Today Is Not A Good Day - Tumblr Posts

Some if it you never get back, either.

I think all of us who went thru long term abuse we were unable to escape from had to tear out pieces of ourselves, of our mental health, physical health, emotional health, our integrity, our personality, our life, just to stay alive, we had to trade parts of ourselves for our life and that is not something you ever forget or recover from.

About a year ago he stopped texting me, after months of one-sided harassment.

Today I am all fucked up about it.    Today I am stressed and restless and hurt and angry and sad and mourning my past and what I thought I had.

And I don’t know how to explain any of it.  

Guess who has two thumbs(maybe) and burned their arm making tea

MY RIGHT CONTACT CAME OUT AND ITS RIPPED SO I HAVE TO ONLY WEAR ONE CONTACT IN BRO IM LITERALLY HALF BLIND RN😭😭