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What. the fuck. is with VANILLA EXTRAAAAAAAAAAAACT

THIS IS THE THIRD POST I HAVE SEEN OF SOMETHING VANILLA EXTRACT RELATED. IF SOMEBODY DOSENT TELL ME WHAT THE FUCK IS IS GOING ON, IM GONNA BAN YOU ALL FROM MY CHRISTIAN MINECRAFT SERVEEEEEEEER!

ITS ALWAYS VANILLA EXTRACT THIS AND VANILLA EXTRACT THAT! I'M DONE YOU'VE ALL BEEN WARNED!

Okay i did clame down enough to write. And MAN this Episode of Yuri on ice was everything you can hope for. Even when Yuri did not win Gold but it was so statisfing to no end! How evreything did warp up in each other and the credit scene just absolut perfection! I cant say no more becouse my words are not enough to discripe this master peace!

Childhood's bonds, now frayed,

In our hearts, those days replayed,

Friendship's light won't fade

Isaac Lahey to Seraph Kingfisher

you are 16. you are talking with a gay man in his 50s or 60s, a friend, huge and gentle with a scarf and short fluffy curls of gray hair, who has directed you in two plays staged in your mid-size artsy town. (he has not yet asked you to be in his production of The Laramie Project which will change your life. this conversation will also change your life.)

he is talking about theatre. he is talking about theatre when he was younger. he says, "of course, it was AIDS then." in the pause, you ask him. clumsy and quiet and 16 and "straight," you ask him. what was it like.

he takes a moment in which his face is not like a person's face. "there was a time," he says, "i'm not sure how long, years. when i went to a funeral every weekend." he tells you about two funerals in a day, and choosing between friends when you couldn't make it to both. he does not look at you, he looks at them. his wet grey gaze is so clear that you start to see ghosts. it will be years before you understand why it feels like your grief too. why the ghosts call you family.