. . ?18+

❝𝑻𝑯𝑬𝑰𝑹 𝑫𝑹𝑬𝑨𝑴𝑺. 𝑨𝑵 𝑰𝑵𝑺𝑰𝑮𝑯𝑻 𝑰𝑵𝑻𝑶 𝑻𝑯𝑬𝑰𝑹 𝑺𝑬𝑿𝑼𝑨𝑳 𝑫𝑨𝒀𝑫𝑹𝑬𝑨𝑴𝑺. 𝑾𝑯𝑨𝑻 𝑲𝑬𝑬𝑷𝑺 𝑻𝑯𝑬𝑴 𝑼𝑷 𝑨𝑻 𝑵𝑰𝑮𝑯𝑻?❞18+ જ⁀➴

*this can be for your current person or a future person, someone you’re close to and involved with, all about what’s going through their head when it comes to you, what they’re dreaming about and all the nitty gritty details about their hidden sexual desires that they keep locked away*

₊˚⊹ ʚɞ♡︎ ˚⋅. ₊˚⊹ ʚɞ♡︎ ˚⋅. ₊˚⊹ ʚɞ♡︎ ˚⋅. ₊˚⊹ ʚɞ♡︎ ˚⋅. ₊˚⊹ ʚɞ♡︎ ˚⋅. ₊˚⊹ ʚɞ♡︎

pick a card disclaimers ೃ🩵🦋⁀➷

pick a pile u feel most called to, the one u cannot look away from, the one that is pulsing, go with your gut, always trust yourself, and if u feel called to more that’s cool baby boo! there’s more for u!

these are general and for a vast amount of ppl, don’t get ur undies all twisted up bc it’s not resonating, it’s normal and it’s fine, this just wasn’t for u! <3

these are extremely general collective timeless readings and they’re meant for entertainment purposes, please don’t take things so seriously and also realize my readings are for people above 18!

╰┈➤ ❝ [> they wanna tap your ass, first thing to come out haha, i feel like they may fantasize about you while they’re at work, probably about claiming your ass. ugh im giggling so much and its making me feel like these thoughts and daydreams about you have them so giddy and excited inside. they probably got a piss kink, take it how it resonates lol, if you don’t like it it’s okay, but this about their fantasies and you’re just all up in their head rent free. something about your ass, they worship it, like they could watch you all day just doing your thing wherever you guys are and your bum is like their main focus, you seem so royal to this person, like a god/goddess, they’re really admiring you, you being natural and just fully fucking bare, naked.

> you guys are so comfortable around each other, i mean they’re clearly daydreaming about fucking you, like they can’t handle these raunchy ass thoughts, like they can’t handle it wherever they are whenever it appears in their head, seeing you laid out. so much playful energy, but then it’s like they reveal too much, they keep it quiet in their mind, but it’s fucking with them, i also feel like they’d want to cover your mouth as well so you guys aren’t too loud, like don’t make too much noise or we’ll both get caught. i feel like if they expressed this to you, it’d catch you off guard as well. i feel like they don’t want to share you, even if you guys did agree to group sex or adding another person, they would just be so engulfed in you, all eyes on you, you’re the present, like a divinely sent gift to them. i can see they wanna grab your ass, but they’re thinking about spontaneously fucking around with you, even if yall may be in public, but discreetly yk. they feel possessive boo, not in a bad way but you’re just all theirs literally.

> “we don’t need nobody watching us.” so yes, they will respect you and their boundaries, bro just listen to privacy by chris brown lmfao, the whole song is just this piles vibe. i’m also feeling like they want your legs up while theyre holding them and stroking you, you know like fucking you slow, missionary style. another thing is the skin to skin contact, i feel like they don’t want to let you go, you guys are so close to each other, you’re meshing as yall are fucking, like melting into one another. i feel like your ass is art to them, may even wanna see you pleasuring yourself while they’re fucking you too.

> mannn this person really wants you, the closeness, tantric sex, emotional sex, sex where you guys just let yourselves go..they also want to feel you on top, however that may go for you, this is just the energy, either way they wanna feel your weight on top of them. something about your body, i feel like it’s the feel of you compared to who they’ve been with, you just feel different, like they’re comfortable in your presence or you’ll feel this way w them and vice versa. they’re def thinking about watersports, however wet you get or just seeing you squirt, your wetness and juices omg! but then they also want to take you out and go on cute dates with you, another thing is breeding omg, if you don’t want kids that’s okay but that’s on their mind as well, knocking you up or you knocking them up but someone wants to release inside of someone else, seeing you pregnant with their baby in you, like a bond you know, but it’s you guys little bundle of love haha.

>head is present here, you both giving each other equal attention, taking care of each other, you going down on them and working your magic lmao. you better be grateful for how they bout to put it down on you omg, they want you satisfied boo, feeling up on one another, these are the type of thoughts they have to the point is gets out of control and they wanna take u down, like just impulsively taking the lead. they’re addicted to you, you got them whipped boo, or will have them, either way they’re obsessed and in love, they find you so precious and so fucking adorable, you’re their lil baby, awww. like they just fucking adore the hell out of you and all you do, they also think about taking things to the next level like growing old with you and literally being that one old couple that is to die for, like goallllssss! but then they also know how to handle you as well, not like you need to be but if you’re bratty they think about putting you in your place and taking you lol. but i feel like this level of commitment is built of of trusting, loving and respecting one another. like im pretty sure they have heavy potential to be your fs or they are, either way, this is your person.

>they must be very dominant or just taking that role in their daydreams, this is all taking over their brain butt i mean hello look at the reading 💀 hahaha, but i can see they want to be behind you or you behind them, like a lot of you being pressed up against their front, choking you, groping you from behind, i swear this claiming energy, like taking that control from the positions where you’re in front of them. kissing your neck from behind, hands in your pants, or their hands playing with you down below, it’s so fast paced though, like they just can’t hold it in anymore, omg boo, i hope you’re ready or if you already know them idk how yall handling them lmao, they’re so dominant omg, like i don’t think they want to let you go ever and honestly i love it tbh, but ik everyone’s different, it’s just something about you, whatever the hell it is that got them so hooked onto you, they’re just attached to you and want to make you feel good boo, they don’t mind taking the lead with you, leading you, guiding you, but it’s like you’re both so into one another, it’s so so fucking hot haha ahhhh!! i love it lmao here’s something to leave you with “like my balls/clit, finger in booty, slob on my shit”, “using my cum as lube to finger you.” those cards is just self explanatory hehe..

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sensual massage: giving a sensual massage can create intimacy, provide pleasure, and act as wonderful foreplay

prostate massage: prostate massage can provide powerful orgasms for those with a prostate. remember to communicate and use proper techniques.] ❞

music:

+god is fair, sexy nasty - mac miller ft. kendrick lamar

+privacy - chris brown

+foldin clothes - j. cole

+there goes my baby - usher

+turning page - sleeping at last

╰┈➤ ❝ [> this seems like the pile who has a lot of trust issues but for a good reason, anyways, this person will show you how different they are and i feel like you guys are like it’s total bs, like you can’t really believe it. i’m feeling a blockage man, like not wanting to accept this newer love interest, there’s like a back and forth, you’re faced the other way, and it’s why u can’t see it, take the blindfold off, don’t restrict yourself or brush this away. maybe this is how this person is also feeling, like you don’t fully trust them and their intentions. but they really want you. even thinking about having your own family and creating a little one to bring into you guys personal universe. they want to have kids with you, or just create with you, amp up each others creativity. just building your own together. their thoughts are just about you, no one else. i feel like i have to say that, it’s just you though, thinking of all they can do with you and what you guys can achieve together. you have them speechless fr, they find you so damn beautiful and gorgeous.

> i feel like they’re feeling a type of way bc of how independent you are, but it’ll just be you and them. i know im into the emotional side right now but i feel like yall need to understand how this person is feeling. they don’t want to just fuck around with you, it’s like they want you to take them seriously, realize that they’re not like the rest, the “others” ugh i’m sorry, the way people will just leave a mark like that on others making them feel unloved, you’re not unloveable, this fucking person loves you. they’re just keeping inside..like they see you so much just daydreaming about pleasing you correctly and i feel like this can get them trapped in their thoughts of you. i feel like they amy also think about trapping you, like restricting you with rope, tying you up, so you’re letting go of control, letting yourself be vulnerable in front of them, releasing that fear. they may be stronger than you, or their presence is just intimidating as fuck but they want to take over, to fucking please you, omgg the songs playing lmaoo, baby you’re all up in their fucking dreams, like when they go to sleep, you’re just there, all in their head my love. idk im just getting that they’re fucking strong dude, like even strong minded, you won’t have to worry about them switching up on you, they know you, omg they desire you so bad, again with the skin to skin, feeling you close, giving to each other, fucking into one another, kissing up on each other agghhhh, like your hips moving and their hips matching your rhythm.

> they think you’re so fucking sexy boo, like how could they turn you away, even if you’re thinking different and you’re shy about it, they admire you, thinking about how good of a mommy/daddy you’d be, i see they care a hell of a lot, but then they’re thrown off by the nasty thoughts of you, it’s like taking over their mind lol same w pile one, but then they also seem so shy about it too, like you make them a lil shy. i can see they want to have natural carnal fun with you, letting go of that nagging ass fear and letting yourself be free with them, you shouldn’t care bc they won’t judge you. lol even role playing, dressing up and letting it go from there. but they wanna be between your thighs, like open up your legs to get straight to your heart. they’re falling man, or they’ve already fallen and they’re just enamored and in love. they want you on top of them as well, while they’re gripping your chest and stomach and just grabbing you all over, while you’re bouncing on them, lots of riding. i feel like they wanna beg, like let them in, you’re so oblivious to this, or maybe you do know and you’re just playing with them but either way, they want to just beg for u, your body, something about your damn ass and legs, they find them really sexy, like you sitting on top of them, i feel like they want to just touch and worship you boo, it’s just the two of you.

> ugh they can’t even sleep, that’s why they’re up, all these fucking thoughts about what they’d do to you and what they wanna do with you. lmao going rounds, like not stopping until you guys are just spent. you make them extremely nervous though, like they can’t focus whenever you’re on their mind. you just can’t see it and i see why bc you got your own shit going on making sure u come first, like not losing yourself getting too involved in a relationship but you should let yourself receive, i don’t really feel they have horrible intentions, but you’re safe with them, they’d want to make you feel safe and comfortable with them, but they’re hiding their feelings, or just hiding these thoughts man. “i don’t care what your past is, i don’t need no answers, just have faith in me.” if you’re thinking they’re going to judge you and ridicule you, you’re wrong, you won’t need to worry or be skeptical, i feel like they really will show you this.

> i’m feeling like they’re daydreaming about getting lost in you, you both blissed out and lost in one another, a feeling you can’t explain just colliding together and it being more than just sex, or fucking, deeper than making love?? idk just something out of this world, your sexual energy together is different, it’s fucking magical. you’re so fucking otherworldly, i feel like your intelligence and what you know just turns them on, like they want to take a peek into your head, you’re a fucking mystery to them, they only know what you feel like telling/sharing. no one can really get to you unless you let them in but that takes a lot of trust, i swear this pile and not really opening up to others, and that’s okay but don’t close yourself off and push everyone away, then you’ll have no one and i mean i know we are all completely different and have different beliefs and opinions but being alone and isolated is heartbreaking man, no one deserves to feel that way. it’s okay to trust and let the right love into your life, but i know easier said than done. it just takes time..

> i feel like you know them or know of them or again they just know you so they won’t do anything to trip you up, but they wanna grab up on you, like fucking from behind grabbing your chest/breasts, squeezing and playing with you, why is this giving like having you bent out of shape, i mean this is their sexual fantasies and what got them up thinking but i feel this like aggression, like rough sex, them dominating you, pleasuring you, but more on the rough side, like intense, wild and fun sex. even their thoughts and daydreams feel all over the place, you seem multi-faceted, just a lot of side to you, nothing really seems like “the same” idk it’s like they want to fuck your shit up and go all in and then they wanna take their time and connect with you deeper. maybe they feel it’s risky opening up to you about this because they’re not sure how you’d take it. so they sit alone with these thoughts consuming their mind, but it seems like it upsets them bc they can’t be with you at that moment or at the moment rn you know.

> i feel like them thinking about you has them wanting to just hit you up and get more from you, you’re generous but not that generous, you like your you time, away from everyone. i feel like you’re also going to enjoy the sexual aspects a lot with your person, like them accepting you and you accepting them as they are enhances it. you deserve it, so don’t doubt it, this is your person, an individual who will treat you with the utmost respect and spoil the hell out of you, ugh i feel fucking crazy inside, like you drive them crazy, they fucking trust you and want to show you a different side of them, and that different side is just their vulnerabilities, they want your love boo, they wanna give u all their love, let them love you if that’s what you want. it seems like a true love for real, and they want to spend the rest of their life with you, this is what’s on their mind, keeping them up and it’s like eating at their brain, chewing on their thoughts, they’re even talking to their close circle about you like family and friends, they’re taking you seriously, i feel like they just want to hear you, you sound so sweet to them, your voice gets them. they also wanna pound ur ass raw, like they need to feel every part of you, no distance between you guys, this closeness, but they’re want to also be monogamous, no one else but you, ugh they’re so into you.

> they even want to see you taking the lead if you’re more feminine and just dominate their ass, take the control baby, let yourself feel powerful and fucking confident. they love how confident you are hehe, okay im listening to music and play no games by big sean is on and istg another anthem, but take them serious, they are not playing any fucking mind games, throw that shit out the window, let go of those doubts, they wanna pamper you, please you, fuck u with their hands, like just toying with you, it seems like if they could, every night they’d fuck you, fuck your brains out, it seems like this is your future lover too, it’s unexpected and their world and your world meshing together is just pure ecstasy, they don’t want to share you so get it out of your head. it seems like they want to get into your head, knowing more about you, they’re going to ask, it just seems like they’re curious about you. like wondering how you view them and another thing is them wanting you both to watch the other person masturbate, like mutual masturbation, only touching yourselves while also watching each other omg, to end it off here’s a lil something to think about “i know you’re independent as hell but im here now, let me help you love…”

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dirty talk: if both parties are comfortable, erotic dialogue can intensify arousal

kegel exercises: regularly performing kegel exercises can improve sexual health and orgasm intensity for all genders.] ❞

music:

+lights out - chris brown

+speechless - buddy

+FYTB - brent faiyaz ft. joony

+safe with me - sam smith

+vivid dreams - kaytranada

╰┈➤ ❝ [>i feel like your person may want to massage and rub up on you to get you more comfortable, so you don’t feel so uneasy. this could be a first time in a long time or a first time for you or them or both. place it where it fits. but i just feel like they’d want to see you more present and aware of them right in front of you. like letting go of the stress from this crazy world we live in and let it be the both of you, present together, connecting deeper, no distractions to pull you away. i also feel like your independence can be unnerving, like they’re worried that they can’t get to you, so the only way to truly feel you on a energetic level is to fantasize about you giving up that “uptight” demeanor, like having you act unlike yourself, to see you get “down and dirty” lol. but to see you just let go of that extreme exterior you keep up. to be more vulnerable with them. trusting them.

>there’s two things here, i can see you as someone who puts up a front, like pushing away offers that don’t live up to your standards which is okay as long as it’s not too absurd, but that’s just my opinion. but i feel like they’re thinking about you not taking any offer from anyone except them and ignoring wack ass people coming to offer you crumbs. i feel like you guys are really my pile that knows the fuck out of themselves and their worth, not dissing any other pile hell no, but you guys are giving off this unapproachable vibe. it’s like “hahahaha you can’t get to me.” you make people chase, you’re not the chaser, you will make this person chase, and i think they like that, instead of you being the one to look desperate and running after people, maybe you’ve done it in the past but now you’re just like “aht aht….uh no ma’am you’re going to need to come with something better for me(you) to want to entertain you.” i feel like you just know you’re hot shit and you don’t really need anyone to please you.

> getting into more sexual messages, i see that they want you on your knees, giving up control, you know messy, sloppy head. yes…they wanna get your ass alone, obviously to do some freaky shit, but they just need you to themselves. i feel like they really want to see you bent over while they play with you from the back..that one song on tiktok “bet if i rub on that pussy that’ll get you wet, bet if i suck on that clit it’ll get you wet.” lmfao i think that’s how it goes but they want to be all up in them private parts boo, like devouring your ass literally, it’s like a meal to them, i see like a lot of oral, eating you out and fingering you at the same time omg. i feel like they really enjoy eating, you know munching on your ass or pussy or both. being able to taste you..woo! see i feel like you guys have had weird experiences with past partners and you’re not going to put up with that bs this time around so i can see why your person may be a little cautious with their actions, and it seems like they’re feeling a little blocked off from you.

> you’re right in front of their face and all up in their head, consuming and taking over their thoughts but there’s this distance between you two, like maybe you’re not even focused too much on sex rn, or even relationships, i feel like you guys are focused more on taking care of the everyday ish and not drowning yourself by diving too deep into a relationship either atm or later on in the future.

> okay boo, you may be independent and strong as hell mentally and i did say they may wanna see you let go of control and look what pops out “masc dom” lmfao omg, like if you don’t get with the lil attitude, this person will show you if you give them a chance. another thing is seeing you get wet on them ahhh, while they’re inside of you, just watching your cum coat their dick or you watching them on top of you coating your shit w their wetness ahh this is so spicy hahaha! but you know just creaming on top of them, them being able to see how aroused they’re making you. i feel like this turns them the fuck on, seeing how they’re fucking claiming you as you milk the fuck out of them or they’re milking you jeez. they want you behind closed doors just opening your ass up to all the freaky shit they want to do to you, but i really feel this is coming from a place of neediness, to be close to you, there’s a lot of feelings and emotions behind their passion for you. they want to see you clinging on to them, like they don’t wanna let you go.

> as you’re on top or whatever position it may be, i feel like they just want your legs wrapped around them and clinging onto them, and i feel like they also wanna overpower you too, like they literally have you wrapped up around them, they’re holding onto you tightly like this trust that’s there, wanting you to truly trust them and their intentions, taking your mind off of the distractions, another thing is you being fully exposed in front of them, butt ass naked, nothing to hide, don’t hide yourself, i feel like they want you to be free with them, not so serious and closed off. skin to skin with them. i just feel like you don’t trust them you know. but they want you too, to believe in and have some faith with them.

> hours and hours with you by their side doing all the nasty shit that only the both of you will understand, no judgement from them, i see that they’re seeing you as someone who needs that help to loosen up, but i also see they really want your mouth on their dick or pussy, even if it’s messy, guiding your head, them being in control and taking the lead, it’s so bold too, like quickies with you, hidden away from everyone, like you both just sneaking around doing freak nasty stuff for your eyes only. i feel like you guys keep it may keep this person at arms length/six feet apart bc of the weird down bad partners you’ve connected with, and it may have been shallow, like they weren’t that interesting to you, like im not sure if they were living in fantasy land and never took the relationship with you seriously, people who used to just fuck around with your feelings and play with your mind, so this is why you seem to keep up this hard exterior. idk why i wanted to say sleazy, like a douchebag, ugh ew and i’m sorry yall had to deal with people like this and if you haven’t just watch out for them as you go about your everyday lives, but the sleazy weirdos put a pep in your step and made you step up and raise those standards of yours. bc it seems like they may have put a front on for you to get you into bed w them and then you ended up disappointed because of either their performance or how they treated you.

> but i feel like this person here thinking about you, they’re far from that shit, but they want to crack through that tough exterior you put up..yeah they got a burning desire for your ass, it’s what’s tugging at their brain, thinking of all the ways that they can get you to stop being in control, there may be a power imbalance but i think they like this challenge that you set for suitors, but i see it’s just bc you know how much of a fucking queen/king you are, knowing not to settle for creepy, weird, invasive people, people who don’t know shit about boundaries or how to handle someone setting boundaries for themselves.

> i feel like they also think about taking you away, taking you back to their place “can i take u home -jamie foxx” like taking you home to just put it on you, they really wanna see you vulnerable, i feel like these thoughts got them fucking and screwing air, like they probably think a lot about you and then start masturbating, pleasuring themselves to the thought of you, their fantasies are intense, i feel like they really want to see you in such a vulnerable position, letting your submissive side show, obeying them, listening to them, like they’re the ones who are in charge and- hold on large and in charge haha. maybe they’re large down their or just bigger than you, something about them seems so fucking confronting, could be into collaring as well, it’s a type of ownership thing between two people if i’m not mistaken, like your theirs and only theirs to have, they seem so damn possessive, but they’re just craving you boo, wanting you to let go of that hesitation, omg “dreaming about that sexy dirty love” yes yes yes! it’s like these thoughts will either destroy them or have them wanting to come over and fucking destroy you, in a good way boo, letting you guys intuition collide and take the lead, not overthinking about what’s going to happen next or how they’re fucking you or if you’re doing a bad job, no, they want you completely drunk of their love lol, only feeling that sensation between you two. “it’s just the two of us” i don’t feel that they’d do anything to embarrass you or make you feel exposed, like i feel like they’d sneak away with you if you guys are out in public but take you somewhere where no one will be able to catch you guys. i feel like they’re the type to reassure you and tell you that you don’t have to hide anything from them, that you’re allowed to let all of your wildest desires run free. i feel like they’d talk you through this shit too! omg, like that sensual fucking dirty talk ahhh.

>”surrender to me my love” i feel like they just want you to see them for who they are, which is someone who’s not here to fuck around with your mind and play petty games with you. this is stuck in my head but i feel like they want to see your expression when they enter you or as yall are doing your thing, but seeing your face, seeing how you look and the the feelings it invoking in you is just shining. they love to touch and feel on you, must be theirs or your love language but hearing you, your moans, the way your body reacts to them and their touches, like they want it to start off sweet and nice but then get nasty and filthy later on as you guys enjoy the act together. may even want to film you guys making love, to watch it back and probably fucking pleasure themself while they watch how they had you screaming their name the night before haha. seeing you shattering in front of them, how they’re making you fucking melt and cream on their shit, ahhh i don’t want to end this pile and i feel like that’s them, wanting more and more and more of you, like an addiction for them, but it’s you, you’re all they want! they may also be extremely into how you smell and your natural scents and even the perfume or cologne you wear, just your scent and whatever you have on, like they need to just fucking mesh souls with you at this point hahahahha. ahhh!

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sensual massage: giving a sensual massage can create intimacy, provide pleasure, and act as wonderful foreplay.

mindful sex: paying full attention to sensations and feelings during sex can make it a more immersive, enjoyable experience.

afterglow: basking in the moments after climax can help partners feel more connected. ] ❞

music:

+burning desire - lana del rey

+sexy dirty love - demi lovato

+nunchucks - doja cat

+valentina - dreamer isioma

+lovegame - lady gaga

╰┈➤ ❝ [>i can see they wanna see you butt ass naked haha. no they really just want to see you laid out in front of them ready for whatever they have in store for your beautiful ass, the fun and excitement that awaits you both. they seem so shy though, like i’m feeling they don’t want to go there with their freaky ass thoughts, something about playing with you though, you both having so much fun together, okay so it’s either you or them that’s really nervous and shy here, but idk why i feel like you guys are a little bit more open sexually. you’re comfortable in your skin, with your body no matter what you look like, you seem to have this natural confident aura to you.

> oooh they’re holding back from you, idk i feel like they just don’t wanna go there with those thoughts of you, they’re more closed off but not too much, it’s like trying to take a peek inside of their mind and they’re so hush hush about it, im feeling like they want to peek inside your head to get to know you more, to know what you like and don’t like, if this is too much or too little for you. like the opportunity is there for them to go ham with their thoughts but even in their mind they seem so respectful, like they don’t want to disrespect you and your boundaries, even knowing you can’t read their mind but they still feel a little ashamed? like “why am i thinking these things about him/her/them?” they seem to really tip toe around the subject of you whenever you’re crossing their mind.

>this feels like another thing keeping them up, thee hidden sexual desires that they feel they can’t even express to themselves, i feel like they may want to see more of you physically, get closer to you, holding back from those naughty filthy raunchy thoughts running through their mind. like they don’t want to come on too strong and scare you away, i feel like when they’re thinking of you heavy, that strong ass desire and those lustful thoughts may take over and it’s like them not wanting to risk it, risk their sanity. by going crazy and wild over you. i also feel like they’re packing and that they’re just strong as fuck, they don’t have to look the part but they just seem so fucking hard ahhhh okay yes getting hard or wet for you but what i mean by hard is their exterior. this may be something new new for you and its like self-control for them…taking their time, feeling you out. idk why im getting like an elephant cock. i mean it doesn’t have to be that big but they either got a big ass dick or clit or they just have major BDE! grown man/woman type shit. i’m not sure they want to jump off that cliff though, once they do, oooh i feel like it’s no turning back from there.

> they want to take a look inside and go further with their fantasies and daydreams but it’s like this unspoken rule for them to take a step back and not go overboard with what they’re thinking of with you. i feel like they miss you, miss seeing you around, whatever that may mean. i feel like they don’t want to overindulge in these damn thoughts, they must really know how to control themselves but not enough, okay so they’re holding back from thinking about you sexually bc you probably come off as too “pure” for them and i feel like this is bc when ur crossing their mind it can just get a bit outta hand, not wanting to tarnish your sweet image..trying to distract their mind from you…i feel like they don’t want to go too hard bc they don’t want to hurt you again, idk im still in the beginning uncovering what they’re thinking about but goddamn they’re closed off, like stoic, if someone mentions you, they tense up and close themselves off like a clam. i feel like they’re really obsessive and possessive so they try not to go overboard and come off too needy??

>i feel like their daydreams can go south real quick, stepping into some taboo territory. i’m also seeing someone getting on all fours, either them or you but it’s a masculine and maybe this is why they’re a little closed off from you, maybe you’re more fem and into more dominant partners and or they’re the masc and they’re into more dominant fems ugh this is all over the place. but i feel like their true thoughts are the ones that are hidden away only for them to see, like they probably like to switch it up and around, them being the more dominant one and then you taking the lead, control, showing them who’s boss and who’s in charge making the orders. i feel like they’re not trusting or believing in themself, and their abilities, or they feel like they’d be criticized for these thoughts, what they’re feeling for you, almost as if it’s forbidden for you both to be together. and that can go so many ways, but it’s this feeling of like you being more open and probably more experienced and they may have little to no experience or it’s just been a while and they’re worried about how they’ll perform for you, a little bit of insecurity coming from their side. they seem to really like you a lot though.

> they don’t seem clueless at all, they know what they want and it’s you and your mind, body, soul, spirit, your light. it’s like they know how to read people when they get comfortable with them sexually. i feel like they’re emotionally available yes, but then they know not to share too much of themselves with just anyone, but im also feeling it’s because of you, occupying their fucking brain, like they want to hold on, keep you for themselves and you’re probably more free and outside of the box, not conforming to other people and what they have to say about how you enjoy sex. you seem to value your freedom, and maybe this is why they’re holding back, i feel like they’re more on the emotional side or that could be you, just place it where it goes ykyk. they wanna get to know you more, knowing how you tick, your like and dislikes. but they can’t figure you out and i can see why, esp if you guys don’t talk too much or go any further, you know like deepening you guys connection. this peeking and spying…not wanting to get too close but they don’t want to be far from you either. you guys may be very fluid as well, it doesn’t matter what’s in the persons pants, you just connect on a more intimate level surpassing the meat suit we’re all in, like you go more for peoples energy and how it clicks with you and your spirit.

> i feel like there’s major trust issues here, for them, not knowing your motives, if you’re going to screw them over, i don’t wanna say it like that, but maybe it’s just pure sex on your part and you’re okay with that, but they don’t want to be deceived, i feel like they’re thinking heavily about reciprocation, giving to each other equally, no one being left behind, no one being left out if you guys are into more than one partner, i feel like they’re thinking about it being more than just a fling, like if they go too deep and let themselves be alone with you all hell breaks loose, your unleashing pandora’s box. you’re such a queen/king, confident and sure of yourself, but they don’t seem so sure about you, this trickery, hoping that you’ll be more than just a sex buddy/partner. seems more long term on their side and short term on your side, i feel like they’re thinking of walking into an abyss which is you and being nervous about whether they’ll be tortured and terrorized. i’m sorry the messages aren’t that freaky and explicit for this pile but this is what im getting. but one thing here, i feel like they’re thinking love your boobies if you have them and if not just your chest area, touching on you, rubbing and caressing your nipples, squeezing your breasts, fondling them. sucking on them, i feel like they want to collide with you, feeling your skin, but they’re still uncertain and unsure. i mean this is what’s keeping them up and this shit is just screwing with their mind, their sexual energy is intense for you and you turn em on, they’re just unsure, not knowing what to think or even do with this situation.

> i feel like they’re underestimating you and your morals, you and your values, how you carry yourself, i feel like they’re too much in their head about this whole shebang. their expectations, they don’t seem very good, like expecting the worse of you but how do they really know, unless yall have been together and you know each other well but i feel like they’re thinking barely know you, and they’re assuming the worst, probably bc they’ve been screwed over by past people, whatever happened to them with their previous partners. i feel like they’re thinking you’re just going to use them for their sex, like they know how to put it down but this is something people may have used them for, what they can offer sexually and it seem like they want a more serious grounded relationship with you, but they’re worried about if you’ll do them like the rest, they gotta work on that boo or that could be you too, or they’re worried that you’ll think it’s just about sex for them. they really want you though, it’s like this offer is hanging, will you take it, will someone else take it, or will it just hang there, stagnantly. like if they keep resisting you and pushing it away, it’s just gonnna eat at them, bc they know they want this but they’re also not having much faith in where the connection will lead, but we can’t know everything, i feel like they need to just think about this more clearly and even talk to you if they can. let them come to you, give them time, but don’t wait around, keep focusing on yourself and whatever you have to get done in your life, you’ll still be there but for how long you know? but i really feel like they’re thinking shouldn’t be all up in their head about you, assuming the worst is so detrimental, bc then you’ll just start making up these weird scenarios that aren’t even close to the mfkn truth. hmmm?

> they need to snap the fuck out of those intrusive thoughts, spiraling for what, but let’s give them grace bc i can kinda relate, i guess they’re just worried about you being loyal. do you guys even want them? they want to know, they really want you and want your love as well, it’s not just sex for them, like dating is here, being able to take you out around the town or wherever you guys will go. this is someone who will protect you and provide for you, they want to take care of you babe. servicing you, ugh submitting themself to you and of course that takes a lot of trust, respect, time, and effort. they want to be more vulnerable and open with you, no sort of secrets, and i feel like they’re thinking you’re keeping things from them, or they just want to uncover your secrets. they want you in charge though, giving their control away to you, trusting you to take care of them, they find you so damn gorgeous. and they’re 100% into you, it’s you baby, all up in their head, they’re just having some issues with trusting you, but those are their fears, i’d say to be more compassionate, don’t be so mean i mean they’d want you to dominate them but not be a bitch about they’re unresolved issues surrounding relationships, i’m just thinking it’s mostly fear though. fearing so much of this connection, they don’t want it to turn sour, they don’t want to have any regrets is what i’m thinking tbh..whew. i also feel like they just want to bow down to you, getting on their knees for you, pleasing you, let them, let them please you, you deserve pleasure and real love.

>they’re thinking more long term w your ass, the type of long term that involves him or you nutting in one another, cumming together, impregnating you or you impregnating them. they want to be your special person, ugh ugh ugh and they’re feeling like they can’t have you :( but they don’t want to hurt you and knowing how they’re loyal and extremely fucking devoted to you, they wouldn’t want you cheating or sneaking away with anyone else. it’s like scary for them, but they’re wanting to speak to you about this, talking to you about their desires with you, and not just sexual, it’s more intimate, getting lost with you, lost in you, you’re sexy as hell to them but it’s more than that carnal feeling, they want to be able to let go and do fun shit outside of sex, intimate moments with you around the house/apt/hotel wherever you guys are, just to be free with you, knowing you accept them and love them even if they may have baggage to unpack. i feel like they want to know if you’d let them in more, or take it to another level. being your bf/gf or being their husband/wife/spouse. they want more than your body boo. it’s all of you they want.

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sensory deprivation: temporarily removing one sense (like sight with a blindfold) can heighten other senses, making every touch feel more intense.

dirty talk: if both parties are comfortable, erotic dialogue can intensify arousal.

mutual masturbation: masturbating together can be exciting and enlightening experience, allowing partners to learn more about each others bodies.

“i want to be more than a friend”

“secrets i have held in my heart” ] ❞

music:

+my humps - black eyed peas

+gimme all your love - alabama shakes

+freaky money - rupaul ft. big freedia

+addictions - brent faiyaz

+snap out of it - arctic monkeys

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A Harsh Truth & A Comforting Message

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pac tarot: feelings & admiration for you 💌 (anyone) IN-DEPTH

very straightforward! pick a photo, piles number left to right

Pile One

somebody’s a water sign. their feelings are adaptable & they have a lot of responsibilities in their everyday life. but they balance you out , they are flexible to your presence, company, partnership etc. they may feel stable, grounded & comfortable in their level of feelings with you. your this very comforting, pretty, empathetic, emotional, intuitive, loyal person in their life. they probably are at the planning stage with you & figuring out what they want with you, what they are going to do when it comes to you and are they even going to take action in the first place.

now for some people i’m channeling some negative energy. someone could be having you as an option. or you in their life is conflicting because to much competition, sneaky & 2 faced conflict energy is going on that is hurting someone. this could be them getting away with it, both of you, or how they feel about what you contribute in their life. they are trying to stay strong, confident & brave through this conflict. when they think of you, they are pretty calm. and they feel like they came to a realization & a better understanding of what’s going on.

tbh no matter the business though, i don’t know if it’s small, if it’s them doing the sneaky stuff or y’all just have history and ten toes down. they feel like your where home is, & emotionally fulfilled with you. they want to explore more fun adventures & just be lively and extroverted with you. they feel like they are really smart & head strong when it comes to you and thinks of you strategically. they are scared if their efforts are going to really pay off, they want to invest but are they going to end up winning. they are kind of just taking a risk. idk if your really pretty & popular or something, and get a lot of attention, but they could be scared about your status and or ego/options. but if it’s not that it’s their status & the risks and efforts they are starting on this new beginning with you that they are doubting. this person is not as worried about the future of y’all connection, not in a they don’t care. because they do have a lot of curiosity & lovable feelings for you. but they are just going to see where it flows, they are relaxed and not overthinking it. but they definitely feel like they want to be bonded with you, compatible, and connected. but if they have to leave they will.

💞your late night talks could be very comforting, if you see each other late night or talk on the phone. but any talks, convos & deep talks with you are comforting. they like your mindset, they like your mind, they like when you get to know things about each other. they feel comfortable with the hope & wishes they can have with you and that you make them feel faithful. something that excites them about being with you is your romantic potiential/connection, sex/wanting to have sex with you or if this isn’t romantic probably partying, loosing up having fun, or still sex. you guys mental , mind games that y’all play is exciting to them for some people. the karma someone ends up getting. competition,arguments. but they like talking & learning with you, being prosperous & growing with you on different areas excites them. your such a sweetie pie, they feel like your such a good partner, friend with love to give, they admire that. they admire how when you got a lot going on you may be confused & conflicted you kind of just let loose and forget about it. they admire your ability to rest, take breaks. if your a homebody, they admire that. if you be confused with a lot of anxiety, they even admire that.

for the people i’m talking about that’s asking about a toxic relationship, the toxicity, the emotional highs/lows, risks, sneaky energy is what draws them in. they are really drawn to your mental intelligence, your mind, maybe your mystery. or maybe just your curiosity & open-mind ness. if your spiritual, religious, moral, committed that draws them in to you. your probably a very fun person, exciting, have motion, always on the go, or just a ball full of that with adrenaline. your a seed-planter, you grow things and prosper, you start, you manifest. those are parts of your personality that they see you in that they admire. they definitely respect you!! they respect your ambition, your self discipline, your will power. your money, income, ambition, career, career status. they respect your religion, your spirituality, your morals & traditions.

if your spiritual, emo, hippie, grunge they like that aesthetic on you. when you wear red/black, or when you wear all white. they like your hair, if you have thick textured hair, if you have curly hair, brown hair. if you wear accessories. they like your details. they like your walk.

Listen!! + movie - Waves by Trey Edward Shults

extra signs: water sign. feminine energy, sacral chakra. pregnancy, pregnancy scare. toxic relationships. woman with a lot of money, work schedule, business ideas, in college. curly hair, accesories. friendly, vulnerable female. female who is better than the second option or rest of exes.

Pile Two

their feelings for you is very sexual & freaky. if this is not that type of connection, they want to have fun. but most likely sexual. they like you as their fuck buddy. “i been working all day, i like to run the streets till it’s dark out then come home blow your back out” by Brent faiyaz. might be friends with benefits or one u guys are just independent. your someone they’re holding on to, going through the motion & moving forward with. i hope your not a burden lmao. your someone that might be a co-worker, study partner, student, school friend etc. someone that learns something from them, or they learn something from you. they want you in their life, transform the connection. the connection is transforming, transformative, or is it ending … but they want to work together with you on some matter, your their teammate. awnnn are they looking at the bad side, and sad in their feelings about you being in their life. the relationship you have could be a sexual option for them. i’m getting a specific situation for some people and you might be someone’s school, or work bop or avenue for some sex. but that’s for some, take what resonates. some they still feel very sexual motivated for the relationship you have, and may just have a lot of ideas and wishes when it comes to you. could be up in the clouds about the relationship y’all have & let’s hope not delusional.

they could have been defeated, rejected, let down in some way, victimized basically and trying to get through it & move on. they feel new & fresh with you still when they think of you and want to risk and start something new. i don’t know if they are not motivated enough & bored/dissatisfied. maybe not with you maybe with the situation that’s going on & want something different out of it. maybe feeling missed opportunities & like something didn’t go there way. they feel kind of focused & driven on you, making a lot of decisions and judgements when it come to you. but feel like your fun & a fun time.

their fears about you. do they think your the demon? or they might be the demon. they may be afraid of you having other suitors. they might not want you to see yourself higher than the connection. they don’t want things to be too chaotic, fall apart & a new perspective happens. so this is a very sexual connection, or that’s a lot of his feelings but it seems like he hides this. he hides all his sexual feelings, passion, interest, and how he be horny. he hides the fact that he likes being around you, and celebrates. honestly he feels like the future of the connection is going to be sadd, and fall apart. idk but i don’t think he wants you to let go, someone is going to be attached. & some information is going to be clarified and knowed.

💞what makes them feel secure with you is the hope & faith for y’all connection. the way someone can make something happen, control something. they like the movement & fast paste that goes on. they like how you let go & see things different. oh you look gooddd, idc what you say they believe it. and they were excited about being with you because of this, they thought you was a new lover & loved the love u had to offer. your a queen to them frfr. like they think you sexy asf, and probably freaky. they love that & admire that about you. your sexual, fun, free energy. you in your lilith, empress energy. and your ability to move on to happier waters. i really doubt your their girlfriend, idkk are you?? or is this like a friends with benefits. what draws them is is the excitement you spark, your sexiness. but i think they look at you as independent & free on your own. like a sex buddy. but still what draws them is is your flirty , playful lovely side. your probably not the most intimate, but you definitely show some pretty love & affection that draws them in. they like that part of your personality how you can be so fiery, freaky, sexy, free & fun but also emotional, inner child, comforting. they think your very smart, curious & could be a good student too. but they admire your mystery, your attention that you get or your acheivments. just how you sit on your throne in this mystery. could be intuitive, spiritual, witchy. they like all of that. your ability to just go with the flow, calm & take it slow. juggle things & responsibilities, be flexible & adaptable is something they respect you for.

they like your natural face, hair, body. they like your curves, physique. they like you when your sleeping. they like your around the house wear. they like your height.

Listen!! + movie - Tell Me Lies by Carola Lovering

extra signs: fire or earths signs. friends with benefits, someone that you mess around with, school/work/team partner. someone that comes around every once and while. someone you party with, get drunk with. someone that you have a toxic sexual relationship with for the thrill.

Pile Three

their feelings are very steady & stable. is this a current-ongoing connection? they like you there, want to keep you there. feel committed & invested. your the empress in their life, so someone nurturing, high level, queen, mom energy. your someone who they see from another perspective & is going on a slow paste journey with you, maybe taking it stable and slowly, for a goal or something. wtf who cheating? or being fake they could feel this way about you being in their life, or this could be them being sneaky, argumentative, competitive, putting you with components. but being with you has caused a tower moment in their life & shook everything up but they feel like your this emotional woman, loving & caring. they celebrate the relationship y’all have, and take it softly in the emotional department with puppy love but you could be a burden in some areas or they feel like the relationship needs some hard work.

when they think of you they think your there’s, in the life stably. they be curious about some things. wanting to know some stuff & ask you stuff. they think of the effort & investments they put in or what as been put in between both of y’all that bonded you guys. y’all connection overall. they may think about leaving and moving on from something. y’all might have history, know them from the past. they feel very comfortable & familiar around you in a very good way. they feel like your someone that their lucky to have, your here by fate. could be your family for some people asking. they might feel like whatever tbh and kind of unmotivated. or maybe they feel like they missed out on something and miss you.

theirs fears when it come to you is losing you, definitely someone who’s big on stability in their emotional landscape towards you. idk are they scared of you knowing something, they are scared of someone losing interest. hmm this idea that they would fight for you, hold on to you, commit to you, spoil you & celebrate being with you, they might be keeping it from you … idk they might really think that something is going to end you guys and you will end up being in the past or something but they’re scared of that

💞they feel emotionally secure with the fact that you satisfy them, & they satisfy you. they like the movement & action you guys do, fast progress, maybe traveling. they feel comfortable when you guys surrender to each other, let go & have new perspectives. chilling. what excites them the most about you is the hold they have on you. wheter it’s positive or negative. you may be one of their options of many, great friend, etc. or someone they want to hold on to they can get daydreamy about and have a lot wishes and fantasy’s with you. they are excited about the way y’all can come together and have fun, work together, be a good teammate, celebrate together. y’all quality time. they think your headstrong, smart, mature, logical and excited to go through things and push through it with you. they admire your hard work, patience, mind. they admire your love, emotions, happiness, fulfillment. your personality is so queen stand on business fierce confidence emotionally mature and they admire that.

what makes them respect you is the fact that you have hope & if you don’t feel secure in that hope you work on it, your an ambitious star. they respect your drive, they respect your adrenaline. they respect your fun, free, sexy energy to. physically they like you in dresses, classy clothes that makes you look materially clean, fresh, and rich. they like your physique, you might have an hourglass they like that. they might like your stomach, skin, you when laying down on your back.

Listen!! movie - Trust by David Schwimmer

extra signs: committed relationship/stable connection, girl who’s hard to get, scared of losing you, age gap, ex, childhood friend, internet friend

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A love letter from your future spouse

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Pac Summary!

♡ A fs love letter.

♡ One angel number with an intuitive message/meaning of the number.

♡ Resonated channeled song and its lyrics with intuitive messages added to it.

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Pile I

Hi love, hi sunshine.

What's up? How are you doing, my pretty flower? Well, in all honesty, I am awful with words, and a love letter is hard, but I will suck it up just to show my love for you.

Sometimes. When I look at the stars, I will think about you. Sometimes, when I glance at lily ponds, I will daydream about you. And sometimes when I call you, I fawn over the little things you do, because every little thing you do is incredibly beautiful and deserves to be fawn over.

Sometimes, when I struggle and miss your presence, I remember that I can always call you and ramble about the small things during my days. I can find that solace even if we are far apart... And sometimes that scares me because what if we lost touch with one another—that I would never get to see you? All of these doubts eat me alive, but then I hear your small laughs about my days, and all of them disappear.

Do you think one day we could start a family? Maybe I believe anything is possible—after all, I landed someone as perfect as you (psst, I manifested you). So the fact that I have you as my lover makes me wonder if I can ever have kids with you. We can adopt too; I don't care, but having biological kids with you would also be so lovely.. After all, everything about you is lovely. I am someone who always gives too much love to others, so if it's too much, let me know, but loving you is so easy. How can one stop that? That scares me.. If you ever told me to stop loving you so much, it would make me feel like I was losing a small part of myself. Quite frankly, I don't think I could ever deal with that—I just, I just couldn't.

When I looked at the sky the other day, I kept thinking about our connection. I know we don't know each other. Hell, I'm fucking daydreaming about you right now, but I really want to see you. Maybe one day we will meet each other, and when we do, I will become the happiest person alive. Because the idea of loving someone I am manifesting is something.. It's.. it's just. I can't express it with words, but it's definitely something so magical. Everything in my heart is fluttering with happiness because I get to see you smile in my presence. I always thought I wasn't worthy of love. Look at us. Fuck. Thank you for loving me.

Thank you (x5) for loving me.

Fs. 

I was listening to Terrified by Katharine McPhee, and as I was editing your reading at "when I look at stars'' the song said, ''every word feels like a shooting star.'' So for those who have doubts about this relationship, do understand that this is really your confirmation.

Angel numbers: 1222

Meaning of 1222 through an intuitive message. 1 is usually associated with goals and what you're looking for. 2 is usually associated with reminding you that everything is going to be okay and that you are in the right place. Combining both of them, intuition says, ‘’you are in the right place. All the hard work you have been doing for yourself—all the shadow work that you have been journaling, all the beautiful messages you have been giving to yourself—is what will help you find your goals. Your ideas which you keep postponing are something that needs to be done. Stop procrastinating and do it right now. You will never know when the right time comes since it doesn't exist. Make it your right time.’’ Basically, intuition says there is no such thing as diving timing. Divine timing doesn't actually exist since it's all about healing and treating ourselves with kindness. It's all about what we do during those times we have during our isolation, or, in a positive sense, our resting period. Truthfully, since you are working on yourself and removing your inner demons for yourself and not for others (since I heard that a lot of people think you are doing it for a boy when you aren't), you can attract your future spouse with the speed of light and grab the fruits. The fruits are your manifestations or your wishes in life. 

Channeled song: 

Invisible - Hunter Hayes

‘’And you've been trying for so long / To find out where your place is.’’ This is about you trying to figure out where you belong. Intuition says people in your life believe all the hard work you are doing is for this man, your ex, or someone you used to have feelings for. The people in your circle are very close-minded, but deep down inside, the fear of letting go of these connections scares you, so you let them stay. If I were in your place, I would let them go since people like that don't deserve to be in my world. And I feel like some of you will say, ‘’yeah because you aren't dealing with it’’ and for those who have said that, lol, I just let go of a friend group like that 2-3 weeks ago. So let them go and realize all the beauty that will come out of it.

‘’And you're not invisible / Hear me out / There's so much more to life than what you're feeling now / Someday you'll look back on all these days / And all this pain is gonna be invisible.’’ This is your future spouse calling out to you and yearning for your love. They are letting you know that when you look back on your life, you are not only going to feel blessed with how your life went but also come to the realization that there is more to life than the negativity you are feeling and associating yourself with. This person is going to make you feel like magic, (which is something you deserve, and you cannot tell me otherwise).

‘’So your confidence is quiet / To them, quiet looks like weakness / But you don't have to fight it / 'Cause you're strong enough to win without a war.’’ Basically, intuition says your intuition and higher self are telling you, ‘’even though you are a quiet person. Despite you being timid, none of these are bad qualities; it makes you stronger because you are observing everything and you know others' deepest, darkest secrets through their behaviors. So don't let your skills go in vain.’’ To sum it up, if there is any confusion, people perceive quiet and shy people as fragile and needing help, but in reality, it could be that or they have no desire to speak to people that do not intrigue them or aren't worth their time. People don't see that because they are lost in fitting in with the crowd. Your higher self and my intuition are saying, don't fit in the crowd and do your own thing. Not only will that attract your fs but also heal your heart that you have been blocking with bricks to protect yourself from the pain your inner circle is causing and your deadbeat parent (I hear father, but I also believe it could be the mother for some).

‘’These labels that they give you is just 'cause they don't understand / If you look past this moment / You'll see you've got a friend / Waving a flag for who you are.’’ And lastly :), this is your fs telling you that they will always have your back no matter what. And they love you so fucking badly. Emphasis on so fucking badly, I could hear your fs tell me to add that in. 

Masterlist ♡

Pile II

Hi, my love. 

As your future spouse, it’s my duty to defend and honor our promises, but sometimes I mess up because I'm shy. I'm sorry in advance, but I try very hard, but I mess things up. Sometimes I feel like a child when you scold me.. I know sometimes you feel disappointed with the things I do, but I ask you.. As of now, please treat me with more dignity and respect. I'm human, just like you. Do you think a child deserves this treatment? No. 

Okay, before I fully channel everything, this pile has toxic energy. You have caused your fs an insane amount of anxiety and trauma, so now that you are aware of this. Why don't you improve as a person? This person is absolutely soft and adorable, and they do not deserve that type of energy).

Sometimes, at night, I like to walk along the streams or near our pond area in our backyard and feel the coolness around my feet. The water tickles my feet gently, and the water droplet splashes around the soles of my feet. The feeling is so warm and relaxing, just like you once were. What happened to that? Why did you let them take away (your name's)  golden heart? Why do I deserve the same treatment when I was by your side this whole time? I was never and will never be your enemy, so please change for the better. I want (your name) back; (your gender) was deserving of the greatest, and so am I. Please go back to them and let me honor my promise again. I wanted to protect you, but now it’s too hard. I cannot do it anymore. I am writing this love letter to you in the hopes that you change for the better. In hopes my words and my love being poured onto this can shift you and make you realize that you are now the reason I despise myself, the reason why I struggle to love myself. I don't want to stay in this stale situation; I want to move on, and I want you to move on and treat me better. So maybe.. I will now try to show you the love we felt when we met instead of now. Since you feel like poison.

When we danced in the park that one night, the moonlight shone on top of us. Like we were the main characters of a romantic movie. Do you remember that feeling when we were laughing together and I finally saw you smile? That happiness shattering your stoic face—it was incredible. I realized that that was the moment I fell in love with you. My heart jumped out of my chest that day. Do you remember when we had small dates with each other and you bought me something small? You thought I wouldn't wear it because of your ex(es), but I did, and your eyes widen. Do you remember that softness appearing on your face that day? I remember it vividly. I blushed that day and hid it with a cough. Do you remember me constantly coughing that day, and you wondered why this was happening? Do you remember how I kicked your shoes and said it was an accident so you could look under the table and not notice me covering my flushed face because of that facial expression you had? The realization that someone did, in fact, love you. God, I remember that feeling so well. It made me so happy. I remember all of these small moments with you, and I know that you will. One day, it will happen just as it should.. But then something happened: you shut everyone away, especially me, and sabotage everything at the end because it was better to be a cold-hearted bitch than stay and let me protect you. Please, (your name), realize that I love you despite what you have done to me. I can forgive you; I really can, but I want your real self back. Let me love them, let me shower them with compliments; just let me back in. 

I forgive you,

Fs. 

So this is written in past and future tense. Of course, these dates haven’t happened for you, however, I wasn’t able to channel them from a present perspective for the majority of the letter. They were focused on pouring their love on you without thinking. It was a desperate call for you to change and not become cold. And for many of you, not for you to become the one thing you hated. So instead, learn to heal your open wounds and better yourself instead of being an ass in the future. 

Angel number: 777.

Usually, 777 is associated with good luck, or good luck and prosperity are heading your way. However, intuition says, ‘’despite good luck (your fs) coming your way, allowing those icky thoughts to reappear constantly in your head is what will mess things up in the future with your fs. In order to remove these thoughts, work on your inner feelings and improve yourself. Do not allow evil to invade who you are as a person, and instead, allow the kindness that you still have to shine upon you and shield you from the dangers of others. Become the person you desire and still love. Do not become them, you will be miserable.’’ So, basically, working on your inner feelings is healing your inner demons. Everyone deals with them, but it’s our responsibility to actually take care of them and make them angels, or, in this case, remove them from your system. Taking care of them or removing them, however you see fit, is all about being kind to yourself and removing the high standards you have for yourself. And in order to be kind to yourself, think of your favorite person, object, whatever, and think, ‘’would I be a jackass to them/it?’’ No, you would treat it or them with respect and love because it’s your favorite thing. Think of it like that with yourself. You can use your kindness to protect yourself. Usually, kindness has a bad reputation because people who are kind either become people pleasers, get taken advantage of, etc., but you could always balance your kindness and rational thoughts so you don’t get hurt like your future self did. Because this situation has not occurred yet, as of now, try to balance those two out. Also, imagine that (your favorite color) aura or bubble is surrounding you and protecting you from evil. 

Channeled anime: 

Death Note 

I am aware this is completely different, and you were promised a song, but I wasn’t able to do that as Light from death note kept appearing in my mind. For those who are watching this, ignore this since there are spoilers, and if you are still curious, I’ll keep it as vague as I can. 

(Please, remember, this is about your future self. Not your present self). 

The reason my intuition mentioned an anime instead of a song is how Light, the main character, became the person he hated. This is what you have become. His desires were to protect the innocent, but ultimately he did the opposite. As time goes on throughout the show, he starts to become power-hungry, but in your case, it’s a lust for isolation. He saw everything as a game, and with you, you used your kindness as an advantage to abuse your spouse (I know you are saying you would never, but you did in the future). And also, hurt your friends to gain advantages or small tokens of something to get ahead of life and get whatever you want. Not only, in the future, do you break your morals, lose your respect from others and your inner child, but fuck things up all for power. Power, isolation, and hatred for what others did to you. Do you believe this is worth it just because you were hurt? Why do you want to hurt people who didn't do anything? You got hurt, sought revenge on those who didn't hurt you, and became like your abusers. Your future self keeps mentioning, ‘’karma’s a bitch.’’ And yet, how can it be if it’s aimed at those who cannot do much? I know you want to be protected and understood, but how can you if you allowed this to occur and pushed those away who were, in fact, protecting you but in the shadows? Use this as your guide and change for the better since fate doesn’t exist, not really. And if you believe in it, then change your fate. Become your own guide and improve. Because your energy will be awful, the way you have treated others in the future will be awful, and I feel the anxiety radiating off of you—you don't like who you have become in the future. So, don't change, protect yourself instead.

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Pile III

Hi sun, hellooo to my sun. Hi, hi, hiiii, hi. 

I’m saying a lot of hi to you because I'm ecstatic to be around you. Your personality makes me very happy, yay. You're reading this right now, so lucky me. I just have to say this: I wish right now you were with me so I could run to you, jump into your arms, and peck you like a goose, and if you ever become sick with me, well, you can't! I won't allow it, so that means you can’t pick someone else; only me, me and drum roll, please! Me!

I really love talking to you–OH wait, well, we haven't met yet, but I do! We will stay up all night talking to each other, and the thought makes me giggle~ You are my favorite sun person… Well, I know you are going to call me the sun, but nope! I am the star around the moon waiting for you, so when you go up and chase your ambitious goals, I am at home rooting for you. Sorry, I'm a homebody, so I don't like going out so much, but I'll go out just for you! That is how special you are; of course, I can't really explain it through this letter, so we have to meet first! With that being said, you are the sun because you brighten up my world and everyone around you. I know right now you are feeling depressed, but fear not! I am coming; actually, psttt, I am dashing towards you like Sonic, and if Mario had a baby, wait. NO WAIT, I MEANT IF SONIC AND THE FLASH HAD A BABY OMG NOOO IM SORRY. As I was saying, coughs if Sonic and the flash had a baby together—that’s how fast I am coming to–ru–RUNNING TO YOU, FUCK IM SORRY. I'M SO EXCITED, I KNOW I DON'T HAVE TO APOLOGIZE BUT I AM EXCITED. Anyway, as I am saying, I am running to you if the flash and Sonic had a baby together, because that’s how fast I am, and in other places, if you know what I mean, raising my eyebrows in a funny but sexy way. 

Oh, that reminds me, btw: don't eat green apples when we meet because you're going to choke on them and die! No, I am joking about the die part, but you do choke a lot, and I become very scared because we are friends at that time, and well, I think youre going to die, but I know that you aren't, but I think you might, so it scares me and I can't handle it, and now I am rambling, but you get the point, so no apples for a week, so that means you are kind of like a horse on a diet... Even though they eat apples, imagine that you are a horse who can't eat apples! Yes!!! Oh, wait, why would you be a horse? Okay, wait, it doesn't matter because you are my horse, so that makes me a princess/prince and therefore you gotta protect me. Wait.

This is a love letter, NOOOOOOO, wait. Lets start! I love you so much. You make me so happy that I can ramble on for no reason, and you are enjoying every part of it. Thats why I like things about you because you listen to me and hear me out, and you make me happy. I am rambling again, but this time it doesn't matter because it's all abouttttt yooooouuuuu. Yeah so i love you A LOT and YOU mean the WOOOORRRRLLLLDDDD to me and thank you for being–THANK YOU FOR–WAIT. I AM GLAD THAT I WILL MEET YOU, SO THEN THANK YOU FOR BEING IN MY WORLD. All this present and future stuff is making my head spin, like those anime drawings of the characters or the other animations or drawing pieces you see on websites or drawing platforms. Oh yeah, did you know that I am an artist? Yeah, me neither, thats because you taught me how to draw gremlin laugh, but yeah, cya later!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

The bestestttt (not a word i know that shut up, grumpy face) perrrrrrssssssoooooooonnnnn evvvvveeeeeerrrrrr!!!!!!!!!!! Ya gal/lad is outie five thousand!

I kept feeling rambling and childlike wonder with your future spouse. You make them very comfortable with who they are as a person, and with this, they can channel their inner child with you. You will show them new hobbies, and because of this, in the future, it will become their career. So despite this, if some of you are not artists, you will be opening a new world for them in the art field because art isn’t only drawing, animation, etc.; it does have music or poetry involved. 

Angel number: 1313.

On an energy level, the number symbolizes a goal you had in mind shifting and transforming into your reality because you were able to trust your gut feelings and allow things to come into your nature. You used to be afraid of change or those who gave you things; asking for help scared you. Now you are healing toward that goal and learning to let go when people help. You are able to prioritize things that make you happy, even if it’s a one-time thing, because chasing things does become hard, but knowing now that you are able to get the things you want makes you blessed. You embody the attitude of gratitude, and from now on until the end of August, things will come in abundance. Keep embodying this attitude to further it until the end of the year. When the end of the year comes, make more goals for yourself, but find goals that are worth what you are looking for. Understand who your higher self is, and ask them what goals helped them become who they are now. Your higher self isn’t necessarily your future self; you worked hard to become your desired self. So make sure you learn what is actually important for you while also listening to the same gut feeling that you have. People say 13 in general is an unlucky number. Still, some people ditch their ideas on the number and make it their favorite number. Intuition says not to follow people’s guidance when it comes to things that don't make sense; don’t follow the crowd if it’s not something you are actually agreeing on or intrigued with. Make sure to follow what you believe in, and if people find that to be stubborn, then who cares? Make sure you do things that make you happier in the long term before you meet this ray of sunshine. 

Channeled Song: 

Sunsetz - Cigarettes after sex

‘’Strangely, there's nobody else around / So you open your dress and show me your t*ts / On the swing set at the old playground / And when you go away I still see you / The sunlight on your face in my rearview.’’ Aside from the 18+ nature of the song, the minute I heard it play, I knew it was from your future spouse. As we are aware, they are full of light and embody a star nature; this song beat felt the same way. When the song said, ‘’Strangely, there's nobody else around / So you open your dress and show me your t*ts’’ I heard your future spouse laugh at this because, despite their gender, they are prone to being open about the sexual world. And the idea of showing their chest to you makes them excited. Of course, this isn’t an 18+ reading, so I cannot add more. ‘’On the swing set at the old playground / And when you go away I still see you’’  is about them showing you all of their childish nature and you accepting them. Because I hear your future spouse mention, ‘’thank you very much for accepting me for who I am. I had many people ignore me or disrespect me constantly because I had to act my age. But you were the only one in the entire worrrrrldddd to accept and love me without expecting anything.’’ Also, intuitively, they are always going to daydream cute scenarios with you and see you as a cutie despite your rough nature. Because everywhere they go and explore the depths of the world, you will have to accompany them. In the flesh or not. They will daydream you near them if you cannot make it or if it's a long-distance relationship (for some). 

‘’A love that nobody could destroy / Took photographs like Brautigan's book covers / That we both adored.’’ So, I feel a lot of third parties coming into this relationship on their side. A lot of people are jealous of them and cannot handle the fact that they finally found someone who appreciates their true qualities. So a lot of toxic people will try to sabotage the friendship at first and then eventually the relationship, and they are naive, so they might believe it, so be careful with that. Eventually, though, I do see them realizing it, and the fact that you stayed makes them love you harder, hence all the ramblings (you making them comfortable to do so). Both of you are going to take a lot of pictures together and post them on social media, whereas those who don’t use social media often will make collages out of them and decorate them around their room or apartment. Some will hide it from their parents, and others will boast about it positively. Just stay careful, because you never know other people’s intentions with it. ‘’That we both adored.’’ This just shows how healthy and beautiful the relationship will become for you when they ask you out. I feel a lot of you always ask other people out, and you have mentioned it to them once, so the idea of asking you out makes them happy because it’s removing a boulder off your shoulder. All I will say is that they will be the reason why you find true happiness since a majority of you are chasing the idea of happiness. With them, you can feel it and keep it; it’s not a one time thing; this leads to a beautiful thing. I’ll stop here since I don't want to give you any spoilers about it. 

Masterlist ♡

Pile IV

Tw: Abuse

Hi, my dear,

Right now, I have been feeling down in the dumps. Things have been tough, very tough. Lately, I have been struggling to find happiness in my life. And I was praying for something, anything to feel something. But nothing came through, this broke me further. Then I started to realize something.. Why should I ask someone for help when I can do it myself?

So that is what I have been doing. I'm working on myself, so when we meet, you have someone you can be devoted to. I know it sounds like I'm not actually taking care of myself, but I am. And it sounds like I am only working on myself for you, as if all of this is for you and not me; some of it is partially true, but at the same time, I am thinking of myself. It’s important that you do the same thing, because I know you like to do things for other people but don't.

You know, I see you struggling to get your job or homework done. I am in the same boat. We are the same after all. I think it’s special that we are on the same path, the same journey, and most of all, the same love level. We both had it rough with a lover, but you know what? We can make that our special bond; I'm not saying that is what our relationship is about—I'm saying it could connect us further and see where everything takes us. You know how people bond over something negative, and that makes them fall for one another? I don't want that. (I hear them laughing and then smiling). All I am saying with my gibberish words is that sometimes people use their trauma to bond with each other, but they can like other things. Does that make sense? Sorry, love, I'm absolute garbage with words. Everything is a mess, isn't it? Again, sorry. Now, I want to start with the actual love letter.

Dear (your name),

Our future is bright. It’s beautiful. I will be the one to shower you with all the riches and luxuries in the world, and all I ask for is your beautiful heart. The heart that you have hidden from the world from all the negativities you were given isn't you anymore. We are connected like one. This is your reward for still staying sane. I know everything as of now is complicated, but do know I will find you one day, have a rose in my hand, and ask you to be mine. I know that sometimes you doubt if I will ever come, but remember that those who wait have the best rewards. Sure, I sound arrogant, but no, I know my worth in the future, and I know you will too. It’s okay to appear arrogant; what matters is on the inside. People's judgment is useless, just like their opinions of us. So don't focus on their chaotic and negative words; focus on what I tell you. I want to guide you and make you love yourself so much. Even when you know your worth, let me show you all that you can know. I want to marry you one day. I want to bathe you with all of my love. I want everything from you, and I will give you everything. You are the most beautiful person I have ever met. I know that we haven't met, but I will say the same thing because it’s the truth. This is why I love you, (your full name). Thank you for being my blessing and for being my princess (regardless of your gender). 

Take care with lots of love,

fs.

Angel number: 2266 

2 is about being in the right place, and whoever you believe in is telling you that you shouldn’t worry. 6 is about mental diet, focusing on the positive to align you with your higher self. Whenever negative thoughts appear, remind yourself that this isn’t good for you. Negativity isn't good for anyone. Remind yourself that you are deserving of love. Learn to heal with patience and care. If you force yourself to heal, you never will. Forcing ourselves isn’t consistency; it’s abuse. Sure, sometimes it looks like it helps us, but then we stop doing it and relapse into the same loop. Do you like to be controlled and forced by others? I doubt it. Don't do the same thing; you are not deserving of it. What you are deserving of is love. Give yourself the love you deserve and need. It's important that you prioritize yourself instead of others' needs since people come and go, and don't be the one to let yourself go for someone else. It's not worth it, and your love and presence aren't determined by whether someone appreciates the good deeds you do for others. Your worth is dependent on what you do for yourself, so if you believe taking time for yourself and doing something for yourself is selfish, then it's selfish. But would you say the same thing to the people you work your ass off for? No, don't be a hypocrite to yourself. 

 Channeled song:

Therapy Session - NF

‘’My music is violent, you gotta be kidding me. I guess that your definition of violence and mine is something that we look at differently.’’ This is your fs telling you to start looking at things differently. You always see the good in people, even when they make a mistake. Even when they piss you off, even when they hurt you (not by accident), you always forgive them without a second thought. Don't do that, it’s hurting you just like it’s hurting them. ‘’Do you honestly want to be stuck in quicksand all the time? Don't do that, princess. I cannot handle it.’’ 

‘’How do you picture me, huh? Want me to smile? You want me to laugh? You want me to walk on the stage with a smile on my face. When I'm mad and put on a mask? For real though!’’ This is how both of you feel. Always wearing a mask and acting around for other people’s entertainment. It’s not worth it to put on a mask unless you have to protect yourself. Intuition says that you do, but remember to be careful. Do not do things that you cannot control, so if someone says otherwise and then threatens you because you didn’t. Then try to not allow them to step on you and subtly mention something to get their insults away from you. For example, intuition says, ‘’when you see them talking crap about you, don’t allow it. Stand up for yourself with something small. If they say how disgusting or how ugly you looked today, tell them that you disagree, and that’s it. Keep in mind that protecting yourself isn’t always causing war with one another, but saying something like this can stop a lot of issues and keep it as if you are having a normal conversation.’’ 

 ‘’I am aware it's aggressive. I am not here for acceptance.’’ Your future spouse is telling you to stop seeking acceptance from the people you help. Learn to seek acceptance from yourself. That is the person you have at the end of the day. Intuition is telling me some of you are a system (DID). So intuitively speaking, rely on your protectors. Ask them to take care of you and help guide you when people are rude to you. I know controlling and altering isn’t like control, but intuition says, ‘’ask them. Let them know how you are feeling, and ask them like a friend. It’s okay to vent to them; they want to help you after all. Those who do not accept you because of what you went through are not worth your time or the value you place on them. You are deserving of more, but you must allow it to come through.’’ 

‘’Apparently he likes to beat on her mama. I got so angry inside. I wanted to tell her to give me his number. But what you gon' do with it right? You gon' hit him up then he'll start hitting her harder.’’ This is your life. Your energy. It can be switched where your mom beats your dad, stepdad. Your grandparents, etc. Your future spouse will be protecting you from them, (and yes, they will love you despite having DID, loves. Don’t worry). Except instead of the abuser hitting your guardian more or you, they won’t allow it. I am hearing a cop signal sound, so it’s possible that they will beat your abuser endlessly and get your abuser to jail (this is for some), and on the other hand, expect someone who is going to love you dearly and protect you from the “wicked witch of the west. I’ll protect you with all of my heart, and my soul is yours as your soul is mine.’’ 

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