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people on the outside looking in can be confused by my desire to be treated with utmost reverence and love and to be coddled while also being ruthlessly and relentlessly hurt. i don’t necessarily want to be humiliated or for pain to be a punishment. sometimes it’s about someone whispering sweet nothings in my ear while they make me scream, you know? sometimes i want someone to tell me they know i can take it and that they think i look so pretty like this and they’re going to push me a little more, just a little farther for them, even as i fight against the bindings. because they love me and they want to hurt me so, so bad. you know? 🙂

I’m kinda tall, taller than a lot of the people I spend time around and work with, and sometimes I think about a woman shorter than me kicking me to my knees in front of her and putting a collar and leash on me and yanking me around. Pulling on it so tight I can barely breathe as I eat her out like I’m starving for it. Wrapping her legs around my head so all I can smell or see is her. Uhhhhg