My Anhedonia Is Eating Me Alive So Im Making These Mental Illness Memes To Cope

my anhedonia is eating me alive so i’m making these mental illness memes to cope

when i was first trying to figure out what the fuck was wrong with me i initially googled like. bpd. and was like oh this kind of sounds like me but i also dont feel enough for it.

and then i googled aspd and was like oh this kind of sounds like me but i care too much for it.

and then i didnt look any fucking further like a dumbass

me tryna figure out which pd i have

image id: the meme with the guy that has a detective board and looks crazy

I think people who consider aromanticism as "basically straight" underestimate how noticeable absence can be to those around you.

Whether you're a kid in school with classmates who won't take "no one" as an answer to who you have a crush on or an adult whose coworkers have picked up on the fact that you've never mentioned a romantic partner; after enough time, a lack or insufficient amount of romantic interest will raise the antennae of friends, family, coworkers, etc... They will notice and they will speculate and they will ask.

It is impossible to meet the societal bar for straightness through inaction.

patiently waiting for my eyes to turn black like the tiktoks say narcissist’s eyes do (they’ve been green my whole life am i doing something wrong)

i got a b in personality disorders??? did i not study enough?

One of the worst possible things about having bpd is having no sense of self.

Imagine going through life tied down to a total stranger. I am constantly changing, not knowing what I like or don’t like. I base my value on other people around me. Isn’t that so fucking pathetic? And there’s nothing to do that can change it.

I am a stranger to myself and nobody hates the way I am more than I do.