Shaking, Screaming, Crying, Etc. Just Thought About 13-year-old Five Unearthing The Bodies Of His Grown-up

shaking, screaming, crying, etc. just thought about 13-year-old five unearthing the bodies of his grown-up siblings from the rubble of the mansion and then burying them all by himself in the apocalypse

is love SUPPOSED to feel like this?

am i supposed to think of the way

your knife twisted in my chest

clogging my bloodstream

the iron in your love building in my eyes

the water you promised to give my flowers

rolling down my cheeks.

is love supposed to feel like this?

am i supposed to think of the way

my bed feels empty without you

sheets wrapping around my throat

chaining me

a mock of your embrace.

is love supposed to feel like this?

you come near me

my lungs run dry

you go away from me

the little thing that beats for you

just.

stops.

is love supposed to feel like this?

like sorrow given form

like every rose petal bleeding with our lost embraces

like every gentle breeze teasing me of you

wherever there is love,

there is grief.

and what is the greater grief

than to be here,

alone,

when you're not?

lit meme: [2/10] series or books

the song of achilles by madeline miller

this is such a mood 

i have always been rather disconnected

from the world

from you

i either don't feel

or feel too much

i don't know which is better.

i feel strange breathing

i feel ethereal

i feel like a shooting star

bright, but not for long.

and so, so far away

i feel distant from you

from myself

i have difficulty pumping blood in my veins

my heart pains every time it beats

it hurts.

i can't feel it anymore.

my lungs are full of debris

it pains to breathe

i might just stop.

but it doesn't hurt as much as it used to,

is it because of you?

i like to think so.

and i know you like to think so too.

you think i am disconnected now

I have always been

i have just stopped pretending now.

yeon and rang did the brothers thing better than stefan and damon