Thoughts Are Not Sins - Tumblr Posts

Lots of the most fucked up fanfic I've written (that I've posted to this blog) seems to be from when I was a preteen/teen. I managed to grow up with a decent moral compass, knowing that certain actions are bad because they hurt people. I just really liked to write dark, whumpish fic about my favorite characters to blow off steam and explore dark themes.

whenever antis talk about the "innocence" of children, i think about the fact that i was playing out whump as young as 8 years old with plastic horses and wolves. about the fact that i would frequently imagine scenarios containing characters being raped as young as 11 years old (my age, not the characters). i was not abused as a child. i simply found dark scenarios fascinating and compelling. i didn't learn that in any book i read, it was just innate

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