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Saving Lives pt. 7

Pairing: Baekhyun x Reader

Genre: series, doctor!baekhyun au, fluff, angst, smut (in later chapters)

Word Count: 2,153

Summary: You’re about to start your internship in Seoul’s most prestigious hospital but before you devote your whole life to medicine, you decide to have one more night of freedom. But, what happens when that one night follows you to your job in the hospital? (inspired by Grey’s Anatomy)

A/N: omg hello everyone!! its been a while since I’ve updated. I’m almost done with college apps and since I’m in thanksgiving vacation, I’ve had time to work on this fic. so as a thank you to you all that have been supporting me and been appreciative of this fic, I’ve decided to post two chapters this week. I’m almost done with the eighth part so it should be up in a couple of days. i hope everyone has an amazing thanksgiving break and if you don’t celebrate thanksgiving, i hope you have an amazing day. ~admin L

Part 1, Part 2, Part 3, Part 4, Part 5, Part 6, Part 7, Part 8, Part 9, Part 10

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Part 7: 

Avoiding Baekhyun is almost impossible, especially when you have to work with him the whole week. Every time we finish a simple task, like fill out a chart or do an x-ray, he asks: “Can we talk now?” And every time, I reply with a rejection. It’s been 3 days since we’ve been working together on this case and he won’t budge.

We’re standing outside of Siwon’s room waiting for him to sign the consent forms for his surgery when Baekhyun pulls me aside. “Can we talk now?” I look around to see if anybody is looking at us. I make eye contact with Jihyo’s menacing stare but quickly avert my eyes back to Baekhyun. “No,” I simply reply. “Fine,” he sighs. “I didn’t want to do this but if you don’t talk to me right now then I’m not letting you scrub in on the surgery.” “What?!” I yell before I can stop myself. I scan the room again and now everyone is staring at me. I cough awkwardly and bring my attention back to Baekhyun. “You can’t do that.” “Yes, I can. I can do whatever I want because I’m your boss,” he smirks. “That’s taking advantage of your power.” “I know,” he continues to smirk. “You’re annoying.” “There’s only room for one intern to scrub in on the surgery so I either choose you or Jihyo. Who’s it going to be?” “I hate you.” He laughs. “You love me.” I roll my eyes. “Let’s go.” I turn around and begin walking with Baekhyun following behind me like an obedient puppy. We sit at a table in the cafeteria, our lunch displayed in front of us. I pick up my sandwich to take a bite but feel uncomfortable with Baekhyun staring at me with that big, stupid grin on his face. I put my sandwich down and stare him down. “What?” “Oh, nothing. I just find it cute that you bring your own lunch from home.” “Well as an intern, I can’t really afford to buy lunch every day so this will do.” His smile falters a bit but then rises again as he reaches over and takes my lunch. “Hey! What the-” “Here. You can take my salad. I’m tired of cafeteria food anyways.” He takes a bite of my sandwich and immediately puts his thumbs up. “This is really good! You can be a chef.” I chuckle. “It’s just a sandwich, Baek.” “It’s the best sandwich I’ve ever eaten in my entire life,” he says as he takes a huge bite. I laugh at his exaggerations. He looks like a little kid, eating a homemade sandwich with a huge smile on his face and mayo splattered on the corner of his lip. Without thinking I reach over and wipe it off with my thumb causing Baekhyun and I both to freeze. He looks me in the eye with an unreadable expression and I quickly retract my hand, looking down at the table. “Sorry. You, uh, had some mayo on your face.” “Thanks, mom,” he chuckles to lighten the mood, which I’m grateful for. He pushes his salad towards me. “Eat up. I’m not giving you your sandwich back so you better eat up.” “I feel weird just taking your food.” “It’s fine. I stole your food anyways. Here.” He picks up a fork full of lettuce and chicken and aims it towards my mouth. I awkwardly open my mouth to take in the food as he hums in approval. “Good girl.” I laugh, “Shut up.” All of a sudden I hear a cough to my right and see Chen and Chanyeol with their lunch trays, staring at Baekhyun and I. “Are these seats taken?” asks Chanyeol. “No, uh, they’re not,” I say awkwardly. “Good,” says Chen, as he and Chanyeol sit to the right of me, all of us facing a lonely Baekhyun now. “So what’s going on?” asks Chanyeol. “Nothing,” Baekhyun and I both blurt out, making Chen and Chanyeol look at us more suspiciously. “With all due respect sir,” starts out Chanyeol, “why are you sitting with Y/N? Attendings don’t usually hang out with interns.” “Oh, umm, well I was just explaining to Y/N the procedure of the surgery we’re doing tomorrow. She’s going to be scrubbing in and I wanted to make sure she was prepared.” “Wait,” says a voice next to Baekhyun. We turn to see Jihyo with her lunch, staring down at Baekhyun. She pulls the chair next to him and sits down. “Why aren’t you explaining the procedure to me as well?” “Well there’s only space for one intern to scrub in and I’ve chosen Y/N.” “What? Why her?” She looks my way, shooting me threatening glares causing me to look down at my newly owned salad as if it’s the most interesting thing in the room. Before Baekhyun can reply, Chen speaks. “What a lovely surprise it is to see you Jihyo.” Chen tilts his head to the side. “You don’t usually eat lunch with us so why are you here now? Hmm?” Chen is a real one. He knows how much Jihyo despises me because of Baekhyun and now this is payback. She coughs awkwardly. “What are you t-talking about? I-I always eat lunch with you guys.” “No you don’t,” interjects Chanyeol. “I’m pretty sure this is the first time you’ve eaten lunch with us.” “I think I’m going to go now,” stands Baekhyun. “I’ll see you later Y/N.” “Wait,” calls out Jihyo. “Where are you going?” “I think I’m going to check on Siwon to see if his vitals are stable.” “I’ll go with you,” blurts out Jihyo. “Don’t you want to stay here with your friends?” “They’re not really my friends. I’ll go with you.” Chen clutches his heart jokingly and pretends to faint on Chanyeol. Baekhyun begins walking away and Jihyo gets up and follows behind. “Did she really just say that?” asks Chen. “Yeah, she did,” I say calmly. ~ “How are you feeling today Siwon?” He smiles at me with a gentle grin. “I’m okay for now Y/N. Thank you.” “No problem,” I smile. I go towards his screen and check his vitals. “Everything seems to be good. You ready for your surgery tomorrow?” “I have no choice but to be ready.” “True,” I chuckle. “Have you talked to Dr. Byun yet?” My eyes widen at the mention of Baekhyun. “What do you mean?” “I’m not deaf you know, I can hear your conversations. Especially when I’m in this hospital bed with nothing to do, I can’t help but find some sort of entertainment with whatever is around me.” I open my mouth to say something but nothing comes out. He pats the side of his bed, making space for me to sit. I sit and he smiles at me with pity. “So have you spoken to him?” “Not really.” “What do you mean ‘not really’?” I sigh. “It’s complicated. How much do you know about Dr. Byun and I? "Enough to know that he likes you and you like him, but you don’t want to date him because he’s your boss. And something happened between you two and now he wants to talk about it.” “You got it spot on.” “I’ve been told I’m a good listener.” I laugh sarcastically. “I’ve been told I’m a horrible listener.” “I can see that.” I laugh and get up when I hear a knock on the door. “Sorry to interrupt,” says Baekhyun at the door. “Can I steal Y/N for a little bit?” “By all means,” says Siwon. I look back at Siwon and he gives me a playful wink, causing me to roll my eyes. I walk over to where Baekhyun is now, at the nurse reception. “You called?” I say monotonous. “We never finished talking and I’m letting you scrub in.” “Okay …” “Let’s go into an on-call room.” “Fine.” I follow him into the closest on-call room and close the door behind us. I look around to see if anybody else is in here and when the coast is clear, I sit on the bed next to Baekhyun. “What’s up?” I turn to face him. “Go out with me.” “No.” “Please.” “No.” “Why?” “No.” “C'mon Y/N,” he whines. “No.” “I promise I’ll treat you right.” “I’m sure you will Baekhyun but it’s others that won’t once they find out we’re dating.” “I won’t let anything happen to you.” I stay quiet for a bit. He really seems genuine and I do like him but there are so many things at stake here. “Just one date,” he pleads. “And then if you don’t want to continue dating then we’ll go back to normal.” One date? How bad could it be? I bite my lip and look into his pleading, puppy-dog eyes. “Fine.” “Really?” “Yes.” “Oh my god, thank you! You don’t understand how much I like you. I was worried you wouldn’t like me back. And working with you is so hard because I want you so bad but-” I grab his face and crash my lips onto his to stop his rambling. He’s stiff at first but then melts into the kiss. His hands travel to my waist and the kiss soon becomes more heated as he pushes his tongue through my lips, eliciting a muffled moan from me. He slowly pushes me down on my back and hovers over me without breaking the kiss. With another roll of his tongue, I moan again causing him to break the kiss. “God I love those sounds you’re making, baby.” I slowly begin to regain my conscience and realize what’s going on. When he leans in for another kiss, I put a hand on his chest, pushing him back a little. I try to ignore my thoughts of how firm his chest is and sit up. He looks at me with confused and worried eyes. “We’ll save this for our first date,” I say nonchalantly. He smiles sweetly and nods. He soon realizes he’s still on me and scrambles off, causing him to accidentally fall off the bed. I quickly get off the bed and attend to his side. “Are you okay?” “Yeah, I’m fine,” he groans. His mood suddenly changes and he’s looking at me with those puppy-dog eyes again. “I would feel much better if you would give me a kiss.” I roll my eyes but nonetheless give him a small peck on his lips. I laugh when his lips chase after mine, wanting more. I put a finger on his lips to stop him from going any further. “Be patient,” I warn. At the sound of the door opening, we back away from each other, looking like deer caught in headlights. I look up to see Chanyeol at the doorway, looking a little flabbergasted. “What’s going on?” He asks softly. “I was, uh, sleeping in here when I heard a thump and, uh, saw Baek- I mean Dr. Byun on the floor. He must have fallen off the bed.” Chanyeol’s face turns into a face of relief, seeming to believe my story. “Oh okay, well Chen’s looking for you. Since our shift is over, we were thinking of going to the bar across the street. You wanna come?” “Bar?” repeats Baekhyun. Chanyeol seems to have forgotten he was there because he begins to stutter. “Umm, yes sir. If you want, umm, you can come too sir …” I shake my head really fast trying to make Chanyeol take it back. Baekhyun turns to look at me and I freeze, giving him a friendly smile. “Yeah sure. Maybe I’ll stop by,” replies Baekhyun. “Great,” I say with an awkward undertone. I get up and start walking to the door. “Well we better get going, let’s go Chanyeol.” I walk out of the room to the locker room where Chen is, Chanyeol following behind. Once I get to Chen, I turn around and angrily stare at the tall being in front of me. For such a tall person, he seems to cower easily. “What the hell, Chanyeol!” I yell. “Wait, what’s going on?” asks a worried Chen. “Chanyeol invited our boss to have drinks with us.” “What the hell Chanyeol!” repeats Chen. “I’m sorry, he was there and it would be kind of rude not to invite him,” mumbles Chanyeol. “Wait, which boss?” asks Chen “Dr. Byun,” mutters Chanyeol. Chen looks at me for a second and then back at Chanyeol. “Okay, that’s not so bad. It’s better than Dr. Kim. God, that man scares me.” “See Y/N. It’s not so bad,” says Chanyeol. “No, you’re still stupid but you’re not a complete dumbass,” says Chen. “Hey!” yells Chanyeol. “It’s fine Chanyeol,” I say out of pity. “You were just being polite. And you’re not stupid.” I jump up to mess up his hair and then turn around to change.

A/N: hope you all liked it. feel free to ask me any questions and keep me updated about you all think about the fic.

Saving Lives pt. 8

Pairing: Baekhyun x Reader

Genre: series, doctor!baekhyun au, fluff, angst, smut (in later chapters)

Word Count: 3,323

Summary: You’re about to start your internship in Seoul’s most prestigious hospital but before you devote your whole life to medicine, you decide to have one more night of freedom. But, what happens when that one night follows you to your job in the hospital? (inspired by Grey’s Anatomy)

A/N: I’m so soooooooorry!! I know I said I would update soon especially because I had winter vacation but I had writers block and I got really distracted but I’m updating now and I don’t have writers block anymore, aye. I also have some great news and for those of you that actually read the Author’s Note, I got a full-tuition scholarship to my dream university! So now I don’t have to worry about college apps or acceptance letters, or finding a way to pay for tuition cause its all paid for. Well anyways back, to the story, ENJOY! (oh and btw I didn’t proof read because I wanted to get this on here ASAP so sorry if there are any mistakes, I’ll fix them when I can)

Part 1, Part 2, Part 3, Part 4, Part 5, Part 6, Part 7, Part 8, Part 9, Part 10

Part 8: We’re in the bar, sitting at a round table, our drinks in front us, talking about the dumbest things ever. “But I swear that patient was hitting on me,” says Chen confidently.

“No she wasn’t,” contradicts Chanyeol. “Her asking you for more morphine is not flirting.” Chanyeol and I burst into laughter as Chen turns red and tries to convince us even further. “What’s so funny?” We all turn around to the voice and came into contact with Baekhyun and Dr. Kim. “Dr. Byun, you made it,” said Chen awkwardly. “Please, call me Baekhyun outside of the hospital and I hope you don’t mind but I invited Minseok to join us.” “Who’s Minseok?” asks Chanyeol. “I’m Minseok,” says Dr. Kim. We’ve never heard anyone refer to him by his first name so hearing it for the first time was a little weird, probably even more so since we’ve had a bit to drink. “Since we’re outside of the hospital you can call me Minseok but if you dare call me that in front of my colleagues, I will make sure none of you see the inside of an O.R. again. Understood?” “Yes s-sir,” we all mutter. “Be easy on them Minseok,” says Baekhyun. “You’re only a couple of years older than them. Let’s sit.” Baekhyun and Minseok take a seat, Baekhyun making sure he takes the seat next to me. He looks at me innocently and smiles with all his teeth making me scoff, bringing my attention to the group. It’s awkward and quiet, no one is saying anything. I sip my drink hoping someone starts the conversation. Luckily, Chanyeol speaks first. “So, how’s everyone doing?” I suddenly feel a hand on my thigh and I know exactly who’s it is. “I’m doing much better,” says Baekhyun with a smirk. “I’d be better if I had a drink,” remarks Minseok. I stand up immediately, trying to remove myself from this awkward encounter and from Baekhyun. “I’ll go get them. We all need refills anyways.” “I’ll help her,” says Baekhyun. I inwardly curse at myself and turn towards the bar. “What are you doing Baekhyun?” I say as we walk towards the bar. “What? I’m just here having drinks with my date’s friends.” “I’m not your date.” “I was talking about Chanyeol.” I burst into a fit of laughter at the sudden joke. I see him smile at his own joke. His smile is not too bad. I wouldn’t mind seeing it all day. Maybe he’s not so bad. Maybe I should give him a chance. We get to the bar and wait for the bartender to attend us. “Deja vu,” Baekhyun turns to face me. “Shut up,” I roll my eyes, knowing he’s remembering about the first time we met at the bar of a club. “Hey Y/N,” says the bartender. “Hi, Jisoo,” I smile politely at him. “Can I get a round of 5?” “Anything for you,” he winks and then disappears to get my order. “Who the hell was that?” asks Baekhyun annoyingly. “The bartender? He serves us drinks,” I say as if it’s obvious. “Yeah, but how does he know you?” “We come here a lot.” Before Baekhyun can say anything else, Jisoo comes back with our drinks. “Here you go. Do you need help caring it to your table?” Before I can say anything, Baekhyun swoops over and grabs the tray of drinks from Jisoo’s hands. “No, I got it.” Baekhyun begins walking over to the table, leaving me behind. “Is he your boyfriend or something?” asks Jisoo. “No. It’s complicated,” I say embarrassed. “Oh so you like him?” he smirks. “What?! No!” I blurt out. He looks at me with questioning eyes that know I’m lying. “Okay fine, I do.” He chuckles, “He seems like a good guy. If he’s jealous, then that means he truly cares for you.” “Yeah, I know.” “Is he also a surgeon?” “Yeah.” “See, you two already have something in common. You should give him a chance.” “That’s the thing, Jisoo. He’s my boss.” He seems taken aback by this new information but nonetheless keeps his calm composure. “Ohhh, I get it. Well, I still think you should give him a chance. And he’s not so bad looking. He’s not as pretty as me but he’ll do.” All of a sudden, Jisoo’s eyes seemed to be intrigued by something behind me because his smile gets wider. “You should bring him over more often by the way. I like messing with him.” At that, I feel a hand on the small of my back. I turn to see Baekhyun eyeing Jisoo suspiciously. “The group’s wondering where you are. We should go.” “Fine,” I stand. “I’ll see you later, Y/N,” smirks Jisoo. I try to wave at him but is quickly pulled away towards the group by Baekhyun’s firm hand on my waist. As we’re walking towards the group, I try to remove Baekhyun’s hand off of me. “Baekhyun, let go. I don’t want the others to see us.” His hand tightens around my waist. “Well I do,” his voice much deeper now. “I want everyone to know you’re mine.” “I’m not yours. I’m my own person, now let go.” I try to remove his hand again but he won’t budge. His anger and possessiveness seem to be blurring his reason. I have to do something before people see us. I abruptly push him to the side out of the view of the group, catching him off guard. We’re now at a dark part of the bar near the dart board. “What the hel-” Before he can finish his sentence, I wrap my arms around his neck and drag his head lower to kiss him on the lips. He’s in complete shock at first, lips firm and still but then melts into the kiss, wrapping both of his arms around my waist. I break the kiss slowly before my lungs give out. I look at him as his eye flutter open. He’s blushing now, so I know the old playful Baekhyun is back. “Are you okay now?” I say quietly, our faces still in close proximity. He nods slowly, cheeks still tinted pink. “Good, now let’s go back to the group.” I get out of his embrace and grab his hand as I drag him towards the group. Once we get back into the vision line of the group, I let go of his hand, making me feel weirdly empty. When we return to the table, we encounter a giggly Chen, a confused Chanyeol and an irritated Minseok and they’re not even drunk yet. “Wait so if you’re from Canada, then why don’t you have an accent?” asks Chanyeol Minseok rolls his eyes and chugs his beer to avoid the stupid question. “So what’s going on?” I ask as if nothing happened. “Nothing, we’re just getting to know our resident supervisor,” says Chen, causing Minseok to pinch his nose in annoyance. “We were planning on playing darts once you came. You down?” “You know I suck at darts.” “That’s what makes it more fun,” laughs Chen. “Remember when you accidentally stabbed that scary guy with a dart but then he forgave you because you-” “Okay,” I interrupt Chanyeol before he can finish that embarrassing story. I look towards Baekhyun already looking at me with his brows raised wondering what the story is about. Before he can open his mouth to speak, I blurt out: “Let’s play darts.” “For money,” says Chen. “Baekhyun, Minseok, are you in?” “I’m down,” says Baekhyun. He looks at Minseok and he shakes his head no. “Fine, then you’ll be the ref.” “Should we have teams?” suggests Chen. “I call Y/N,” blurts out Chanyeol. “Why if she sucks?” asks Chen. Chanyeol seems a little taken aback by the question, especially with everyone staring at him. “I- uh, don’t want her to feel left out when no one picks her.” “Hey!” I accuse. “Are you saying no one wants to pair up with me?” “That’s exactly what he’s saying cause it’s true,” says Chen. “I want her on my team,” says Baekhyun nonchalantly. “I won’t mind teaching her and then splitting the money once we win.” “Oh you’re on pretty boy,” says Chen. He gets up and pulls Chanyeol to his feet. “Let’s go Chanyeol, we’re gonna win brain surgeon and his girlfriend here and strip them of their money.” I freeze at the name and Baekhyun must have noticed because he’s smirking at me. He holds out what I presume to be a friendly hand and I take it nonetheless as he takes me to the dart board where Chanyeol and Chen are practicing. “Okay so there’s going to be five rounds and at every round, each person gets two tries,” says Minseok. “At each round, everybody puts in five dollars and it’s winner takes all. I’ll be keeping track of the score.” “Got it,” says Chen. “We’ll go first.” Everyone stands to the side as Chen gets ready for his turn. He has two darts in his hand and is eyeing the dart board, mumbling some words to himself. We stand here watching him for quite some time now and I begin getting impatient. “Just hit it, Chen,” I say with a sigh. He looks at me with threatening eyes but nonetheless grabs a dart and throws it at the board then does the same with the other dart. He makes both darts a couple inches away from the bullseye causing him to curse under his breath. Next is Chanyeol and he basically gets the same score as Chen, receiving a smack in the head from his angry partner. Now it’s our turn. Baekhyun steps up first. He concentrates at the dart board, swings his hand back and throws the dart. He makes in centimeters away from the bullseye, closer than Chen and Chanyeol. He does the same with his other dart and makes it around the same place as his last dart. He turns towards me and motions me over. I walk towards him slowly, eyeing him suspiciously. He grabs my hand and places two darts in them. He then grabs my hips and positions then firmly against his body, my back against his chest. Caught off guard by his confidence, I don’t notice the confused murmurs from the others. He puts his arms over mine and begins giving me a walk through of how to throw the dart. “Okay look at the board,” he says against my ear, quiet enough only for me to hear. “Just focus on the bullseye. Then swing back loosely.” He grabs my wrist and swings my arm at the pace he wants. “Then let go when you feel ready.” I turn to face him, bad idea now that our faces are really close to proximity. I look him in the eyes and almost forgot my question until he hummed, waiting for me to say something. “Umm, how do I know when it’s the right to time to throw?” “You’ll just know,” he simply says. “Now let’s try it.” He repositions my hips, leaving tingles on the places where his hands have been. “I’m gonna help you with the swinging and  then you let go, okay?” I nod obediently and begin to swing my arm. I’m more nervous than I should be for a game of darts. Maybe it’s because of the money? Or maybe it’s because of how close Baekhyun is, his breath on my neck, giving me goose bumps with his arms around me. It could also be the suspicious looks and murmurs coming from the people looking at us. All of a sudden, my thoughts are interrupted by Baekhyun’s voice in my ear. “Throw when you’re ready.” I nod and take a deep breath. Okay, I can do this. After two swings I let go of the dart. I close my eyes as soon as I hear it hit the board, too scared to see the score and ruin the chances of Baekhyun and I winning. All of a sudden I hear screams of “What!?” and open my eyes to see that I hit the bullseye. I turn around slowly to see Chen screaming at Chanyeol and Chanyeol almost crying. I then turn to see Baekhyun’s head back, laughing at them and their failure. “How the hell did she get a bullseye?” yells Chen. He turns to me and then turns to Chanyeol. “I want to change partners.” He walks over and pushes me out of the way to face Baekhyun. “I want you as my partner. Hold me like you held Y/N.” We all burst into laughter at his desperateness and Baekhyun’s uncomfortable face. I go in between Baekhyun and Chen and place a hand on Chen’s chest. “Too bad Chen, he’s mine. Go back and apologize to Chanyeol.” He mumbles something under his breath and walks back to Chanyeol. I suddenly feel hands snake their way around my waist and a breath on my ear. “So I’m yours, huh?” I soon realize what I had said and feel the blush creep onto my face. “N-no. I mean as in dart partners. Don’t go assuming things.” He chuckles in my ear. “Whatever you say, babe.” I shove him off of me so that we won’t get any suspicious looks. “Okay let’s just continue the game,” I say. We continue on with the game and Chen and Chanyeol soon catch up, causing each of them to send a devious smirk. It’s the last round and everyone has gone besides me. We’re three points down and it’s up to me to win. I have two tries, it shouldn’t be that hard. I stand in front of the board, getting ready to throw. I aim and just as I throw the first dart, Chen screams in my ear causing the throw to come out chaotic and miss the board completely. “What the hell Chen!! That’s cheating!” I yell. I turn to Minseok, “ref, I request their disqualification.” “What?” yells back Chen. “That wasn’t against the rules. They said I can’t touch you while you were playing but they never said I couldn’t yell.” “He’s right, sorry,” said Minseok. “Fine.” I go back to my spot and try to concentrate, but then I get an idea. I turn to Baekhyun, lean into his ear, and whisper. Chen and Chanyeol look alarmed at first trying to hear what I’m saying. I soon back away as Baekhyun nods. He walks behind Chen and covers his mouth, embracing Chen’s flailing arms with his free one. Chen is squirming but can’t break out of Baek’s embrace. “That’s cheating,” exclaims a frightened Chanyeol. “No, it’s not,” I smirk. “He’s not the one playing so Baekhyun’s allowed to touch him. And wasn’t it Chen that said he wanted Baek to hold him.” Minseok and I begin laughing while I bring my attention back to the board. “I trust that you won’t try anything Chanyeol,” I say without looking away from the board. I position myself to throw the final dart. I breathe in and out. Okay, I can do this. Just throw. And with that, I let go of the dart to see it hit the bullseye directly. I scream in victory and run towards Baekhyun. He coming towards me as well and I jump in his arms and kiss him straight on the lips. He’s surprised at first, eyes wide and lips firm but he then relaxes and leans into the kiss, his arms wrapping around me further. “What’s going on?” says Chanyeol shockingly and I soon realize how wrong Baekhyun and I must look right now. I lean away from his face and he puts me down, his arms still around me. I try to get out of his embrace but he won’t budge. Chanyeol repeats the question more persistently than before. Before I can make up an excuse, Baekhyun speaks. “Y/N and I are dating.” Chanyeol’s mouth opens in shock and he looks around to see Chen and Minseok calm. “How are you two calm about this?” “I kind of already knew,” says Chen. “Me too,” says Minseok. “What?! How?!” “Y/N’s my best friend. She tells me everything,” says Chen. “Baekhyun confided in me with this information,” says Minseok. Baekhyun coughs as if offended by something. Minseok rolls his eyes and speaks again. “I guess we’re like best friends too.” “What?” says Chanyeol out of breath. He seems to be taking the news really badly. “I- uh, I need to use the restroom.” With that he storms to the restroom, leaving us in awe. “I’ll go check up on him,” says Chen. Chen walks over to where Chanyeol headed. I untangle myself from Baekhyun’s embrace and make my way to where Minseok is at. I pull out a chair and slump down as I put my head in my hands and let out a huge sigh. This could not have gone any worse. As I think about how to fake my own death, I hear the chair next to scrape against the floor and feel an arm around me. “Are you okay?” asks Baekhyun softly. I lift my head up and look at him aggravatingly. “Am I okay? What do you think Baekhyun!? I told you this was going to happen! You should have never said anything,” I yell at him. “Then when?!” he yells back. “What?” “When will we tell people about us? I don’t want to keep this a secret forever! It was going to happen sooner or later and I chose sooner.” “This isn’t only about you, Baekhyun! This is my relationship too! You should also have my consent when you want to tell people about us.” “YOU-” “SHUT UP!” interrupts Minseok. We both look at him quietly and it seems like he’s blowing steam. “Shut. Up. Stop fighting. I’m too drunk and tired for this,” he says. We blink at him, too scared to say anything. He notices he has our attention so he continues. “Baekhyun, you should have consulted with Y/N first before blabbing about your relationship. Y/N you can’t keep it to yourselves forever. You have to consider Baekhyun’s feelings too. Now that it’s settled. Shut up and make up.” We’re both still in frozen shock, staring back at Minseok. He seems to notice and rolls his eye before barking “NOW!” We both jump and turn towards each other. “I’m sorry,” I mumble. “I’m sorry too,” Baekhyun says back. “Can we please just keep this relationship between people that we really trust?” I say. Baekhyun gives me a disappointed look before I add, “at least until we become more serious.” He then smiles and nods his head fast, like a puppy. I laugh and lean in to give him a kiss. He smirks into the kiss before a cough interrupts us. We back away to see Chen looking down at us. “Umm, Y/N can I talk to you?” “Yeah,” I mutter. I untangle myself from Baekhyun’s embrace and get up to follow Chen to a more secluded part of the bar. “What’s up? Where’s Chanyeol?” I ask worriedly. “He left.” “He left?!” “Yeah.” “Why?” “Because he likes you.” “Wh-what?” “That’s why he took the news rather oddly. He told me that he liked you since the first day at the hospital. He couldn’t stand to see you and Baekhyun together so he left.” “Crap. Do you think he’s going to tell people?” I ask. Chen’s brows furrow. “Are you kidding me? That’s not what’s important right now. What you really have to worry about is how Chanyeol’s feeling and how you're going to make it up to him.” “You’re right. I’m being selfish right now.” Chen places a comforting hand on my shoulder and sighs. “It’s fine. I’m sure he’ll forgive you and everything will go back to normal.” “I sure hope so.”

A/N: Well, tell me what you think. Send me messages, I love when you all send me stuff. 

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Midnight Snack - Jungkook x Reader

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Best Friend of my FWB (M) - Jungkook x Reader, Jimin x Reader

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Into You (M) - Luhan x Reader

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Saving Lives (M) - Baekhyun x Reader

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Best Friend of my FWB pt. 4

Pairing: Jungkook x Reader, Jimin x Reader

Genre: series, smut (not in this chapter), fluff, angst, au

Word Count: 6,304

Warnings: Swearing, sexual references

Summary: You and Jimin have been friends with benefits for a while. Because of that, you’ve met his best friend Jungkook on several occasions. Some of those moments were not so appropriate. But your not-so-existent relationship with Jungkook changes when you work at the same place as him and have to pretend to be his girlfriend.

A/N: I’m sorry for not posting for a while and being super inconsistent. I have finally found the time and will to post and write again. I promise I will post again and I am excited to continue to write and complete all my series. 

Part 1, Part 2, Part 3, Part 4, Part 5, Part 6, Part 7, Part 8

Part 4 

Jungkook had trouble sleeping all night. He stared at the ceiling until you had completely fallen asleep before looking at you and taking in the situation. He’s in your bed, nervous, half naked and only wearing boxers, with you who is pantsless and dead asleep. The only person he knows that has experienced something similar to this is Jimin but you do way more than just sleep. He knows he should be sleeping but he can’t bring himself to do so.

In attempt to go to sleep, he shuts his eyes and hopes for the best. It is when he feels the warmth of your body snuggle closer to him that he open his eyes again.

He opens his eyes to see you (in your sleep) place your head on his bare chest and wrap your arms around him. He holds his breath, not necessarily knowing what to do. He feels you shiver slightly when he notices the blanket isn’t fully on you. He grabs the blanket and covers both of your bodies as his arms instinctively wrap around you, keeping you warm. It’s not as uncomfortable as he initially thought it would be. His eyes slowly gave out and he went into deep slumber.

It wasn’t until he heard your alarm ring that he was awake again. Still half asleep, he feels a warm body try to slip from his embrace. He groans as he pulls back the warmth and snuggles it more. It wasn’t until you grumble his name does he finally realize he is in your bed. He completely forgot he slept over. He immediately shoots his eyes open, and lets go of your body only to notice that he was spooning you, your back pressed against his chest.

You reach over and shut off your alarm before turning around and facing Jungkook. You smile at his swollen face as you reach over and place a hand on each side of his face. You squeeze his face together as he laughs at your actions.

“You look so cute when you wake up,” you say, squeezing his face more.

Jungkook blushes but reaches over and does the same thing to you. “So do you.”

You let go with a laugh. “Let’s go have breakfast.”

~

You both arrive at work ready to take on the day. You’ve been practicing your speech in the car while Jungkook drove, making a stop at his place for a new change of clothes.

You both enter the conference room where your team is patiently waiting to present. As soon as you enter the room, you both receive frightened and timid looks. You try not to let the situation get to you as you rehearse your speech again to Jungkook. It wasn’t until a sudden cough interrupts you, both of you turning your attention to the person. Jin coughs awkwardly before speaking. "I, uh, wanted to apologize for being rude, to both of you yesterday and the days before that. None of you deserved that and I’m sorry I put you both in that position. You two really do make a good couple. I was being an uncooperative co-worker and giving you both a hard time for no reason. I’m really sorry."

The rest of the staff agree, stating their apologies and compliments all at once. Everyone except Mina of course.

“It’s fine. Just pay me back by doing well on today’s presentation,” you smile.

Everyone nods and mumble “yes ma’am”.

Jungkook stares at you with a warm smile on his face. You always manage to forgive people. He can see how nice and caring you are that it makes it harder for him not to stare. You turn to look at him and smile as well, placing your hand on his cheek. “This means you too Jungkook,” you say, attaining his attention from his temporary daze.

“Yeah absolutely,” he says quietly.

~

The presentation went well, the company seemed to like the new additions and everyone was praised. The staff received a couple of days to rest after all the work they’ve done.

Now Jungkook is meeting up with his friend Namjoon now that he’s back from a business trip in the United States. He walks into the coffee shop and smiles once he sees Namjoon. He’s kind of like an older brother to Jungkook.

“Hey,” says Namjoon as he hugs Jungkook.

“Hey, what’s up?” says Jungkook once he sits down, coffee already in front of him, curtesy of Namjoon.

“Nothing much. Just got back from the states so a bit jet lagged. I still need to catch up on work. But how are you? How’s work?” Namjoon also happens to work at the same company but he travels a lot because he’s in the global outreach department. And it helps that he speaks many languages.

“I’ve had a crazy time,” says Jungkook, as he takes a sip of his coffee.

“How so?”

“I really wish you would have been here sooner so I could have told you about everything and seek some advice. Or rather just have someone to hear me ramble because so much is going through my head right now” says a stressed Jungkook.

“Well I’m here now. I’m all ears.”

“Okay well there’s this girl-“

“Is it Mina? Did you finally fall under her spell? Are you being held hostage by her? Cough twice if you need help-“

“No its not Mina. It’s Jimin’s friend with benefits who is technically my friend as well now.”

“Oh no Jungkook. What have you gotten yourself into?”

“Hear me out. I’m in too deep.”

“What do you mean?”

“Listen. It’s complicated. I should have told you sooner-“

“You’re dating her?”

“No. I’m pretending to date her-“

“So are you having pretend sex too?”

“Oh my god Namjoon listen.”

“Okay, okay. I’m sorry. Continue.”

“So you know how Mina is a psycho and she’s literally everywhere I go? Including at work.”

“Yeah.”

“Well Y/N, that’s her name, happens to also work there now and is helping me get Mina off my back.”

“By pretending to date you,” chimes in Namjoon.

“Exactly.”

“Who already happens to be Jimin’s friend with benefits.”

“Yeah.”

“And Jimin is okay with that?”

“Yeah, sort of.”

“Okay. This still doesn’t explain why you’re freaking out.”

“Well I’ve realized some things a couple of days ago when I stayed over at her place.”

“Why were you at her place?”

“Some things happened so I had to drive her back to her apartment and I didn’t have a way back to mine so she offered for me to stay at her place.”

“Okay, so?”

“In her bed.”

“Okay.”

“With her also in it.”

“I don’t see the problem here.” Namjoon suddenly gasps, “did you and Jimin have a threesome with that girl?”

“What? No! He was too busy banging another girl. And let me finish.”

“Okay sorry. Continue. So you said you were just friends.”

“That is the problem Namjoon. I don’t want to be just friends with her.”

“Oh, I get it now. Kookie has a crush. On his best friend’s sex partner.”

“Don’t say it like that. But yes, I’ve never actually said it or admitted it out loud before.”

“Well I feel honored.”

“Okay so what should I do?”

“Tell her you like her.”

“I can’t. She says she doesn’t like to date.”

“And yet she’s pretending to date you?”

“Yeah. She says its fun pretending but the real thing never works out. And she said she’s doing me this favor as a friend.”

“Wait, so what do you both do to give the impression that you’re dating?”

“We’re affectionate sometimes, like we hold hands and kiss-“

“Wait? You also kiss? You’re going full force?”

“We have to with Mina around. She won’t take the hint.”

“Okay. Okay. So why were you at her place again?”

“Because she punched one of our coworkers in the face and injured her hand so I had to drive her home when she usually drives me home.”

“Wow. Okay that is a lot to take in. And you really like her?”

“A lot.”

“She doesn’t seem like your type.”

“And what would my type be?”

“I don’t know,” Namjoon takes a sip from his drink before continuing. “I’ve always imagined you with a girl more like you. Subtle, calm, not so adventurous.”

“So you’re basically saying I’m boring.”

“Not exactly but you do seem to follow the rules a lot of the time.”

“And that’s what I like about her. She’s so courageous and fun. And easy to talk to. And you know how much trouble I have talking to girls.”

“That’s true. Wow, Kookie. I’ve never seen you so smitten.”

Jungkook chuckles. “Yeah I know.”

“Do you have a picture of her?”

“Yeah I do.” Jungkook pulls out his phone and shows him the picture of when you, him, and Jimin went to celebrate at that kbbq joint.

“Wow, she’s hot. How did Jimin manage to sleep with that?”

“That’s another problem. Jimin still sleeps with her. And she claims he’s one of the best she’s ever had.”

“It’s hard to compete with your best friend.”

“I know. My life is a mess.”

“Well maybe you should just try being her friend first. And things will soon fall into place. It’s hard to predetermine things like this.”

“Yeah, you’re right.”

“She seems pretty cool. I would love to meet her.”

“Yeah well you’ll see her at work. I’ll introduce you.”

“Cool,” Namjoon takes another sip of his drink before humming. “Oh by the way, who did she punch from work?”

“Jin, Mina’s friend.”

“Oh that guy. Yeah he’s a dick. He probably deserved it.”

“He did,” Jungkook chuckled.

Jungkook and Namjoon continue to chat longer, catching up with one another.

~

You finally have a break from work and decided to spend the day at Jimin’s place. You’re both on the couch cuddling under a blanket scrolling through Netflix when he place his fingers on your chin and turns your head slowly towards him as he begins to kiss your lips. You smile into the soft yet passionate kiss but soon separate once you hear his front door open. You both look toward the noise when you see a happy Jungkook emerge.

“Hey guys, I brought fried chicken,” he says as he holds up the bag full of food.

“Yay,” you say joyfully as you get up to hug Jungkook. “You can sit there,” you say as you point at the couch. “I’ll be back.”

Jimin stares at Jungkook with furrowed brows as he makes his way to the couch where you previously were. “Umm Jungkook. What are you doing here? This is a Netflix and chill session between Y/N and I.”

“Oh, I thought-“

“I invited him,” you interrupt Jungkook as you come back into the living room with 3 plates and drinks.  

“What? Why?” whines Jimin.

“Because we’ve been talking about wanting to watch this documentary for a while and now we finally have time to watch it,” you say as if it’s obvious. You place the plates and drinks on the coffee table in front of you as you sit between both Jimin and Jungkook.

“I thought we could have some alone time.  Cmon, you’re giving me blue balls here. And plus you’re always with Jungkook.”

“Jimin you can’t just kick out Jungkook. And plus you owe him from the other night.”

Jimin groans. “Fine. But only because he brought chicken.”

You turn and smile at Jungkook as you hand him a plate for his chicken. All three of you dig in to the chicken as you watch the martial arts documentary.

There was this one scene where a student breaks his hand breaking cement blocks as part of his training.

“Wow, that’s talent,” you say in amazement.

“How’s your hand by the way?” Jungkook says looking at you expectantly.

“It’s better,” you say as you extend your bandaged hand examining it. “The doctor said it should be fine for the dinner next weekend.”

“What dinner?” asks Jimin.

“Our company is having a formal dinner to launch the new app. Which by the way Jungkook, I think we should color coordinate our outfits. It’ll be really cute.”

“Why aren’t you taking me as your date?”

asks a pouty Jimin.

“Because Jungkook is my work boyfriend and he has to go anyway. It’s mandatory.”

“That’s not fair, you’re always with Jungkook.”

“I can’t just bring another date when my boyfriend is right there. Plus it’s a company thing, you’ll think it’s boring anyway.”

“You never take me out,” Jimin crosses his arms like a little kid who got grounded. “I want free drinks and a fancy dinner too.”

“How about this? Jungkook can bring you as his plus one and I’ll bring one of my really hot friends to be your date. That way you have some entertainment and Jungkook and I can network at the event.”

“Yay! I’m down with that,” says an excited Jimin.

You turn to Jungkook. “It’ll be good to bring more people anyway. It’s an 8 person table. It’ll be me, you, Jimin, his date, Taehyung, and your friend Namjoon.”

“There will be two extra seats left,” says Jungkook.

“We’ll just rsvp and fill in our seating card with the people we want at our table and the company can fill the two other seats with whoever they want,” you say.

“Sounds good,” says Jungkook.

“I’ll be wearing a black dress so make sure to wear something that goes with that.”

“I’ll try,” says a nervous Jungkook.

“How about tomorrow I go through your closet and I’ll pick something out for you?”

“That’ll be better,” says a relieved Jungkook.

“Tell your friend to wear something sexy,” says Jimin.

“I’ll just show her a picture of you and she’ll dress how she feels like it.”

“She’s definitely going to dress sexy then,” says Jimin confidently.

You roll your eyes and turn your attention back to the documentary.

~

It’s the day of the dinner and you’re all glammed up with a simple, yet tight black dress with your hair down in elegant waves. It’s a fitting yet formal dress that hugs you in all the right places. It’s a long, off the shoulders dress with a slit on the side to add a sexy touch. You are did up but not excessively where it looks you tried too hard. You’re in the car with your friend Seolhyun as you make your way to Jimin’s place to pick him and Jungkook up.

“Thanks for inviting me Y/N. I’m really excited,” says Seolhyun.

“I should be the one thanking you for doing me the favor of coming. I know it will get a bit boring and you’ll be keeping Jimin company.”

“No it’s my pleasure,” says Seolhyun with a flawless smile. “He’s really cute. I can’t wait to meet him.”

“Yeah he is,” you smile as you drive.

“Is he single?” she asks curiously.

“Yes he is,” you turn and wink at her.

“Do you think he’ll like me?”

“Of course he will. You’re charming and kind. Plus you’re gorgeous. He’ll be stupid not to like you.”

“Thanks,” she blushes.

“We’re here,” you say as you pull into the curb.

You both step out of the car and walk to the front door. You ring the door bell and wait for the door to open. Jimin opens the door to have his jaw drop at the sight of you.

“You look amazing,” he says in awe. He steps aside as he lets you and Seolhyun enter his place.

“Thanks,” you say as you lean in to hug him. “Don’t tell her about our relationship, we’re just friends, got it?,” you whisper in his ear. Once you lean away from the hug, you examine his face for confirmation. He winks at you confirming he won’t tell Seolhyun you’re friends with benefits. You smile back and nod.

“Wow Y/N. You look beautiful,” says Jungkook from behind you.

You turn around and smile. “Thanks Kookie,” you lean in to hug him before stepping back and checking him out. “You look handsome yourself.”

“You did pick out the outfit,” he chuckles. He’s wearing a simple black suit with a white button up and a bow tie.

“Yeah but you make it look better,” you wink at him. You turn around and face Jimin. “Jimin, this is my gorgeous friend Seolhyun. Treat her well or I’ll fight you.”

“Of course,” he smirks at you before turning his attention to Seolhyun. “Hi, I’m Jimin. I’ll be your date for tonight.”

She smiles, “I guess so.”

“And this is my cute boyfriend Jungkook,” you say as you face him.

“Hi, it’s nice to meet you,” says Jungkook politely.

“Likewise,” says Seolhyun with a smile. She then turns to you with a smirk. “Wow I never thought I’d see the day when my dear Y/N would actually be dating someone.”

“What do you mean?” asks Jimin.

“She was never the dating type, even in college. She liked being free and independent.”

“What can I say? My Kookie made me a changed woman,” you chuckle. “Now let’s head out before it gets late,” you say as you grab Jungkook’s hand and lead him toward the door as the rest follow. The car ride was filled with hilarious conversation and flirty comments between Jimin and Seolhyun.

“How are you feeling?” you ask Jungkook while you still face the road.

“I’m excited and nervous,” admits Jungkook.

“Why are you nervous?” you ask.

“Events like these make me nervous. Don’t get me wrong, they’re fun at times with the open bar but just talking to new people is stressful.”

“Well that’s why you have me. I’ll be right beside you and will do most of the talking if you want.”

“You’re the best, you know that?” says Jungkook.

“I do,” you say as you turn to wink at him before turning back to the road.

“Y/N,” calls Jimin. “You didn’t tell me you were a dancer.”

“I’m not,” you say.

“Yes you are you liar,” says Seolhyun. “She was the best dancer at our school. She would get the best solos and even won scholarships for dancing.”

“But I’m not a trained dancer. I just liked dancing. I was prelaw so I couldn’t pursue it anyway.”

“She didn’t even need training because she was just naturally talented,” Seolhyun hypes you up.

“Why are you guys talking about me? Did you know that Seolhyun was the youngest person at our school to assist on an open heart surgery. She’s badass.”

“Really?” asks Jimin. They continue talking in the back as you arrive to the hotel.

You hand your keys to the valet and head over to the hotel ballroom which was exclusively closed off by security due to the prestige of the company.

“Put your hand around my waist,” you tell Jungkook. He does as he’s told without question. “I want us to look like Mr. and Mrs. Smith.”

Jungkook chuckles still holding on to your waist.

Jimin stares intently at the way Jungkook was holding you. So this is how you both look together around people from work.

You hand the security guard the invitations as you all pass through into the gala.

You walk over to your table where you see Taehyung and Namjoon already chatting. Once they see you all approaching, they get up and gawk.

“Wow, you two look like spies,” says Taehyung.

You turn to Jungkook excitedly, “I told you!”

Jungkook laughs at your eagerness.

“Hi, I’m Namjoon. It’s nice to finally meet you,” says the tall man as he extends is hand to you.

You take it politely and shake it, “I’m Y/N. I’m assuming Jungkook has spoken about me since you said it’s nice to finally meet me.”

“Oh yeah he did,” chuckles Namjoon as he lets go of your hand.

“Good things I hope,” you say looking at Jungkook expectingly.

“Great things,” Namjoon says with a smirk.

“Hey Namjoon, long time no see,” says Jimin as he reaches over and hugs the man.

“Hey Jimin, how have you been?” asks Namjoon.

“Good, same old same old.”

Namjoon nods in understanding.

“This is my friend Seolhyun,” you say. “She’s also Jimin’s date.”

“Nice to meet you all,” says Seolhyun with a gentle smile.

“Shall we sit?” says Taehyung.

You all murmur in agreement as Jungkook pushes your chair in for you like a gentleman. “Thank you baby,” you say impressed by his manners.

Jungkook takes the seat to your left and smiles at you. “My pleasure.”

You both lean in for a peck on the lips all so naturally.

Jimin stares at you both in awe having never seen this side of either of you. You were never the affectionate type in public, let alone Jungkook with his shyness. He has this unsettling feeling every time he sees you both acting intimate.

“Not in the dinner table children,” says Namjoon from the end of the table.

You all sit in the round table with the dining wear already placed in front of you. The seating order is Namjoon at one end, then Taehyung to his right, then Jungkook, you, Jimin, and lastly Seolhyun. You were all having a general conversation about work and revealing how you all know each other when you hear the chairs in front of you move. You all look up to see Jin and Mina sitting down. You all look at them in silence.

“Jin lets go sit somewhere else,” says Mina.

“They seated us here. Plus we came late so there are no more seats left,” says Jin.

“Hey,” you say with a small smile, making an attempt to be nice.

“Hi Y/N,” says Jin politely, Mina completely ignoring you.

“Who are they?” Seolhyun whispers to Jimin.

“They’re some coworkers that have beef with Y/N and Jungkook,” says Jimin.

Jungkook leans into your ear. “Lets just ignore them and have a good night, yeah?”

He entangles your hands together and you smile. “Sure.”

Jimin is looking at you both in surprise at how natural it is for you both to act intimate. He’s never received this kind of attention from you before but you act this way with Jungkook so easily. He’s not sure how he feels about it yet but he can tell it’s not great.

“So how did you two meet?” asks Taehyung, also noticing how intimate you were being.

“We actually met through Jimin,” you say. “I was hang out with Jimin one day at his place and Jungkook just came in and we met.”

Jungkook blushes knowing exactly what you’re talking about. You’re talking about the numerous times he’s walked in on you and Jimin having sex. The first time was when you were introduced. You were wearing one of Jimin’s shirts and had a bright smile on your face as if nothing happened. He knew you were different then and he definitely knows now.

“Wow, Jimin!” starts Namjoon. “You’re such a great wingman, introducing Jungkook to such a beautiful girl. You have any friends you can introduce me to?”

People around the table laugh. “Well I didn’t think they’d end up dating when I introduced them,” says Jimin. “If I knew this would have happened, I would have snatched Y/N a long time ago.”

Everyone chuckles at his comment although Jimin isn’t sure if he was kidding or not.

You turn to Jimin and playfully stick your tongue out at him as he gives you a cocky wink.

You turn back to the table. “Anyway, Namjoon. I heard you, Jungkook and Jimin went to college together. What was it like?”

Before Namjoon could say anything, Mina spoke up. “We had a great time. Those were the good days when it was just us.” She then glares at you and gives you a condescending smile.

“Oh that’s right, you also went to college with them,” you force a smile.

“Yeah, me and Jungkook were really close. We had almost every class together. People thought we were dating.”

Namjoon chuckles, “You’re the only one who thought that. And cmon Mina, Jungkook was really shy around girls at the time. He barely said a word to any of you. People eventually started to assume he was gay.”

The table laughs as Mina scoffs.

You turn to Jungkook as his cheeks begin to turn red. “It’s okay baby,” you start. “Now no one thinks you’re gay.” You chuckle as you give him a peck on the lips. The table awes at the sight except for Jimin and Mina.

“Excuse me, may I get everyone’s attention,” says the company’s spokesperson over the microphone. You all turn to the stage area / dance floor. “Thank you all for being here and celebrating with us this prospering company. None of this could have been done without any of your hard work. Now the CEO will like to say a few words.”  

The CEO speaks for about 10 minutes and you all give a big round of applause. Once speeches were over, the live jazz band began to play while the food was being served. You were all engulfed in your 5 course meal, chatting away, even Jin and Mina getting in a few words. You all begin talking about the crazy things you’ve done in your youth.

“So I sneak out to this party when I was supposed to be babysitting my younger cousins . . .” starts Taehyung as you all listen intently. Suddenly you feel a hand on your right thigh. You turn and look at Jimin who gives you a wink.

You raise an eyebrow at him. “What are you doing?” you ask quietly so that only Jimin can hear.

He shrugs nonchalantly, “Nothing, just doing what I always do.”

“Well don’t do it here,” you say sternly.

“Why not?” he asks defensively.

“Because I’m at a work function and my date is Jungkook. Focus on your date.”

“I don’t want to. I want to play with you.” His hand inches higher on your thigh.

You grab his hand and place it on his lap. “I’m not here to play. I’m here to work.” You turn back to listen to the rest of Taehyung’s story as Jimin is left in awe with his hands to himself. He’s never seen this side of you before. You’ve always been so playful and lighthearted. Now you’re professional and serious. He’s not sure how he feels about it yet since he’s still in a state of shock but regardless he plans on having a conversation with you about it later.

After you are all done eating, you find it’s the perfect opportunity to go and network. You excuse yourself and Jungkook as you both get up and walk to meet and chat with the company’s elders and other affiliates. You hold Jungkook’s arm elegantly as you do most of the talking and prepare the conversation to have Jungkook contribute. You both leave a great impressions to the point where you both received personal business cards and invitations to dinners, country clubs, trips to which you both gratefully accept.

After successfully networking, you both decide to slow dance on the dance floor along with the other elder couples from the company. Your arms are loosely wrapped around Jungkook’s neck as he holds onto your waist and you both sway slowly to the jazz music.

“We did great today,” you say, giving Jungkook a loving smile that made his heart flutter.

“It was all you,” he says smiling back.

“Not at all, we’re a team here,” you reassure him. “Without you, my transition into this job would have been rough, but you make it better every day.”

Jungkook couldn’t stop smiling at your words that he did what felt natural to him and leaned in and kissed your lips softly. You returned the kiss happily as you’re both still swaying to the melodic and soothing music.

You both slowly back away from the kiss, as you look into each other’s eyes and smile. Your heart is racing and your lips tingle from the kiss. This kiss was different from your other kisses with him. You’ve never felt this way before that you’re not sure what you’re even feeling right now. You just know that throughout your experience here, you’ve never minded fake dating Jungkook, even liking it sometimes to the point where you forget it’s pretend. You don’t know where this is going but you’re excited to see where this goes.

Jungkook’s heart is beating a mile a minute. He’s not sure what came over him but that kiss was saying things that he couldn’t say aloud. You both pretend to date and kiss often but that kiss revealed what Jungkook feels, even if it’s just him who knows. He knows that you’re not the dating type and that you are friends with benefits with Jimin but if there is even a remote possibility that he might have a chance, he’s taking it, because he’s never felt this way before about anyone. And he thinks now is the time to tell you how he feels.

“Y/N,” starts Jungkook.

You hum in response, indicating for him to continue.

“You know I’m so grateful to you for always being there for me and pretending to date me.”

You chuckle and nod.

“But do you think we can-“

“Excuse me,” says a voice standing to the right of both of you. “May I cut in and dance with Miss Y/N?”

Jungkook looks at the young man, never having seen him before. Before Jungkook could say anything, you speak.

“Hoseok?” you say slightly breathless.

The man, Hoseok apparently, smiles. “It’s been a while Y/N.”

Jungkook looks at you both before saying, “I’m going to sit over there,” pointing at your table.

You look at him, smile and nod. You turn to look at Hoseok once he place his hands on your waist. You put your arms loosely around his neck as you sway slowly.

“As soon as I heard that you were working here, I was pleasantly surprised,” he starts. “However when I heard you were dating someone in the company I was even more surprised. So surprised I had to see it for myself.” He looks you in the eye with a glint of mischief.

“What can I say? I’ve changed since college,” you smirk at his words.

“I can see that. You’ve grown to be one hell of a woman,” he looks you up and down with a satisfied smile.

“Or so I’ve been told,” you say with a playful smile.

“Confidence? That’s new,” he says with raised eyebrows.

“I’m not the same girl from when you met me,” you shrug your shoulders.

As you dance with Hoseok, Jungkook takes a seat at your table with Seolhyun, Jimin, and Namjoon remaining there.

“Hey Seolhyun, do you know who that guy is dancing with Y/N?” asks Jungkook, thinking he maybe someone you knew from college.

Seolhyun peeks over at the dashing man holding your waist delicately, taking a close look at him. Recognition is evident in her face as she places a hand over her mouth. “Oh no, is that Hoseok?”

“I think so,” says Jungkook. “At least that’s what Y/N called him.”

“Who is he?” chimes in Jimin.

“That’s Y/N last boyfriend who absolutely destroyed her during college. She was head over heels for him and he was a complete douche bag that only cared about himself. He’s the reason she doesn’t do boyfriends anymore.”

Jungkook is taken aback by that information. You are the strongest person he knows. He can’t believe that someone like Hoseok had that much of an effect on you. And now he’s standing right in front of you again. He doesn’t know how you’ll react. He doesn’t know whether he should step in or not.

You and Hoseok continued talking about the past. Hoseok scoffs, “Yeah last time I heard, you were fucking around with my friends after us,” he elongates the last word, causing memories to rush back.

You chuckle at Hoseok’s words. “I was fucking around with your friends? Do you not remember how we broke up? Besides, they were fucking around with me. After we broke up, Yoongi came up to me for a booty call, saying he’s been wanting me since we’ve been together.”

Hoseok chuckles, “He always had good taste.”

“I’m everyone’s taste darling,” you tease.

“Mind if I have a taste then, to jog my memory?” he asks as he lowers one of his hands from your waist to your ass.

You roll your eyes as you grab his hand and bring it back up to your waist. “Sorry, I’m not on the market anymore.”

“So, it’s serious then. You’re actually in a relationship. With that guy.” He motions toward the table where Jungkook is sitting.

You look over and see Jungkook looking at you both with his eyebrows creased. Once he notices you looking, he averts his eyes and blushes. You chuckle. “Yeah, I’m dating that guy. He’s great.”

Hoseok nods in understanding, “Well if you ever get bored or want to revisit some college memories, you know where to find me.”

He hands you his card with his personal information on it. You take it and place it in your dress near your cleavage area. “Thanks, I’ll keep that in mind.”

Hoseok is now staring at your breasts. Before he can say anything, he’s interrupted by a voice next to you both. “Mind if I cut in?”

You both turn to see Jimin standing there with a playful smile. Hoseok nods and steps away so Jimin can replace him. “See you around Y/N,” Hoseok says as he walks away toward the bar.

You turn toward Jimin and smile at him. “What’s up?”

He smiles back, “Nothing, I just missed you.”

“We have literally been together this whole day,” you chuckle.

“Well I haven’t had your undivided attention for most of the evening,” he smirks.

“I’ve been busy with work baby. There’s nothing I can do about it.”

Jimin pouts as he looks down at your breasts and sees the piece of paper. “What’s this?” He reaches and takes the card out from your cleavage.

“Jimin!” you cross your arms over your chest as Jimin examines the card.

“Did this asshole really put his card in your boobs?” he asks angrily as he looks around for Hoseok.

“No, I put it there.” You put your arms around Jimin’s neck to get him to calm down. “I didn’t have any pockets so that’s the next best place.”

Jimin places his hands on your waist as you sway slowly. “Well why did he give you his card in the first place?”

You shrug, “To keep in touch or something.”

Jimin scoffs as he rolls his eyes, “You’re not seriously considering fucking this guy, are you?”

You laugh sarcastically, “No I’m not. I just took the card in case I need any favors.”

“Well make sure he doesn’t ask you for any favors in return, if you know what I mean.”

“I know what you mean Jimin. Besides, he thinks that I’m in a committed relationship with Jungkook and I left him with the impression that I’m faithful and into monogamy.”

Jimin chuckles, “You should quit your job and become an actress. Because people are eating this shit up. They genuinely believe you two are in a relationship.”

“It’s not hard to pretend with Jungkook. He’s boyfriend material.”

“I could be boyfriend material.”

You chuckle at his comment. “No offense Jimin, but you’re too much of a slut to be boyfriend material.”

“Well, I can be boyfriend material for you if it means that I can have this ass all to myself.”

You scoff sarcastically. “Yeah right Jimin. Since when were you into monogamy?”

“I’ll change if you ask me to,” says Jimin, looking you in your eyes as you sway to the slow jazz.

“Well, good thing I’m not asking you to change. I don’t want you to change for me. And I won’t change either.”

“But you are changing, quicker than I can blink,” says Jimin a little sad.

“What do you mean?” you ask cocking your head to the side.

“You’re so different right now. With all of this,” he says looking around. He then turns to look at Jungkook at the table chatting with his friends. “With him.”

You look at Jungkook as well, and your heart rate picks up. You didn’t think anyone else noticed how you treat Jungkook differently. Jimin looks at you staring at Jungkook and how your features change at the sight of him. He knows that you feel some type of way toward Jungkook, even if you didn’t know it yet. He also knows that Jungkook feels the same way, if not more. He’s known Jungkook for years, he’s seen him under many circumstances, and never has he shown this much interest in someone, let alone open himself up anyone, except you. He would be happy for Jungkook if that person was anyone else, anyone but you. Jimin has never been a possessive person, especially with his friends with benefits, but it’s different with you. He’s always been the person that would have to let go of his friends with benefits because they caught feelings, but it seems like he’s on the other side this time.

He coughs to get your attention again. He decides that maybe it isn’t the time to have this conversation so he changes the subject. “This is getting boring and you’re done with work. How about we all go back to my place for drinks and we can just chill? Namjoon and Taehyung can come too.”

You smile and nod as you both head back to the table to let them know about the plans.

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A/N: Thank you once again everyone for your patience and I promise to update soon. I have already started writing the next chapter so please look forward to it.