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'I'm yours" | JK (M)

❝Your husband is not easily jealous nor possessive or that's what he likes to believe but you know that's far from the truth.❞

Pairing - CEO!possessive!Jungkook x reader

Genre - friend/lover2enemies2lovers (complicated ik), Office AU, established relationship, fluff, angst, hurt-comfort, smut?, 18+ MNI

Warnings - Jungkook is a big tease but so is reader, arranged marriage?, playful bickering, SE*UAL TENSION, suggestive, Jungkook is a POSSESSIVE and PROTECTIVE husband at the same time, flirty Jungkook is a warning himself, misunderstandings, arguments, their relationship is COMPLICATED, rich people, little twist at the end. explicit content : make out, humping, grinding, thigh riding, oral (female receiving), fingering in the bathtub👀, marking, hand job, squirting, dirty talk, spanking, cl*t slapping, praises, begging, some of them happens in semi public place, drunk reader, drunken confessions, reader has 'ma'am' kink (is that even a thing?), TW: mention of se*ual assault, mention of Clustrophobia, spiked drink, mention of d*ug and alc*hol, fighting, mention of blood, family issues.

Word count: figure it out on your own(¬_¬)

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A/N- It was requested by @thvhoe . Thank you for your patience. I hope I've successfully fulfill your expectations about this story, let me know your opinion😊 also who ever wants to be in the taglist, I at least expect a feedback from you. Thank you♡

You felt hot all of a sudden even though you were seated comfortably in the cool air of air conditioner in the latest model of Rolls-Royce Phantom, which has been considered one of the most luxurious car over decades.

He was close, so close to you. Staring at you with an intense gaze. his breath fanning over your face, his breath felt hot on your skin. You realize his breathing was getting irregular as you get closer to him. You were staring at him too, not blinking your eye even for a second. Then he started getting closer to you too, breath tickling your skin, lips almost brushes against each other for a mere second. You noticed, some thing shifted in the atmosphere around you.

He was staring at your lips now, you noticed how his tongue sweep over his bottom lip before closing his eyes ever so slowly until-

You press your one hand on his side of the seat to balance yourself and use your other hand push open the car door ever so smoothly with a straight face. Get back to your previous position on the drivers seat as you sit there comfortably.

Jungkook was shocked would be an understatement, the confused doe eyes which was staring at you dumbfoundedly quickly morphs into annoyance and disappointment.

He was clearly expecting something else.

At your lack of reactions, he looked straight at your direction with dead eyes before he let out a scoff. "No need to get worked up about this little things, you know I can do that on my own" annoyance was there in his voice but his every words hold sarcasm in them.

"Don't want to bother my lovely wife, now do we?" he said those words mockingly, specifically emphasis on the word "wife" to annoy you more.

"oh no, it's no bother at all. In fact i'm very much pleased to help my lovely husband" it was your turn to mock him back the same way he did, emphasising at the word "husband" which suggested successfully annoy him more as he put on a sour expression on his face but you just smile back at him.

You definitely know how to hit a nerve at the right place.

Ushering him to get off the car with an annoyingly sweet smile and raising both of your eyebrows to which he just obliged, getting of the car without a word slamming the door shut but not forgetting to leave a annoying sigh behind as to let you know 'how much of a repellent women you're' as he likes to address you.

Does newlywed couple suppose to act like this?

No. But also your marriage wasn't really happened on good circumstances.

It was a chilly night when your parents rushed to United Kingdom to fetch you back your own country, so that you could marry Jeon Jungkook.

Because his grand-mother was at the verge of death so her last wish was to see his sweet grand-son marry the love of his life, in particular, to you.

It left you completely bewildered. Does they not know that you guys aren't together anymore? It was the first thing that comes to your mind.

It was never like this between you two compared to the way you guys are bitter to each other now.

You were in your 5th grade when you two met at a business party where you went with your family, you bond together over the fact of both of your introverted tendencies then you get to know both of your father were business partners so your interactions continues which leads to friendship and ultimately to love.

He confessed his love to you while fidgeting around, you still remember how much nervous he was. You were eighteen back then, not much mature for these things according to you but still managed to say yes immediately because you were also head over heels for him.

But your love story didn't last long.

You left your country all of a sudden, without telling him a single word. No massage, no phone calls, not even a note for me. He was beyond terrified, didn't know what to do, he called directly your father only after that he comes to know that you're already gone, gone to a different country.

Why did you leave?

Why didn't you tell him anything?

Doesn't he deserves to know that as your boyfriend?

Why didn't you answering his calls and text massages?

Did he do something wrong?

Did you leave him for forever?

Don't you love him anymore?

He was paranoid after that. He make countless calls to you, the guy who wasn't very fond of texting before, the same guy texted you constantly from day to night in hope of talking to you and clear things out,

To hear your voice and to know that you were okay.

That you aren't leaving him.

That you'll come back to him.

That you still love him.

Then one day, after continues effort from his side, you finally response to his text message. But it wasn't a kind of response he expected, he never even imagined this would happen one day.

From: mine❤

I'm breaking up with you, Jungkook. From this day onwards, please don't try to contact me in anyway because I refuse to do so. I hope you've a good future ahead. Good bye.

His mind wasn't processing properly after reading your message. Did you really say you want to break up? But why? Is it his fault? What's exactly his fault is? What's not clicking? The confusion, guilt, heart break, pain he felt was unbearable.

Was his love not enough for you?

He loved you with his all and this is the reward you give him for his unconditional love towards you?

This is the out come of his absolute loyalty and honesty?

After all this is his fate?

His pain transform into much more darker and bitter as the days passed, so much so that it converted into hatred towards you. For him, you become a selfish and heartless person.

who doesn't consider others feelings.

who play with others emotions.

Who doesn't know how to love someone.

Who don't know how to value love.

As time goes, he started to think less about you and more about himself, ultimately there's no more place in Jungkook's life nor heart for you.

You ultimately lost him.

But almost after six years of that incident, when your parents took you to your country, to your own house again because of the marriage proposal you couldn't hold back yourself but to barge into your ex's office without any invitation.

Of course the security guards tried to stop you but failed miserably then comes his body guards, huge guys in black coats as they tried to do the same but that proven to be not enough to stop you. And then last but not the least, his lovely secretary.

"Miss, you can't go in there." it's Jennie as far as you remember.

"And why's that?" you asked firmly. She seems to taken aback a little before she speaks-

"Because it's the CEO's room and no one is allowed to enter without an appointment. Do you have one?" she asked you with a rise of her brows and a smirk on the face.

"Who said I don't have one?" this time you smirk back at her. After hearing the chaos outside of his office door, he asked one of his body guards regarding to what's happening outside. Upon hearing your name he immediately inform her assistant to let you in.

The first thing you have in your mind seeing him after all those years is: it's a foolish decision to come here, ____.

He was seating there on his chair in his full glory. The black sophisticated interior of Jungkook's office perfectly matched with his vibe. When he made eye contact with you, you forgot everything whatever you thought of telling him. That same sparkly doe eyes you had fall for.

You were nervous would be an understatement to say. You become anxious that you started sweating even if the room was fully air conditioned. You collect your self nonetheless and speak before someone kick you out successfully this time, Possibility is Jeon Jungkook himself.

"I would like to discuss something with you. It won't take long" you try your best to say that as firmly as possible, make sure to make eye contact while speaking. He listen to you with a straight face and just nod, uttering his secretary "wait outside please" with a sweet smile on his face to which the girl obliged and leave but not before giving you a bombastic side eye on her way out.

There was no one in the room without the two of you and it suddenly become hard to breath here, it was suffocating you.

What are you gonna say? Hello, how are you?

Isn't that stupid regarding the fact on what circumstances your relationship ended?

Is he still angry? Fuck! Of course he's!

Did he going to shout on you now?

Before the overthinking devour you completely and you collapse on the floor, after a long awkward silence Jungkook decided to speak-

"Please, have a seat." he was being polite even though he had an unnerving look on. You accepted and decided to speak "Why didn't you deny the marriage proposal?"

Upon hearing your words, his face rise up at your direction in a blink of an eye. If he wasn't annoyed, he sure is now. "Because I want that to happen, isn't that obvious?" he made you feel that you're one of the stupidest creature on earth for asking so irrelevant question.

"And this is the first thing you asked after meeting all these years?" he scoffed, mockingly throw the question at you with a smirk, there was bitter look on his face.

"Yes? Because I wanted ask that to you" you said with a confused look your face even though you knew what he meant by that.

With another scoff he pushed his chair and stand on his feet, facing you his back as he said "You haven't changed after all. The same straight-forwardness and focused on her goals" you were slightly disappointed with the way he put those words. He hadn't said that in a good way, you knew that.

"Why haven't you denied the proposal yet?" this time he shot back that question which you didn't want to answer yet. He was looking dead into your eyes, piecing through it as if he can see your very much soul.

"I-i wanted to talk to you before taking any decision" you cringe at the way you shutter. You try to avoid his gaze and he smirked at that.

"how considerate of you" sarcasm dripping from his voice as he continued "So, what's your decision, ____?" this is the first time you heard your name from his mouth after years and it didn't failed to leave butterflies in your stomach.

"I'm going to accept the marriage proposal" you said with as much confidant as you can collect at the moment then he gave a look which you couldn't decipher.

"Good, now I have a meeting to attend if you excuse me"

"But ____, please don't run away this time. My grand mother have so many expectations from this marriage and she doesn't have many days left which I think you already know. If you don't want to marry me, no ones going to force you into this and I'll make sure of that but don-" there was so many emotions in his voice that you wasn't able to pinpoint one.

"I won't backdown after taking my decision, Jungkook" you said abruptly before he can finished his line. He just glance at you in a scrutinising manner to see if you're being honest or not then he leave the room without any words.

That was hell of an awkward conversation for sure!

Then your marriage day come in a blink of an eye, things between you didn't improve at all. You both were quite stubborn to have a conversation with other or you both hesitated to do so.

Your marriage wasn't grand, it was a simple arrangement made by both of your families with some of your relatives and trusted friends. You didn't even get to choose your own wedding dress. Your mother or to be precise you step-mother brought you this simple white satin-thin strapped dress for your wedding, it more looks like an office party attire than a weeding dress. not that you mind wearing it but it wasn't exactly what you wanted wear in your wedding but again none of this is going according to your plans anyways.

When you first saw Jungkook in that black attire, standing there as groom, you felt that feeling again when you first fall in love with him. That day you realize that you still love him. You couldn't take your eyes of him.

You both just signed the papers and exchange rings and that's it! No priest, no walking down the aisle with your father, no kissing. There was also an nubile agreement between both of your families that it should be better if the marriage is hidden from the public for now.

According to their theory, Jungkook was the only successful bachelor as a CEO who have achieved several awards so they want to keep it like that, not want him to scratch that "bachelor" word from him so that it can help him to nominate for different type of awards and bring them home, ultimately lead to more success and popularity.

You both agreed on that too, so one thing was inevitable, that you both are not allowed to wear your wedding rings, not in a public setting o be precise. Also this marriage benefits both of your family businesses which was Jeon enterprise will marge with N&D enterprise to make it into one. You will have 40% share of it but there are more business matters between the elderly that they didn't let you know.

This was more of an mutual fund investment than a marriage, You thought but then his grand mother called both of you to sit next to her and said some meaningful things that will remain with you even in her absence.

"Honey, I can sense some conflict between you two, I mean I'm old enough to know this things by now but remember, relationships consist of many things, it's not just about love or fairy tales my dear, there will also be misunderstandings, sorrow or hurt, ups and downs. That doesn't mean it'll make your love fade away, you just have to be patience, understanding and respectful towards each other and I see the same things between you two. I know you both will be okay at the end even though I'll not be here see it but I know, I've always knew that you two are made for each other" Those words echoed through out your brain.

At the end of the day, when you two finally make it to your home, your and Jungkook's home, you tried to initiate a conversation,eager to clear things out between you two but before you utter a single word, Jungkook walks away from the room leaving you behind alone the room.

"I'll sleep in the other room, you can take this one" he announced that and despair from your sight.

So, this is how it's going to be now? You thought. Well, at least you tried. Next morning you found a note beside you, on the coffee table written on it

I'll be away for one week, have some business in new work. Take care.

From: JK

You just sigh at that but accept it nonetheless. That "take care" was doing something to you but you shrug it off by assuming he is just being polite and try to fulfill the husband role. You know how competitive he can get. But unbeknownst to you when you were in your deep slumber, he did came to your room to check if you're okay or not. When he witnessed your peacefull figure, illuminating from the moon light which enhance your beautiful features more, his eyes soften. He came closer to you, tuck the blanket carefully on you and leave a quick chaste kiss on your temple and go back to his bed.

Perheaps he does care?

All of those facts lead to your current situation. You work at the same work place as a director under your husband who is practically CEO of that company so it's very much easy to run into each other just like right now. You were waiting for the elevator as he come and stand next to you.

"It's not very appreciable to come late at your workplace, won't you agree with me? Miss ____?" He teased you with a evident smirk on his face.

"Didn't know the CEO can be late for the meeting too that he has to use the regular elevator. Am i not right, Mr. Jeon?" there was separated elevator for the higher ups but he was still using the regular one. Strange.

"No, you know nothing Misses. Jeon" he was close to your ears suddenly, whispering in them, his voice so low and seductive that it makes your body shiver. Misses jeon? Did you hear that right? That make your insides tightening, blush creeping on your cheeks then you remember what happened this morning.

You didn't know what time he will be back so when you came out of your shower after finishing your morning routine, wrapping a towel around you all wet and bare underneath it, you didn't expected Jungkook to be there with a cup of coffee in his hand, leaning on the doorframe as he stare at your figure shamelessly untill you shouted.

"Yah! Why are you here?"

"Did you forget darling, that it's my room too?" he scoffed and continue to smirk down at you.

"It's mine too and for your kind information i'm changing right now so, would you mind?" you rise your eye brows at him in a equally questioning and annoying look. To which he answered-

"Yes, Don't mind me. Just do your thing and i'll do my own" as he stand a little closer to you, from the look on his eyes he may be able to devour you in any given second now.

Then you did something you regretted instantly. You stood infront of him, eyes glaring at him while you told him-

"Jungkook, leave. I need some privacy" To that he just shrug it off and smirk widely at you.

"Then make me" he comes at your eye level to whisper those words in your ears and it didn't go unnoticed by you how wet you felt down there. His challenging eyes staring directly at you as if to dare you to take some action. You clutch your towel tightly around your body in order to not make your self embarrassed, you were becoming more nervous when you decided to pull on his jacket as you tried to bring him outside of the room but he didn't even budge from his place however he was managed to make you stumble on your feet and lost your balance.

In a flash, you were bare naked for eyes to see. Upon realizing that your eyes go wide as you tried to hide your intimate parts desparetly but failed miserably. You felt beyond humiliated as you shut your eyes tight.

Jungkook's eyes goes as wide as yours after seeing what he just saw. You guys dated, of course but nothing happened which could have lead to this. He just stand there mindlessly, too much flustared to do anything, that growing bulge in his pants making it even hard for him.

But upon noticing your expression he quickly took you into his embrace and hide your naked form under his long and wide jacket. It wasn't doind a great job but he tried his best.

You were shocked by his actions as you feel his warmth against your bare front. When look up at him he was staring at the wall infront you, tried his best to not touch any part of your body as he was clutching his jacket hard around you. Then he look at your eyes respectfully avoiding the rest of your body, he has a sincere look on his face as he open his mouth to say something but dismiss it quickly, grabbing the robe which was placed neatly beside him and carefully cover your body with it while respectfully looking at the other side. He left after that with a soft "I'll wait outside."

You just stand there dumbfounded.

That's the another reason for your nervousness, When whisper in your ear in the same way he does at home but didn't get a chance to answer the elevator arrived and everyone rushes towards it but not before bowing to their CEO.

The elevator was full of people, there was no place left to even move properly as you were standing at a corner facing Jungkook and Jungkook leaning on the wall of it. You can sense his restlessness, he was flustered because you were right infront of you, so close, he can feel your sweet scent which make him dizzy. All the picture of your naked body comes back to his mind and he felt something growing inside his pants. He tried his best to avoid your eyes which were occasionally glance at him. You had a smirk on your face this time as you tried to move closer to him and accidently your hand brush over his crotch.

He let out a long sigh and tried to turn to the other side but as there was no space, he stick to his place.

You were standing comfortably as if you didn't tried to provoke your husband just now but then you feel something poking at you ass, you thought someone did it by mistake as the elevator was uptight. But then it happened again so you consider pecking at the mirror beside you to see what's going on then only you catch a middle aged looking down at your butt with, which you consider, a scandalous look on his face. You grossed out upon seeing it and tried to mive further away from him but due to lack of space, you couldn't.

Jungkook somehow notice your hesitation, when he saw your worrisome look he furrow his eyebrows then he noticed what was bothering you. He swears to god, the way his jaw clenched might break at some point. He immediatly placed you in his place as he come to your place, shielding you from everyone. You gasped at the sudden movements but when you understands what he does, it makes your heart warm.

Jungkook will make sure that he will never be able to bother again, for sure.

The meeting goes by smoothly excepts the new actor, Park Jeo-eon, son of Park Do-yeong, one of the biggest alumni of the entertainment industry, throwing witty flirtatious comments towards you. He was going to be the lead actor of your upcoming project. The meeting was going on infornt of Jungkook but he didn't take his eyes off of the way the new actor's hands touched yours, how he looked at you, flirted with you and you giggle at some point too.

He wanted to punch him on the face so hard but at the same time didn't want a bruised faced man as an actor so he controlled himself. As soon as the meeting ended, he excuse himself because it was becoming unbearable for him.

It was a huge project, so much money has been invested in it and at the top of that you were the incharge of it, the main director of this, so there's no way you are going to mess it up so you play along.

On the way to the studio, you come across Jungkook's new secretary, Park Jimin. He knew Jungkook from school days, He is older than Jungkook and Jungkook trusted him so he hired him without any hesitations.

He greeted you as soon as he saw you, giving you a polite smile as he bow at you and you did the same.

At the studio, you can see how Jeo-eon trying to make a conversation with you, didn't leave a chance to flirt with you. You were aware of that and you were wlso aware of the fact that Jungkook was watching everythings from the sides. You can watch how his eyes narrowed at the man next to you, how his chest heaved. He was burning from the inside and you are happen to put some extra fuel into it.

You put your hands on the actor's thighs as you laugh at his joke which wasn't funny at all but you did anyways, Patting his thigh you smile as you throw a joke back at him to which he laugh delightfully. The next thing you noticed was that Jungkook barged out from the studio hastily.

You asked Jimin where does your husband go, to which he lead you to his direction. He was standing at the hallway by this window from where you can watch the whole city. You asked him first-

"have you done your lunch yet?"

"No, what are you doing here anyway? Thought you were busy laughing at his jokes?" he rise a brow at you. Oh, he is absolutely jealous!

"Why? Does it bother you that much?" you smirk at him, loving the reactions you were getting out of him untill he subtly push you back on the glass of the window, caging you there.

"Doesn't I suppose to when my wife getting all friendly and close to an another men infront of her husband? Hmm?" his eyes were fixed at your face as he lick his lips before averting his gaze down to your lips then to your eyes again. His gaze was so intense that you suddenly felt small under it.

"Are you Jealous, Mr. Jeon?" you asked him straight while smirking back at him. The sexual tension was inevitable between you two.

He scoff at that as speak "He have nothing from _ Which i've to be jealous of, baby. Besides just know that what mine is mine and I know how to keep it that way" his lips brushes against yours, for a mere second you thought he is going to kiss you but he pull himself back from you with a Cheshire grin on his face. He absolutely knew what he was doing.

Then you hear some chattering near by you and you panicked, you saw some of the models coming at your direction. You recognize the one with blond hair, Rose her name was. Then you did something unexpected just to keep them away, you grab your husband's face and clash your lips on his.

This actoin succesfully shoo away your intruders but Jungkook totally got startled by your action. The moment your lips met, you feel all the things you felt when you first kissed him. You will never forget that, it was your very first kiss. It always had a special space in your heart.

He indulge in the kiss too, grabbing your sides to pull you even closer to him as he devour your mouth and you suddenly felt jelly. With the passion and intensity he was kissing you, licking you lip then shoving his tongue into your mouth was enough to throw your senses out of the window.

You were the one to pull back from the kiss because you were out of breath, while you tried to catch your breath you glance up at him and saw the most beautiful sight. His lips becomes cherry red colored and all swollen from kissing, hair messy, sweat dripping from his forehead. He is gorgeous.

"Sorry, There were some people. Didn't want them to catch us together" he just mouthed an 'O' to that as he gave you a look which you didn't understand. You quickly turn on your feet and walk away from him, not wanting to make things more awkward.

You worked late at night that day, you had to finish things up but when you found Jungkook standing outside of you cabin, you got surprised. Asking him if he was waiting for you but he just shrug it off. You both were inside of the elevator when it suddenly stopped midway.

Then it hit you. Jungkook have claustrophobia. He become restless when that happened, chest heaving in a fast pace as he crouched down on the floor, hugging his legs together as he repeatedly say "No, let me get out from here!!" "i can't breath!" "I'm going to die here!"

You quickly crouched down beside him, tried to calm him down by putting your hand on his shoulder but he abruptly push you back as you hit the floor by the impact of it's force.

"N-no you d-don't understand! We-we are gon-nna die here" he looked at you with dreaded eyes, he was terrified like a child who is afraid of the darkness and monsters. he was at the verge of crying. Your heart aches at the sight. You knew he had this phobia but never witnesses it.

So, you said to him firmly, with full of confidence in your voice "No, you're not going to die here" you look at his eyes as you continued "Someone will come in any second and get us out of -"

"NO! NO ONE IS GONNA COME TO RESCUE US! WE ARE-" he started shouting out of panic.

"We will get out of here! You will get out of here alive, you understand? I'll make sure of that" your voice slightly rise at first but come to normal volume at the end.

You have to be calm in order to calm him down. You said those words to him confidently with calm manner. "You can breath. See, I can and so can you. You are breathing right now so you are capable of doing that" you said with serious tone to which makes him less panicked then before, you noticed.

You slowly put your hand infront of him as to slowly touch him, to not to scare him away. "It's okay, you're okay. We will get out of here" You stay there like that for a moment before you see his breath getting normal then you put your hands on his shoulder ever so slowly. He flinched at your touch but looked at you and say "____ I don't want to die here. Please do something! Please don't leave me"

At the last sentence, it broke your heart. You carefully hug him, pull him into your embrace as his head rests on your chest as you let him cry there while holding you.

"You will be fine. I'm not leaving you. I'll never leave you" your voice quiver while telling those words but quickly control your emotions because it's not the right time.

After that incident, the distance between you two decrease to a certain level.

But the sexual tension was same, even grew as time flies.

One day, when you were at the shoot, jeo-eon offer you to join him for coffee at the office cafe and you accepted that. You were peacefully siping on your coffee while talking to him when your phone vibrate from a notification. It was from your husband.

Come to my office now.

You excuse youself as you made your way back to his office to find out what's the emergency was. Outside of his office, there was Park Jimin standing there.

"Good morning, miss ____. Mr. Jeon is waiting for you inside" his voice a little to excited of your liking. You didn't know the reason behind it so you shrug it off and enter his office.

Upon closing the door behind you, he come close to you quickly "May I ask where were you, ma'am?" he asked mockingly but you liked the way he address you as "Ma'am".

"At the cafe, with Park Jeo-eon" you answered shortly, didn't get why he was becoming annoyed and asking you these quistions.

"And why is that?"

"What do you mean 'why is th- "

"Oh you fucking know what I meant by that, ____. I told you to stay away from him still you did go back to him? Why? Do you like him or something?" you didn't like the way his voice rise at you, the way he said those words. You felt insulted so you throw back with-

"Why do you even care?"

The thing he did next startle you. He came closer to you untill he push you towards the desk as he said in a low, deep voice.

"Because you are my wife. You are mine to have, is that so hard to understand?" his eyes were dark. Before you even comprehend what was going on, he turn you around and bend you on the desk.

"It's Okay baby, I'll help you understand. Please excuse my behaviour" then you felt his hard clothed cock against your asscheek, rubbing on it. When you didn't respond, He came close to your ear to whisper-

"Is it okay baby? I need words" he was asking for your permission and you gave him that. That is all he needed before he free his cock from his pants behind you. You could't see it but the way the 'thud' sound echoed through out the room, you knew he was hard enough.

He had no problem in pulling your skirt downwards to expose your ass and dripping cunt which was covered by a black thong. He groan at the sight infront of him.

"You know _ it enrages me whenever i saw you with other men-" he then started grinding his dick between your thighs and then it hit your clit.

A strangled moan escaped from your mouth, unwanted.

"And _ It frustrates me more when I'm not able to do anything _ not able to show them who you belong to" He suck on your neck and you bite down on your bottom lip to prevent you from making yourself more embarrassed.

"I've been craving you, all these days _ you're in my head all the time. Do you know how frustrated it is?" Oh! You do know. He let out a dark chuckle as he continue his movements, speeding up it a bit more.

"I want them to know that _ that I'm the only one who can touch you like that _ ah- f-fuck!" You can feel he was loosing control over his movements. "That _ You are my wife and none of them will be able to take you from me!"

Then he push your panties to aside and started rubbing your folds with his tattoed fingers.

"J-jungkook" you felt his pre-cum on your thigh, soaking your underware.

"Fuck! You are mine." with a groan, he pushed down your thong and started grinding again in a fast pace, rubbing your clit. You moan uncontrollably to that. There might be people outside his room but you couldn't care less at this moment.

You wanted to forget about everything, but him in this very moment.

He was close, you can assume that from the way his cock was throbbing between your legs. "Jungkook _ please!"

"Please what, baby? Do you want something?" You've always know his teasing tendencies but _ at this moment you're going to have none of this. You started bucking your hips on his hand and cock to stimulate your more, to get more friction.

Then a hard slap, land straight on your asscheck.

Silent.

You aren't expecting this but you have to admit _ It felt good. So you clench around nothing.

"Stay still" he told you firmly before retracting his hand from your clit _ you whined at that. His smirk get wider as he grab his dick with the same hand as he pump his member few times and white shot of warm liquid landed on your bare ass.

He groan at that loudly. "You are looking pretty" You feel your blood rush to your cheek as you register what you both have done just now. You tried to stand abruptly but got held in the midway. He clean his cum with tissue and fix your outfit neatly, turning you around to look at him.

Upon seeing your confused look and a evident pout on your lips, he giggled.

"Seriously? _ Stop teasing"

"I'm not teasing baby _ just" he tucked your hair behind your ear gently "You've already test my patience so many time, so wanna see how much paitence you have in yourself"

He left the office and all you do is stare at his figure as he leave the room.

Rest of the day was unbearable to you. You were aching down there that it was becoming hard to resist the need to touch it and get your release. It was started to hurt.

At the end of the day, when you two reunite in the car to go back to your home _ you feel his heavy gaze on you then you look at him.

The tension was becoming unbearable, the aching between your legs were becoming unbearable too. You rub your thighs together and he noticed it. Smirking _ he placed a hand on it. His touch was burning on your skin. Then he moved it upwards to your heat untill his hand was on your clit.

The previous orgasm which was being snatched away from you is becoming overwhelmingly painful. You spread your legs at his touch without him asking for permission and he gladly took the hint.

Thankfully, There was a barrier inside of the car which was blocking the view of two of you. He inform Jimin to drive slow as he obliged.

Then dive back to the thing he was doing. The things that make your back arch.

While his one hand drawing circles on your clit, The other tattoed arm comes to touch your cunt, feel all the essence gussing out of it.

"Baby, you are soaking" his words send a burning sensation straight to your core. A loud moan escaped from your mouth when he slowly push his finger in it.

"Sshh, We don't wanna get cought like this _ now do we?" You clench around his finger when you remember you were in the car, and Jimin was right infront of you driving it and there's a major possibility of being cought here. It leaves you scared and excited at the same time.

"Oh! You will like being cought huh? _ You will let people see how good i'm making you feel" you feel a ton of wetness gush out of you at that, Jungkook groan upon realizing that. His movements faster in a second, rubbing on your clit and pumping two of his fingers into you at the same time, rythmeticly.

Then he let his fingers go further inside you _ that hit you sweet spot.

"Please, Jungkook _ k-keep going"

You were about to let out a loud moan but he kissed you. Shoved his tongue into your mouth to shut you up.

He constantly hit that spot and rub your inner wall at a rhythmic pace while rubbing your clit in an equivalent pace.

You were squirming in his hold, Legs were shaking _ you were at the verge of tears when you parted your lips from him to say

"Please, w-wanna cu-m"

"Then cum" he said and you were done for, cluchting on his hand as you other arm go straight over your mouth to prevent any kind of noise. The feeling was so intense that your eyes roll to the back of your head and some tears escaped your eyes then you close your eyes shut.

You came all over his arm and the leather seat that you were seating on, soaked it with your cum. It lasted longer than you expected. Jungkook never stopped moving, helping you through your orgasm. He was out of breath when he say "You squirted, baby"

Your eyes snap to his direction to saw him smirking, Cheshirely grinning at you while licking your essence from his fingers delightfully then you noticed the wetness around you.

You cringed at that, scrunching your nose at the feeling. You quickly whispered a "Sorry, I did a mess" as you let your head down in sheer embarrassment to hide youself from his gaze.

He grab your chin and gently bring your face up to face him- "I don't mind as long as you're the one making this kind of mess" You got so flustered by his action that you avert your gaze somewhere else, forcing youself to make some distance between you two.

When you two arrived, He stopped Jimin from coming for you to open the door and told him that he can leave because you were not in the appropriate state and there was cum all over the seat that have to be cleaned before anyone can see it.

It all became a part of your life, those things started happening quite often. You both teased each other then the next things you know, you guys are all over each other but it never extends to something more. He was great at Oral. No doubt.

But still the craving you feel towards him, wanting him more in other ways was becoming too much as the time goes by. You wonder _ if he feels the same.

You tried to talk to him to clear things out, to know if he is still angry on you about the past, if he still loves you the same. But he never let you do so, whenever you tried to bring the topic to the table, he always make some excuses and avoid confrontation.

Or_ whenever you tried to get to close to him, he just ignores you? Not in a subtle way because he never intend to hurt you. He never initiated thing to make one step further and you being you, never pushing his limits.

But still the passion and intimacy was there whenever he is touching or eating you out or finger-fucking you.

Just like that one time when_ you were making dinner and he comes behind you, put you on the kitchen counter and eats you out.

Or,

That one time when you were having your alone time at the bath tub_playing chess while enjoying soft music at the back ground. Jungkook come out of nowhere, saying "he just wants to take a bath" as he plop himself into the tub beside you. It dosen't take long for his hands to roam around your body to your pussy.

He started of gently but eventually got rough with time. he forced you to focus on your game while fucked you with his fingers. But you couldn't focus on the game_ how could you when his fingers feel so good inside of you? Ramming inside you as it brushes against the perfect place and stretches you out so good. You couldn't even imagine how his dick is gonna feel inside of you when his fingers are this good. The sounds where peoducing from fucking you in water makes you arch your back more.

Then a harsh slap land on your clit which makes you gasp then he pinched your bundle of nurves lightly which ultimatly throw you off. You cum all over his fingers.

The only time you guys shared a bed was, when you couldn't bring youself to sleep because of some unpleasant things happened to you.

As soon as Jungkook come to know about the agreement of the share of their company, where you were going to have 40% of it, he immediately protested. He and his father had a heated argument over it.

"You are having more because you are deserving of this" His father shouted at him. Eyes filled with rage because of his son's impulsive desicion.

"____ and I are equal in it so whatever I'm deserving of, she deserves that too." he told his father firmly and leave the room, leaving his father shouting behind him. He didn't know you heard the whole conversation already.

After that, in a few hours_ your step-mother called you blamed you for all of this, claiming that you are a burden to them, how you're not enough of a daughter, how you are in-debt of you own father and her for taking care of you, how your own mother leave you behind because of you even though it's not the case.

After that heated argument with your step-mother, you were devasted. That time, Jungkook holds you tightly in his arms _ comforts you _ cuddles you untill you fall asleep.

You thought your relationship with him was improving but one day it changed completely.

You saw Jungkook in his office with the same blond girl, who was hitting on him from the first day _ Rose.

She was literally sitting on his lap, while kissing him, hips bucking on his crotch. After witnessing it you left the office, tried to throw it out of your memory but couldn't.

Next day was a big day for your company. It was the day of celebration because your project was a succesful one. It manages to achive one of the most prestigious awards, It was a huge hit.

You aren't feeling like going there but you know you have to. There will be many well-known people and you were the director of this film, of course you have to be there.

You quickly got ready in a red corset paired it with golden body chain and black pants. You haven't talk to Jungkook since yesterday and he noticed that. The shift in your mood.

"Is everything okay?" he asked when he saw you walking down the stairs. He was in his black turtle neck shirt paired it with black trouser.

"I don't know, you say?" he got confused at your passive aggresiveness.

"Why did you marry me Jungkook? I mean is that okay for you to marry someone when you didn't even love them?" Upon hearing those words, he got more confused.

"____, Where is this coming from?"

You couldn't control anymore. You were suppressing everything all these days but after yesterday, you couldn't anymore.

"Why you always ignored me? Whenever I tried to talk to you or have a discussion about our past, you always pushed me away! Why? It makes me feel like you actually didn't want to be with me at all! It hurts me everytime when I put effort in our relationship but you didn't tried to indulge in it. Is it really fair?"

You lashed out on him bad. Emotions were fogging your mind. You tried to control yourself _ then he started talking,

"What fairness you're talking about, ____?" his voice was low, eyes narrowed down at you, they were so dark.

"Have you forgotten how you left me? How you left me with saying nothing when everyday I waited for you to answer me, to come back to me and then suddenly breaking up with me!? Do you think i deserved ANY OF THOSE?" His voice got louder with each sentence, fuming with rage.

"That's what i was trying to explain to you from the day one after our marriage! But you never let me!"

"Is that so? So why didn't you explain to me all those years ago? Do you know how much it hurted me? How hard it was for me? Have you ever cared about me? So why do I give you a chance to explain it now?" He push his hair back with his hand, tried hard to control himself because it was getting out of hands.

"You must understand there was a reason, that's why I wasn't able to but when I'm trying now, you refused to hear that! So, what do you want me to do? Have you ever tried to understand me? Or even love me? Well, I can't even expect from you anything anymore" you scoff at him and his anger got even worse when you said the word "love".

"It would be better if you don't talk about love when you don't even know how to value it. I seriously thought you were going to run away again _ like before, Like your mother did to your father" before he can register the words coming out of his mouth, he already said that out loud.

Then complete silent.

You stand there, numb. Did you heard it right? You couldn't comprehend, before you can stop it a tear slip out of your eyes. Jungkook realize what he just said and tried to come closer to you but upon seeing your look in the eyes he stopped at his tracks.

He got nervous by that. Your eyes full of rage and pain. You were going to burst out on him but before you can do that, Jimin come to escort you two, to your respective vehicles.

Jungkook was in the other car and you were in another. Of course because of the privacy terms of your marriage.

When you arrived at the party, the vanue was already full of people, known or unknown. But you couldn't pinpoint Jungkook anywhere.

But you saw Jimin standing at a corner so you asked him about your husband. He answered with a brief 'No' and assure you that he will inform him.

You wanted to get loose from all the stress and the heated argument you just had a minitues ago so you walk up to the bar and sit on a chair comfortably. When you were about to call the bartender, you were inturupted by a very happy looking jeo-eon.

"Hey, long time no see. How are you?" he didn't even ask for your petmission when he pull you in a hug. His hands lingers on your back a couple second more then your liking.

As time goes by, his touches become more bold or to be precise, touching you inappropriately. When his hand goes to your thigh, you decide you have had enough. You push his hands of off you immediately. It startles him but didn't make a fuss out of it.

As you finish your drink, you excuse yourself from him and straight headed to the washroom because you were suddenly feeling dizzy.

All of this time you felt someone's gaze on you.

As you enter the washroom, everything was getting blur. You couldn't balance yourself so you bend down on the floor then you saw someone coming in.

It was a men but It's a women's washroom what he is doing here?

Then you saw his face, Park jeo-eon.

He bend down to look at your face. "Aren't you a pretty one?" caressing your face with his fingers. You were going to be senseless in no time _ you knew that.

You removed his hand with a force he didn't liked so then he did something you're not going to like.

He kissed you. Clash his lips on yours with such a force that push you back wards as you landed on you back, on the floor. He was hovering over you, grabbing you everywhere as far as his hands reaches, from the side of your body to your breast, gropping it hard.

You tried to break free from his grip but didn't have enough strength to push him away. Squirming underneath him, yelling and throwing hands everywhere.

You felt disgusted, terrified, hurt at that moment. You wanted to puke and run away but he pins you down tightly on the floor.

You felt tears on you cheeks, you didn't even know when you started crying but then you heard a loud thud sound from a distance. In a blick of an eye, Jeo-eon was on the floor beside you, over him was your husband _ punching him hard on his face.

The last thing you saw was red, the blood before you blackout.

When you come back to your senses, you felt someone's hand on your waist, holding you securely as you leaned on them. You noticed it was Jungkook's hand from the tattoos on it.

You couldn't say anything as you stay silent. You were still dizzy and drunk. Then the car stopped and he get off from his car. Holding you in bridal style as he go inside the house after thanking Jimin.

On his way to your room, you said drunkly to him "yo are goud-loo-king miste-" he giggled at your hard work.

"Really? But i think you're more good-looking baby" then he gave you his signature bunny smile.

You missed that, you missed that so much. After so many years you got to see him smiling like that again. It makes your eyes teary.

Jungkook noticed it. He gently put you down on the bed and sit besides you. He observe you for a couple of second, your beautiful features were mesmerising to his eyes but when it landed on the bruises which was there because of that jerk. He wanted punch himself for that, he blamed himself for that because he wasn't there with you thats why that jerk get his hands on you.

How could he even let that happen?

How could he be so careless?

He is indeed worthless, he thought. He didn't even realize that he was crying untill your hand goes to his cheeks to wipe his tears off.

"why arre yo crryin?" you managed to asked that to him. There was a pout on your lips. You looked so pretty. So cute.

He wanted hold you, kiss you for forever, give you all the love in this world.

Then again you asked "Why died yo kis-ssed Ose?" he didn't get what you were saying untill it clicked in his head. He wanted to laugh at your words but then he thought

How did you know that?

Wait, that means you misunderstood the situation. It wasn't like he was kissing her, she was the one who abruptly climb on his lap and kissed him before he get the chance to do anything. You were happen to be there at the same time.

He was being respectful and polite to her before that he didn't even realize she can do something like that. But he also push her away as soon as he felt her lips on him and she landed on the floor.

Didn't you noticed that?

He has to explain that to you. "No ____, It's not like that, She was the one who come to, i wasn't kissing her. Please try to understand. I-" fumbling because he thought you won't going to trust him.

"Then, kiss me" He stopped on his tracks and looked at you to register what you just said but before he can do anything, you already climb on his lap _ sitting there comfortably. Pull him into a kiss.

It happen so fast that he didn't get any time to react. You keep kissing him, licking and biting. He somehow break free from your kiss and say "____ not now, you're dr-"

You again kiss him, didn't listen to any of his rumbling then you started grinding on his semi hard cock over his clothes.

"____, stop" his voice commanding as he groan into your ear, hot breath hitting on your neck.

But you didn't stop, keep grinding on him in a fast pace.

"Please, stop or I won't be able to stop!" as he grip you hips to stop you from move any further.

His chest was heaving so did yours.

"I'm sorry" you whisper to him with an apologetic way which melt his heart. "Baby, don't say tha-"

"I'm sorry because I leftt you, with-out saying anything to you" he was shocked upon hearing that all of a sudden.

"I'm sorry, I shouldn't have done t-hat to yo _ you des-erv-ed to know all butt I - i didn't waned to burden yo or make yo wai-t fo-r me fo-r iter-nity"

What are you talking about?

He didn't understand a ounce of it so he keep listening to you carefully.

"I didn' even knouw when I'll come back o-or e-even come back att all. You knew, I have alwys wan-ed to be a writer. My dad didn' want me to do so- "

You were crying at this point. Jungkook wipe out some of your tears as gently placed his hand on your cheek, caressing it in a comforting way.

"So I-i applied for _ t-this scholarship and got selected by an prestige-us university butt he still didn't ag-ree on that so I thought about running away."

You did get the chance to study at this well-known college but still your dad was stubborn to make you handle his business and drop out from college but you wanted to study and be a famous a famous writwr one day. Jungkook knew how obsessed you were with crime documentaries and detective stories but you never told him you wanted to be a writer.

So, You run away, did your MBA and keep writing your story at the same time. You didn't inform Jungkook because you were uncertain when you were going to come back to him or TBH, if you ever come back here.

You didn't want to leave Jungkook in darkness, waiting for a uncertain relationship to find it's happily ever-after. You didn't wanted to hurt him.

So, you hurt youself by making him hate you.

He watched you on TV receiving awards for your books and novels. He wanted to congratulate you, run to you to celebrate your win.

Tell you how much he is proud of you.

But he wasn't able to because you push him away. And now that he know why, he couldn't control himself but to hug you. Tears were straining his cheeks.

"I'm sorry to lash out on you or hurt you. I'm sorry for saying hurtful things to you, I'm sorry-"

He stopped in his tracks when he noticed you were asleep in his arms. He just smile at your peaceful features and tucked you under the blanket as he lay beside you, cuddling you.

Next morning was a mess. Your head hurts like hell, your throat was sour and your head was spinning like a merry-go-round.

You heard the door opening and puffy eyed Jungkook walking in. He handed you some pill and a glass of water.

"How are you feeling now?" He asked.

"like, I'm going to die" he laughed. His features shinnig in the soft sunlight making it more pretty.

He come close to you and hold your hand in his "____, I'm sorry for everything"

You didn't understand as you asked "why- "

But he interrupted you as he continued "Our marriage was not a proper one and i never got the chance to propose you so-"

He pull out something from his pocket and say "I love you so much ____ that i want to spend the rest my life with you, so will you marry me?" as He held your wedding ring in his hand. He was blushing so hard and you couldn't stop your self from smilling.

"You literally looks like 'the hero from a cliche romantic movie' who just had their first night with their lover and proposing her in the next morning" as you laughed at him.

"Oh! That mean I missed a step, didn't I?" he smirk at you, his eyes were getting dark all of a sudden.

"Oh my god! Jungkook I didn't mean that"

Those words land into deaf ears as he already climb on top of you.

"You are finally mine and-" he kissed you.

"I'm yours, too"

He used to say that, He is not possesive _ It's called devotion.

After that night, He makes sure to expose Jae-eun in the public eye as TV channels make headline on how a celebrity was involved with drug dealing and a sexually abusive person. All the evidence of his crime highlighed in national TV.

Or how that one time, that men tried to touch you inappropriately and he threatened him and make sure that he never get a job anywhere else.

Or how he leave Jimin with you whenever he wasn't around so that he can look after you.

You didn't have to know any of this.

But you also believe that, you aren't possessive either, it's just you care about him.

Like, that one time when Rose clicked a picture of you and him kissing, you go to her and threatened her to death as you delete the photo from her phone forcefully.

Or how you get Jennie resigned from your husband's office and make him hired a male secretary.

He doesn't have to know any of it.

Yes, He is not possessive at all neither you are.

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