I've Already Mentioned The Way The Conversations Both Wang And Tian Have With Their Parents Moved Me.

I've already mentioned the way the conversations both Wang and Tian have with their parents moved me.

This is mostly for the rest of the episodes and things I missed before.

As humorous as I found that literally everyone in Jiang Tian and Sheng Wang's lives found out about them moving into the dorms from (probably) Sheng Wang's father it made me think of the implications for it. Maybe also the repercussions of it in the future. There's something really telling about it, that the dad had no qualms to keep it with him to talk to Wang but rather chose to ask people to counsel him. Makes me think of how things would be handled if and when they actually get together. Same with the way they outted them as brothers and the wildfire that it spread like. The boys themselves hadn't been able to commit to calling each other brothers but they had to accept it by the end of the day without their own acceptance.

Jiang Tian's flashback scene with all the times he spent with Sheng Wang was so beautiful and made me tear up. Especially considering the implication that Jiang Tian is already aware of his feelings.

The final portion where he has unpacked and is for the first time feeling comforted at home is so moving and the hug killed me. I'm gonna keep watching this episode waiting for the next ones. The hug as well.

Big mouth xu is right. The way Wang was messaging was quite evidently someone you love and adore. Wang is just blind. 😭

Lastly but was the first thing that was true, everytime I see Jiang Tian being a kid with Sheng Wang my heart soars and it did so in the swimming pool scene as well.

I'm really happy to see that the dad realised that he needs to be there in actions as well and postponed his travel. I'm just worried that he is now gonna be overbearing to over compensate.

I am curious about two things. Yesterday's episode, Ji Huanyu came back and we didn't hear of him today except for sending money. So where is he? What is he planning? Do we see him again?

Second, this is the first time we don't have some sort of a Jiang Tian's very moment as such. We got a continuation of the scene instead of that. So what does that mean.

Sooo... Yeah there you go. Anyway, let me know what you think of it, how you feel about it and hope you survive till next week. ❤️🥺😭

My thoughts on The Trainee Ep 10.

(I watched it last week but then my mom was here so wasn't able to update the thoughts. Gonna do this now, please forgive me if there are overlaps to the new episode or any of the old once. It's not as fresh in my head.)

Jane picking up and dropping Ryan off, not overstepping to 'announce' necessarily his courtship. Realising it is just the two of theirs until they decide to address is something very personal to me. The whole moment was very precious and I loved it. The uncertainty on both their ends. It was so palpable and beautiful and soft.

Tae being heartbroken and barely being able to function, after such a long relationship, probably the only real and meaningful relationship is so profound because how is he to do anything when his heart is shattered and he is barely holding on. I like that. I also love that, after the previous (?) week and getting reassurance from P' Jo, that he matters in the workplace, Pah has become the glue and in a way the one who knows everyone and brings departments together, especially if it is to help is heartbroken Bestie. That being said, I unfortunately do not particularly like the rest of the art department pushing Tae to fight for her. I would have liked it if he came to that decision by himself.

Bamhee and P' Judy seem to be navigating the delicate balance of being intern-mentor and being interested in each other doesn't look much different from the beginning weeks (case in point the massage, it's a lot of casual leaning and touching and I don't know what to think of it.)

Pai continuing to get Ryan's crush wrong with so much of conviction is hilarious to me and makes me curious to see how it comes out in the open, so to speak.

BOYS! You want to flirt, I get it, but maybe don't leave the evidence right there? Are you insane?!!!!?!?!!? Do you have no regard for my mental peace? That being said you are so cute and I would happily turn a blind eye to those papers. Also, Ryan as someone who works in a printer shop I thought you of all people would be against it but sure.

NOOOOO PAI DON'T USE THOSE PAPERS! DON'T SEE BEHIND THEM! I DIDN'T MEAN TO JINX IT. Is this how you are going to find out about them?!

I like that Bamhee is slowly becoming more and more keen towards her work. It's nice to see her focus on work instead of a person, specifically someone she is romantically involved with.

Ohhh shit. Judy is making the decisions. That's not all good. She is paying attention but in the wrong way. Bamhee has to tell her, she had plans from earlier, if she wants to be heard.

I liked Bamhee and Pai's conversation. One, because it's good to see their friendship continue and blossom. It's very wholesome and heartwarming.

Second, because I like that they are addressing Bamhee's feelings towards Tae as well as Judy. She is uncertain of where she stands and for someone who is just starting out in their queer(bi/pan?) journey it is nice to see that acknowledgement. Also, not being mean but I like that she realises that sometimes that much attention from one single person can be overwhelming to deal with.

Nice call back to Ryan and Jane blocking the scene in the van in one of the earlier episodes. I love how they end up blocking, was it again Jane's choice to ask for Ryan?

Same question I have Jane, How has Ryan survived so far?

How am I just realising that Acts of Service is a big part of Jane's show of love and affection? Jane just casually roasting his peers (validly) to show Ryan that sometimes there is nothing special about the adults is at the same time so important and hilarious to me.

Pai falling shouldn't be so hilarious. Why am I laughing! The timing of it coinciding with Jane's monologue, the fact that the papers have incriminating evidence of a secret 'to-be-relationship', the fact that all the interns are just so clumsy and chaotic, the fact that she couldn't open the water bottle and just gave up on drinking water (honestly full relate Pai) everything is pure comedic genius. Even more than the P' Baimon as crush + Windows error tone.

Also... Jane, I love you. But who are you calling losers, when your secret is laying out in the open for anyone to see and with only you and Ryan to save yourself. 😭😭😭 Good to know at least you can laugh at it. Hopefully you've disposed off the evidence.

Ohhh it's the grand romantic gesture. I get that your heart is in the right places Tae. I hope it works out for you.

Ooooh you are never to touch personal pillows! I think Judy can be a great mentor to Bamhee, don't know about the romantic interest (which is I think what the narrative is going for as well. In my opinion at least.)

The entire team conspiring to get Bamhee to Tae would've freaked me out if it was me. (What is interesting is, even the mean colleagues from earlier episodes are happily a part of Pah's team, make of it what you will.)

Say what you will, it is quite pretty and both of them look super cute.

I am glad Tae told her about the anniversary, instead of choosing to suffer in silence. Especially considering how much effort went into it, how much he overworked himself. Because if she didn't get to know about it, there's a possibility of resentment later on which is not good.

(ohhhh it's from The Terminal! I love the movie. Catherine Zeta Jones was sooo beautiful in that. I love her.)

Go Bamhee! She knows now what she wants and what she needs. She knows how she needs it rectified. She doesn't need these big gestures (exclusively) she more so wants love on a more everyday basis and I think it's so good to see her acknowledge it and speak about it instead of keeping all the times she was hurt by his silence because it felt like a dismissal. I'm proud of them both. I needed this conversation with them if it was to go in this direction.

I also liked that Bamhee had a conversation with P'Judy as well instead of just ghosting or just becoming non-committal about it. Shows she has matured. Also will not come at the cost of her internship. I like Bamhee's realisations, they feel honest to the trajectory and narrative arc. For the first time I feel like I'm seeing an emotion in P' Judy's eyes which as mean as it sounds, finally shows it meant enough to her as well.

Awwww... Everyone is so happy for them and honestly, me too. They've understood where each of them went wrong, I would've liked Bamhee to honestly address the kiss as well but except for that I have no complains honestly.

I love him Jane is constantly aware of Ryan and the things surrounding him. Case in point the print shop = production house comment. I'm sure it made him feel seen. I also like that this show keeps reiterating that you don't need to have lofty dreams and careers to be a successful functioning human being, just as long as you are authentic and kind. As someone who is really struggling with the whole career bit, I would've liked if someone could tell me this irl.

I hope the whole story about Jane's directorial route comes out before the series ends. I want to know him more, especially considering his (slimy) ex could be the trashy intern.

Oh hey! Ryan the namesake search is back! I missed it. I like that Ryan is slowly becoming more sure about himself. I also like that Jane is fully smitten and can't seem to take his eyes off of him.

You're right Ryan. He is very cool.

I think we all know what or who he was thinking about when getting the photo taken.

I like the message tidbits everytime. I especially like to see the hesitation in the messaging.

See you back for the next episode thoughts. Would love to hear more from you all as well so feel free to pop in!

The episode comes out in an hour or so? And I have a long ass shift. I might be able to watch it in my break but I won't be able to process it for so long and I hate it. I want to watch it NOW. 😭😭😭

I want to know, for science. After practising handwriting/calligraphy Wang slept kb Tian's bed... Where did Tian sleep? Did he squeeze into the bed like Wang has been wanting somebody to or did he sleep on the floor. Did he pull an Edward Cullen and watch him sleep or did he go and sleep in Wang's room instead. I want to know! I need to know. I'm going to go insane.

I have a lot of thoughts and feelings about The On1y One, but for now I'm just stuck on Wang desperately wanting someone to care about and for him (and being the poutiest baby when there's a hint of care that then gets taken away/doesn't pan out) and Tian, who works so hard to project indifference and independence and the idea that he doesn't need anyone and is uninterested in being involved in anyone else's life or business, but who constantly shows up for Wang with zero prompting (and gives so easily for the pout)

The way they contrast in their outward image and internal lives; Tian's natural caretaking tendencies visible only in private, while he is stoic and aloof otherwise, and Wang's vulnerability and need to be wanted and important only visible to Tian, while he remains friendly and outgoing and charming with everyone else -- neither giving any hint at the loneliness they both feel unless they're alone together

It makes me want to scream a little

(and Tian's mom, in the midst of all this, unsure how to handle being in charge of two boys who are alternatingly cold and dismissive of her and so clearly in need of parental care and affection)

I call this The Rule of 2×1 !!! EP8 !!🥺😭 #TheOn1yOne

My heart is racing with excitement!

This is a turning point and the best episode of the series! #TheOnlyOneEP8

When Jiang Tian finally unpacks his suitcase and tears stream down his cheeks, he feels bewildered and doesn't understand why. Sheng Wang closes the physical gap between them and embraces him in a comforting manner, saying he knows why.

But the last part, when he says "Welcome Home," truly broke me. This is how an epic drama is made! This moment in time will forever be frozen in their memories!

The second time when JT pulls SW into an embrace was a different kind of emotional moment for him. He was in love with SW, and all those feelings poured out into that all-encompassing embrace.

The close proximity of SW's neck almost made him lose his mind. He took a deep breath and held it all in. The angst has begun. He knows what he wants, but...

The emotions that flow out as tears from both of them indicate how they are connected by fate.

When one is in pain, the other also sheds tears.

This is a crucial moment in their lives!

I call this the rule of 2 x1 !!

2 boys,

2 bracelets

2 "brothers,"

2 suitcases

2 keys.

2 beds.

2 hugs,

2 meanings,

2 hearts entwined

And they are THE ONLY ONE for each other!!!!

One is cognizant of the precarious situation, while the other remains somewhat oblivious...

What a touching and moving episode!

This series IS A MASTERPIECE!!! Epic!!

😭😭😭😭🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺

My tears don't stop either..

I'm learning so much about studying from this show

Like how to study more, and study smart when you're short on time

Or how beneficial it is to study in pairs, and how you'll understand something better when you're explaining to someone else

Or, how even if you didn't get to hear the listening test, you can still get the gist of it if you pay attention to the options

And so much more