There Is Something So Tragic About Mourning Not Only People You've Lost But Also Those Who You Don't Know Anymore - Tumblr Posts

I wonder if when Lelouch ever thinks back to his childhood he remembers things about others that are so insignificant now- his siblings choice foods, the face Clovis made when he drew, Cornelia's favorite book, the games Euphy played with them, who got sick the most often, the decorations in their rooms, their pets, the class that he hated the most- he doesn't know if any of these things are the same anymore.

It doesn't matter since things are different now- if it ever hurts, it doesn't matter since they aren't here now and he can't trust them anymore.

Lelouch has already chosen his side.