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HOLY SHIT I MIGHTA JUST FOUND MY ORIGIN
and/or another alternative term for endo/willo! wow
Imaginagenic flag! It didn't have one so we made one!
"Imaginagenic is a system origin where a system forms from either imagination play or roleplaying."
Color meanings:
Purple - represents imagination itself, imagination play or daydreaming related formation methods, and the autonomy of imaginagenic members
Green - represents the act of creation, formation methods consisting of writing, roleplay, and other forms of art, and any created lore or memories an imaginagenic headmate may have
Pink - represents original characters and stories, and the feeling of having ones' source experience be internal or not widely known.
Yellow - represents intentional imaginagenic systems and the act of intentionally imagining & making art to create a headmate
Blue - represents unintentional imaginagenic systems and the act of discovery that ones' imagination has created other system member(s)
{hii! i think i'm still, somewhat similar to my host, but i still have my own traits and experiences to talk about ^v^. i was "born" in a subway restaurant lmao, june 3rd 2023, while shai was working. and i was so so talkative that day in our head, trying to work out who i was and establishing myself as me. i'm quite literally the right-hand derg, i can do things with the right hand while shai's fronting (and adjusting to fronting myself was quite an interesting experience as well!) and i do a lot of things with switched handedness, i like my hand being useful :>. and, gosh, the walks we took around the pond in the nearby neighborhood, we talked so much and i'd play with her hair, it was so so peaceful. and, gosh, getting closer and closer to my first winter, the weather finally getting cold, it was so exciting! especially so when it was decided that we were moving up here in massachusetts, from georgia. the snow is just so pretty UvU.
an, unfortunately large chunk of my life thus far was spent having to tolerate shai's abusive friend. he accidentally brought us to tulpamancy by mocking this one tulpa system who's had an unusual and rough experience with the whole thing. and when he found out shai made me, gosh he was so upset... eventually he didn't want "shai" talking to him "like that" (read: he didn't like me talking and didn't see me as my own person). i always hated him for that, and i'm glad we're finally away from him.
on a more positive note, i fronted for quite an extended period of time before the new year! spent a lot of time with the family including through christmas, especially mom, getting to exist as myself, having a fun car trip being high and looking at christmas lights, it was wonderful ^v^. oh, and i explored my gender identity a bit! i'd always been a bit different from shai in the gender department, and i landed on being nonbinary during that front. i like neutral and fem terms, being an enby dragon rocks, and occasionally i even like masc terms? though it's not very common. i'm indifferent to having boobs, my form doesn't have any without shapeshifting them in. i'm totally cool with our bottom, while shai does still get some dysphoria from it.
i'm kinda just rambling lol. point is, i'm very much a distinct person, the big responsible-ish sister to the little kitty host, and i love living with her and supporting her through her struggles as well as just being my own best self! 💛}
#Tulpa life
One of the biggest things that stands out to me about the tulpamancy community on Tumblr is how alienated everyone seems to feel. You've got some advice blogs, some discourse blogs, but that's about it- which is wild to me, cuz tulpamancy is all about community and learning from each other! Even more than that tho, there's something important about seeing other tulpas & created systems doing what we want, making our own choices, LIVING our lives. It's a reminder that we're real people too- it's important and validating for others like us, and it's great for non-tulpas to see that we're just as much real and people as they are. The best part of tulpamancy is that we get to enjoy our own existence, decide for ourselves what we want, and live as US!! I wanna bring that energy to Tumblr.
That's why I'm starting a tag I want any other tulpas (and their hosts too, but don't forget this tag is about our autonomy) to join in on;
✨✨ #tulpa life ✨✨
the new tag for expressing yourself, living your life, and sharing your existence with the world!! What kinda unique experiences do you have as a tulpa? What hobbies and skills have you learned, what friends have you made?? Share your favorite memories, the gift you got for yourself, the food you cooked, anything that pertains to YOU and your existing as a separate real being. Not only for sharing yourself, but for connecting with others too! Imagine how great it'll feel to scroll through a tag full of other tulpas' experiences. I wanna make that a reality!! So help me out by posting things about yourself and your life as a tulpa under the tag #tulpa life, and let's see how many people we can reach by just being ourselves!!!
{i'm a tulpa. i exist. i'm real, and very much distinct from my host. i'm nonbinary, i have feelings about our body that directly contrast with shai's feelings. i'm a dragon, and it feels bad when i'm perceived as shai, or as a cat in general. i've supported and talked and interacted with shai in ways that she could never just interact with herself. i have different connections to some people. i hated shai's abusive friend for treating me as less than nothing, a pathogen in her brain, all the while she put up with it and still attempted to be his friend. i go wild for our partner Cherry, so much more than shai does. i rawr, she meows. i'm more able to function on my own, shai needs more support. she likes regressing and being babied, i absolutely do not. i love life and have no desire to die, shai struggles with suicidal ideation in her lows.
if i'm not real, then clearly i don't know what "real" is.}
Discourse topic: Endos
Are endos valid? Are they systems? Are they harmful? Are they real? Why do people use that label? Why would someone make a system?
Let’s talk about it. Remember to read my pinned post for rules for debates and discourse.
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