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Not now please I'm busy rotting in bed

Not now please I'm busy rotting in bed

I am with my "parents" by the sea and I got into the water with my "mum" but there were so many jellyfish and I got scared. I touched it by accident and there were around me and I was shaking...

And my "mum" ?

She was laughing and joking about me being scared

Nice

Someone please remind me in a few years that the only reason I’ve gotten as far in plotting my first novel as I have, is because Neil Gaiman gave me an actual strategy that kept me from being consumed by my anxiety. I owe that man a world of a favor.

Never realized how absolutely rigid I go when I’m having an anxiety attack like fr I sit like this the whole time

Anxiety is so fucking hard. You can't lay in your bed, you can't find a place for yourself, you walk around your room and don't know what to do. Hard to breathe. You're panicking. Oh God, I would do anything to get rid of it. I want normal life so bad.

I want to sleep all day to not thinking about my stupid life

I want somebody to love me the way i am. Everyone are in relationships and there's me, alone like always.

Why do I have to like chocolate that much, without it, it would be easy for me to lose weight god

I woke up today about 5am with huge anxiety and fear. That's was awful. I took my calming medication and fell asleep again. I think about this big fear until now and i can't stop, it paralyzes me, i want to cry. I'm scared. I'm so fucking scared. Help me

I don't want it to go away because then fear, bad thoughts and feelings of sadness, emptiness and hopelessness will come back.

I wan't to cry, i can't anymore, i fucking can't

I took the codeine pills and it feels fucking amazing. I missed it.

If I don't take the codeine pills my day is hopeless, sad and boring

I hate depression and anxiety. I want to live normal life like everyone. I want to be happy and free from this everything

Today I took Thiocodin and I feel really really fine, I don't want them to stop working because I know I'll feel like shit again

I like to write here about how I feel, about my day, life, I feel like my profile and my posts here are my diary

The codeine pills have stopped working and I'm starting to feel anxious again. FUCK.

I don't want it. I don't want it. I'm scared.

Depression makes you do things you never thought you would ever do. The desire to escape from one's own thoughts and reality is stronger than common sense.

I feel like shit