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i can't do this today😭😭😭😭😭 im so fucking weak and this is amazing and i love him so much and

[ 𝟑:𝟏𝟖 𝐀𝐌 ] — 𝐑𝐘𝐔𝐆𝐔𝐉𝐈 𝐊𝐄𝐍 (𝐃𝐑𝐀𝐊𝐄𝐍)

“kenny,” you whisper. “hey, hey, kenny?” each word is spoken with a poke to his rib cage, and draken hisses, rolling over in bed to turn away with his back to you.

“no, y/n,” he mumbles sleepily. his voice is low, words slurred in his tired state, but it does little to break your resolve. you simply poke his back instead.

“kenny, it’s important,” you whisper urgently. he waits a few moments before ultimately grumbling as he gives in, turning to face you as his eyes glare at you while he rubs the sleep out of them.

“what? what is it,” he asks, voice flat.

“okay. so,” you grin. draken raises an eyebrow, and he doesn’t like where this is heading—even if he doesn’t exactly know where this is heading. “if we were like, i don’t know, forbidden lovers or something, and we had to run away to be together—”

“y/n, it’s three in the morning,” he groans, rubbing his face exasperatedly with his hand. peering at your from the side, he exhales at your pout. “don’t make that fa—okay, you know what? go ahead.”

draken always gives in when it comes to you, and at times like these, it concerns him a little just how far he’d go for you. that much control in your hands over him couldn’t be good, but still, he trusts you. blindly, with no doubts, draken always trusts you.

although, right now, he’s second-guessing his choices.

“okay, as i was saying,” you huff, “if we had to run away to be together, where would you wanna go?” he’s tired and cranky, and his muscles ache, and his eyelids are the heaviest they’ve been with sleep, but still, he sighs before pondering over an answer for your question. and it’s sweet, really, how he always indulges you in your mindless thoughts—no matter how pointless or how late. he always has a soft spot for you, and even if he rethinks his choices sometimes, he can’t ever bring himself to regret them.

“like...to another country?” you hum in confirmation. “then i guess france,” he mumbles. resting your chin on his chest, you peer up at him, his arm curling around you and pulling you closer.

“how come?”

“so that i can push you off that big ass tower and finally get a good night’s sleep,” he grunts, closing his eyes with a yawn. scowling, you slap his chest, making him scowl back. you both glare half-heartedly at each other, his eyes boring into yours. and he has to be up soon, the shop won’t run itself, but all thoughts of rest are whisked away for a moment when he catches a glimpse of you in the dark room, nothing but the moon offering any sort of light.

“well, i wouldn’t run away with you if you treat me like that,” you mutter, adding, “jerk,” after a few moments—just to ensure you get your point across. he snickers, and his arm tightens its grip on you. he feels safe—because he always speaks through his actions, no matter how big or small. the way his arms grasp you, how they always keep you in place, right by his side—they speak figures. draken’s love is pure, it’s raw, and it’s real. you crack a smile at his chuckles, the soft sound melting your heart and then some.

“kidding,” he grins, pecking your forehead. “i wouldn’t blow all that money on plane fare just to push you off a building. i can do that anywhere.” rolling your eyes at how pleased he seems at his answer, you grab a loose strand of hair resting on his shoulder, twirling the ends as you hum thoughtfully.

“okay, if you’re done with the shitty jokes—”

“hey, they're not shitty—”

“why else do you wanna go there?” he shrugs, mindlessly stroking your back with his palm, looking off out the window.

“i don’t know...isn’t it supposed to be like...a romantic place?“ you stare at him for a moment, blinking, and for a second, he wonders if he said something wrong.

and then you break into a fit of giggles, making him stare at you bewildered as a soft blush dusts over his cheeks.

“oh kenny,” you snort. “my little hopeless romantic,” you tease, pinching his cheek. the blush spreads to the tips of his ears as draken scowls, shoving your hand away and huffing. you hope he doesn’t feel your heart hammering in your chest from his words, though.

“i will shove you off a building, y/n. it can happen,” he warns playfully. but despite his words, he still leans in and accepts the sweet kiss you press to his lips, grinning as he pulls away. “okay, your turn. where would you wanna go?” shrugging, you twist the strand of hair around your finger, moving to trace the slope of his jaw.

“anywhere,” you whisper. “as long as i’m with you.” you say it truthfully, and draken’s oddly emotional from the confession. he thinks back to how many cold nights—and bloody ones too—that you’d sat through, how you waited through worrying over his delinquent nature, how even when he couldn’t give you anything, you’d treated him as though he’d given you it all.

draken thinks he’d follow you to the end of the world if that’s what it takes. smiling softly, he presses delicate kisses to your cheeks before connecting your lips, humming into the kiss as his hand rubs up your spine.

“y/n,” he murmurs. you hum in response. “that’s real cute,” he huffs with a small chuckle, making you beam. and all too swiftly, you’re pulled down with your cheek smooshed against his chest and his arms locked firmly around you, no chance for escape. though, you don’t think you’d wanna leave anyway. “now go. to. sleep.”