Thoughts Of Mine - Tumblr Posts

I'm so very tired

Do you ever just lay there at like 3 in the morning and think 'Maybe sleep just isn't for me' ?

Like the girl you lost, I used to think of a poem I read here years ago.

The girl he lost let her hair grow, was radiant, prettier than ever.

He saw her on the subway and felt that he had lost the girl of his life.

You lost me and I used to think you were that guy and I was that girl.

Mind you, I'm more beautiful and radiant than ever, but my hair is short and you'll never see me on the subway.

Or anywhere.

I miss a very specific smell:

The scent of summer beside you.

We were far from the beach but it was the summer of my life.

I'm sorry sir who gave you permission to have such nice bum?????

This needed to be posted again.

a lie I see in movies and books far too much

hi Tumblr, welcome to my TED talk!

first, that whole thing about never thinking about someone you were close to for years and years and years before seeing their sexy ass in a bar. like, no.

there is not a single person I have gotten to know and spoken with for more than than a month that hasn't left an impact on me in some way. I remind my friends and family every day to hydrate and eat at the end of every conversation because my fifth grade teacher did it at the end of every day. I like cream cheese bagels because my friend gave half of one once when I hadn't eaten all day, and now they remind me of her. I haven't spoken to either of those people in years, but I think about them so much.

even people I only ever knew in passing have changed me. mostly for the better, though some have undoubtedly made me horrid. for example, I curse like a sailor now and it is all my best friend's fault.

I tried to use Clip Studio Paint for the first time with my cousin' tablet.

At first I cursed a lot bc I didn't understand how to use the app but the feeling that gives it to me was the thing that made me connected to the app. After using it for some time, I really like it but I wish app'd be free😔

I'll start other artworks that I promised Im gonna draw🫡