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to torture myself i reread our texts. tonight, for the first time, i listened to a voice message. it was irrelevant, something silly. we used to communicate like that, to feel closer i guess. and that voice, so familiar, i can hear it in my head saying anything and everything, something you never even said- that's how deeply i know it. but now, now it felt distant. it felt exactly how it feels after you hear a stranger for the second time- you can distinguish something, but not enough. i was listening and i couldn't fathom even the thought of me ever being close to you. you do not exist anymore. you are just a blurry memory in the back of my head. when i listen to your voice i don't hear the voice of a person i love- i used to love. i just hear a voice.