Welcome To The Club - Tumblr Posts

so here's the thing.. i saw it but idk where so i had to MANUALLY type and look it up

but here https://youtube.com/shorts/SH1MsJ1aqQw?feature=share

or https://youtube.com/shorts/cWvkbHGI_98?feature=share

normally i am a stoic/angry looking person (from the outside) but in THAT CASE? i'd shrivel up like a dried up leaf

sure. let me be the 🍸 anon (bc i need one after that)

hahahah that video . . .

yes yes go ahead anonie smack him

why jus why are doing this to us heeseung 😭😭😭

Gotta love it when your friend shows you a silly wii game about boxing and you fall in love with THIS THING.

In fact Emperor broke me. I have. Confession to make - I’ve always considered myself somewhat xenophobic. Not in a real world way, but in a way that I’m not into monsters of any kind at all. I’m horribly, painfully squeamish. Even mermaids don’t feel entirely right for me because I immediately think of their tails and that they smell of fish, and… well, my neurospicy brain creates unpleasant sensory triggers in stories of rockets I don’t expect it too. I’m not into werewolves / they scare me. Not into shapeshifters. Even Garrus in ME was too alien for me to consider more than a friend. (And he can’t be romanced in a m/m way anyway)

But. Buuuut. The Emperor l’s story and romance was a hell of a ride for me. I was literally going through some deep emotional transformation. Sometimes I would just go pacing around the room with a heart beat racing sing and muttering - omg I can’t I just can’t. I can’t even look at him, but his voice, and what he says and his personality gets me so hooked that I can’t even romance other companions.

And mind you, I’m demisexual and very monotropic. If someone got me emotionally hooked - others just don’t work for me. Like at all.

I stopped the game and had to breathe. I didn’t want to become even a half mind flayer at first because I really cherished my characters looks and all. But eventually I accepted.

Step by step, dialogue by dialogue my perception of him changed. From “oh, God I can’t look at him without needing to surprise disgust” to “well, I can look at him especially when I hear him speak” to “how didn’t I notice that there’s beauty and elegance and power to him? Something truly regal in fact?”

It’s so funny to document it now looking at in in a progression.

I literally went through an emotional transformation because of a game character. And I couldn’t romance anyone else in all my play throughs just because no one says things like he does. No romance arc just feels appealing.

Heh. I’m weird I guess.

Toss a coin to your streamer…

----

submitted by @wikwalker

a summation of me as i pick up your bits from the chat....

Just discovered The Amazing Devil and something has fundamentally gotten rewired in my brain

YOU HAVE TO BE SHITTING ME!

I JUST BINGED ALL OF "I Am Not Okay With This" AND IT WAS FUCKING AWESOME BUT APPERNTLY THERE WILL NEVER BE A SEASON 2!?!?

IM FUCKING SORRY?!? TF YOU MEAN NO SEASON 2!?!? IM PISSING SHITTING AND CRYING

NO DINA AND SYD KISS, NO MYSTERIOUS TRAINING GUY, NOTHING!

AAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

Finally released from impending uni work for a sweet, sweet moment and immediately got hit with the ‘think-about-Stanley Pines-all-the-time’ ray

kids who had an "I'm an animal", cat girl, or puppy boy phase are either... autistic, an osdd/did system, a furry, or like being collared in bed. sorry, i don't make the rules.

.....you're probs lgbtq too.

oh also i got dragged into epic

blame titi

You too? Well WELCOME TO THE CULT!!! IM SO HAPPY THAT YOU HAVE JOINED!! ANOTHER WINION!!

NOOO MY DHMIS HUPERFIXATION IS COMING BACK NOOOOOOOI

I have heard it said we are the uninvited.

We are the unwelcome.

We should take our misfortune elsewhere.

But I hear your mother's voice,

over the tide.

and she whispers in my ear,

"Oh, but if they saw, my darling.

Even half of what you have.

If only they saw.

They would say kinder things, surely.

—Khaled Hosseini, Sea Prayer