saskiaxblog

emptiness

23yrs, Poland. English/Polish blog. I am struggle with anxiety, eating disorder, depression, suicide thoughts and selfham. Welcome to my shitty life.

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I Don't Want It To Go Away Because Then Fear, Bad Thoughts And Feelings Of Sadness, Emptiness And Hopelessness

I don't want it to go away because then fear, bad thoughts and feelings of sadness, emptiness and hopelessness will come back.

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3 years ago

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3 years ago

Waking up with anxiety, this shitty fear. Day like every day :)))

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3 years ago

I took codeine pills for the first time today and they are fucking amazing. I love them. I am so grateful to my friend for telling me about them ❤️

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3 years ago

I was much happier before there were calories, weight loss and starvation diet in my life. If only I could turn back time ... I want to cry when I think about how the calories ruined my life

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3 years ago

20 pills with codeine in the morning feels amazing

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