your body from them. They will want you naked all the time. If you are home, you remain naked. That’s their rule. This person hates beating around the bush when it comes to sex. They see it as a natural thing, and they do not give a fuck about what the world says. They live fully.
They will play out every single one of their fantasy. They love cuddling after sex. You two can share some food and drinks or even cigarettes if that's your thing afterwards. Your pillow talk will include food.
Strawberry would be their favourite food. You could smell or taste like strawberries to them.
They love blowjobs/ oral from you. They literally cannot get enough of your mouth. They would die a very happy person if they received orals for the rest of their lives.
They are scared of losing you to someone else. They would write you love letters and even give you gift baskets randomly. They would love to take you out for a picnic and then draw out an orgasm or two.
This person is religious and traditional. They may ask your assistance if they are into witchcraft Lilly and orchids may have relevance. Marriage is sacred to them. They only marry when they are sure.
They don’t want anyone who is materialistic. Out of place but this person loves a fluffy bed with a lot of pillows. Guess they use the pillows to settle you in the perfect position. Try it if you haven't. It helps.
They aren’t vanilla but they aren’t crazy wild either. This is respectful sex with multiple rounds.
They love coloured hair. They are going to be obsessed with watching you sleep. They may even wake you up with sex. Morning sex is their favourite. Take it as it resonates but threesomes orgies may be their thing. Or at least they will fantasize about it. They may have grown up on a farm. Their fantasies include taking you from behind and fingering you at the same time.
They are the more dominant in the relationship. You two are tied to fate or maybe a twin flame.
Pile 2:
Death by orgasm. That's it. That's what came through immediately. You will be a little overwhelmed when you sleep with this person. They give it all. All or nothing is their motto.
This person is super possessive. They will not tolerate anyone hitting on you. They will mark their territory, drag you home and mark you some more. A very heavy Scorpio energy. You or they may have a Scorpio venus. Capricorn is prevalent too.
Makeup sex would be their thing. They fight and fuck. Hehe.
Sore body parts and all the work. You probably know where this is going, but the relationship with this person can be toxic.
Britney's Toxic playing in the background. 🎶🎶With a taste of your lips, I'm on a ride You're toxic, I'm slippin' under With a taste of a poison paradise I'm addicted to you🎶🎶
Anyway, To alleviate stress this person would go for sex. Let’s put it this way. All of life’s problem has one solution according to this person and that’s sex. This person's approach is flawed but in an odd way. They are not overly optimistic but they aren't pessimistic either. You could describe their view of the world as mundane. Is that a weird word? Sure. But it's true. They are flexible in thinking but they don't give two fucks about things.
This person may piss you off a bit sometimes. They can be secretive and impulsive. They have a mouth that runs a mile too long. This can frustrate you and flare insecurities, that's why if you meet this person or have met this person, hesitate to enter into this relationship until you are sure that this person has the ability to self-reflect and adapt.
They love your boobs. They stare at those a lot. For the male audience, the feminine is going to be leaving bite marks all over your upper body. Plus if you ever try to seduce them, they are a goner. The fun part is if you tease them throughout the day bit by bit. They are going to torture you through the night. Delaying orgasms, and edging all the good but frustrating stuff This person expresses themselves through sex.
Hibiscus may be important for this pile. Pineapple is what they would describe your smell. There may be communication issues at the beginning of this relationship. This person will learn to listen. Be patient with them. Rough hardcore sex is their thing. Oof, your poor legs.
This person has a lot of healing to do. This feels like a twin flame thing. It's not bad, but there is a lot of misunderstanding because many of the habits are being reflected and they/ you may want to run away from but cannot.
Pile 3:
This person will indulge in a lot of car sex and kitchen sex. This person is someone who will love to introduce aphrodisiacs in the bedroom or the kitchen, anyway.
Shower sex is there but you guys are not going to indulge in that one very much.
Vanilla is what you smell like to them. Poison ivy may have some relevance to this pile. Plants have come through for each pile. So idk if that's a message for me to start doing green witchcraft or encourage people for the same. Confusing times.
This person would love to tie your legs together, hold them up and pound it out. In the case of the feminine, she will love to tie you up. Her personality is going to be more dominant than yours. She would not be shy about sex. This pile may be drawn to pile 1 as well. There is a lot of difference in the relationship dynamics and that may be why you chose this pile.
This person is very transformative. They like to adapt and change as per the world. Not in a superficial way, but having a transformational mindset. They are very, very progressive. This person could like the colour green.
This person may travel a lot too. You would have to opportunity to explore a lot of places with this person. Greece, Turkey and Morrocco came straight through. This person will introduce you to a part of this world you would have never thought you would be a part of. This person does seem financially well-off. Like taking two trips to foreign countries rich. That's pretty amazing. You may be expecting a little more from this person but you do have certain financial insecurity which you could project onto them. Time to do shadow work!
You are going to be smaller than this person if you are feminine. And for the masculine, this person is going to be smaller than you.
You know how some people mark great memories of new places with sex? Yeah. That’s this person. You guys will celebrate with sex when you travel to a new place.
Basically very experimental, not dull and dour. Tying you up may be on the menu every now and then while teasing with a vibrator. This person would love to gift you sex toys And you are going to love to tease this person. They are a big fan of that habit.
They love to see you masturbate. Knee-high boots and wearing nothing is the key to their pants. They might give you a red necklace as a present too.
They love grabbing you when you walk past them. It could be the ass the boobs whatever. There is also another element. You two gossip a lot.
Like if there’s tea that either of you heard, both of you know. There is no point in asking you to not tell anyone because you will tell this person. You two are like besties.
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❝𝑻𝑯𝑬𝑰𝑹 𝑫𝑹𝑬𝑨𝑴𝑺. 𝑨𝑵 𝑰𝑵𝑺𝑰𝑮𝑯𝑻 𝑰𝑵𝑻𝑶 𝑻𝑯𝑬𝑰𝑹 𝑺𝑬𝑿𝑼𝑨𝑳 𝑫𝑨𝒀𝑫𝑹𝑬𝑨𝑴𝑺. 𝑾𝑯𝑨𝑻 𝑲𝑬𝑬𝑷𝑺 𝑻𝑯𝑬𝑴 𝑼𝑷 𝑨𝑻 𝑵𝑰𝑮𝑯𝑻?❞18+ જ⁀➴
*this can be for your current person or a future person, someone you’re close to and involved with, all about what’s going through their head when it comes to you, what they’re dreaming about and all the nitty gritty details about their hidden sexual desires that they keep locked away*
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pick a card disclaimers ೃ🩵🦋⁀➷
pick a pile u feel most called to, the one u cannot look away from, the one that is pulsing, go with your gut, always trust yourself, and if u feel called to more that’s cool baby boo! there’s more for u!
these are general and for a vast amount of ppl, don’t get ur undies all twisted up bc it’s not resonating, it’s normal and it’s fine, this just wasn’t for u! <3
these are extremely general collective timeless readings and they’re meant for entertainment purposes, please don’t take things so seriously and also realize my readings are for people above 18!
╰┈➤ ❝ [> they wanna tap your ass, first thing to come out haha, i feel like they may fantasize about you while they’re at work, probably about claiming your ass. ugh im giggling so much and its making me feel like these thoughts and daydreams about you have them so giddy and excited inside. they probably got a piss kink, take it how it resonates lol, if you don’t like it it’s okay, but this about their fantasies and you’re just all up in their head rent free. something about your ass, they worship it, like they could watch you all day just doing your thing wherever you guys are and your bum is like their main focus, you seem so royal to this person, like a god/goddess, they’re really admiring you, you being natural and just fully fucking bare, naked.
> you guys are so comfortable around each other, i mean they’re clearly daydreaming about fucking you, like they can’t handle these raunchy ass thoughts, like they can’t handle it wherever they are whenever it appears in their head, seeing you laid out. so much playful energy, but then it’s like they reveal too much, they keep it quiet in their mind, but it’s fucking with them, i also feel like they’d want to cover your mouth as well so you guys aren’t too loud, like don’t make too much noise or we’ll both get caught. i feel like if they expressed this to you, it’d catch you off guard as well. i feel like they don’t want to share you, even if you guys did agree to group sex or adding another person, they would just be so engulfed in you, all eyes on you, you’re the present, like a divinely sent gift to them. i can see they wanna grab your ass, but they’re thinking about spontaneously fucking around with you, even if yall may be in public, but discreetly yk. they feel possessive boo, not in a bad way but you’re just all theirs literally.
> “we don’t need nobody watching us.” so yes, they will respect you and their boundaries, bro just listen to privacy by chris brown lmfao, the whole song is just this piles vibe. i’m also feeling like they want your legs up while theyre holding them and stroking you, you know like fucking you slow, missionary style. another thing is the skin to skin contact, i feel like they don’t want to let you go, you guys are so close to each other, you’re meshing as yall are fucking, like melting into one another. i feel like your ass is art to them, may even wanna see you pleasuring yourself while they’re fucking you too.
> mannn this person really wants you, the closeness, tantric sex, emotional sex, sex where you guys just let yourselves go..they also want to feel you on top, however that may go for you, this is just the energy, either way they wanna feel your weight on top of them. something about your body, i feel like it’s the feel of you compared to who they’ve been with, you just feel different, like they’re comfortable in your presence or you’ll feel this way w them and vice versa. they’re def thinking about watersports, however wet you get or just seeing you squirt, your wetness and juices omg! but then they also want to take you out and go on cute dates with you, another thing is breeding omg, if you don’t want kids that’s okay but that’s on their mind as well, knocking you up or you knocking them up but someone wants to release inside of someone else, seeing you pregnant with their baby in you, like a bond you know, but it’s you guys little bundle of love haha.
>head is present here, you both giving each other equal attention, taking care of each other, you going down on them and working your magic lmao. you better be grateful for how they bout to put it down on you omg, they want you satisfied boo, feeling up on one another, these are the type of thoughts they have to the point is gets out of control and they wanna take u down, like just impulsively taking the lead. they’re addicted to you, you got them whipped boo, or will have them, either way they’re obsessed and in love, they find you so precious and so fucking adorable, you’re their lil baby, awww. like they just fucking adore the hell out of you and all you do, they also think about taking things to the next level like growing old with you and literally being that one old couple that is to die for, like goallllssss! but then they also know how to handle you as well, not like you need to be but if you’re bratty they think about putting you in your place and taking you lol. but i feel like this level of commitment is built of of trusting, loving and respecting one another. like im pretty sure they have heavy potential to be your fs or they are, either way, this is your person.
>they must be very dominant or just taking that role in their daydreams, this is all taking over their brain butt i mean hello look at the reading 💀 hahaha, but i can see they want to be behind you or you behind them, like a lot of you being pressed up against their front, choking you, groping you from behind, i swear this claiming energy, like taking that control from the positions where you’re in front of them. kissing your neck from behind, hands in your pants, or their hands playing with you down below, it’s so fast paced though, like they just can’t hold it in anymore, omg boo, i hope you’re ready or if you already know them idk how yall handling them lmao, they’re so dominant omg, like i don’t think they want to let you go ever and honestly i love it tbh, but ik everyone’s different, it’s just something about you, whatever the hell it is that got them so hooked onto you, they’re just attached to you and want to make you feel good boo, they don’t mind taking the lead with you, leading you, guiding you, but it’s like you’re both so into one another, it’s so so fucking hot haha ahhhh!! i love it lmao here’s something to leave you with “like my balls/clit, finger in booty, slob on my shit”, “using my cum as lube to finger you.” those cards is just self explanatory hehe..
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sensual massage: giving a sensual massage can create intimacy, provide pleasure, and act as wonderful foreplay
prostate massage: prostate massage can provide powerful orgasms for those with a prostate. remember to communicate and use proper techniques.] ❞
music:
+god is fair, sexy nasty - mac miller ft. kendrick lamar
+privacy - chris brown
+foldin clothes - j. cole
+there goes my baby - usher
+turning page - sleeping at last
╰┈➤ ❝ [> this seems like the pile who has a lot of trust issues but for a good reason, anyways, this person will show you how different they are and i feel like you guys are like it’s total bs, like you can’t really believe it. i’m feeling a blockage man, like not wanting to accept this newer love interest, there’s like a back and forth, you’re faced the other way, and it’s why u can’t see it, take the blindfold off, don’t restrict yourself or brush this away. maybe this is how this person is also feeling, like you don’t fully trust them and their intentions. but they really want you. even thinking about having your own family and creating a little one to bring into you guys personal universe. they want to have kids with you, or just create with you, amp up each others creativity. just building your own together. their thoughts are just about you, no one else. i feel like i have to say that, it’s just you though, thinking of all they can do with you and what you guys can achieve together. you have them speechless fr, they find you so damn beautiful and gorgeous.
> i feel like they’re feeling a type of way bc of how independent you are, but it’ll just be you and them. i know im into the emotional side right now but i feel like yall need to understand how this person is feeling. they don’t want to just fuck around with you, it’s like they want you to take them seriously, realize that they’re not like the rest, the “others” ugh i’m sorry, the way people will just leave a mark like that on others making them feel unloved, you’re not unloveable, this fucking person loves you. they’re just keeping inside..like they see you so much just daydreaming about pleasing you correctly and i feel like this can get them trapped in their thoughts of you. i feel like they amy also think about trapping you, like restricting you with rope, tying you up, so you’re letting go of control, letting yourself be vulnerable in front of them, releasing that fear. they may be stronger than you, or their presence is just intimidating as fuck but they want to take over, to fucking please you, omgg the songs playing lmaoo, baby you’re all up in their fucking dreams, like when they go to sleep, you’re just there, all in their head my love. idk im just getting that they’re fucking strong dude, like even strong minded, you won’t have to worry about them switching up on you, they know you, omg they desire you so bad, again with the skin to skin, feeling you close, giving to each other, fucking into one another, kissing up on each other agghhhh, like your hips moving and their hips matching your rhythm.
> they think you’re so fucking sexy boo, like how could they turn you away, even if you’re thinking different and you’re shy about it, they admire you, thinking about how good of a mommy/daddy you’d be, i see they care a hell of a lot, but then they’re thrown off by the nasty thoughts of you, it’s like taking over their mind lol same w pile one, but then they also seem so shy about it too, like you make them a lil shy. i can see they want to have natural carnal fun with you, letting go of that nagging ass fear and letting yourself be free with them, you shouldn’t care bc they won’t judge you. lol even role playing, dressing up and letting it go from there. but they wanna be between your thighs, like open up your legs to get straight to your heart. they’re falling man, or they’ve already fallen and they’re just enamored and in love. they want you on top of them as well, while they’re gripping your chest and stomach and just grabbing you all over, while you’re bouncing on them, lots of riding. i feel like they wanna beg, like let them in, you’re so oblivious to this, or maybe you do know and you’re just playing with them but either way, they want to just beg for u, your body, something about your damn ass and legs, they find them really sexy, like you sitting on top of them, i feel like they want to just touch and worship you boo, it’s just the two of you.
> ugh they can’t even sleep, that’s why they’re up, all these fucking thoughts about what they’d do to you and what they wanna do with you. lmao going rounds, like not stopping until you guys are just spent. you make them extremely nervous though, like they can’t focus whenever you’re on their mind. you just can’t see it and i see why bc you got your own shit going on making sure u come first, like not losing yourself getting too involved in a relationship but you should let yourself receive, i don’t really feel they have horrible intentions, but you’re safe with them, they’d want to make you feel safe and comfortable with them, but they’re hiding their feelings, or just hiding these thoughts man. “i don’t care what your past is, i don’t need no answers, just have faith in me.” if you’re thinking they’re going to judge you and ridicule you, you’re wrong, you won’t need to worry or be skeptical, i feel like they really will show you this.
> i’m feeling like they’re daydreaming about getting lost in you, you both blissed out and lost in one another, a feeling you can’t explain just colliding together and it being more than just sex, or fucking, deeper than making love?? idk just something out of this world, your sexual energy together is different, it’s fucking magical. you’re so fucking otherworldly, i feel like your intelligence and what you know just turns them on, like they want to take a peek into your head, you’re a fucking mystery to them, they only know what you feel like telling/sharing. no one can really get to you unless you let them in but that takes a lot of trust, i swear this pile and not really opening up to others, and that’s okay but don’t close yourself off and push everyone away, then you’ll have no one and i mean i know we are all completely different and have different beliefs and opinions but being alone and isolated is heartbreaking man, no one deserves to feel that way. it’s okay to trust and let the right love into your life, but i know easier said than done. it just takes time..
> i feel like you know them or know of them or again they just know you so they won’t do anything to trip you up, but they wanna grab up on you, like fucking from behind grabbing your chest/breasts, squeezing and playing with you, why is this giving like having you bent out of shape, i mean this is their sexual fantasies and what got them up thinking but i feel this like aggression, like rough sex, them dominating you, pleasuring you, but more on the rough side, like intense, wild and fun sex. even their thoughts and daydreams feel all over the place, you seem multi-faceted, just a lot of side to you, nothing really seems like “the same” idk it’s like they want to fuck your shit up and go all in and then they wanna take their time and connect with you deeper. maybe they feel it’s risky opening up to you about this because they’re not sure how you’d take it. so they sit alone with these thoughts consuming their mind, but it seems like it upsets them bc they can’t be with you at that moment or at the moment rn you know.
> i feel like them thinking about you has them wanting to just hit you up and get more from you, you’re generous but not that generous, you like your you time, away from everyone. i feel like you’re also going to enjoy the sexual aspects a lot with your person, like them accepting you and you accepting them as they are enhances it. you deserve it, so don’t doubt it, this is your person, an individual who will treat you with the utmost respect and spoil the hell out of you, ugh i feel fucking crazy inside, like you drive them crazy, they fucking trust you and want to show you a different side of them, and that different side is just their vulnerabilities, they want your love boo, they wanna give u all their love, let them love you if that’s what you want. it seems like a true love for real, and they want to spend the rest of their life with you, this is what’s on their mind, keeping them up and it’s like eating at their brain, chewing on their thoughts, they’re even talking to their close circle about you like family and friends, they’re taking you seriously, i feel like they just want to hear you, you sound so sweet to them, your voice gets them. they also wanna pound ur ass raw, like they need to feel every part of you, no distance between you guys, this closeness, but they’re want to also be monogamous, no one else but you, ugh they’re so into you.
> they even want to see you taking the lead if you’re more feminine and just dominate their ass, take the control baby, let yourself feel powerful and fucking confident. they love how confident you are hehe, okay im listening to music and play no games by big sean is on and istg another anthem, but take them serious, they are not playing any fucking mind games, throw that shit out the window, let go of those doubts, they wanna pamper you, please you, fuck u with their hands, like just toying with you, it seems like if they could, every night they’d fuck you, fuck your brains out, it seems like this is your future lover too, it’s unexpected and their world and your world meshing together is just pure ecstasy, they don’t want to share you so get it out of your head. it seems like they want to get into your head, knowing more about you, they’re going to ask, it just seems like they’re curious about you. like wondering how you view them and another thing is them wanting you both to watch the other person masturbate, like mutual masturbation, only touching yourselves while also watching each other omg, to end it off here’s a lil something to think about “i know you’re independent as hell but im here now, let me help you love…”
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dirty talk: if both parties are comfortable, erotic dialogue can intensify arousal
kegel exercises: regularly performing kegel exercises can improve sexual health and orgasm intensity for all genders.] ❞
music:
+lights out - chris brown
+speechless - buddy
+FYTB - brent faiyaz ft. joony
+safe with me - sam smith
+vivid dreams - kaytranada
╰┈➤ ❝ [>i feel like your person may want to massage and rub up on you to get you more comfortable, so you don’t feel so uneasy. this could be a first time in a long time or a first time for you or them or both. place it where it fits. but i just feel like they’d want to see you more present and aware of them right in front of you. like letting go of the stress from this crazy world we live in and let it be the both of you, present together, connecting deeper, no distractions to pull you away. i also feel like your independence can be unnerving, like they’re worried that they can’t get to you, so the only way to truly feel you on a energetic level is to fantasize about you giving up that “uptight” demeanor, like having you act unlike yourself, to see you get “down and dirty” lol. but to see you just let go of that extreme exterior you keep up. to be more vulnerable with them. trusting them.
>there’s two things here, i can see you as someone who puts up a front, like pushing away offers that don’t live up to your standards which is okay as long as it’s not too absurd, but that’s just my opinion. but i feel like they’re thinking about you not taking any offer from anyone except them and ignoring wack ass people coming to offer you crumbs. i feel like you guys are really my pile that knows the fuck out of themselves and their worth, not dissing any other pile hell no, but you guys are giving off this unapproachable vibe. it’s like “hahahaha you can’t get to me.” you make people chase, you’re not the chaser, you will make this person chase, and i think they like that, instead of you being the one to look desperate and running after people, maybe you’ve done it in the past but now you’re just like “aht aht….uh no ma’am you’re going to need to come with something better for me(you) to want to entertain you.” i feel like you just know you’re hot shit and you don’t really need anyone to please you.
> getting into more sexual messages, i see that they want you on your knees, giving up control, you know messy, sloppy head. yes…they wanna get your ass alone, obviously to do some freaky shit, but they just need you to themselves. i feel like they really want to see you bent over while they play with you from the back..that one song on tiktok “bet if i rub on that pussy that’ll get you wet, bet if i suck on that clit it’ll get you wet.” lmfao i think that’s how it goes but they want to be all up in them private parts boo, like devouring your ass literally, it’s like a meal to them, i see like a lot of oral, eating you out and fingering you at the same time omg. i feel like they really enjoy eating, you know munching on your ass or pussy or both. being able to taste you..woo! see i feel like you guys have had weird experiences with past partners and you’re not going to put up with that bs this time around so i can see why your person may be a little cautious with their actions, and it seems like they’re feeling a little blocked off from you.
> you’re right in front of their face and all up in their head, consuming and taking over their thoughts but there’s this distance between you two, like maybe you’re not even focused too much on sex rn, or even relationships, i feel like you guys are focused more on taking care of the everyday ish and not drowning yourself by diving too deep into a relationship either atm or later on in the future.
> okay boo, you may be independent and strong as hell mentally and i did say they may wanna see you let go of control and look what pops out “masc dom” lmfao omg, like if you don’t get with the lil attitude, this person will show you if you give them a chance. another thing is seeing you get wet on them ahhh, while they’re inside of you, just watching your cum coat their dick or you watching them on top of you coating your shit w their wetness ahh this is so spicy hahaha! but you know just creaming on top of them, them being able to see how aroused they’re making you. i feel like this turns them the fuck on, seeing how they’re fucking claiming you as you milk the fuck out of them or they’re milking you jeez. they want you behind closed doors just opening your ass up to all the freaky shit they want to do to you, but i really feel this is coming from a place of neediness, to be close to you, there’s a lot of feelings and emotions behind their passion for you. they want to see you clinging on to them, like they don’t wanna let you go.
> as you’re on top or whatever position it may be, i feel like they just want your legs wrapped around them and clinging onto them, and i feel like they also wanna overpower you too, like they literally have you wrapped up around them, they’re holding onto you tightly like this trust that’s there, wanting you to truly trust them and their intentions, taking your mind off of the distractions, another thing is you being fully exposed in front of them, butt ass naked, nothing to hide, don’t hide yourself, i feel like they want you to be free with them, not so serious and closed off. skin to skin with them. i just feel like you don’t trust them you know. but they want you too, to believe in and have some faith with them.
> hours and hours with you by their side doing all the nasty shit that only the both of you will understand, no judgement from them, i see that they’re seeing you as someone who needs that help to loosen up, but i also see they really want your mouth on their dick or pussy, even if it’s messy, guiding your head, them being in control and taking the lead, it’s so bold too, like quickies with you, hidden away from everyone, like you both just sneaking around doing freak nasty stuff for your eyes only. i feel like you guys keep it may keep this person at arms length/six feet apart bc of the weird down bad partners you’ve connected with, and it may have been shallow, like they weren’t that interesting to you, like im not sure if they were living in fantasy land and never took the relationship with you seriously, people who used to just fuck around with your feelings and play with your mind, so this is why you seem to keep up this hard exterior. idk why i wanted to say sleazy, like a douchebag, ugh ew and i’m sorry yall had to deal with people like this and if you haven’t just watch out for them as you go about your everyday lives, but the sleazy weirdos put a pep in your step and made you step up and raise those standards of yours. bc it seems like they may have put a front on for you to get you into bed w them and then you ended up disappointed because of either their performance or how they treated you.
> but i feel like this person here thinking about you, they’re far from that shit, but they want to crack through that tough exterior you put up..yeah they got a burning desire for your ass, it’s what’s tugging at their brain, thinking of all the ways that they can get you to stop being in control, there may be a power imbalance but i think they like this challenge that you set for suitors, but i see it’s just bc you know how much of a fucking queen/king you are, knowing not to settle for creepy, weird, invasive people, people who don’t know shit about boundaries or how to handle someone setting boundaries for themselves.
> i feel like they also think about taking you away, taking you back to their place “can i take u home -jamie foxx” like taking you home to just put it on you, they really wanna see you vulnerable, i feel like these thoughts got them fucking and screwing air, like they probably think a lot about you and then start masturbating, pleasuring themselves to the thought of you, their fantasies are intense, i feel like they really want to see you in such a vulnerable position, letting your submissive side show, obeying them, listening to them, like they’re the ones who are in charge and- hold on large and in charge haha. maybe they’re large down their or just bigger than you, something about them seems so fucking confronting, could be into collaring as well, it’s a type of ownership thing between two people if i’m not mistaken, like your theirs and only theirs to have, they seem so damn possessive, but they’re just craving you boo, wanting you to let go of that hesitation, omg “dreaming about that sexy dirty love” yes yes yes! it’s like these thoughts will either destroy them or have them wanting to come over and fucking destroy you, in a good way boo, letting you guys intuition collide and take the lead, not overthinking about what’s going to happen next or how they’re fucking you or if you’re doing a bad job, no, they want you completely drunk of their love lol, only feeling that sensation between you two. “it’s just the two of us” i don’t feel that they’d do anything to embarrass you or make you feel exposed, like i feel like they’d sneak away with you if you guys are out in public but take you somewhere where no one will be able to catch you guys. i feel like they’re the type to reassure you and tell you that you don’t have to hide anything from them, that you’re allowed to let all of your wildest desires run free. i feel like they’d talk you through this shit too! omg, like that sensual fucking dirty talk ahhh.
>”surrender to me my love” i feel like they just want you to see them for who they are, which is someone who’s not here to fuck around with your mind and play petty games with you. this is stuck in my head but i feel like they want to see your expression when they enter you or as yall are doing your thing, but seeing your face, seeing how you look and the the feelings it invoking in you is just shining. they love to touch and feel on you, must be theirs or your love language but hearing you, your moans, the way your body reacts to them and their touches, like they want it to start off sweet and nice but then get nasty and filthy later on as you guys enjoy the act together. may even want to film you guys making love, to watch it back and probably fucking pleasure themself while they watch how they had you screaming their name the night before haha. seeing you shattering in front of them, how they’re making you fucking melt and cream on their shit, ahhh i don’t want to end this pile and i feel like that’s them, wanting more and more and more of you, like an addiction for them, but it’s you, you’re all they want! they may also be extremely into how you smell and your natural scents and even the perfume or cologne you wear, just your scent and whatever you have on, like they need to just fucking mesh souls with you at this point hahahahha. ahhh!
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sensual massage: giving a sensual massage can create intimacy, provide pleasure, and act as wonderful foreplay.
mindful sex: paying full attention to sensations and feelings during sex can make it a more immersive, enjoyable experience.
afterglow: basking in the moments after climax can help partners feel more connected. ] ❞
music:
+burning desire - lana del rey
+sexy dirty love - demi lovato
+nunchucks - doja cat
+valentina - dreamer isioma
+lovegame - lady gaga
╰┈➤ ❝ [>i can see they wanna see you butt ass naked haha. no they really just want to see you laid out in front of them ready for whatever they have in store for your beautiful ass, the fun and excitement that awaits you both. they seem so shy though, like i’m feeling they don’t want to go there with their freaky ass thoughts, something about playing with you though, you both having so much fun together, okay so it’s either you or them that’s really nervous and shy here, but idk why i feel like you guys are a little bit more open sexually. you’re comfortable in your skin, with your body no matter what you look like, you seem to have this natural confident aura to you.
> oooh they’re holding back from you, idk i feel like they just don’t wanna go there with those thoughts of you, they’re more closed off but not too much, it’s like trying to take a peek inside of their mind and they’re so hush hush about it, im feeling like they want to peek inside your head to get to know you more, to know what you like and don’t like, if this is too much or too little for you. like the opportunity is there for them to go ham with their thoughts but even in their mind they seem so respectful, like they don’t want to disrespect you and your boundaries, even knowing you can’t read their mind but they still feel a little ashamed? like “why am i thinking these things about him/her/them?” they seem to really tip toe around the subject of you whenever you’re crossing their mind.
>this feels like another thing keeping them up, thee hidden sexual desires that they feel they can’t even express to themselves, i feel like they may want to see more of you physically, get closer to you, holding back from those naughty filthy raunchy thoughts running through their mind. like they don’t want to come on too strong and scare you away, i feel like when they’re thinking of you heavy, that strong ass desire and those lustful thoughts may take over and it’s like them not wanting to risk it, risk their sanity. by going crazy and wild over you. i also feel like they’re packing and that they’re just strong as fuck, they don’t have to look the part but they just seem so fucking hard ahhhh okay yes getting hard or wet for you but what i mean by hard is their exterior. this may be something new new for you and its like self-control for them…taking their time, feeling you out. idk why im getting like an elephant cock. i mean it doesn’t have to be that big but they either got a big ass dick or clit or they just have major BDE! grown man/woman type shit. i’m not sure they want to jump off that cliff though, once they do, oooh i feel like it’s no turning back from there.
> they want to take a look inside and go further with their fantasies and daydreams but it’s like this unspoken rule for them to take a step back and not go overboard with what they’re thinking of with you. i feel like they miss you, miss seeing you around, whatever that may mean. i feel like they don’t want to overindulge in these damn thoughts, they must really know how to control themselves but not enough, okay so they’re holding back from thinking about you sexually bc you probably come off as too “pure” for them and i feel like this is bc when ur crossing their mind it can just get a bit outta hand, not wanting to tarnish your sweet image..trying to distract their mind from you…i feel like they don’t want to go too hard bc they don’t want to hurt you again, idk im still in the beginning uncovering what they’re thinking about but goddamn they’re closed off, like stoic, if someone mentions you, they tense up and close themselves off like a clam. i feel like they’re really obsessive and possessive so they try not to go overboard and come off too needy??
>i feel like their daydreams can go south real quick, stepping into some taboo territory. i’m also seeing someone getting on all fours, either them or you but it’s a masculine and maybe this is why they’re a little closed off from you, maybe you’re more fem and into more dominant partners and or they’re the masc and they’re into more dominant fems ugh this is all over the place. but i feel like their true thoughts are the ones that are hidden away only for them to see, like they probably like to switch it up and around, them being the more dominant one and then you taking the lead, control, showing them who’s boss and who’s in charge making the orders. i feel like they’re not trusting or believing in themself, and their abilities, or they feel like they’d be criticized for these thoughts, what they’re feeling for you, almost as if it’s forbidden for you both to be together. and that can go so many ways, but it’s this feeling of like you being more open and probably more experienced and they may have little to no experience or it’s just been a while and they’re worried about how they’ll perform for you, a little bit of insecurity coming from their side. they seem to really like you a lot though.
> they don’t seem clueless at all, they know what they want and it’s you and your mind, body, soul, spirit, your light. it’s like they know how to read people when they get comfortable with them sexually. i feel like they’re emotionally available yes, but then they know not to share too much of themselves with just anyone, but im also feeling it’s because of you, occupying their fucking brain, like they want to hold on, keep you for themselves and you’re probably more free and outside of the box, not conforming to other people and what they have to say about how you enjoy sex. you seem to value your freedom, and maybe this is why they’re holding back, i feel like they’re more on the emotional side or that could be you, just place it where it goes ykyk. they wanna get to know you more, knowing how you tick, your like and dislikes. but they can’t figure you out and i can see why, esp if you guys don’t talk too much or go any further, you know like deepening you guys connection. this peeking and spying…not wanting to get too close but they don’t want to be far from you either. you guys may be very fluid as well, it doesn’t matter what’s in the persons pants, you just connect on a more intimate level surpassing the meat suit we’re all in, like you go more for peoples energy and how it clicks with you and your spirit.
> i feel like there’s major trust issues here, for them, not knowing your motives, if you’re going to screw them over, i don’t wanna say it like that, but maybe it’s just pure sex on your part and you’re okay with that, but they don’t want to be deceived, i feel like they’re thinking heavily about reciprocation, giving to each other equally, no one being left behind, no one being left out if you guys are into more than one partner, i feel like they’re thinking about it being more than just a fling, like if they go too deep and let themselves be alone with you all hell breaks loose, your unleashing pandora’s box. you’re such a queen/king, confident and sure of yourself, but they don’t seem so sure about you, this trickery, hoping that you’ll be more than just a sex buddy/partner. seems more long term on their side and short term on your side, i feel like they’re thinking of walking into an abyss which is you and being nervous about whether they’ll be tortured and terrorized. i’m sorry the messages aren’t that freaky and explicit for this pile but this is what im getting. but one thing here, i feel like they’re thinking love your boobies if you have them and if not just your chest area, touching on you, rubbing and caressing your nipples, squeezing your breasts, fondling them. sucking on them, i feel like they want to collide with you, feeling your skin, but they’re still uncertain and unsure. i mean this is what’s keeping them up and this shit is just screwing with their mind, their sexual energy is intense for you and you turn em on, they’re just unsure, not knowing what to think or even do with this situation.
> i feel like they’re underestimating you and your morals, you and your values, how you carry yourself, i feel like they’re too much in their head about this whole shebang. their expectations, they don’t seem very good, like expecting the worse of you but how do they really know, unless yall have been together and you know each other well but i feel like they’re thinking barely know you, and they’re assuming the worst, probably bc they’ve been screwed over by past people, whatever happened to them with their previous partners. i feel like they’re thinking you’re just going to use them for their sex, like they know how to put it down but this is something people may have used them for, what they can offer sexually and it seem like they want a more serious grounded relationship with you, but they’re worried about if you’ll do them like the rest, they gotta work on that boo or that could be you too, or they’re worried that you’ll think it’s just about sex for them. they really want you though, it’s like this offer is hanging, will you take it, will someone else take it, or will it just hang there, stagnantly. like if they keep resisting you and pushing it away, it’s just gonnna eat at them, bc they know they want this but they’re also not having much faith in where the connection will lead, but we can’t know everything, i feel like they need to just think about this more clearly and even talk to you if they can. let them come to you, give them time, but don’t wait around, keep focusing on yourself and whatever you have to get done in your life, you’ll still be there but for how long you know? but i really feel like they’re thinking shouldn’t be all up in their head about you, assuming the worst is so detrimental, bc then you’ll just start making up these weird scenarios that aren’t even close to the mfkn truth. hmmm?
> they need to snap the fuck out of those intrusive thoughts, spiraling for what, but let’s give them grace bc i can kinda relate, i guess they’re just worried about you being loyal. do you guys even want them? they want to know, they really want you and want your love as well, it’s not just sex for them, like dating is here, being able to take you out around the town or wherever you guys will go. this is someone who will protect you and provide for you, they want to take care of you babe. servicing you, ugh submitting themself to you and of course that takes a lot of trust, respect, time, and effort. they want to be more vulnerable and open with you, no sort of secrets, and i feel like they’re thinking you’re keeping things from them, or they just want to uncover your secrets. they want you in charge though, giving their control away to you, trusting you to take care of them, they find you so damn gorgeous. and they’re 100% into you, it’s you baby, all up in their head, they’re just having some issues with trusting you, but those are their fears, i’d say to be more compassionate, don’t be so mean i mean they’d want you to dominate them but not be a bitch about they’re unresolved issues surrounding relationships, i’m just thinking it’s mostly fear though. fearing so much of this connection, they don’t want it to turn sour, they don’t want to have any regrets is what i’m thinking tbh..whew. i also feel like they just want to bow down to you, getting on their knees for you, pleasing you, let them, let them please you, you deserve pleasure and real love.
>they’re thinking more long term w your ass, the type of long term that involves him or you nutting in one another, cumming together, impregnating you or you impregnating them. they want to be your special person, ugh ugh ugh and they’re feeling like they can’t have you :( but they don’t want to hurt you and knowing how they’re loyal and extremely fucking devoted to you, they wouldn’t want you cheating or sneaking away with anyone else. it’s like scary for them, but they’re wanting to speak to you about this, talking to you about their desires with you, and not just sexual, it’s more intimate, getting lost with you, lost in you, you’re sexy as hell to them but it’s more than that carnal feeling, they want to be able to let go and do fun shit outside of sex, intimate moments with you around the house/apt/hotel wherever you guys are, just to be free with you, knowing you accept them and love them even if they may have baggage to unpack. i feel like they want to know if you’d let them in more, or take it to another level. being your bf/gf or being their husband/wife/spouse. they want more than your body boo. it’s all of you they want.
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sensory deprivation: temporarily removing one sense (like sight with a blindfold) can heighten other senses, making every touch feel more intense.
dirty talk: if both parties are comfortable, erotic dialogue can intensify arousal.
mutual masturbation: masturbating together can be exciting and enlightening experience, allowing partners to learn more about each others bodies.
“i want to be more than a friend”
“secrets i have held in my heart” ] ❞
music:
+my humps - black eyed peas
+gimme all your love - alabama shakes
+freaky money - rupaul ft. big freedia
+addictions - brent faiyaz
+snap out of it - arctic monkeys
ʚ♡ɞ𝙩𝙝𝙖𝙣𝙠 𝙪 𝙛𝙤𝙧 𝙨𝙩𝙤𝙥𝙥𝙞𝙣𝙜 𝙗𝙮 𝙖𝙣𝙙 𝙘𝙝𝙚𝙘𝙠𝙞𝙣𝙜 𝙤𝙪𝙩 𝙢𝙮 𝙋𝘼𝘾, 𝙞 𝙧𝙚𝙖𝙡𝙡𝙮 𝙖𝙥𝙥𝙧𝙚𝙘𝙞𝙖𝙩𝙚 𝙞𝙩 𝙖𝙣𝙙 𝙬𝙤𝙪𝙡𝙙 𝙡𝙤𝙫𝙚 𝙞𝙛 𝙮𝙤𝙪 𝙜𝙪𝙮𝙨 𝙡𝙚𝙖𝙫𝙚 𝙨𝙤𝙢𝙚 𝙛𝙚𝙚𝙙𝙗𝙖𝙘𝙠, 𝙞 𝙠𝙣𝙤𝙬 𝙞𝙩’𝙨 𝙗𝙚𝙚𝙣 𝙖 𝙢𝙞𝙣𝙪𝙩𝙚, 𝙗𝙪𝙩 𝙞 𝙬𝙖𝙣𝙩𝙚𝙙 𝙩𝙤 𝙢𝙖𝙠𝙚 𝙨𝙪𝙧𝙚 𝙩𝙝𝙞𝙨 𝙬𝙖𝙨 𝙪𝙥 𝙩𝙤 𝙢𝙮 𝙨𝙩𝙖𝙣𝙙𝙖𝙧𝙙𝙨 𝙝𝙖𝙝𝙖, 𝙟𝙪𝙨𝙩 𝙙𝙞𝙙𝙣’𝙩 𝙬𝙖𝙣𝙩 𝙩𝙤 𝙙𝙚𝙡𝙞𝙫𝙚𝙧 𝙨𝙝𝙞𝙩 𝙬𝙤𝙧𝙠 𝙮𝙛𝙢 𝙖𝙣𝙮𝙬𝙖𝙮𝙨 𝙩𝙝𝙖𝙣𝙠 𝙪 𝙩𝙝𝙖𝙣𝙠 𝙪 𝙩𝙝𝙖𝙣𝙠 𝙪 𝙛𝙤𝙧 𝙗𝙚𝙞𝙣𝙜 𝙝𝙚𝙧𝙚 𝙖𝙜𝙖𝙞𝙣 𝙖𝙣𝙙 𝙞 𝙝𝙤𝙥𝙚 𝙪 𝙚𝙣𝙟𝙤𝙮𝙚𝙙 𝙩𝙝𝙞𝙨 𝙡𝙞𝙡 𝙨𝙥𝙞𝙘𝙮 𝙖𝙨𝙨 𝙋𝘼𝘾 𝙝𝙚𝙝𝙚..𝙞 𝙨𝙝𝙮 𝙖𝙬𝙖𝙮 𝙛𝙧𝙤𝙢 𝙞𝙩 𝙨𝙤𝙢𝙚𝙩𝙞𝙢𝙚𝙨 𝙗𝙪𝙩 𝙡𝙢𝙠 𝙞𝙛 𝙮𝙤𝙪’𝙙 𝙬𝙖𝙣𝙩 𝙢𝙤𝙧𝙚 𝙨𝙥𝙞𝙘𝙮 𝙤𝙣𝙚𝙨 𝙖𝙣𝙙 𝙞 𝙖𝙥𝙥𝙧𝙚𝙘𝙞𝙖𝙩𝙚 𝙖𝙣𝙮 𝙩𝙮𝙥𝙚 𝙤𝙛 𝙨𝙪𝙥𝙥𝙤𝙧𝙩 𝙮𝙤𝙪 𝙨𝙚𝙣𝙙 𝙢𝙮 𝙬𝙖𝙮. 𝙞 𝙡𝙤𝙫𝙚 𝙮𝙤𝙪 𝙖𝙣𝙙 𝙝𝙖𝙫𝙚 𝙖𝙣 𝙖𝙢𝙖𝙯𝙞𝙣𝙜 𝙧𝙚𝙨𝙩 𝙤𝙛 𝙮𝙤𝙪𝙧 𝙙𝙖𝙮! ʚ♡ɞ
Do you ever get stuck in a daydream that is so good but then suddenly you feel ashamed that you like characters that you made in your mind to the point where you really start to fall in love with that crush of yours that is completely made up but then you shrug it off and keep dreaming?
Because I did.
And it felt nice.
To realise the existence of this reality but decide to completely ignore as the world in your mind pulls you back into your personal abyss.
My face when somebody brings me out of my normal mid-day daydream about living in a small cottage in the middle of nowhere surrounded by mystical woods filled with talking animals and fairies with my best friend where we home cook all of our meals, practice magic, and im actually happy.
"Back to reality I guess. I'll see you guys later at night when im daydreaming fantasies instead of actually dreaming because I cant fall asleep for the life of me."
✨Daydreams✨
I had to do a comic for my comics club around the theme of dreams. Since I don’t remember a lot of my dreams, I decided to draw about my daydreams.
I don’t know if I’m the only one that specifically feels like this but man it feels nice to put my feelings about them as a comic :>!
Daydreamt (?) of apparently creating a dance craze for a song of 1D and posted it on YT and suddenly it became viral and Directioners in the PH (cause that’s where I live) studied it and while 1D came here to have their concert EVERYBODY in the arena were dancing to that one song (I forgot what it was) and the boys were like, ‘Whoa that’s awesome who did that?!’ And since Directioners are awesome they gave my twitter name and everything and the boys tweeted me. And then since Harry is awesome…HE ASKED if we could chat. And then I found out LARRY IS REAL
HOW AWESOME WOULD THAT BE?!?!
