Tw Suicidal - Tumblr Posts

CW: Rant/Vent

god im so tired, a tired you feel in your bones and in your gut when you're just trying to sleep or go through your day. it only gets worse nd worse until I break and I hate it. i hate it I hate it ih ate it I hat it I hate it iha te it I HATE ME I was doing so well, I was recovering. why are my thoughts spiraling again? It's been years I should be better now and I'm not and I hate that, I hate myself for that. it doesn't make sense, I was FINE A WEEK AGO and now all I can think about is jumping off the highway sp the cars below can run over the rest of my corpse. I was fine. Now I'm not.

TW: Self harm relapse, gender dysphoria, accidental rant

5 (five) years clean all down the drain. Worst part is that I'm making this post and I made the one before this and went on a walk. How fucking cliche am I? Make a post ranting about how much I want to die, go on a walk, die on the stairway leading up to the apartment, get put on the news. Headline would've probably been something like, "Trans teen pushed to suicide" or "is being trans causing suicide?" cause yeah, my gender dysphoria mixed with my depression really isn't a good fucking combo. I'm just so done with everything. There's only a few things keeping me going at this point and none of them are my biological family and that pisses me off. How can you be so horrible to family that when they think of reason not to FUCKING KILL THEMSELF, you aren't one. Fuck you. If you've read this far, or tldr, I'm okay, my SH is cleaned and covered, it was bleeding but not a dangerous amount. Take care. XX

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Omg y'all i just found out that the day i became suicidal is my mother's birthday pls this is so fucking funny💀😭😭