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A Soft Laugh Leaves The Faerie And She Nods. " Yeah, I Do Love Animals. I Always Have And I'm Quite Positive

a soft laugh leaves the faerie and she nods. " yeah, i do love animals. i always have and i'm quite positive i always will. " growing up with the life she had, animals were just easier to communicate with. being a faerie most certainly helps, but she didn't face judgement, she didn't face bullying or harassment. agatha could relax, she could be herself without worry and fear.

" ideally, though? oh... sometimes i entertain having a whole farm. " agatha tells him with a sheepish smile, her hand coming up to rub her neck. it was silly, she knows, especially with all the work and effort it takes to run a farm. it'd be small, of course. some pigs, some cows, some chickens, some crops. flowers, too, obviously. it seems perfect, but it seems more a dream than reality. agatha isn't sure she could run a farm anyway (certainly not without help, at least), especially when she's happy being a florist. it's just something she entertains now and then.

she gives a thoughtful hum, fingertips lightly tapping against the table. " realistically, i'd be happy with my dog, clover, and a cat or two, though it feels like i have more pets than i really do because i leave food out for the strays that have started hanging out by the flower shop. strays need love, too. " her features soften, smiling warmly and sweetly as she speaks. agatha takes another sip from her milkshake, trying to pace herself and not get a brainfreeze.

agatha thinks now, head tilting again as she tries to sift through the questions swirling around in her mind. it's hard to choose just one at a time when there are so many things she can ask. she also just tends to have difficulty figuring out what's appropriate to ask during a first date. " when you're with someone, n-not just a one-night stand or a little fling, but when you're dating someone, do you like being called pet names? babe, dear, darling, sweetheart, names like that. of course, when i get the chance to talk about you, i'd be calling you just 'nnoitra' or 'my boyfriend', or both, but when it's just us, what would you like? "

❝ Yeah, it's real good. No wonder this place 's popular. ❞ They probably used high quality ice cream for the milkshakes to make them taste this nice. Nnoitra was already wondering if he should order another one later. Maybe they wouldn't stay here for long enough. Who knew how long this date would last?

He was... Kinda surprised that she didn't want to ask him anything. Like, nothing at all? Even strangers usually JUMPED on the opportunity to ask him about his bad eye or how he'd grown so tall. But Agatha didn't want to ask him anything. So that meant she already thought she knew everything she needed to know about him. Which was weird, since he didn't think she knew that much about him. That could only lead him to one conclusion.

She wasn't all that interested in him.

With how nice the tone had been between them, he'd thought the date had been going pretty well. He mentally face palmed. WHY did he have to be so fucking BAD at reading social situations? Here he was, thinking it was going well, while SHE was thinking it was going straight to hell. Maybe she didn't even want to go out with him in the first place, and was only here to be nice. That wouldn't be surprising. She WAS a very nice person after all.

He was feeling kinda defeated, not to mention stupid. A very common feeling for him. He comforted himself with having some more milkshake, while he thought about what questions to ask her. Anything you want to know, she said.

Of course, what Nnoitra was interested in that he didn't already know about her ( as his potential new girlfriend ) was related to sex. He knew it would be mean to ask her. It would make her uncomfortable. Since they'd clearly just go back to being friends after this date, it was unnecessary of him to embarrass her like that. She'd probably see it as cruel. He should ask something else. Something that wouldn't mess up their friendship.

❝ Yer really in'ta animals, yeah? So, how many animals would ya wanna have, ideally? ❞ He gave a small grin, like he was imagining her filling a whole house with animals. It was a pretty good question, he thought. The type of question you could ask your friend too. Nothing too invasive. Damn, he was doing well. He was going to buy himself a whole ass treat afterwards.

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1 year ago

soryn returns home from work, glancing off to the side to see murasaki working on homework in the dining room. he moves over to her, kissing the top of her head before ruffling her hair a little. " i will shower and then i will start working on dinner, okay? " he hugs her before moving away and heading into the bathroom. the demon showers, changes into something more comfortable, and makes his way to the kitchen now, casting another glance toward his daughter and smiling. he was proud of how well she was doing in school, as well as adapting to life with him.

while he didn't anticipate becoming a mother, he doesn't regret it one bit. he'd go back and do it over and over again if it meant adopting murasaki and having her in his life, taking care of her and providing for her to the best of his ability. it was rewarding, really, especially with her progress toward coming more and more out of her shell. murasaki was the best daughter soryn could ever hope or ask for, regardless of everything to come.

he gathers ingredients from the refrigerator and pantry, humming to himself until he hears what can only sound like an explosion, the shockwave rippling through the apartment as the air hums and crackles with electricity. what the hell? then comes the sound of mura's voice, panicked and frightened, crying as she calls for her mother from the dining room. heart racing, soryn rushes to her side, moving to sit beside her.

Soryn Returns Home From Work, Glancing Off To The Side To See Murasaki Working On Homework In The Dining

" what is it? what happened? " his expression is one of great worry as an arm is immediately wrapped around her, holding her close. " i am here; are you okay? are you hurt? "

@rigelig / starter call.


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1 year ago

consent is sexy ! - includes a mix of povs

can i help you out of that?

do you want this, too?

how do you like this?

how do you want it?

can we try something new?

keep doing that.

does that sound good to you?

please touch me.

what if i [insert act here]? would you like that?

you like that, don’t you?

i’d love to try that. what do you think?

hold on to this if you want me to keep going.

drop this if you want to stop.

show me what you like.

may i..?

do you want to be inside me?

do you want to feel how [hard/wet] i am for you?

wanna go down on me?

can i go down on you?

is this okay?

are you okay?

i want to kiss you. can i kiss you?

we can stop if you need to, okay?

please don’t stop.

can i kiss you here?

please kiss me there.

i’m so turned on right now.

i love when you do that.

i can’t get enough of you.

tell me how much you like this.

tell me what you want.

hey, i need you to look at me and tell me if you’re okay.

can you touch me like this?

can we try this tonight?

i won’t do this unless you want it.

you can kiss me.

please kiss me.

please touch me.

are you into this?

you look like you need to stop, do you?

i need to take a breath.

you don’t have to be gentle with me.

can i watch?

i just want to kiss right now.

i don’t really want to do anything tonight.

is it okay if we don’t tonight?

do we need a break? 

are you still okay? 

does this feel good?

i can take more.

more, please.


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1 year ago

“i am not jealous!” (Shiro totally is. The cat is getting more attention then him. Lmaoo)

jealousy/possessive sentence starters. / accepting!

" oh, babe. that totally sounds like what you'd say if you're jealous. " she giggles, her tone teasing as she continues to rub magnolia's chin while making direct eye contact with shiro. she's a bit amused by his behavior and moves the cat off of her lap, waving her boyfriend over to her.

I Am Not Jealous! (Shiro Totally Is. The Cat Is Getting More Attention Then Him. Lmaoo)

" come here. you can put your head in my lap and i'll run my fingers through your hair. would that make you feel less jealous? "


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1 year ago
Agatha Gives A Light Shrug Of Her Shoulders, Head Tilting Slightly As She Does. " I Like Confidence In

agatha gives a light shrug of her shoulders, head tilting slightly as she does. " i like confidence in people, but it's not a... i-it's not specifically what i look for. it's not a requirement, i mean. " but of course, to each their own, right? she knows some men do like confidence, she knows some don't. she isn't one to judge. " i like being confident because it feels good. it feels good to look at my work and be satisfied with what i see. same with when i look in the mirror. i'm not vain, by any means. or at least, " agatha pauses to laugh sheepishly, " i hope i'm not. i just wanted to be happy with what i do and the way i present myself, if that makes sense. "

that was where the therapy came in handy. she didn't want to be cocky, she just wanted to be satisfied with herself. she wanted to stop hating herself, to stop feeling so much sadness and hurt. to move on from the past and better herself.

" oh, yeah? " she asks now, her smile returning. " i think it's good when you can still be friends with your ex. i mean, just because you break up, it doesn't mean you have to throw the whole relationship away when you still have friendship, right? " agatha was still friends with the man from her first relationship. they parted ways amicably and still had a solid friendship, so why not? " i know you'll try, nnoitra. i believe in you and i believe that this can and will work. "

though agatha hopes she isn't pushing it too much, or at all. no relationship should be pushed or forced, she's just... she has a lot of faith and hope. that was another thing therapy gave her: hope, among other things. the feeling that, in the end, things will work out and it'll all be okay.

she listens to what nnoitra wants, glancing over the menu once more. a burger and fries does sound really good. she does usually go for the salad (caesar, specifically, as that was her favorite and it isn't often she deviates from her favorite foods), but lately she's been trying to broaden her palate a little whenever she gets the chance to eat out somewhere. " really? " agatha lifts her head. " well, thank you, nnoitra. " her smile grows and she looks back down at the menu before setting it aside once she makes her decision.

her gaze flickers up to the waitress when she comes to their table, ordering for herself once nnoitra finishes with his. " i'll go with the bacon cheeseburger, the steak fries and just a large chocolate milkshake. thank you. " definitely her idea of splurging a little when it comes to food.

Oh, Yeah, He Knew All About Something "feeling Right". It Was Just That That Sort Of Thing... Unfortunately

Oh, yeah, he knew all about something "feeling right". It was just that that sort of thing... Unfortunately was more of a fairytale than anything. At this point, he was ready to settle for something that just didn't feel wrong. He just wanted to feel loved again, okay? Was that too fucking much to ask for? Probably, considering he was not very lovable---

❝ Mah, I guess 'daz more for women than 'fer men, yeah? Women want confident guys. Confidence ain't 'da first thing we look 'fer in a woman. ❞ Had Agatha also been sold the "girlboss" lie? These days women seemed to think that men valued them for their confidence, when that was far from the case. Well, it was best if the woman wasn't constantly complaining about feeling bad about herself, but it was even worse if she was bragging about herself.

Agatha told him about her past relationship. Nnoitra hadn't even met the guy, but if he was the type to suggest someone should go to therapy... There was no way Nnoitra would've gotten along with him. He was a strong opponent of therapy. Why the fuck would whining to a random ass stranger help you out? Maybe it worked for women, who liked talking about their feelings. He was glad that Agatha was happier now though. He knew what it was like to carry a lot of self hatred, and he didn't wish that upon her. ❝ All good, all good. ❞ He said, waving his hand slightly. He didn't mind her talking about her ex. As long as HE didn't have to talk about his ex.

❝ Yeah, I'm actually still friendly with one 'a my exes, so I'm sure we can stay friends even if datin' don't work out. ❞ It sounded like he wasn't too keen on dating her, so he added - ❝ But I'mma try real hard 'ta make it work. ❞ He WAS invested after all.

❝ Ya know me. I need LOTS 'a food, so I'mma go with nr. 12. ❞ It was a burger called "the tower", and Nnoitra was banking on it living up to its name. ❝ 'N extra fries 'n a super large milkshake. ~ ❞ He hummed, excited to get to eat. ❝ I can pay. ❞ He told her. Extremely out of character for him, since he was always getting people to pay for him. But this was a date and he was serious, so of course he'd pay. Especially since he was on a date with a woman.

The waitress overheard them talking about what they'd wanna order, and came over to their table. Nnoitra made his order. He wondered if Agatha would to the cliche girl-move and order a salad.


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1 year ago

found this slideshow in my tiktok likes and it's making me think of aggie and soryn


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