Writing To Get Aggression Out - Tumblr Posts

I’ve never been someone to post about real life events.

this is an art and writing blog, after all.

but this does kind of match up with writing, considering the way I plan on doing descriptions.

consider this a simple warning for a slight rant.

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We’ve all felt angry. It’s a human emotion. A natural one that everyone has experienced at some point or another.

But there’s something about being angry. A heat, a burning. And that’s what being angry can be, frequently.

burning, heat, a fiery feeling. Fury, or maybe venom.

But there’s this feeling.

Cold. Cold anger, cold venom, frosty and jagged fury.

Not burning fury. But just as consuming.

And the thought, if you wish to speak with me like that, you do not deserve my respect, and if you do not have my respect, you do not deserve to see me. Me.

Just cold, icy anger that feels wrong. wrong

Off

not right

strange

wrong.

An anger so icy and cold that it didn’t belong in me. Didn’t belong in my feelings. Didn’t belong on me. Wrong.

In the end there was no retaliation, no talk back.

in the end all there was was cold, icy, jagged politeness.

Just icy politeness.

Cold. Cold. Cold.

I don’t like when anger is cold.

That sense of cunning and darkness that isn’t right for me claws its way up into the faint, flickery light, and I think.

I could ruin these people. I could tear them apart verbally if I tried. Carefully curated words stitched from observations. Not outside my realm of speciality.

But I don’t.

Because I’m nice.

And eventually that all gets so tiring. Being nice. Exhausting.

it almost occurs to me that these feelings quite resemble a villain arc.

my anger has never been malicious. but if you want it to be?

I will show you malicious.

Rant ended. Do with my words what you will.