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Hey! I have a request that might be triggering, there aren't any rules I could find but please forgive me if I have not looked hard enough. May i please have headcanons of the demon brothers finding mc (gn) unconscious from suicide attempt? It's okay if it's not doable as I know the struggle, please take care of yourself in these tough times. I wish you well. Love, anon.

⚠️TW⚠️

IM BACK

Also I'm gonna leave these a bit open ended and maybe make something else with it later!

It's perfectly okay! Personally I find a lot of peace in asks like this or reading fics/headcannons with angst because I love the emotions themselves and the coping process!

Thank you for the ask, I haven't done anything in over 2 weeks so this kinda helped me get back on track and I hope you have a lovely day!

⚠️The more I wrote the more into I got, so it just progressively gets more and more gruesome and horrible! So warning⚠️

Each have a different form of suicide

Lucifer

Self harm

He was waking back from a meeting with Dia when he found you

He went to check on all his brothers, and you in your rooms

Yours was the first he entered, he had missed you that day and felt bad he couldn't say goodbye in his rush to leave

He of course knocked on your door gently and found it odd when it pushed open with his touch

He almost left

He almost turned around, assumed you were still a bit angry about the morning

But he missed you

He started to walk faster to the other side of the room where the bathroom connects

He saw the light on, and again knocked, maybe you were just in the shower and couldn't hear him before he came in?

Again no response

He was genuinely worried

You're a fragile human for fuck sake, you can't survive here without him...

He frantically got out his key and pushed the door open, only to find you

In the elegant pristine silver bathroom, covered in your blood.

You body twisted and a look of pain and fear in your tense muscles, nearly looking asleep during a nightmare

He stood shocked for a moment, all his memories of Lilith subconsciously coming back, his memories of seeing the blood and pain on his brothers faces after the fall.

He reached for you without noticing

His eyes filling with tears and not breathing

finally got a hold of your wrist and felt the warmth in your body

You blood smearing around his fingers

It gave him hope and shocked him back to where he was

He calmly picked you up, didn't let his tears fall and walked you to his room

He bandaged your wrists tight and secure, and sat by the bed reading a book

He couldn't even bring himself to wipe the blood off his hands forever staining the pages with this memory, with you

He couldnt get passed the first page, not be able to concentrate for a minute on anything

Once again he was lost

And he refused to let anyone in again, he couldn't take it

Mammon

Hanging

He had a modelling shoot and left you at home by yourself, he never regrets anything more

He was walking back into the house his sunglasses falling off his nose as he yelled for you

As he walked in his glasses completely slipped off his face

He attempted to grab them on instinct but just dropped them immediately

He ran to you

Your body limp and slightly swaying from the ceiling, he reached for your arms and pulled you down

He would give up everything he owned at this moment for you to be okay

He gently laid you down on you bed and looked you over

Thankfully you were still breathing, albeit rough with a minor hitch

You were okay

You were okay

You were okay

He couldn't stop repeating it

He reached out to touch the mark now deepening in shade on your neck and moved back like it burned him

The rope burn only searing in his mind what had happened

did he cause this?

did he make you want to leave so badly?

He can't stand to just sit in this silence

He ran and told Lucifer and immediately walked out of the house

He had no idea where he was going but he couldn't be there without your voice

He couldn't be there

Leviathan

Overdose

He had left his room for the first time since yesterday

You usually cane to join him and sit with him when he got a new game so you could still enjoy each others company but you didn't

He noticed pretty early on but thought maybe you were just busy

He decided to take a small break, something he would only do for you, and found you in your room

You were convulsing on the floor with a puddle of blood around your mouth

A pill bottle rolled back and forth, recently dropped from you hand

Eye slightly rolled back and whimpering

Small twitches in your hands and legs

He just fell

He fell to his knees and screamed

Scrambled on the floor to grab you

He felt so helpless and knew it was unfair that he couldn't do anything

He screamed until his throat burned and he was hyperventilating

More blood came up and couldn't help but cry

His brother of course heard and Lucifer came running in

He took your body running to get you to either Solomon or Diavolo, maybe even a human hospital

while Levi struggled in Mammons arms

He just wanted to help, it was unfair he couldn't help you

It was all his fault really if he had just checked on you earlier

If he hadn't been a disgusting piece of shit and somehow put a game over you

If he had just maybe never met you

Never saw you again

That would help right? He's the one that made you do that yourself...right?

Mammon was the one to carry him back to his room when he passed out from the panic attack

Satan

Gunshot

He had anger issues and you knew that

Dammit you knew that going into this relationship

So why when he found you with a gun to your head did you say you couldn't take it anymore?

Did you mean him? Did you mean that you couldn't take him anymore?

He understood to some degree he truly did, he just wished you were pointing the gun at his head instead of yours.

He grabbed your arm right before you pulled the trigger and the shock of the bullet hitting the mirror behind you caused you to pass out

He caught your body and felt the overwhelming rage again, but he couldn't actually feel it

He was numb to whatever else he felt other than regret

Because obviously you regret him, you regret this, what you have

He couldn't find any other reason

other than him

So he picked up the gun

Spun the fucking chamber and pulled it to his chest

He would have done the same as you but he felt it was more fitting to be shot through the chest

His heart stopping would be better for you right? This would be best for you!

Lucifer found him, and kicked the gun from his hand

Satan didn't even put up a fight, he just slumped to the floor

And let Lucifer carry both yours and his bodies elsewhere

He didn't care

Asmodeus

Drowning

He went to take a relaxing bath, he had a tiresome day with all those people flirting with him

He saw you at the small party at the beginning but got somewhat lost in the eyes of Solomon, they had fun of course but he would always be loyal to you

It was just a bit of harmless fun, right?

He got ready, put on calming music and opened the door to his luxurious bathroom

Only to find you already in the water

At the bottom of the tub

Turning blue

He didn't hesitate to pull you out

Already screaming questions and accusations at you as he realised you were already passed out

You were cold in his arms shivering and twitching constantly

He started doing CPR as he screamed for his brothers

He did mouth to mouth and all he could think was that he hoped this wasn't your last kiss

He couldn't let you go like this

The image of you in his bath sunken and blue, cold and icy sent more chills up his spine

He didn't even notice his older two brothers rushing in, taking you from him until he woke up a couple hours later

He wanted to find you he wanted to search for you, he wanted to apologize because he knew what he had done but all he could do was stare at his wall and cry

For once he let himself fall again, fuck his beauty he just wanted you

He had nothing left except himself and right now he felt as cold as you own body had

Beelzebub

Falling

I'm so sorry

He came back from the gym ready for you to attack him with hugs and was confused at first why you didn't

He instead gathered some snacks for you, assuming you had a bad day and wanted to make you happy :)

He got to his room and still couldn't find you, every day you two would come back here and hang out so what happened?

He heard his phone go off and was going to ignore it but thought it might be you

fuck he almost wished he would have ignored it

”I’m sorry, I love you, I know this is going to hurt both of us but I'm done. Goodbye.”

He knew where you were and what you were doing immediately

You had told him before of your attempts and he had reassured your crying and hugged you all night

Belphie joining in at one point

He found you at the edge of the Devildom, a cliffside over the city

Beautiful really, but at the moment is was Beelzebubs worst nightmare replaying itself

As you turned to fall you caught his gaze and smiled a bit

All he could see was Lillith, a flashing image of his sister smiling while falling replayed as he couldn't move

He couldn't scream, he was frozen just like last time...

When he saw the smile on your face turn to fear as you made your final decision he reached out

He felt the fear wash over him, he knew this moment, he replayed it in his head every fucking day

Saw her falling backward and failing, failing to grab her...

He ran once again, not caring if he died just wanting to save you, wanting to take your place

If he could switch places with Lilith he would have, and he would have done the same for you

Wanting to finally do good

Wanting to redeem himself for what he did to Lilith

He caught you arm, his wings making a faint buzzing noise and pulled you back up

Neither of you spoke

He eventually pulled back and found you to be sleeping, drained of all energy after that

He fell asleep with you, and you both stayed there for the night.

Belphegor

Stabbing

He woke up to a gagging noise, horrible and painful

Reaching over to feel you against him and only felt the cold bed

He saw the light in the bathroom and nearly fell back asleep, until that awful gagging noise came back

It was ironic really seeing you choke on your blood the same as before

Instead of his hands around your throat your own blood coming up...cutting off your breathing

He would have been glad to witness this a while ago

Would've probably paid to watch the show

And now,

He was stunned, reached up to his own throat and squeezed a bit subconsciously

He can't remember how many times he's apologized for it, can't remember how many times you've said it was alright

Did you do this because you thought it would make him happy? is that why you would do something so fucking stupid?

He ripped off his shirt and torn a piece to wrap around your torso, the blood from the stab wound already bleeding through

You stupid fucking human, he knew this was a bad idea, he was idiotic for letting you fool him.

He picked you up and carried you to Divaolo himself, personally begging him to help you

He pushed everything aside because of you and this is how you repay him?? This

He can't go in to see you so sits outside the room you're in and prays

He prays

To whoever can hear him that you survive

Because if you don't, he will burn Earth himself.

lord of fools 🃏

𝗗𝗶𝗮𝘃𝗼𝗹𝗼 & 𝗠𝗖’𝘀 𝘄𝗲𝗱𝗱𝗶𝗻𝗴 🍷

𝗚𝗲𝗻𝗿𝗲: fluff

𝗣𝗮𝗶𝗿𝗶𝗻𝗴: Diavolo x GN!MC (ft.bros)

𝗦𝘂𝗺𝗺𝗮𝗿𝘆: the brothers reaction to you & Diavolo’s wedding.

𝗡𝗼𝘁𝗲: requested by @diavoloslove <3

read part one here !

Lucifer is happy for you two, especially Diavolo since he helped Dia build up his courage propose to you

At the wedding he smiles at you as you walk down the aisle to Diavolo

Definitely helped with decorating and keeping his brothers in line

Very supportive of you two & if another demon doesn’t agree, they won’t live to see another day

Soft Luci?!

Mammon is jealous because you guys have such a beautiful wedding

Cheers you on as you walk down the aisle

supportive best friend 2.0

He actually got you guys presents, to congratulate you two

the present had matching necklaces for you and Diavolo

Leviathan is freaking out at the wedding because of so many people but calms down as he see’s you

Shyly cheers when you two kiss

He helped decorate and made you two a VR tape of all your favourite moments with Dia

Happy for you

Satan is probably one of the most supportive to you, helping you get ready ect

He is so proud of you he could cry tears of joy

Will also kill anyone that interferes with your wedding

He picked out some cat themed mini cupcakes for appetizers

I feel like he would give you a proud friend hug after the wedding

Asmodeus helps you pick out a wedding dress/suit

Is probably the most excited and compliments your wedding attire before he leaves to sit on the chairs with his brothers

Cheers the most out of all of them

Also cries tears of happiness

10000/10 supportive

Beelzebub has to contain his hunger when setting up all the appetizers and food before the wedding (he actually stole a cookie but no one could tell because there was so many)

He is happy for you and will help you calm down if you are nervous

After the wedding he shows you some of the best foods and appetizers to try

Gives you a bear hug after the wedding, congratulating you two

Belphegor actually falls asleep while setting up because he hardly got any sleep

Is wide awake during the wedding giving death glares to people that are rude

Has a wide grin and cheers for you

Falls asleep after the wedding probably walking towards the limo you all rented (rip)

I finally made it, the second part of chapter 7. (╥﹏╥)

It contains:

Grammar mistakes. (Sorry(っ˘з(˘⌣˘ ))

Gn!Mc

Angst. I think this chapter it's by far the more angsty and edgy one.

Spoilers from lesson 37-1.

This whole fic it's full of spoilers actually.

I went to rehab and now I no longer use — to write dialogue.

First part of chapter 7.

Chapter 7 [Past] part. 2

"The forgotten lies"

You stood in the middle of the room, confused. What were you doing with the Night Dagger in your hand?

“Mc? It's me, Solomon.”

“I'm sorry. I'm really sorry...” you said, your voice barely audible.

“I know. May I come in?”

“The brothers...”

“They are not here.”

“Beel hates me...” You cried, without opening the door and looking at the dagger resting in your hand.

“I'm sure he's just afraid.”

“You lied to me. Back then you... You hid the truth about me. You and Diavolo hid everything.”

Solomon closed his eyes guiltily, you’re right even though he hid things from you in an attempt to protect you, the truth is he hurted you too. But bringing this back now was just another proof of Astazath’s possession.

“... Yes. I'm sorry. Mc, I know your trust in me is not very strong after that but let me make it up to you... I'll help you.”*

You concealed the dagger on your clothes, not really knowing why. After slowly opening the door you peeked to see if Solomon was alone, you were suspicious around him, and there was a resentment you couldn’t explain.

You finally nodded so he could enter. The first thing he did was putting a hand in your forehead.

“What are you doing?”

“Looking for signs.”

He stopped in a wounded area, the place where you cut your head with a glass.

“You have a microscopic scar right here.”

“Really?” You touched it too, surprised. “I don't remember how.”

“I need Barbatos here, Mc.”

“Why? What's happening? What's wrong with me? Be honest.”

“Astazath, he... He's probably possessing you. That's why you don’t feel like yourself. You're not at fault, Mc.”

“What? Are you for real? I-I don't know...About Belphie, I felt angry with him before that demon appeared.”

Solomon took your hands and gave you a comforting smile.

“Perhaps, but you would never have hurt him.”

“You don’t get it. I wanted to kill him, Solomon.” You quietly said. “I wanted to kill him and laugh like he did.”

“You are human, Mc. Trust me, please. Astazath is using our loose ends, but it’s nothing we can’t get ride of.”

You nodded, relieved but then you felt a strange and painful sensation, as if something vital was leaving your body. Behind you Astazath appeared.

“Who do we have here? The Greatest Sorcerer.” Astazath joked sarcastically before lashing out at Solomon with his large claws.

Solomon dodged every attack, casting a spell that Astazath avoided and then another and another. You felt weak, unable to follow their fight until you saw Solomon throwing an attack that Astazath accepted, willingly. Solomon frowned before realizing what was happening.

“Mc!!!”

You felt a pain that you’ve never felt before, you fell to your knees and held your stomach in a feeble attempt to ease your pain. You spit blood, coughing and trying to breath. Astazath ran out of the room, Solomon was tied up, leaving you there or going to stop Astazath. He looked troubled, hesitating like you’ve never seen him before.

“Listen, Mc, I need to stop him before the brothers attack him. Stay here I'll send Simeon.”

And just like that he got out of the room, leaving you in the floor. You felt another blow of pain that sent you straight to the wall. Realization hit you, the brothers were attacking Astazath but for some reason it was you the one taking the damage.

“No fucking way... Stop this, help...”

And Someone did helped you, a figure that you couldn't see put you on your feet and handed you the dagger.

***

“You will die here.” Lucifer was quick to catch Astazath but the master of illusions vanished out of his grip.

“Well, let's see. Nine of you and no one can capture me... Aren't you as weak as that human?”

“Where is Mc? I'll make you pay.” Mammon was angry, eyes red with wrath barely holding back the emotion.

“They must be getting ready.” Astazath hissed.

Barbatos was ready to take down Astazath when Solomon shouted.

“BARBATOS, STOP!”

The pact forced Barbatos to stay still. He tried to break the order but it was in vain.

“Let me protect Lord Diavolo, Solomon! I’m warning you…”

“He's conected to Mc! All damage it's being taken by them!”

Everyone paled, Satan’s wrath was a bomb with no target, he looked crazy and visibly unstable.

Diavolo was helping an injured Simeon, a nearly dead Simeon. Luke was shaking and crying, too focused on Simeon to notice Astazath’s gaze, but Diavolo did notice.

“Go now, Astazath and I guarantee you a quick death.”

“How benevolent you are, bastard. But you're not in position of guarantee things.”

Astazath walked closer to Diavolo.

“You were too caught up in your own childish dreams of peace that you forgot that humans don’t seek it.”

Diavolo frowned, confused.

“Mc, dear, come here...” Astazath said.

You walked towards Astazath, stumbling. Breathing with difficulty. It felt like a dream, as if you couldn’t move on your own.

“Mc...” Diavolo looked at you, a sad expression adorning his face.

“Mc, order Lucifer to kill Diavolo.”

You remembered what happened before, the picture in the mirror. You shook your head, you tried to say no but something different came out.

“Yes. Luci...cif..cife... No. Please.”

“Oh? Fine, I'll help you. Lucifer, kill Diavolo with the Night Dagger.”

You handed the dagger to Astazath and he gave it to a very tense Lucifer. You could see the veins in Lucifer's body while he tried to stop the order.

“Why is Astazath able to command Lucifer?!”

Barbatos set free from Solomon's order, he looked feral going after you but Mammon took him down. Everything happened in a matter of seconds, you could only see Barbato’s body being pushed by Mammon.

“Mc! He's using your magic with your consent! Stop this, you can do it! He can't command Lucifer without your magic!!” Solomon shouted. You already knew this, but you didn’t know how to stop the pale demon, you didn’t feel something different in your body.

“They want this to happen!!” Barbatos coldly spoke after immobilizing Mammon. “They can't control their own feelings, their desire. But I can.”

Your head was trobbing and you stumbled down, your vision was blurry and you couldn't see how Lucifer managed to avoid Astazath’s order just for a moment, Astazath took Lucifer’s wrist.

“Ah! Lucifer… heaven’s greatest failure and Devildom’s pitiful attempt of a right hand.”

He coldly laughed.

“You should have stayed with your father.” Astazath took the dagger and in a quick movement arrived to Diavolo side, not pointing to him but to Luke.

Diavolo covered Luke, guarding the blonde angel’s safety and taking the blow. Barbatos was too slow, but he managed to pierce Astazath with his tail. You felt your breathing stop and the blood leaving your mouth as you fell to the floor.

Belphegor, Satan and Beelzebub ran towards Astazath, rage invading their bodies. Lucifer and Asmodeus were in shock, standing still looking your figure go motionless. Leviathan was assisting Mammon, but his extremities went numb when he saw you fall. Solomon ran to you but he stopped when he saw a black liquid healing your body.

You regained consciousness, slowly getting on your feet. Every person on the room besides Barbatos were looking at you, The butler was healing Diavolo but it seemed futile.

“No, no my lord, please don't.”

The walls cracked, the aura surrounding the next King of the Devildom was dark and heavy but the brother’s eyes were on you, the first to approach you was Asmodeus.

“Mc??”

Astazath looked at you with wide eyes, murmuring an 'impossible'.

You smiled breathing a toxic desire for death. Your fingernails grew long enough to be considered claws. You gave Asmodeus a quick hit, your claws bited Asmo's face. You could feel the flesh stuck in your claws.

“Mc!! STOP!!!” Luke yelled, desperate. He ran to you and hugged you. You regained some control but you weren’t ready for that, to see what you caused. To see a dead prince, an unconscious and injured Mammon, a disfigured Asmodeus. You ran before doing more damage and nobody went after you but Luke.

“Mc!! Luke!!” Solomon ran after you both some seconds after.

"Faster, faster. Please, be a nightmare, please." "Please, god, please."

“Mc!! WAIT!”

Why is that pure child still worried about you? You wondered, after all the things you’ve done he should hate you.

“Stay away, Luke!!!!”

You stopped, facing a breathless Luke.

“I'm dangerous, Luke!! Look what I did!” You said.

“No!! It was that demon!! I saw it! He attacked Simeon from behind and then…”

Luke looked sad and lost, but he moved closer nonetheless. As if he was waiting for you to comfort him.

“Please, no!”

"What demon? It was me, nobody else. I wanted that."

“Mc...”

Luke got closer and you couldn't help it, the sudden chill that ran through your body and whipped a whip of black liquid to Luke. You recorded his face on your memory, his scream and his surprised face, betrayal, fear. You saw a little angel flying, numb and motionless. Your eyes widened, you moved closer to Luke, you could see your trembling hands as you tried to reach him.

“L-luke??”

He wasn't breathing, you crawled to his side, feeling his pulse just to find the lack of it. You choke back a sob, both your hands covering your mouth, muffling your cries.

“What have I done? No. No. No. Please I'll do whatever you want but please, don't let him die.”

As Solomon's steps were closer fear hit your gut and you ran, leaving the angel behind.

Next part ʕ·ᴥ·ʔ

*Spoiler from the lesson 37-1.

Now this isn't what it looks like hehe, it's better than it seems. From here everything it's less angsty.

With a happy ending.ʕ ꈍᴥꈍʔ (Probably)

hello there! You've done one of my asks before but it was so good I couldn't help but come back here. Is it okay if I request a prompt starter "need i remind you that your ring finger already belongs to me? " with Diavolo,Barbatos and Lucifer? (you can do only Diavolo if its too much). Also i love your writing,I hope you get the recognition you deserve!! <333

𝗚𝗲𝗻𝗿𝗲: fluff, romance

𝗣𝗮𝗶𝗿𝗶𝗻𝗴: Diavolo/Reader , Barbatos/Reader , Lucifer/Reader

𝗡𝗼𝘁𝗲: hi love! i did these in short one shots :) also thank u sm for this request, its so cute! <33

You and Diavolo were out for shopping, you two got married a while ago and you were moving into the castle with him. He insisted that you got some extra stuff for your stay in the castle, you couldn’t decline because he kept pouting when you had done so.

Diavolo left to use the washroom and you were looking through the food aisle for some snacks, when suddenly you felt a hand on your shoulder. You thought it was Diavolo so you turned around to see, but to your dislike it wasn’t Diavolo.

Himaki, the lower level demon in your humanity class smirked at you, “Hey MC, are you alone?~” You slapped his hand away annoyed at his actions.

“Leave me alone, I am with Diavolo.” You walked away going to a different aisle, the demon still following. “Ahem.” Diavolo’s voice rang through your head and you turned around and saw Diavolo talking to Himaki with a dark aura around him.

Himaki stared wide eyed as Diavolo grabbed a snack that you couldn’t reach, handing it to you “Thank yo-“ Diavolo was on his knees and he took your hand and kissed it “No need to thank me after all, need i remind you that your ring finger belongs to me?”

Himaki ran away shivering, you blushed at Diavolos actions and he got up and pulled you into a warm embrace, “I’m not letting anyone take you from me.” He kisses your forehead and you two continue shopping.

Barbatos had brought you to a new cafe that has specialty sweets and tea. He thought it would be a good idea to take you on a lunch date, he left you at the table and he insisted on ordering for you two, you sat down at the two seated window area.

It was a nice day outside, it was warm with a few gusts of cold air. Barbatos came back and put down the dishes and tea for the pair of you. “Thank you Barbatos!” He passes you your tea and smiles “You’re very welcome darling.”

You were happy to be married with Barbatos, he treats you like royalty and you do for him as well in return. You guys started to eat, the pastry that you ordered was really good and sweet and the tea went perfect with it.

As you guys finished you were gonna bring the dishes back to the counter but Barbatos gently pulled you towards him, “Need I remind you that your ring finger belongs to me? Please sit down and let me do this for you.” He takes the tray from your hand, walking to the counter and passing it to the dish cleaners.

He comes back and puts his arm around your waist “Let’s go home now darling.”

It was pretty obvious that you and Lucifer were married, most of the Demons knew since your wedding. One of your classmates that you rejected kept bugging you.

“MC.. why don’t you like me back?” he kept on asking you, you tried to move seats but he still followed. Soon the bell rang and Lucifer was walking to your class, so he could walk you to your next class.

All the students started leaving the room except the demon and you. You were putting your binders back into your bag and the demon came up to you. You huffed in annoyance, slinging your bag onto your back and walking out with your binder in your hand instead of spending anymore time in the room.

To your annoyance he got up and blocked the door “Stop trying to ignore me MC!” he slammed one of his hands onto your shoulder, pinning you against the wall. You yelped as your head has hit the wall. Soon Lucifer got impatient and started to open the door in the classroom, upon seeing the sight he transformed into demon form.

He threw the demon off of you and looked around you to make sure you weren’t injured in any way. Lucifer then sent a death glare to the demon who had hurriedly got up, “Need I remind you that MC’s ring finger belongs to me, and me only?” Lucifer says as the demon gulps “N-no sir!” the said demon then runs out the room.

“I’m sorry dear, I should’ve opened the door sooner. Let’s get you home, I have excused you from your classes for the day.” He says as he holds you gently against him.