Where He Can Get Back To The Point Of Being Free And Happy - Tumblr Posts

Cellbit is definitely not the most reliable narrator of himself right now. Considering the literal visible tunnel vision. I genuinely don't believe him when he says every moment he wasn't killing he was fighting himself. I think that's what he was scared was happening yes, but he was doing good for a long time, even when he was triggered by things he never lashed out. It's not exactly easy to give yourself credit when you've recently relapsed though.