Hey! I Have A Request That Might Be Triggering, There Aren't Any Rules I Could Find But Please Forgive

Hey! I have a request that might be triggering, there aren't any rules I could find but please forgive me if I have not looked hard enough. May i please have headcanons of the demon brothers finding mc (gn) unconscious from suicide attempt? It's okay if it's not doable as I know the struggle, please take care of yourself in these tough times. I wish you well. Love, anon.

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IM BACK

Also I'm gonna leave these a bit open ended and maybe make something else with it later!

It's perfectly okay! Personally I find a lot of peace in asks like this or reading fics/headcannons with angst because I love the emotions themselves and the coping process!

Thank you for the ask, I haven't done anything in over 2 weeks so this kinda helped me get back on track and I hope you have a lovely day!

⚠️The more I wrote the more into I got, so it just progressively gets more and more gruesome and horrible! So warning⚠️

Each have a different form of suicide

Lucifer

Self harm

He was waking back from a meeting with Dia when he found you

He went to check on all his brothers, and you in your rooms

Yours was the first he entered, he had missed you that day and felt bad he couldn't say goodbye in his rush to leave

He of course knocked on your door gently and found it odd when it pushed open with his touch

He almost left

He almost turned around, assumed you were still a bit angry about the morning

But he missed you

He started to walk faster to the other side of the room where the bathroom connects

He saw the light on, and again knocked, maybe you were just in the shower and couldn't hear him before he came in?

Again no response

He was genuinely worried

You're a fragile human for fuck sake, you can't survive here without him...

He frantically got out his key and pushed the door open, only to find you

In the elegant pristine silver bathroom, covered in your blood.

You body twisted and a look of pain and fear in your tense muscles, nearly looking asleep during a nightmare

He stood shocked for a moment, all his memories of Lilith subconsciously coming back, his memories of seeing the blood and pain on his brothers faces after the fall.

He reached for you without noticing

His eyes filling with tears and not breathing

finally got a hold of your wrist and felt the warmth in your body

You blood smearing around his fingers

It gave him hope and shocked him back to where he was

He calmly picked you up, didn't let his tears fall and walked you to his room

He bandaged your wrists tight and secure, and sat by the bed reading a book

He couldn't even bring himself to wipe the blood off his hands forever staining the pages with this memory, with you

He couldnt get passed the first page, not be able to concentrate for a minute on anything

Once again he was lost

And he refused to let anyone in again, he couldn't take it

Mammon

Hanging

He had a modelling shoot and left you at home by yourself, he never regrets anything more

He was walking back into the house his sunglasses falling off his nose as he yelled for you

As he walked in his glasses completely slipped off his face

He attempted to grab them on instinct but just dropped them immediately

He ran to you

Your body limp and slightly swaying from the ceiling, he reached for your arms and pulled you down

He would give up everything he owned at this moment for you to be okay

He gently laid you down on you bed and looked you over

Thankfully you were still breathing, albeit rough with a minor hitch

You were okay

You were okay

You were okay

He couldn't stop repeating it

He reached out to touch the mark now deepening in shade on your neck and moved back like it burned him

The rope burn only searing in his mind what had happened

did he cause this?

did he make you want to leave so badly?

He can't stand to just sit in this silence

He ran and told Lucifer and immediately walked out of the house

He had no idea where he was going but he couldn't be there without your voice

He couldn't be there

Leviathan

Overdose

He had left his room for the first time since yesterday

You usually cane to join him and sit with him when he got a new game so you could still enjoy each others company but you didn't

He noticed pretty early on but thought maybe you were just busy

He decided to take a small break, something he would only do for you, and found you in your room

You were convulsing on the floor with a puddle of blood around your mouth

A pill bottle rolled back and forth, recently dropped from you hand

Eye slightly rolled back and whimpering

Small twitches in your hands and legs

He just fell

He fell to his knees and screamed

Scrambled on the floor to grab you

He felt so helpless and knew it was unfair that he couldn't do anything

He screamed until his throat burned and he was hyperventilating

More blood came up and couldn't help but cry

His brother of course heard and Lucifer came running in

He took your body running to get you to either Solomon or Diavolo, maybe even a human hospital

while Levi struggled in Mammons arms

He just wanted to help, it was unfair he couldn't help you

It was all his fault really if he had just checked on you earlier

If he hadn't been a disgusting piece of shit and somehow put a game over you

If he had just maybe never met you

Never saw you again

That would help right? He's the one that made you do that yourself...right?

Mammon was the one to carry him back to his room when he passed out from the panic attack

Satan

Gunshot

He had anger issues and you knew that

Dammit you knew that going into this relationship

So why when he found you with a gun to your head did you say you couldn't take it anymore?

Did you mean him? Did you mean that you couldn't take him anymore?

He understood to some degree he truly did, he just wished you were pointing the gun at his head instead of yours.

He grabbed your arm right before you pulled the trigger and the shock of the bullet hitting the mirror behind you caused you to pass out

He caught your body and felt the overwhelming rage again, but he couldn't actually feel it

He was numb to whatever else he felt other than regret

Because obviously you regret him, you regret this, what you have

He couldn't find any other reason

other than him

So he picked up the gun

Spun the fucking chamber and pulled it to his chest

He would have done the same as you but he felt it was more fitting to be shot through the chest

His heart stopping would be better for you right? This would be best for you!

Lucifer found him, and kicked the gun from his hand

Satan didn't even put up a fight, he just slumped to the floor

And let Lucifer carry both yours and his bodies elsewhere

He didn't care

Asmodeus

Drowning

He went to take a relaxing bath, he had a tiresome day with all those people flirting with him

He saw you at the small party at the beginning but got somewhat lost in the eyes of Solomon, they had fun of course but he would always be loyal to you

It was just a bit of harmless fun, right?

He got ready, put on calming music and opened the door to his luxurious bathroom

Only to find you already in the water

At the bottom of the tub

Turning blue

He didn't hesitate to pull you out

Already screaming questions and accusations at you as he realised you were already passed out

You were cold in his arms shivering and twitching constantly

He started doing CPR as he screamed for his brothers

He did mouth to mouth and all he could think was that he hoped this wasn't your last kiss

He couldn't let you go like this

The image of you in his bath sunken and blue, cold and icy sent more chills up his spine

He didn't even notice his older two brothers rushing in, taking you from him until he woke up a couple hours later

He wanted to find you he wanted to search for you, he wanted to apologize because he knew what he had done but all he could do was stare at his wall and cry

For once he let himself fall again, fuck his beauty he just wanted you

He had nothing left except himself and right now he felt as cold as you own body had

Beelzebub

Falling

I'm so sorry

He came back from the gym ready for you to attack him with hugs and was confused at first why you didn't

He instead gathered some snacks for you, assuming you had a bad day and wanted to make you happy :)

He got to his room and still couldn't find you, every day you two would come back here and hang out so what happened?

He heard his phone go off and was going to ignore it but thought it might be you

fuck he almost wished he would have ignored it

”I’m sorry, I love you, I know this is going to hurt both of us but I'm done. Goodbye.”

He knew where you were and what you were doing immediately

You had told him before of your attempts and he had reassured your crying and hugged you all night

Belphie joining in at one point

He found you at the edge of the Devildom, a cliffside over the city

Beautiful really, but at the moment is was Beelzebubs worst nightmare replaying itself

As you turned to fall you caught his gaze and smiled a bit

All he could see was Lillith, a flashing image of his sister smiling while falling replayed as he couldn't move

He couldn't scream, he was frozen just like last time...

When he saw the smile on your face turn to fear as you made your final decision he reached out

He felt the fear wash over him, he knew this moment, he replayed it in his head every fucking day

Saw her falling backward and failing, failing to grab her...

He ran once again, not caring if he died just wanting to save you, wanting to take your place

If he could switch places with Lilith he would have, and he would have done the same for you

Wanting to finally do good

Wanting to redeem himself for what he did to Lilith

He caught you arm, his wings making a faint buzzing noise and pulled you back up

Neither of you spoke

He eventually pulled back and found you to be sleeping, drained of all energy after that

He fell asleep with you, and you both stayed there for the night.

Belphegor

Stabbing

He woke up to a gagging noise, horrible and painful

Reaching over to feel you against him and only felt the cold bed

He saw the light in the bathroom and nearly fell back asleep, until that awful gagging noise came back

It was ironic really seeing you choke on your blood the same as before

Instead of his hands around your throat your own blood coming up...cutting off your breathing

He would have been glad to witness this a while ago

Would've probably paid to watch the show

And now,

He was stunned, reached up to his own throat and squeezed a bit subconsciously

He can't remember how many times he's apologized for it, can't remember how many times you've said it was alright

Did you do this because you thought it would make him happy? is that why you would do something so fucking stupid?

He ripped off his shirt and torn a piece to wrap around your torso, the blood from the stab wound already bleeding through

You stupid fucking human, he knew this was a bad idea, he was idiotic for letting you fool him.

He picked you up and carried you to Divaolo himself, personally begging him to help you

He pushed everything aside because of you and this is how you repay him?? This

He can't go in to see you so sits outside the room you're in and prays

He prays

To whoever can hear him that you survive

Because if you don't, he will burn Earth himself.

Happy Birthday, MC | Brothers x reader|

summary: it’s mc’s birthday but no one notices.

FYI: THIS IS A REPLACED MC AU ONESHOT IDEA! 

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A/N: trying to make this really painful for everyone HAHAH. Also, I’m thinking of making some fluff since I’m really milking the angst genre. I won’t post that often anymore, since I struggle to come up with angst plots haha. also my writing skills are a bit rusty since i haven’t written since last month. 

warnings: pure angst, being replaced, no happy ending. 

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"What we had" Replaced!MC AU! Part 2.

Chapter two: cuddling and stares.

You knocked on their door and tried to stop yourself from crying, wiping off the tears with your shirt. The door opened, revealing Solomon. "Y/n?! LUKE! get the tissues and get Simeon!" He yelled and softly gripped your arms. He then picked you up bridal style and bought you inside. Setting you down on the couch, Luke and Simeon came into the room with a box of tissues. "Y/n! H-hold on I'll get you some water!" Luke hurried to the kitchen and bought you back a glass of water. He stood beside the couch and handed you the water as you nodded as a thank you.

"Now, could you tell us what happened?" Simeon patted your hair.

(After explaining because I'm lazy as hec-)

"Hailey lied?!" Solomon exclaimed. "Most likely, yes." You said and hugged your knees close to your chest. "We need to report this to Lord Diavolo." Simeon sternly said. "No! If we do it then it'll make more worst." You stopped him. "Hm, that is true." He sighed and sat behind you. His arms snaked around your waist and hugged you, placing his chin on top of your shoulders.

"Hey! I wanna cuddle with Y/n too! Yah!" He said as he jumped on top of you making you grunt softly. "Hm? What about me?" Solomon faked a pout as luke was now laying down on your stomach. "Nah you can be alone" you teased and let out a soft laugh. Solomon grinned and laid down between your legs. Simeon yawned, "This is comfortable.. Goodnight.." He said and slowly went to sleep. The three of you also went to sleep, cuddling in a comfortable position.

(Time skip)

When you woke up, you noticed Luke and Simeon weren't on the couch anymore. You opened your eyes and saw Solomon laying on top of you, half awake. "Mm?" He mumbled that seem to caught Luke's attention from the kitchen.

"Hmmm?? Are you guys awake?" He walked over the both of you and poked your cheek. You giggled, "yes we are Luke" looking at him, you see him smiling as Solomon slowly got up, offering a hand out for you. You accepted it and got up.

"Breakfast is ready!" Simeon said in a sing-song voice and placed plates with food on the table.

After breakfast, you washed the dishes with Solomon and took a quick shower and put on your R.A.D uniform. "You guys ready?" Luke called out from the living room. "Mhm!" You walked out with Solomon by your side.

The four of you arrived at R.A.D in time. The students stared and glanced at you, whispering: "wait is that Y/n?" A student whispered. "Wasn't she the one who sent a threat to the new human?" Another student whispered. This continued on your way to your class.

The four of you sat down before a voice stopped you, "Hey Y/nnnn~ I was going to sit there but can you sit somewhere else?" Hailey purred. You looked at her with full disgust, before you could snap at her, Simeon spoke up. "Oh I'm sorry, but on what I see was that Y/n was going to sit here first. So why don't you just sit somewhere else?" Simeon spat, trying to remain calm and not say anything further.

"Yes bu-" "She is sitting with us. Not you so just go sit somewhere else before this gets a bit more messy." Solomon snapped as Hailey let out a huff and walked away. You sighed in relief and sat down between Solomon and Simeon.

You could feel stares and glares on you. The brothers walked in, looking at you with disbelief. You ignored it and anxiously played with your fingers. Solomon reached out for your fingers to calm you down. You interlocked your fingers together with his, a smile plastered across your face.

After school, you walked with the four back home. "Hey guys, I'm gonna go talk to Lord Diavolo real quick, you can go first if you like" Simeon said and walked away. "You think he's gonna tell him?" You worried. "Simeon is loyal, I'm sure he wouldn't tell him" Solomon reassured and you nodded.

Meanwhile, with Simeon. He knocked on Diavolo's door, hearing a muffled 'come in'.

He opened the door and shut it. "Ah, Simeon, is there anything you want?" Diavolo smiled and looked at him. "Something like that yes," Simeon paused and sat down on a chair. "Lord Diavolo, is it okay if a exchange student lives with us?" He asked and rubbed the back of his neck.

Diavolo's eyes widen, "Yes, why?" He questioned. "I was wondering if Y/n could live with us?" Simeon answered. "Yes, but why? Did something happen?" Diavolo worried.

"Well, I really want to tell you but I can't. So, is it really okay for Y/n to stay with us?" Simeon placed his hands on his lap. "I suppose it won't be a problem... When is she going to move?"

Simeon smirked, "Tonight."

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Ayo? Y/n is gonna live with Purgatory Hall hotties 👀?? Hmm, we'll see..

Tags: @chimsblogg @gallantys (this is a one time chance only. I won't be tagging anyone anymore.)

The complete collection of the boys😇 I repainted here and there but now it is all done✊🏻😔

How Mähtilda arrived at the Devildom. Not even Barbatos saw it happen. The sheep is too powerful.

Also I made up for my lack of DiaLuci content, which I am deeply ashamed of, having declared to draw nothing else some time ago, by making them hold hands whenever possible. Or their faces when I couldn’t draw them holding hands.

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