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Aster is afraid of rain now and I need to hear your ideas on how he reacts to it, both after he escapes and if he’s still stuck with his Yandere
I am a tad messed up methinks
😰Aster your Darling 😰
Tw's - Dislike of rain due to past trauma, feelings of helplessness, nightmares, the incident, mention of a forced relationship
Genre - Angst, Fluff
Comments - The poor baby- 😭 You're gonna kill me with the bad ending when it comes out- ;-;
How Aster reacts to rain:
😰 He hates it
😰 We're gonna start with how he reacts to it before be escapes and is with them
😰 So, he absolutely hates the rain
😰 It reminds him of when he was first taken
😰 How helpless he was, how he couldn't fight back against them
😰 The cold feeling of the drops on his skin as they threatened him
😰 The rain eventually stops, but everytime it rains, he panics a little, and he's more antsy
😰 If it starts raining in the middle of the night, or before he goes to sleep, he won't be able to
😰 He'll be so exhausted by the time the rain finally stops because of the amount of anxiety it brings him
😰 He'll get little to no sleep during thunderstorms
😰 He's more fidgety during them
😰 He also gets more stuck into his head, and more desperate to escape than before
😰 Becomes easier to startle
😰 When he escapes is a different, but similar story
😰 The rain reminds him of them constantly
😰 He dislikes the rain with all of his being, no matter how much time has passed after the incident
😰 He would more than likely move somewhere that doesn’t rain too often, just to avoid the nightmares
😰 If it started raining during the day, he would close all the blinds int he place he’s staying in, grabs some headphones, and stays in for the remainder of the day
😰 If it starts raining during the night, he does 1 of three things, or a combination of them
😰 He A. Wears a sort of sleeping headphones to block out the sound
😰 B. He stays up a bit later than he normally would so he can sleep without having to use the sleeping headphones
😰 Or finally C. He pulls an all-nighter with headphones on the entire time to distract him
😰 Just a little bit of rain is fine for him, but not full on thunderstorms
😰 When he escapes, he’s still antsy and anxious when it comes to thunderstorms, but not as bad before
😰 I feel like he used to like the rain before the incident but that immediately changed after
😰 I know I said earlier he would never feel the same about rain after the incident, but maybe he would after several years??
😰 He would feel sour about it from time to time, but there’s some moments where he enjoys listening to the rain
😰 He would probably find comfort in the sound of rain occasionally because he’s no longer forced to be with them
😰 He’s allowed to be his own person again, and he feels alive
😰 The sound of the rain pitted pattering on the window reminds him that he escaped, he’s free
Notes - This was kinda fun to write- Nyan- What have you done to me- 😭 Sad thing is is that I love the rain, it’s super comforting for me :DDD