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For two seconds, Mary’s heart just about screeched to a halt. It almost felt like it could burst on impact, and every inch of her was burning...because he’d kissed her. Ed; the love she’d never seen coming, but loved more than her own life, the man she’d give anything for, the man who taught her true joy...he kissed her.

The summoner’s eyes slid closed as she just about melted into him, Ed’s lips on hers feeling better than anything she’d felt in her entire life. It was better than she’d ever dreamed it would be. He’d actually given her a chance, and the small woman could hardly believe it. She loved him, she loved him...oh god, she loved him... No hesitating anymore.

Mary let out the tiniest little mewl of delight, leaning in closer for more of that wonderful pressure and heat. The world just, faded away, leaving just the two of them. Nothing on this plane of existence could match this bliss.

A Summoner’s Tale (closed FEH AU with traceofalchemy)

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Color truly had come back to Mary’s face; her lips rosy once more, cheeks red as Ed drew closer. The summoner’s heart felt like it was racing and constricting at the same time, lips parted in surprise as Ed apologized to her. The words he spoke had her heartbeat absolutely erratic, and she could almost hear the blood rushing again as it pounded.

“Ed, Ed no…” she spoke, sitting up since at this point, there wasn’t really anything left to hide to speak to him. Mary wasn’t going to allow him to blamehimself for any of this. He had a reason to try to push her away, she just wasn’t psychologically equipped to handle it and it nearly cost her her own life. That wasn’t his fault at all, and she hoped to anyone who’d listen that she could explain why to him at some point why she was so warped and twisted inside. Tears filled her eyes again as she answered him.

“Ed, please…don’t blame yourself for this, it isn’t… it isn’t your fault… I’m sorry I made you worry, I’m sorry I can’t be…normal…mI’m sorry I haven’t figured out how to get you back to Amestris… to her. I…I tried not to tell you, I tried, Ed. I know how badly you want to go back, and…more than anything…I want you to be happy, and I know Winry’s the one that can do that… I…even if I’m not, I want you to be happy…because, Ed… you’ve made me so happy, happier than I could even begin to describe…its like heaven, I… I never knew what it was like to truly be happy until I met you.” Mary finally confessed; her chest aching from the pain of knowing it would never be her, and the intensityof how her heart was beating.

“I love you, Ed. I love you so much…thank you, thank you for teaching me what that really is…”

Ed listened to her carefully, his chest feeling tight as she spilled all of her emotions out for him. His heart was racing too, and he had no idea what he could possibly say in response. It was loud and clear when she had said it before even, but this… This was everything she could’ve said… in a more calm state of mind. 

The frown on his lips grew at the sight of her tearing up. He hated that he could do that so easily… watch the people he cared about get hurt… and a lot of times it was because of things related to him. He watched each word leave from her lips, her last statement hitting him hard.

The summoner was right, he still did want to go back… But it didn’t mean that he felt some emotion deep down that he couldn’t control… and hearing her say those things aloud made it even more obvious when he felt his heart race faster, his stomach dropping. 

He looked away for a moment, deciding that maybe it was time to start moving on… There was a chance that he would never make it back… And he’d been so focused on leaving that he wasn’t paying enough attention to the girl in front of him that cared so much.

It made his heart ache… and when he turned back to her with that same frown, his face had grown ten shades redder. His eyes darted over her and he made a sudden decision in the rush of emotions that he hoped wouldn’t completely embarrass himself. He placed his hand on the bed between them and leaned in slowly, “Shut up…” he uttered with a slight crack in his voice just before he pressed his lips to hers softly.