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Stressed Out - H.J¹

Pairing: Idol!HanJisungXIdol!Fem.Reader. (feat. Stray kids)

Warnings: ataque de ansiedade, desentendimento (o Han é meio cabeção, mas a leitora tbm), acho que é só. :)

Palavras: 5.490

Sinopse: Em uma edição especial do reality show "Kingdom", os boygroups e as girlgroups mais impactante de outras edições se juntam para novas apresentações. Na frente das câmeras, tudo estava bem, mas poucos sabiam os males que assombravam todos os participantes. Na gravação de um dos episódios, uma situação mostra que não devemos ter opiniões precipitadas...

(Pt. 2)

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Mesmo com todos esses anos dentro da indústria, Han Jisung ainda não entendia como algumas pessoas conseguiam fingir tão bem. Perto de outras pessoas, na frente das câmeras, com outros grupos... isso era mais normal que muitos pensam, mas por que você o incomodava?

"Talvez por que você tenha uma queda por ela?" Bang Chan o indagou uma vez, enquanto stray kids conversava sobre os outros grupos que conheciam ao longo da edição especial do 'Kingdom'. O moreno debocha da fala do líder, dando de ombros.

"Queda? Ele tem um penhasco pela garota" Seungmin completa, o chocando com sua audácia "ele não pode ver ela que fica babando... É pura sorte ninguém ter percebido e comentado"

Tudo bem, talvez eles estivessem certos, e ele tivesse uma quedinha de nada por ela, mas isso não significava que ele conseguia entender como ela era tão boa atriz...

"Talvez você esteja entendendo ela de um jeito errado..." O mais novo diz pela primeira vez, Han o olha, mas o moreno parecia nem perceber o que falava, concentrado de mais no macarrão em sua vasilha. "Você sabe como é fácil disso acontecer"

Cansado, Jisung explica mais uma vez os incidentes que o levam a acreditar que tudo o que a idol sente por ele é ódio. "Ainda acho melhor você tentar falar com ela pessoalmente, quem sabe tudo se resolveria..."

Mesmo com se hyung Lee know o aconselhando, Han Jisung tentou ignorar a garota mais uma vez, afinal a missão dessa semana parecia pior que as da semana passada, e da edição passada. Ele precisava se focar.

E foi o que fez, ou pelo menos se convenceu que conseguiu fazer. Ele escreveu, produziu, gravou, dançou, e tudo mais que tinha que fazer. E grande parte do tempo ele conseguiu se concentrar e se deixar levar por nada.

Mas ele não sabia o que esperar dos outros grupos...do seu grupo. E foi uma sequência de grander performances. Todos forma muito impactantes, e você parecia mais feroz que semana passada, e ele entendia, afinal a mnet não escondia que não era muito empática quanto ao seu grupo, sempre as deixando com notas baixas. Mas dessa vez seria impossível fingir que aqueles números eram verdadeiros.

Porém, por mais que ele torcesse por você, também queria chegar longe, e não queria ser o motivo ao qual deu grupo não passaria.

E mesmo após se apresentar, o nervosismo só passaria com o resultado. E apesar do seu grupo conseguir ficar em segundo lugar, stray kids acabou em penúltimo, e ele sabia que a culpa era dele (mesmo que não fosse, de verdade), ele já conseguia sentir seu corpo tremer, e o ar faltar. Ele só precisava sair dali, precisava ficar sozinho, nem que seja por poucos minutos...

Assim que as luzes se acabaram, o mesmo saiu de fininho, não querendo ser pego por ninguém... Não que ele tenha ter conseguido, pois desde o momento em que os resultados foram anunciados, seus olhos não saíram dele. Desde quando chegou no estúdio, percebeu como ele estava mais nervoso que o normal, como ele se afastava quando mais de duas pessoas chegavam perto (você sabia que ele tinha problemas com locais cheios de pessoas, então tentava não ser uma delas, mas o olhava de longe), e como estava mais quieto que o normal. Então assim que o viu escapar o seguiu.

Han Jisung acabou em uma sala, perto dos camarins. Assim que entrou, se sentou, de olhos fechados e cabeça pra trás, tentando lutar com aquele sentimento horrível que tanto conhecia.

"Han" uma voz leve surgiu dentro da sala, quando abriu os olhos viu que era Sn, e a situação piorou. Tudo o que tentava reprimir acabou saindo de vez. Não conseguia mais respirar, as lágrimas saíam sem controle, molhando seu rosto. "Tudo bem, tenta respirar fundo..." A voz da garota era suave e gentil com ele, mas por mais que ele tentasse controlar, só parecia piorar a situação.

Felizmente nesse momento, ela sabia como o ajudar, pois já teve que passar por isso várias vezes, sozinha inclusive.

"Han, olha pra mim..." Ela pede, e ele o faz, encontrando apenas uma Sn borrada "ótimo, posso pegar suas mãos?" Ela pede, e ele as entrega pra ela, que as segura firme, mas não que doesse. "Tudo bem, agora preciso que você foque na minha voz e no que eu disser, tudo bem?" Sem conseguir falar, ele aperta levemente suas mãos, em sinal positivo.

"okay, inspira... Segura... expira... inspira..."

Sn ficou ali de joelhos, segurando as mãos de Jisung, as massageando, e o instruindo na respiração, até que o mesmo se acalmasse. Quando isso aconteceu, ela secou suas lágrimas e apertou suas mãos em conforto mais uma vez.

"Se sente melhor?" Sn pergunta, preocupada ao se levantar. A morena pegou dois copos de água e o entregou um. De repente o rapaz de sentiu envergonhado, percebendo ela sorriu e segurou sua mão mais uma vez "não se preocupe, isso acontece comigo o tempo todo, essa semana não foi nada fácil..."

Ele então conseguiu a olhar, conforme ela falava, as palavras passavam por sua cabeça, mas seu tom era reconfortante, então o ajudava a voltar a realidade.

"... e eu sei que pode não mudar muita coisa pra você, mas tenho certeza que vão ganhar, então parabéns!"

Sn continuou falando, sem o olhar, pois percebeu que Han havia ficado envergonhado, mas diminuiu quando percebeu que ele provavelmente não a ouvia. Ficaram em silêncio, por alguns segundos, até a voz fraca do moreno soar na sala:

"Você... acha que vamos ganhar?" Sério? Isso era tudo que conseguia falar? Nem um obrigado? Ele queria se bater, mas percebeu o sorrisinho de lado dela.

"Sim, talvez hoje tenha sido apenas um desvio planejado... Você sabe que nem todo o resultado são honestos, e a mnet sempre tem um vencedor antes do programa começar... Não pira muito."

As palavras de Sn ficaram presas ali entre os dois. Suspirando ele ainda tentava compreender tudo, quando seu celular começou a vibrar como um louco, era Chan, provavelmente estavam ali a um tempo.

Quando atendeu, Sn se levantou fingindo não ouvir seus sussurros. Tudo resolvido, Jisung também se levantou e parou a sua frente, tentando não deixar transparecer como seu belo rosto, e cheiro o afetavam. "É melhor eu ir, muito obrigada... Por tudo..."

"Imagina, como eu disse, já passei várias vezes por isso, então sou quase uma mestra." Ela sorri, e Han percebeu que já a viu usando esse sorriso antes, com Felix e I.n, era um sorriso falso? "Mas como eu disse, não se deixe levar tanto pelo estresse, vocês vão se dar muito bem."

Ainda atordoado pela situação, Jisung se despede dela, encontrando seus hyungs, com tudo pronto para voltarem pra casa o quanto antes. Claro, que ele passou a viajem inteira tentando explicar onde esteve, e com quem esteve, e o tempo que restou, tentou entender onde esteve, e com quem esteve.

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My I please request something for stray kids ot8 fluff/angst based on the song - Song for another time by old Dominion where reader is excepted to their dream college in another country and it's about like all nine of them saying goodbye to the plans they had together

Hi! Thank-you so much for making a request! You are the first one to it, so I got really happy (and a little carried away, not gonna lie) when writing, and I hope I got correctly, and I also hope you like it!

I tried to bring some different scenarios for each member, so it wouldn't be the same thing, hope I got all you wanted on it!

Anyhow, you can read it now (I'm sorry if I took too long, I tried really hard not too), hope you like it! 💙

Stray kids reaction: "You got accepted in a university abroad"

» skz ot8 x neutral gender reader

» gender: angst and fluffy

» warnings: some are really sad, some are more light, but I'm not sure if have something really bad to add in here, so if you see anything, please, let me know ^⁠_⁠^

Now playing: Song for another time - Dominion

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— [💗]; Bang Chan

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Chris knows the feeling of chasing your dreams no matter what. He moved from Australia to Korea, so he could be the man he is today.

You sent your application for you dream university before your relationship with Chan got serious, and kinda forgot about it, once the acceptance process it was too long, and you were at your best with your now boyfriend.

So when you wake up one day, and checked your emails, the university name it was on top of all the others. It was it. You were accepted! You're in!

Obviously happiness took over you, until you remembered, your sweet hardworking, lovely boyfriend, Christopher Bang. What to do now? You should tell him? You shouldn't? Break up, or trying a distance relationship...

These questions surrounded your head for two days, since it was a decision that it was gonna change your life, no matter what. And Chan felt those two days, a subtle change in your behaviour. He saw how you got quieter, not actually present with him, fidgeting...

"Alright baby," his voice sounded like when he was talking to one of the boys, and you could avoid feeling small. It was a movie night, and Chris finally got a night off for it. "Can you please tell me what's going on inside of that pretty head of yours?" He asked staring at you with pure love in his eyes.

How were you suppose to do that?

Seeing no where to run, you said everything at once, but Chan only laugh briefly, and you repeat yourself at normal speed, and palaces your face in hands, not wanting to see his face.

Bang Chan felt his heart stop betting. He didn't want to lose you, but he knew that a distance relationship it was going to be hard. But he also couldn't let you gave up on your dreams, he was going to hate himself for that. So, after seconds — that felt like hours, for the both of you —, trying to think about what to say it, his voice sounded, fragile.

"I'm proud of you" his gentle hands took your hands out of your face, showing your red nose, and glossy eyes "I really am proud of you, baby. You are so smart, and I know this is a one chance in a lifetime. You are going to be amazing!"

"But Chris, it's in other countrie, what about us? What about you? I don't want to leave you, I -" the words started to fall from your lips in a rush, and Chris lovely laughted at your cuteness, getting closer.

"Listen, I love you, and because I love you, I won't gonna let you gave up on your dreams." He said holding your hands, and kissing your fingers, like he had the all the time in the world. Ironically. "So here's what's gonna happen, us. The both of us are going to search everything for your traveling, and we are going to decide what's the best for us, okay?" You confirm gently, and the man smiles, kissing your lips, in a quick peck. "Now, let's just watch the movie together okay?"

That night, while your body's were tangled into one another, your heart was calm, you still had Chan, oblivious to how tight Chan was holding you, and how he was thinking in a way to convince you that you had to go, and be... Without him.

— [💗]; Lee Know

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It wasn't his intention to see it. It was an accident, he swears! He computer was off and he really needed to see if Chan had sent him the audio he asked for. He asked if he could use your, and you let him before hoping in a good shower.

When your screen light it up, Lee Know faced your received emails, and one that you had already opened called his attention, and curiosity took the best of him.

It was from your university dream. You were accepted and with honor! Well he knew you would have to move out, but he was so proud of you, he couldn't wait until you tell him the news, so he could have a proper reaction. And he was a smiling proud boyfriend looks, whe he saw when they sent to you. And it was more than a week?

What happened? You gave up? You didn't want to go anymore? Were you scared?

Lee Know tried to remember the past week so he could find the answer. But the only thing he could remember it was how you were always remembering him how much you love him, and would always choose him. You were always a lovely girlfriend, and he loved that about you, and sometimes you needed more days for being a lovebug, so he brushed off.

What a mistake.

So the Brunet boy decided he should fix that. He couldn't let you slip this golden opportunity.

When Friday night had arrived, he proposed a ver special Saturday with him. The whole day, for just the two of you, doing what he had planned. Usually he keep his romances acts for special dates, and for those that he also felt like he should be a lovebug himself. So you didn't put too much in mind, and excitedly agree to it.

The next morning, you were awake with you ver handsome boyfriend with flowers in his hands and a ver bright smile. Oh how you were already loving this day!

"Where are you taking me today, my love?" You asked walking hand in hand with him, but Lee know only gave you a cheeky smile and answered you with a "You will see my baby"

You didn't recognize at first, but it was the library you first met. Now it was a little different from a couple of months, but still had the same great books smell it had before. Lee know loved how your face light it up when you recognized the place.

Inside you just walked a little, remembering how you first met "by the way, I still can't believe you almost fought for that cooking book" you laughed, and he followed you rolling his eyes. "It was a Disney princess cooking book!" He exclaimed making you laugh more "and you wanted it too, remember?" Lee Know bopped your nose and you had to remember him "it was for my little cousin!"

"Yeah, but it doesn't matter, because you got the book, and I got the queen!"

After that, he took you to the coffe shop the both of you were on your first date. "Oh the kitty coffee!" You exclaimed even more happy. You both ordered basically the same you ordered the first time.

Being with cats it was the both of you a natural habitat, and even the cats loved you too. So it was inevitable for the conversation leed to your future baby's.

"You know, I think we could adopt more five" he said looking at one cat that it was playing with another one, he felt how you moved a little uncomfortable, but you brushed of smiling "five? Love we already have three!". He took your hand in his and smiled "But if we are together, I know we can make it!"

After that, lee know took you to the new amousement park near by. He led your way all the time, taking you to the roller coaster, to the Vikings, buying you food, Candy's and cute animals ears.

"Okay, we went the place we first met, our first date, and what's this one? We Naver came here." You asked and lee know just smiled saying "I wanted to make a new one" but before you could ask what he ment by that, he pulled dyou for another thing.

When the night came, and you were already near your house, when you finally spoke "Love, today it was amazing and I loved everything, but can I ask you something?"

"Shore you can" he said. Both of you stoped at your house door step. He putted your hands on his shoulders and hooded your waist, looking at you like a lovemad man. "Are you going to propose?"

Lee know couldn't help but laugh a little bit. He brought you closer to him, and kissed you, ver very deep, taking your breath a way. Your neighbors would probably talk about it for a week now, but you could care. You were happy, in love, felling lee Know's love in every part of you.

When the both of you separated, he smiled holding your face, looking deeply in your eyes, and simply answerd you "no".

You took a minute to realize that not only he said that he wouldn't propose for you, but also he left you at your front door, since he went inside. The love you felt twisted for anger, as you followed him.

"What do you mean? Oh! What's that?" He took you buy surprise, with some of your bags, new bags and some new plushies on top of it.

Lee know then took your hands and brought you closer to them, and you saw, the email you ignored, printed inside of an a envelope, that he made it so it would look more official than it was.

"I'm not going to propose you, for now." He said, and you turned, so you could see him, or better, trying to see him through the tear that stared to fall from your eyes. He got himself in one knee, your hand in his, and said "will you, go to your dream university?"

"Love? What?" You loved the action, you really did, but you were also really confused by it. "Do you want me to leave you? Live in another country?"

"I want you to live your dream my sweet girl." He got up, and both of you sat at the couch. "You know how everyday I'm thankful for myself for following my dreams, since I've met the boys and you, and I want you to do it as well."

"But what about us? What about all the plans we made? Those five cats you wanted? Baby, I want marry you! I'm choosing you!" You started to throw your worries and wishes on him, almost loosing control of yourself.

"My love you are choosing me for now, but what about a couple of days, when you see something that you should be doing, and you regret it?" Maybe you didn't thought about this part "I love you to let you let yourself down, please go. And you can always comeback, and we can make new plans"

"New plans?" You brought yourself closer to him "Yes! We can plan online dates, we can plan when we meet one weekend, at vacation, at tour... New opportunities" he's cheeky smile came back to his face, and you laughed again.

Lee know started to kiss your hand, taking his lips upward your arm, to your neck, jawline and face.

"Ah new opportunities, I like the sound of that" you said feeling him kissing everywhere but your lips. "And you know what, love?" He hold your face once again, but his eyes were dark now "once your back for me, I will put a ring on your finger!"

— [💗]; Seo Changbin

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Changbin was a man on a mission. And he had it all planned. For a week he was even more of the perfect boyfriend he already is, while he had all the help he could from the boys. At first they were for no help at all, but at the end, he realized that he needed it was him, and you, so it would be perfect.

So on a regular day at your work, you received flowers from him, with a cute note, letting you know that he had everything prepared for a romantic night, and had what you should wear already waiting for you. That made your day at work a way much better than it was.

Once you arrived, in your room it was a beautiful dress with a note from Changbin. He didn't had to write nothing, it was only a cute little smiling face, and you were gone.

He arrived at the exactly time he said he would, using a tuxedo, really fancy, and handsome, and beautiful, and good smelling, and...

"I heard I'm here to take a beautiful gir out, that can only be you, right mi lady?" He said using what he calls being his "gentleman" voice.

"I guess I am, and who are you? Korea's James Bond?" You asked, passing your arms on his shoulders, while he hugged your waist. And smiled "oh baby, I'm better than James Bond, because I'm Seo Changbin!"

And like that he drove the both of you to the new restaurant. It was really hard do get a reservation, and everyone was getting crazy to get in.

"Well you know, I talked to the girl, throwed at her some charm and now we got there!" He said and you laugh, but pretend to be jealous "hope it was not too much, don't want to spend the night with some girl tryiyto get at you... That would make me show her that you already taken"

"Jesus woman!" Changbin breathed out driving a little bit faster. Little did you knew that if everything it was ended up how he planned, you would be officially be taken by him.

The thing is, you were with changbin, but he wanted more. He wanted you all for himself, and he didn't care if it was too soon, he wanted you.

So at the dinner, since Changbin was always a sweet boyfriend you didn't care too much for his conversations. He asked about your schooling life, your job, your friend and families. And you also asked about stray kids, his productions, other jobs and family.

Everything was perfect, smooth. He couldn't be more ready.

When at home, before the both of you could get in, the sweet old lady approached you, and gave some mail that went for her for a mistake. But before she left, she gilded your hand and said "congratulations sweetie", what made you both very confused. Changbin wondered if she could see that he was about to propose.

Once inside, he patiently waited for your attention to be on him, instead ad some paper, but he took his time to admire you, and how beautiful you were, not only that night, but special that night.

"Oh my god" the surprise in your voice startled him, and he was by your side in minutes "Binnie... I-I got it" the tears in your eyes made they shine like a thousand stars. But he was still very confused.

"Baby what you got?" You showed him the letter in your hands, you got accepted in your dream university, and had to leave for it.

Changing felt the world spinning under his feet, but at the same time the weight of your happiness on top of him, since you hugged him, laughing hard.

He held you, and pressed your body against his, trying to ground himself back. Now he should propose? Shouldn't?

"Baby I'm so proud of you! This is amazing!" It was all he could do trying to think fast. You kept on having your happy moment and changbin couldn't stop his tears from falling.

"Oh baby, please, don't cry!" You said gently taking his tears away, and he took yours too, and you didn't knew you were crying.

"I'm sorry, I just love you so much, and I'm so proud! You gonna be great, my love!" He sat at the couch, and made you sit on his lap. You gave him thousands of kisses, and he loved.

Changbin caressed your face, and kissed you back. That's when he knew, it wasn't the moment for nothing else.

"Oh no! But what about us?" You asked remembering you had to leave for it, but your boyfriend smiled and made you lay on his chest, while caressing your head.

"Us? I think we can do it." Changing said simply, but you started to feel sad, and not shore about leaving anymore. "But what about our plans?"

"Huuum... Our plans, what plans? The house, the travels, the marriage?" He asked and you confirm, slowly. "How about we replan them? I already have an a idea..." His voice called your attention, lifting up your head to see his face, the beautiful and gentle smile. "First you go to your university, we talk to eachother all the time, we FaceTime, I visit you, you come and visit me, and then you gratuade. I propose, you say yes, and we plan our marriage, and we..."

Changbin started to mumbling right now, and you couldn't help but to kiss all his face.

"I love you Changbin. And yes, I'm gonna marry you. All you need to do is propose"

And he definitely will, just not now...

— [💗]; Hwang Hyunjin

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Hyunjin felt betrayed. Once you told him, and the words left that beautiful mouth of yours, slowly sinking in his head and heart.

Like, what do you mean, leave the country? Leave him. Leave all the special days, all the dates he had planned but didn't had the chance to make it happen yet? And why were you smiling, the moment you were giving him the news that was going to end his life?

"What do you mean?" He asked once again that night, just so maybe he hadn't heard right, since a lot can sound like "I'm moving abroad, so I can go to my dream uni. I got accepted!" But those words came back, and with it, your beautiful smile that it was now breaking his heart into pieces.

At that night Hwang, felt betrayed, so he poured out all the pain he was having, but he let out on you. Hyunjin said harsh words like "you are leaving me! Have you ever loved me like you said you did?"

Both of you knew, that night it was the beginning of the end. Sleeping separately, crying all night, and the worst part is that while you were preparing yourself to go, he kept his distance.

Bang Chan it was quick to realize that something was wrong, since Hyunjin lost his bright persona, and couldn't focus. So the night before your flight, he made Hyunjin explain what was wrong.

"But now I feel more guilty and ashamed for everything I said." Hwang done saying, and Chris tapped his back in a caring way "And I also know I need to fix it, but I don't know how, or if I have time" at this moment, he was a crying mess.

"Hyun, her flight it's tomorrow afternoon... I'm pretty sure you will found a way"

And he had a plan. He was going to your apartment before your flight, with your favorite flowers, drinks and some draws he was keeping a secret for you. But he planned for too long, and when he woke up, Hyunjin had only few hours to get to you.

After begging Changbin to drive him to the airport, he tried to remember where you should be. Hyunjin took a look of hate to the airplane ticket you had, once before leaving for his dorm.

When they finally made, Hyunjin ran. He ran like never before; like his life depended on it, and honestly, he believed it did.

Once he spotted you, he wanted to stop and draw you once again. The way the light it was falling in your figure, your beautiful face calm, with eyes closed, the earphones he gave to you (Wich he customized specifically for you). And he almost did, but when you opened your eyes, and he saw the sadness in it, he remembered why he was there.

"Yn!" He screamed besides your earphones, but you saw him anyway. The confunsion in your face almost tarried his heart a part. You shouldn't be surprise that he was there, and it's all his fault. "Hi, Yn, my love" Hyunjin said kneeling in front of you. His antics called the attention of everyone, but he didn't care.

"Jinnie? What are you doing here, I thought..." You tried to put words together, but just couldn't. You were so relieved that he was there, but also really confused.

"We don't have time, please listen to me" he begged, taking your hand in his, and looking straight at your eyes. "I love you. And I'm sorry. I fucked up that night, because I'm an asshole, but I'm an asshole that loves you. The only thing that crossed to my mind it was that I was going to loose you, and I ended up doing that by myself...

... I'm really sorry that I didn't react properly, and screw a very important night and week for you. I am really proud of you Yn,and this is really big, and all I wish is that I could be there for you. I love you!"

"Jinnie," you softly called his names, caressing his face, "Remember when you gave me this?" You pointed to the earphone now hanging in your neck "You said that I should use whenever you were you were on tour, but I shouldn't listen to sad songs, because you were always with me..." You smiled and gave him to listen.

It was your "happy song", and a smile grow in his face. You didn't hate him afterall.

"Jinnie, it's okay, I love you too. Forever, remember?" You kissed his lips gently, and full of love. "You promised me once, that you would love me forever, that we would move in together, adopt kkami a brother or sister...baby we can do it all if you want."

"You sure?" Hyunjin asked even more surprised, and you swore you saw all the stars and cartoon hearts in his eyes "Do you still want me?"

"Hyunjin I never not wanted you. We can find a way to be together, we have plenty of time"

But as soon as you said the last word, the airport voice called your flight. Hyunjin now helped with your bags, and now everything felt like it should be. He took you until he could, and kissed you deeply and passionately.

"Forever?" He asked for the last time, and you answer "Forever".

— [💗]; Han Jisung

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Your family never really liked him. Which you both tried not to care too much, but Jisung would be lying if he said he still have hopes, or that he wasn't trying to make them like him. And well, you know him, so you knows how much that bothers him. So you always find a way to show him, how your parents wouldn't stand in the way of your relationships.

Whenever you ask your mother or father the reason why they hate Han, they would always give you a smile (in their heads they were being gentle with the act), and say "It's not him, he's great... It's what he does for a living!"

So they basically don't like how your boyfriend Han Jisung it's an amazing rapper, composer, performer...

But they called the two of you for a meeting in their house, and Han felt energetic, planning how to be perfect for his mom and father in law, an impress them. But you? Well you felt and goosebump, and wasn't sure about today.

When you arrive at the house, and get in, a huge sign saying "congratulations" it's the first thing you see, with a choir of voices shouting at you, and then confetti it's throwed at you.

"What it's going on?" You ask startled, for no one specific. You check Jisung and he looks like he's soul left his body, but he tries to compose himself. When you extend your hand to help him, your mom steals you.

"Oh baby we are so Happy for you!" She exclaims, not giving you any answer "see, you made it to that university you always dreamed off!" Then you father appears with a cake saying your university name, and a congratulations on it.

"But I never made an application!" You look at the two of them, and realized that had a lot of parenting looking at your confused face, and Han there as well.

"We thought you wouldn't" you father begins and pause looking at your boyfriend "so we did it for you!"

"Well, thank-you, but I'm not..." You were just denying the "present", when your mother interrupted your words and pulled you to the kitchen, hidden from everyone.

"What do you mean, your not going?" She shout the lowest she can, and you roll your eyes.

"I mean that I know what you've done this for! You don't want me to follow my dreams, you want me apart form Jisung!" Feed up from the situation you throw at them how you knew the truth.

"Don't you dare say that!" You father try to defend the both of them, but you couldn't forgave them "we want you to follow your dreams, and if that means being a part from that idiot you call boyfriend, then we are more than happy!"

Okay, that was the last straw for you, so left for looking after you boyfriend. You found him in your room, looking at everything, with teary eyes.

"Ji?" You softly called him, closing the door behind you. Approaching him, you hug his body, apologising for your parents behavior "You want to leave?"

"No" he said softly, and you agreed with him. Han was looking at your old pictures, and one took his attention.

You were in front of the said university, using one of their official hats and shirt, with your parents beside you. He took the frame in hands, and you saw it better. That's when the memories can all in.

"It was my Fifteen years birthday. My parents got tired from me saying all the time that I wanted to study there, so they planned a visit." You explained him, placing your head at his shoulders, feeling his good perfume and letting the good feeling of the memories take over you. "I remember that I loved the library, some classes, the coffe... Oh! And I really liked this guy I saw there" you played with your boyfriend, trying lighting up his mood.

"And you ended up with the most handsome guy in the world," he said and then complete "Jisung one, university zero" and you laughed at his antics.

A couple of more seconds passed by, and he was still looking at the picture, when he said once again "you looked really happy"

"Guess I was" you kissed he's cheek before taking the photo out of his hands and making him look at you "but I'm also really happy now", and kissed him again.

What it was supposed to be a little pack, turned into something different. Han pulled you more closer to his body, holding your face like the most precious gift he ever had. And he deepened the kiss, taking control of your the act, and making your head spinning. But you felt something different. Jisung never kissed you like this before.

He already kissed you, when he missed you, when he loved you the most, when he was happy, when you were happy, whr you were sad, and he wanted to show you that he loved you more than anything... But this? He never kissed you like this, and it panicked you.

"Ji, what was that?" You asked him, feeling tears coming up, but not knowing what for.

"You remember the first time we slept together?" He asked and you confirm with a shake of head, not trusting your voice "when we were at the bad, talking we made plans, remember?" Jisung smiled from the sweet memory "You said how much you wanted to travel the whole Europe, and I said I would be there with you... And then you said you wanted to visit India, and I said I would be there with you..."

"Yes, and I started to said I wanted to visit some crazy places, like Antarctica, and you said you would be there with me" you remember that night like it was last night. Also because it wasn't too unsual for the both of you to simply lay down and repeat those ideas. "And after I said I wanted to go to space, and you said you would be there, I asked you if you were meaning it"

"And I said yes. Because I did mean it. That night, while you were saying that, I promised myself that I was going to fullfil everything wish and dream you ever had" you knew what he meant by that, and couldn't stop tears from falling your eyes. "Baby, that's your life dream, and I made a promise. I really want you to go"

You hugged his body really tight, like you wanted to turn the both body's into only one. You don't know when he started to cry, but now both of you were a mess of tears.

"That's really sweet..." The voice of your father called your both attention. Separating just slightly to see your parents looking at both of you in the room. Your mom seemed like she was about to cry too, and your father holder her close. "Really sweet, son".

— [💗]; Lee Felix

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At the phone, you told Felix you had some news, and really wanted to share with him. And you were kinda of nervous as well. It was something nice, you promised him, but we're slightly afraid of what he was going to say.

So the both of you were having a dinner at your favorite place for eating, and you took the email printed for him to see by himself.

And you swore that the way he's eyes lighted up, made you fall more for him than ever.

"Baby! You are brilliant!" He cheered for you, and surpressed the urge to scream to the whole restaurant. But he contained himself.

So during those days that were left for the both of you, you decided to visit all your favorite places while you still could. Oh, and you were using oficial sweeters, caps and shirts (some oficial, and some he made himself for you).

And every place he would hug you very tight and remember how much he loved you, and some plans you made in some of them.

"You know, when you come back, we can do this again, while you tell me everything about it!"

"I'm gonna love that, baby!" You said, kissing him, but then a male voice called you out from somewhere. Then you saw a young man, also with a shirt like yours.

"Yn, is that you?" When he got closer you saw. Your ex. "oh my god!" He rushed to you and Felix, what scared your boyfriend. Who was that guy? "You remember me, right? We dated a couple of months ago!"

"Oh, hi!" You said wanting to run from him, but he was insistent. "No way you got into the university as well!" He shouted and tried to hugh you, but you were faster, and holded Felix arm.

"Yes, me and my boyfriend are celebrating" you said, and he got the message and started to leave, but not without saying "guess I'm gonna see you at the dorms"

Say that the horrendous man made your happiness to go away it was an understanding. But you really wanted your happy sweet boyfriend back, and not the sulking baby.

"Okay, we can stop here" you said laying at the grass, and Felix sat beside you. You patted your thigh so he could lay his head on it, and you stated to play with his hair.

You were at the Han river, the breeze was good, and you felt calm, the sun setting. Your favorite place, with your favorite person.

"I love you" he said, and you smiled looking straight at him. "Im sorry for him, but I didn't liked how the rest of our day went because of him."

"I love you, my sweet donut, sunshine baby!" You joked what made him smile again, and kept on talking "I don't judge you, I would go crazy if we crossed ways with one ex of yours saying she would have to work with you on tour! Like, I would put one if the boys to keep looking at you"

Felix laughed, and took your hands, playing with your fingers, and kissing from time to time.

"Chan and changbin would be those perfect spy's for you"

"But you know what? I know I would have to do that, because I trust you, and I know you love me..." You said, passing your finger through his frackes.

"Yes I do." He confirmed, and you loved how his smile reached his eyes once again, and your heart gutted from how much you would miss him "and I guess you love me too, right?"

"Undoubtedly. And besides, we have sooo many things to do at my vacations, and when I'm done... Oh! And we still have so much to experience even apart..."

— [💗]; Kim Seungmin

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Seungmin wanted to surprise you, coming home earlier, with your favorite take out. He knew you were studying in your room, and probably were there for a long time. So what's best for a break then him and food?

But before he could Knock on your door, your voice called his attention, and he waited so he wouldn't disturb you, or scare you.

"Yes I know it great Yeni... Oh, no I haven't told him yet... Well because I'm not so sure if when, or how. I don't want to scare him... Of course I don't want to break up with him!... Yes I know I should had told him when I made the application, but j wasn't even serious, it was just a test!... Yes, you can say I'm a (university name)' baby now... Okay, I gotta go!"

So putting one and one together — and after texting Yeni and making her promise not to tell you —, Kim figured out that you made a test application to the university you always dreamed about it, and got accepted. You just didn't knew how to tell him, since you didn't want to break up.

So he made a plan, and got help from everyone, even Yeni. The girl was gonna take you out for a day, while him and the boys were gonna prepare a surprise for you at your apartment.

Seungmin searched the most famous places at the country your new university places for, and also the most knowing foods of the country. So he got those best at cooking, for the kitchen, and the others help, for making your living room to look like some tourists places.

When you finally made home, the perfume took you buy surprise, and when you lighted up the lights, and saw Seungmin standing there waiting for you.

He smiled brightly, and you tried to figured out what was going on. "I'm going to say something and I don't want you to be mad," he started saying and you tried to follow his track of thoughts. "I kinda overheard your conversation with Yeni, and decided to make something for you..." He gave to you a box, and opening you saw a cap and Sweatshirt from the university. "Dress them up!" He ordered excited, and you did, laughing.

"So, I'm here today to taking you through those best places you can see there!" That's when you realize the biggest country flag, and some pictures all over the wall.

And he made it more fun than it could be, and you both also started to eat the food cooked, and he kinda lied, saying that he was the one that made it, but you knew that it was probably one of the boys.

At the end of the day, you took out the cap, and putted at Seungmin's head. The both of you laid down, your head in his chest, and his hands playing with your hair, while the both of you were looking at the window.

"I wish you could go with me" you said, and he agree with you. But he didn't want to let you sad, with that, and so he started to talk.

"Remember when you enter to visit the zoo with everyone? And we went with everyone..."

"Wait, are you talking that day when Jeongin almost throwed up on Chan, or when Jisung almost throwed up on Lee know?" You joked, and he laughed.

"And when that restaurant opened, you wanted to go, but also didn't want to tell me, because you were afraid I would found a very stray kids way to get in it?"

"Oh yes, it didn't worked, you knew I wanted to go, and gave your stray kids way" he laughed and you completed "but I couldn't complain, the food was really good"

"You know what I think we should do, those days before you go?" He asked and you looked at him, waiting for an answer "you should get that notebook I know you write your plans, and we can check some of them these days, and some when we meet during the vacation, and finish them when your done with university."

— [💗]; Yang Jeongin

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The way you told him it was very calm, and Yang actually got really happy for you. He hugged you really tight, took you out for eat, and he couldn't stop kissing you.

"I'm so proud of you!" He said one moment of the night "honey I didn't knew if would pass school and you got at the best university!" He simply couldn't stop smiling and twisting you around "wait until my hyungs know that I have a really smart girlfriend and they don't!"

And you were more than happy as well. That night, once you got at home, he decided to cook for you, while you took a very good and well deserved shower. Well, he ordered food, but you took it anyway, since he ordered with love. After that and his own shower, you got into the bad, and talked a lot.

He said repeated all he said during the day, and you decided to be honest and told him, you were afraid he wouldn't like the idea, since you would have to leave for another country and be so far from eachother.

He brushed off, and started to talk about all the good moments you lived, and how good was to met him. Talked about the short period of time plans, and those you made for life... Until you fell asleep.

But you failed to notice, that since you told him Jeongin started to think about how you met. It was an accident, and he fell in love at the first sight, so he knows how easy it is to fall in love with you.

So he let his head wander... And suddenly I.n couldn't close his eyes without see you bumping into some guy, and studying with him, and realizing that he's so much better than your distante dumb boyfriend...

He knows he promised you to help with packing and planing places to go, but he just couldn't. He made a excuse about something coming up for the group, and hide himself at the dorm.

"What are you doing here?" His hyung Lee know asks seeing him at the couch, sulking like a baby " isn't today the last day, of your smart as hell girlfriend before moving abroad?"

"Yeah" he said weekly, not noticing his phone wringing and picking up by himself (thing that he was complaining the whole month)

"Care to explain then, why are you here, and not with her?" The older asked trying to understand the situation.

"It's just, we we're talking, and I realize that she can met the love of her life at her new place, and forged about me... And I just, I think it's the best if I let her go..." He tried really hard not to cry, but tose tears where just there

"Okay... have you talked about it with her?" Lee know sits beside him, and take his hands, but the boy just denied with the head "so, you felt insecure about she finding someone else, and instead of talking to your girlfriend, you are just letting her go, without a word?"

"When you talk like that, sounds stupid" Jeongin mumbled and lee know was about to explain to him, kindly, but a voice appeared out of nowhere.

"Because it is stupid, your idiot!" Seungmin came out of the corridor "go find her! Tell her she's the love of your life, dumbass!"

And even though he really wanted to get hurt and mad with his older brother, he knew he was right. So him and lee know took the car and went out to the airport.

In the middle of the way, he saw a call from you, and panicked again. "Do you think she heard something?" He asked anxious already.

"You'll have to call her, to figure it out"

So he did called you, and even though you were extremely sad, and mad, you did picked up.

"Hey love, I..." He started to talk, testing the waters, but you didn't let him finish. "Love? Yang Jeongin, you think you can dump me on my last day here, without telling me why, and I would be okay with it?"

You screamed and he deserved that. And he tried to explain, but you just couldn't let him speak, and turned the phone out. That moment he knew he had to see you.

They were half way to the airport, when his phone stared to ring once again, and he felt his heart stop thinking it was you, but it was his mother.

"Mom?" He picked up "son, we need your help!" Her voice was nervous and the boy swear he heard a crying from her, and probably his father too. "Hyung, can you park really fast, please? Mom, what's wrong?"

"Your brother got hit buy a car, and... And... We don't know if it's serious or not but we want you here, can you come please?"

His heart then stopped almost for real. He explained to lee know, that took him straight to the hospital. Of course he didn't forgot you, and tried to call and explain a lot of things, but you just didn't picked up the phone.

So he tried to send messages, but you had already blocked him. Jeongin now could only expect his brother to be better, not knowing that his hyungs were trying to reach to you.

He was dumb, but he just couldn't let their baby to have his life falling a part.

Love is a flight away | Y. JGN

Pairing: Idol!I.nxnonIdol!reader

Words:

Warnings: slight angst, fluff, soft, lovey dovey (yay)

A/n: This one was kinda requested, and I'm really happy to give our beloved maknae a disclosure. Sorry that I took too long for it, but yeah, here it is. Hope everyone enjoyed ❣️

💌: @marcillfll

Jeongin didn't knew what to do. After trying to talk to you by the phone, he's mother had called him, telling that his brother was hitten by a car, and was at the hospital.

Lee Know had to pull the car, so his younger friend could make a proper decision, and even though he really wanted to go after the love of his life, but he needed to stay closer to his family.

That happened two months ago. That night his Hyung took him to the hospital, and called the others members, telling them the hole story. That night Yang Jeongin cried in fear for his brother, and then cried a little more for the love of life already gone.

But the boy didn't knew that his friends and bandmates were trying their best to at least reach you, since it was only fair for the both of you to have a honest conversation — even if it's the last.

They texted, called, and one day Felix considered sending a letter to you, but the idea was fast discarded. After the accident, JYPE gave to the youngest the time he needed to be by his brother side, and published a oficial note. And you actually saw that, but since it happened only a couple of days after you leaving, you didn't minded much about it.

But one day you got tired, and actually picked up Chan's call. Your first intention it was to only telling him to stop bothering, and to pass the message to all the boys, but you actually didn't expected what you heard.

"Jeongin!" Yang hear your name being called and believes he finally gone crazy, or that he finally reached his limits with coffee, since he hear you calling him. "Yang Jeongin!"

Once he turned around and saw you running on his direction, the world stoped turning. You we're really there? Was he dreaming one more time? Did something happened and the doctors had to give him some pills, and now he was hallucinating?

The boy only realized it was real when you didn't stop, and only hugged him. And then when you hitted him at the chest. And then when you hugged him again.

The boy could finally smell your perfume, feel your soft skin against his own, and your body warm against his cold one. He felt good again after a very long time.

"We need to talk" you said again, separating from him. Coming back to reality he made you sit at one of those benches that were at the corridor. "Is your brother okay? How that happened?"

"Well, he broke a leg, had some bruises but nothing really serious after all, he's getting better fast" he explained looking at this coffee probably not thqt warm anymore, when something clicked in his head "wait, how do you know? What are you actually doing in here? What... What about your university?"

You smiled and holded his hands before explaining "chan called... actually all the boys called and texted, but I was really mad and upset, so it took me a while before actually listen to them. So I came back as soon as possible to see him, your family and, well... You."

Jeongin couldn't stop his heart from beating that fast. You we're actually there for him, you were holding his hands, you were worried and did all of that. And that made him felt horrible... You probably were really heart broken because of him, and actually came back, when he was worried about a possibility and left you alone.

"I'm sorry y/n" he said weekly, feeling his eyes starting to tear up. He kissed your hands before continuing with his apologies "I left you down that week, and thers not justification for that... I-I... I saw someone on twitter saying that their girlfriend went to another country to study, and broke up with them for this other person, and I just..."

"Freaked out?" You complete for him, laughing a little bit "yes, I noticed" you said before a silence took over the conversation.

Jeongin could barely look at you in the eyes, even though he really wanted since he missed the way you look at him. He missed how he always felt the warmth of your love whenever you looked at him; he missed how the excitement took over your eyes and the went big and sparkling; missed the proud look on them whenever you went to see him performing with stray kids, and how you looked as his members as if they were your family too.

"I got really upset after listening all that bullshit by the phone" your low and callm voice called his attention again, but he could only look at your hands, holding his. "I felt like you had lied to me, when you said you were excited and proud, and that boiled my blood more..." You took a little bit more of time, and once you realized that he wasn't goi to look at you, you holded his face to do it so. Slowly caressing his cheeks, and seeing his tired eyes, slightly changing when looking at you.

"Listen I really believe we can make it if you want to it...but you have to promise me, that you are going to be 100% honest with me all the time."

I.n's response it was a very happy and relieved yes, hugging you — in a very uncomfortable and wird way because of those chairs, but neither of you could care. So he took you to see his brother, and family, that also were very happy to see you again. But before you actually get into the room he asks one more time about your university.

"Oh yeah, I said it was a family urgency, so I'm gonna watch the classes online while I'm here"

"And how long are you staying?" Yang stops walking now really excited to hear that, and waiting for your answer "huuum... I think time enough for you to take me to dates to repair the lost time he had".

He definitely were happy now, just not his brother, by the joke he said about breaking his other leg so you could stay longer.

Desaparecer | B. CH

Pairing: IdolBangChan x NonIdolreader (mainly neutral gender, but reader has a female body)

Words: 1.3017 (sorry)

Warnings: smut, unprotected sex (please stay safe people), marking (both), oral (reader receive) Chan slightly soft Dom but he's also a little shit at the beginning, slight overestimulation (reader receive), and they are both a little insecure at the end of it.

This work it was requested!

A/n: first of all, I'm kinda impressed with myself for the good warning tags (yay), second of all I hope the anon that request like It, and who reads it too. I loved to write it, and got even more better than what I planned. And also it's been a while since I wrote a smut, so please be honest with it (but not mean tho), and I haven't proof readedz so who knows. That's for the attention, and food reading!

(the gift isn't mine, credit to the beloved soul who made it! ❣️)

💌: @marcillfll

For many days you wondered if it what are you doing? You have a really good life, a very stable routine, finding happiness in little details... But is your boyfriend actually part of it?

It should be, right? He is your boyfriend afterall! You should be happy with his company, his words, his presence, your special days, your regular days that turned into something special because of him... Except Christopher Bang it isn't a regular guy with a regular position, that can provide you all of that.

He's a international Korean Idol, and more importantly a very needed base to his group "Stray kids". Sonic it's hard to have a very knowing boyfriend, that has a lot of responsibilitys, add the fact that you need to keep your relationship a secret.

So that perfect relationship you dreamed for years, it isn't actually like you dreamed of...

Well you got really lucky with Chris! He's a very sensitive, romantic, attentive, sweet boyfriend; he is also really reliable about anything and everything, and you can't lie, he's a ver ver good looking boy. But sometimes you just can't get away with the feeling that you don't actually have him.

Something that Bang Chan is actually pretty aware of it. That's why he decided to plan a weekend only, giving the both of you hours of moments alone together.

You didn't actually knew what he was planning on, but once, in a very boring and slow Friday, you recieved a text from him, saying that you should pack some stuffs for a weekend a way, you knew you couldn't be disappointed.

...

"Morning my love!" Chris voice being the first one you listen on a Saturday morning, it was a hell of an indication you would have a really good day.

You were finishing getting ready with for meeting him in only a couple of minutes, until you hear his voice coming from your living room. Running after him, you can't help but jumping on his embrace, giggling just like he did when he saw your figure.

"Missed you" you mumble on his neck, ticking slightly, but Christopher couldn't care less. He hugged your body closer to his, both of you selling each other's perfume. "Missed you too my love"

"Where are we going?" You asked finally taking your head out of his neck to look at his gorgeous features, and like that you catched his eyes shining bright, and you felt the warm of his love through it.

Bang Chan smiled, one of his childish smiles, that you slightly mirror it. The boy Negou com a cabeça shaked his hands before saying "Sorry love, confidential information" and laughed at your whining about it.

...

You had no idea where Chan was taking you, but you knew it was very far, since when more trees started to appear, he loses his face mask and cap, keeping only his sun glasses, making him even more beautiful.

"The view it's on the other side, y'know?" The boy jokes, but you hold his hands and simply say: "really? I don't think it could compare to what I'm seeing" and those words made the boy blush and giggle, and God, how you missed this sound!

Trying to take away the attention, he turn on the volume of the radio, and laying his hands on your thighs squeezing it a little bit. And you can't control those goosebumps that spread your skin at it, so you tried to play it cool, and got your phone in hands.

"Chanie, not to be that person, but you know we are getting without phone signal, right?" you didn't really care much about it, but as a leader, composer and producer, Bang Chan basically needed that like air.

"I know" he simply said, quickly looking at you and smiling "it's for to turn the phone off, so no one can bothers us" Christopher than holded you hand on his lips, where he kissed "we're going to... desaparecer"

...

The place your boyfriend booked it was really nice. It was a simple regular house, but it had a nice view of trees, the sky pretty clear, and the moon shining very bright and perfect.

"What we should do first?" You ask feeling his arms sneaking around your waist, and that alone makes your heart beat hard and fast. Chan begins to trails soft kisses on your neck, and you shivers under his touch.

"Huuum how about..." he starts speaking still trailing kisses that makes the air leave your lungs, and close your eyes, feeling very conscious about his body pressed against yours. "...you going to the room, take a nice shower, dress fancy, and come down here so I can give you a amazing date night?"

You smile turning around on his embrace. Holding his face in your hand, you caress his cheek, taking in the whole bang Chan you have in your arms. Your eyes wander his face until reach his voluptuous lips, and slowly you get your face closer to his, seeing the boy you now holding do the same, closing his eyes after staring at your lips. He can already feel the taste of your gloss on him...

"Okay" your voice make him open his eyes, only to find you already leaving him alone. Chan needs some seconds to understand and recover, letting out a snort, but laughing along.

...

You took a very calm and relaxing shower, took your very precious time to get ready, and choosing a very sexy clothe you had. Specially black, Chan's favorite color.

"Can I go now?" You open the room's door and asks loud so your boyfriend can hear you. Finally you recieved a positive response and went after him. "What you have for me?" You ask when you see him on his back.

Christopher turn around and stop. You saw his mouth form a perfect 'o', and him starting to mumbling trying to say something. And Bang Chan, feel the whole world stop once his eyes met your figure, sou gorgeous in front of him... He knew he had to say something, that's why he tried, but his brain couldn't work properly.

"Uh... Love, are you by any chance... Hum hungry?" The boy asks, still looking up and down. You smile, deciding to tease him just a little bit more, then pretending to think a little longer.

"Huuummm... I don't know, why?" Chris then slowly gets closer to you, staring at your eyes, making easy for you to realize how dark they were. And tiu can't help but already feel affected by him.

"Because my love..." He starts to speak, and everytime he gets closer, you take a step back, soon reaching the wall "I was going to give you a really nice and romantic dinner, but seeing you like this..." Chan smirks, and take his hands to your face. He holds by you chin, making you already loose your senses, and look at hia face, heart pounding in your chest "I can only think about taking this clothes out of you, and fuck the shit out of you." The way the man was holding you, and staring at you, and your knees get week, but Chan it's pretty fast, holding you, and smirking even more "you're going to scream my name so people on the other side of the town will hear you... Is that good for you my love?" He asks, and you obviously confirm nodding "words love"

"Yes chanie" it's all you can say, before his lips are on yours.

Christopher glue your body to his, pulling you closer, and only stabilizing you with his knees between your legs. As soon as his tongue get inside of your mouth, you let him dominate the kiss, and yourself. Bang Chan take his hands out of your face, to your hip, firmly pressing you against his thighs.

You are completely taken by him, letting your hand walk through him, but ending on his nape, griping slightly hard at his hair once he makes your hips move on top of him. You gasp at his lips, and Chan smiled. The boy have the audacity to pull apart, and stare at you, smiling like a devil.

"Let me look at you" he cooed, holding your face once again, and moving your hips against his muscle. You feel the electricity run your whole body, once the angle it was making his thigh reach your clit. "Fuck I missed that pretty face of yours"

Chan let a soft kiss on your mouth, before trailing kisses to your neck, and picking you up. He laid you down at the soft mat, hovering on top of you.

You could feel his lips everywhere. And then his tongue, and some bitting, and definitely a lot of marking...

"I'm going to fuck you" bang Chan begins to undress you, throwing them somewhere "no breaks. No pause" his voice was low, and made your whole body shake "I'm going to fuck you"

You had no idea that you were already naked in front of him, all you knew it was that Chan was leaving sweet kisses at your belly, then at your thighs...and he was painfully slow at it.

"Chan" you called for him, unsure of what to say. The boy looked at you smirking like the devil he is, but diving his face inside of you, making you call for him, but in a more urgent way "chan!"

When you heard people saying that rappers where good at giving oral, you didn't minded much about it, but you couldn't denied now that they were correct. Very correct.

"Fuck" he said hoarse voice slightly muffed by your body "you don't have any idea how much I missed your taste, love" it was all you heard before Chan dives in you, for real this time.

Christopher flicked his tongue on your clit, making you shiver and instinctively grab his hair, trying to gain some control over the man (but you knew better than that). You catch his dark eyes staring at you, when you feel him giving your pussy a long stripe, and you swear you can feel your soul leaving your body at the sight.

"Can you keep looking at me, beautiful?" Chan suddenly asks very nicely, and you on your week state, confirm with a nod. Chan maintain eye contact with you, and you almost can't notice his hands grabbing your thighs in a much stronger grip, only so he can comeback to his work on you.

Chan a man on a mission, moaning on you while his tongue work inside of you, taking away all the air in your lungs, making you squirm and weakly moan his names.

It felt so good. It always felt good, but your boyfriend made a promise to himself that today it was all about you. So he was planning on devour your body in many ways.

That's why when your body started to giving signs that you were about to cum, nada you started to say it yourself, all he did was raise his eyebrow indicating that he was okay with it, but never stopping his movements.

"Chan..." You called kinda as a warning, that the knot in your stomach it was about to release, but he holds you even closer and keep on eating you out. "God, Chan!" You called more desperate, your grip getting more strong on his hair, and he moan, diving impossibly more inside of you "Chan!" You definitely screamed, feeling your orgasm taking over all of your body.

With eyes closed all you wanted it was to let the feeling go, but Chan took a little more of his time with you, keeping his tongue working while holding your body trambelling on the floor.

"I love you" Christopher's voice slightly brought you back to reality. Your breathing it was uneven, so he made sure he's touch on you it was lightly and soft.

He kissed your legs, making his way to your torso, and face. And he's eyes met yours, and he chuckled while watching you coming back to reality. He was very soft, caressing your cheek, looking ver foundy at your face. Chan also gave you pecks, and kisses to your lips and face, making you giggle.

"welcome back, my love" Chan jokes, grabbing your hand and kissing your fingers. You weekly answers with a "hi" and the brightest smile for the night. "Are you okay?" He asks, softly touching every peace of your body he could reach "good, because I'm not done with you love"

And his lips were back to your body. Focusing on your breasts, one at time with his lips, leaking, kissing and bitting, you could feel the bruisings forming where he bit. And then he touched them. For only he starts to intercalate tongue and hands. He knew you and your body, and as he was right, you were ready for him once again.

"Can I?" You weekly asks for him, indicating his clothes. Chan brightly smiles and sits up with you, so you can undress him.

His jacket go out really fast, but his shirt goes out slowly, since you wanted to feel him too, unbuttoning you kiss his torso just like he did with yours, but being a little more carefull not to mark him.

"Love do you want to mark me up?" He asked smiling when you look at him with puppy eyes "can I?" After his approval your lips were everywhere on his skin, marking whenever you reached.

"Fuck love" he pantted at your willing "I'm sorry but I need to fuck you. Now" Chan growled laying you once again.

You felt his tip at your entrance, but before he got inside of you, he hover his body on top of yours, and kiss you. You feel all the love he feels for you, and then you feel all the cock he gives to you.

Chan filled you up. To the very brin.

"Chan please move" you request, lips still touching. He smiles and starts to move, slightly pulling back only to fastly thrust again inside of you.

Bang Chan started to pound inside of you like he could die if he didn't. Or like you were a goddess giving him the forbidden fruit.

All you could do it was moan, and grab his body against yours, nails digging into his back. You could do this all day everyday.

"Chan please don't stop" you begged once again, and he loved to listen to your voice so desperate for him. And fuck he wished he could record it.

"I can feel every peace of you, my love" he said in your ears, not needing much to feel your orgasm without any warning.

Your juices, moans, low grunts, your bodies... It was a very intense and delicious symphony for Chris ears. And for that he was losing himself inside of you.

Once he felt he couldn't hold any longer, Chan pulled off and realised his loads on your belly and breasts. Collapsing he fell besides you, but holding eye contact.

...

After that intense sex section you had at the leaving room, Chan helped you to clean it up, and prepare a relaxing bath witch he gladly joins you.

"Can I ask you something?" You now hoarse voice weakly speaks at the econof the bathroom. Your answer it was a hum and your boyfriend smuggling closer to you, head on your neck "why you suddenly decided to take this weekend off?"

"Humm..." the brunet hummed before answering, fingers playing with yours "I know that we don't get to have too much of a time for us, and I saw something that kinda scared me, so I decided that I was going to take care of us better. Starting today."

He's words cough you out of guard, and that made you look at him in the best way you could "can I ask what scared you?"

"Remember that night we went to grab some soju before heading home?" He recalled, and you decided to make fun of him, recalling that day "you ment that one that you decided to eat ice cream while full on masks to hide yourself?"

Chan's laugh filled the bathroom and you followed him, felling his arms embrace you even more "Yes, the bees one..." but tone for serious after that "I saw a happy couple that day. They were on the other side of the street, and they seem so happyz and they kept on hugging each other and..." you found a weird way to sit at the tub, and get in front of him, so you hold his face to stare at you, what apparently brought him back "and I got scared you want something like that... Something that I can't give to you..."

"Chanie" you tried to speak, but he interrupts you "and honestly I thought the best it was to..."

"Don't you dare finish that sentence!" You almost shout at his face. Chan it was indeed vulnerable, and you respected him for that, knowing how hard it is for him, even to this day to be more open with you, and so you also knew better than to keep repeating cliches, "Chanie, can you promise me one thing?" His eyes were curious over you "whenever you feel insecure over us, for anything, tell me. So we can workout okay?"

"That it's very brilliant my love" Chan smiles, kissing you "are you going to do the same?" The both of you came back to your position

"Sure, like you know" you start feeling him leaving random kisses on you "sometimes I think you're going to leave me for one of your exes, or someone that knows your lifestyle better"

Chan's fingers grasped your chin, making you look at him "well, they try to get into me, but it's you the one I'm planing to marry, my love".

Desaparecer | B. CH

Pairing: IdolBangChan x NonIdolreader (linguagem neutra, mas leitor@ tem a anatomia feminina)

Words: 1.3017 (sorry)

Warnings: smut, sexo sem proteção, (se protejam, crianças!), marcas (para os dois), oral (leitor@ recebe), Chan leve soft dom, mas ele também é um cabeção, super estimulação (leitor@ recebe),e os dois estão levemente inseguros quanto à relação.

Esse trabalho foi um pedido!

N/A: (eu ia postar antes, mas sabe como é né), enfim, foi um pedido, que estou traduzindo, então aproveitem :)

(Gif não é meu, créditos pra quem fez! ❣️)

Por muitos dias você se perguntou se é o que você está fazendo? Você tem uma vida muito boa, uma rotina muito estável, encontrando a felicidade nos pequenos detalhes... Mas será que o seu namorado realmente faz parte disso?

Deve ser, certo? Afinal, ele é seu namorado! Você deveria estar feliz com sua companhia, suas palavras, sua presença, seus dias especiais, seus dias normais que se tornaram algo especial por causa dele... Acontece que; Christopher Bang, não é um cara normal com uma posição regular, que pode fornecer você tudo isso.

Ele é um ídolo coreano internacional e, mais importante, uma base muito necessária para seu grupo "Stray kids". Então é difícil ter um namorado muito esperto, que tenha muitas responsabilidades, acrescente o fato de que você precisa manter seu relacionamento em segredo.

Então aquele relacionamento perfeito que você sonhou por anos, na verdade não é como você sonhou...

Bem, você teve muita sorte com Chris! Ele é um namorado muito sensível, romântico, atencioso e doce; ele também é muito confiável sobre tudo e qualquer coisa, e você não pode mentir, ele é um menino muito bonito. Mas às vezes você simplesmente não consegue se safar com a sensação de que realmente não o tem.

Algo que Bang Chan está realmente ciente disso. É por isso que ele decidiu planejar um fim de semana apenas, dando aos dois horas de momentos a sós.

Você realmente não sabia o que ele estava planejando, mas uma vez, em uma sexta-feira muito chata e lenta, você recebeu uma mensagem dele, dizendo que você deveria arrumar algumas coisas para um fim de semana de uma maneira, você sabia que não poderia ser desapontado.

...

"Bom dia meu amor!" A voz de Chris sendo a primeira que você ouve em uma manhã de sábado, foi uma indicação e tanto de que você teria um dia muito bom.

Você estava terminando de se preparar para conhecê-lo em apenas alguns minutos, até ouvir a voz dele vindo de sua sala de estar. Correndo atrás dele, você não pode deixar de pular em seu abraço, rindo como ele fez quando viu sua figura.

"Senti sua falta" você murmura em seu pescoço, fazendo um leve tique-taque, mas Christopher não se importa. Ele abraçou seu corpo mais perto do dele, ambos vendendo o perfume um do outro. "Também senti sua falta meu amor"

"Onde estamos indo?" Você finalmente perguntou tirando a cabeça do pescoço dele para olhar para suas feições lindas, e assim você pegou seus olhos brilhando, e você sentiu o calor de seu amor através deles.

Bang Chan sorriu, um de seus sorrisos infantis, que você o espelha levemente. O menino Negou com a cabeça apertou as mãos antes de dizer "Desculpe amor, informação confidencial" e riu de suas lamúrias sobre isso.

...

Você não fazia ideia de onde Chan o estava levando, mas sabia que era muito longe, pois quando mais árvores começaram a aparecer, ele perdeu a máscara facial e o boné, ficando apenas com os óculos de sol, ficando ainda mais bonito.

"A vista é do outro lado, sabe?" O menino brinca, mas você segura as mãos dele e simplesmente diz: "sério? Acho que não se compara ao que estou vendo" e essas palavras fizeram o menino corar e rir, e Deus, como você sentiu falta desse som!

Tentando desviar a atenção, ele aumenta o volume do rádio, e deita as mãos em suas coxas apertando-o um pouco. E você não pode controlar aqueles arrepios que espalham sua pele por isso, então você tentou jogar com calma e colocou o telefone nas mãos.

"Chanie, não quero ser essa pessoa, mas você sabe que estamos ficando sem sinal de telefone, certo?" você realmente não se importava muito com isso, mas como líder, compositor e produtor, Bang Chan basicamente precisava disso como ar.

"Eu sei" ele simplesmente disse, olhando rapidamente para você e sorrindo "é para desligar o telefone, assim ninguém pode nos incomodar" Christopher então segurou sua mão em seus lábios, onde ele beijou "vamos.. .desaparecer"

...

O lugar que seu namorado reservou era muito bom. Era uma casa simples e normal, mas tinha uma bela vista das árvores, o céu bem claro e a lua brilhando muito forte e perfeita.

"O que devemos fazer primeiro?" Você pergunta sentindo os braços dele se esgueirando em sua cintura, e só isso já faz seu coração bater forte e acelerado. Chan começa a trilhar beijos suaves em seu pescoço, e você estremece sob o toque dele.

"Huuum que tal..." ele começa a falar ainda deixando uma trilha de beijos que fazem o ar sair de seus pulmões, e você fecha os olhos, sentindo-se muito consciente do corpo dele pressionado contra o seu. "... você vai para o quarto, toma um bom banho, se veste bem e desce aqui para que eu possa te dar uma noite incrível?"

Você sorri se virando em seu abraço. Segurando o rosto dele em sua mão, você acaricia sua bochecha, absorvendo todo o bang Chan que você tem em seus braços. Seus olhos vagam pelo rosto dele até alcançar seus lábios voluptuosos, e lentamente você aproxima seu rosto do dele, vendo o garoto que agora você segura fazer o mesmo, fechando os olhos depois de olhar para seus lábios. Ele já pode sentir o gosto do seu gloss. nele...

"Ok" sua voz o faz abrir os olhos, apenas para descobrir que você já o deixou sozinho. Chan precisa de alguns segundos para entender e se recuperar, soltando um bufo, mas rindo junto.

...

Você tomou um banho bem calmo e relaxante, tirou um tempinho precioso para se arrumar, e escolheu uma roupa bem sexy que tinha. Especialmente preto, a cor favorita de Chan.

"Posso ir agora?" Você abre a porta do quarto e pergunta alto para seu namorado te ouvir. Finalmente você recebeu uma resposta positiva e foi atrás dele. "O que você tem para mim?" Você pergunta quando o vê de costas.

Christopher se vira e para. Você viu a boca dele formar um 'o' perfeito, e ele começar a resmungar tentando dizer alguma coisa. E Bang Chan, sente o mundo inteiro parar quando seus olhos encontram sua figura, tão linda na frente dele... Ele sabia que tinha que dizer algo, por isso tentou, mas seu cérebro não funcionava direito.

"Uh... Amor, por acaso você está... Hum com fome?" O menino pergunta, ainda olhando para cima e para baixo. Você sorri, decidindo provocá-lo um pouco mais, depois fingindo pensar um pouco mais.

"Huuummm... não sei, por quê?" Chris então lentamente se aproxima de você, olhando fixamente em seus olhos, fazendo com que você perceba o quão escuros eles eram. E você não pode deixar de se sentir afetado por ele.

"Porque meu amor..." Ele começa a falar, e cada vez que ele se aproxima, você dá um passo para trás, logo atingindo a parede "Eu ia te dar um jantar bem romântico, mas vendo você assim.. ." Chan sorri e leva as mãos ao seu rosto. Ele segura seu queixo, fazendo você já perder os sentidos, e olha para seu rosto, coração batendo forte no peito "Eu só consigo pensar em tirar essa roupa de você, e foder com você." A maneira como o homem estava segurando você e olhando para você, e seus joelhos ficaram fracos, mas Chan é bem rápido, segurando você e sorrindo ainda mais "você vai gritar meu nome para que as pessoas do outro lado da cidade vai ouvir você... Isso é bom para você, meu amor?" Ele pergunta, e você obviamente confirma balançando a cabeça "palavras, amor"

"Sim, chanie", é tudo o que você pode dizer, antes que os lábios dele toquem os seus.

Christopher cola seu corpo ao dele, puxando você para mais perto e apenas estabilizando você com os joelhos entre suas pernas. Assim que a língua dele entrar em sua boca, você o deixa dominar o beijo e a si mesmo. Bang Chan tira as mãos do seu rosto, para o seu quadril, pressionando você firmemente contra as coxas dele.

Você é completamente tomada por ele, deixando sua mão passar por ele, mas terminando em sua nuca, agarrando-se com força em seus cabelos quando ele faz seus quadris se moverem em cima dele. Você engasgou com os lábios dele e Chan sorriu. O menino teve a audácia de se separar e olhar para você, sorrindo como um demônio.

"Deixe-me olhar para você", ele murmurou, segurando seu rosto mais uma vez e movendo seus quadris contra os músculos dele. Você sente a eletricidade percorrer todo o seu corpo, uma vez que o ângulo que estava fazendo a coxa dele chegar ao seu clitóris. "Foda-se, senti falta desse seu rosto bonito"

Chan deixou um beijo suave em sua boca, antes de trilhar beijos até seu pescoço, e te pegar no colo. Ele deitou você no tapete macio, pairando em cima de você.

Você podia sentir seus lábios em todos os lugares. E então sua língua, e algumas mordidas, e definitivamente muitas marcas...

"vou te foder" bang Chan começa a te despir, jogando-as em algum lugar "sem pausas. Sem pausa" a voz dele era baixa, e fazia todo o seu corpo tremer "vou te foder"

Você não tinha ideia de que já estava nua na frente dele, tudo o que sabia era que Chan estava deixando doces beijos em sua barriga, depois em suas coxas... e ele era dolorosamente lento nisso.

"Chan" você chamou por ele, sem saber o que dizer. O menino olhou para você sorrindo como o diabo que é, mas mergulhando o rosto dentro de você, fazendo você chamá-lo, mas de uma forma mais urgente "chan!"

Quando você ouvia as pessoas dizendo que os rappers eram bons em dar oral, você não se importava muito com isso, mas não podia negar agora que eles estavam certos. Muito correto.

"Foda-se" ele disse com a voz rouca levemente abafada pelo seu corpo "você não tem ideia do quanto eu senti falta do seu gosto, amor" foi tudo que você ouviu antes de Chan mergulhar em você, dessa vez pra valer.

Christopher passou a língua em seu clitóris, fazendo você estremecer e instintivamente agarrar o cabelo dele, tentando ganhar algum controle sobre o homem (mas você sabia melhor do que isso). Você pega seus olhos escuros olhando para você, quando você o sente dando uma longa faixa em sua boceta, e você jura que pode sentir sua alma deixando seu corpo ao vê-lo.

"Você pode continuar olhando para mim, linda?" Chan de repente pergunta muito bem, e você em seu estado de semana, confirma com um aceno de cabeça. Chan mantém contato visual com você, e você quase não consegue perceber as mãos dele agarrando suas coxas com muito mais força, apenas para que ele possa voltar a trabalhar em você.

Chan um homem em uma missão, gemendo em você enquanto sua língua trabalha dentro de você, tirando todo o ar de seus pulmões, fazendo você se contorcer e gemer fracamente seus nomes.

Foi tão bom. Sempre foi bom, mas seu namorado prometeu a si mesmo que hoje seria tudo sobre você. Então ele estava planejando devorar seu corpo de várias maneiras.

É por isso que quando seu corpo começou a dar sinais de que você estava prestes a gozar, nada você mesmo começou a dizer, tudo o que ele fez foi levantar a sobrancelha indicando que estava bem com isso, mas nunca parando seus movimentos.

"Chan..." Você chamou meio que como um aviso, que o nó em seu estômago estava prestes a se desfazer, mas ele te segura ainda mais perto e continua te devorando. "Deus, Chan!" Você chamou mais desesperada, seu aperto cada vez mais forte no cabelo dele, e ele gemeu, mergulhando impossivelmente mais dentro de você "Chan!" Você definitivamente gritou, sentindo seu orgasmo tomando conta de todo o seu corpo.

De olhos fechados tudo o que você queria era deixar a sensação ir embora, mas Chan demorou um pouco mais do seu tempo com você, mantendo a língua trabalhando enquanto segurava seu corpo trêmulo no chão.

"Eu te amo" A voz de Christopher trouxe você de volta à realidade. Sua respiração estava irregular, então ele fez questão de tocar em você de forma leve e suave.

Ele beijou suas pernas, indo até seu tronco e rosto. E os olhos dele encontraram os seus, e ele riu enquanto observava você voltar à realidade. Ele era muito suave, acariciando sua bochecha, olhando profundamente para seu rosto. Chan também lhe deu beijos e beijos em seus lábios e rosto, fazendo você rir.

"bem vindo de volta, meu amor" Chan brinca, pegando sua mão e beijando seus dedos. Você responde semanalmente com um "oi" e o sorriso mais brilhante da noite. "Você está bem?" Ele pergunta, tocando suavemente cada pedaço do seu corpo que ele poderia alcançar "que bom, porque eu não terminei com você amor"

E seus lábios estavam de volta ao seu corpo. Concentrando-se em seus seios, um de cada vez com os lábios dele, vazando, beijando e mordendo, você podia sentir os hematomas se formando onde ele mordeu. E então ele os tocou. Pois só ele começa a intercalar língua e mãos. Ele conhecia você e seu corpo, e como ele estava certo, você estava pronta para ele mais uma vez.

"Posso?" Você pergunta fraca, por ele, indicando suas roupas. Chan sorri brilhantemente e se senta com você, para que você possa despi-lo.

O paletó dele sai bem rápido, mas a camisa sai devagar, já que você queria senti-lo também, desabotoando você beija o torso dele assim como ele fez com o seu, mas tomando um pouco mais de cuidado para não marcá-lo.

"Amor, você quer me marcar?" Ele perguntou sorrindo quando você olhou para ele com olhos de cachorro "posso?" Após a aprovação dele, seus lábios estavam por toda parte na pele dele, marcando sempre que você os alcançava.

"Foda-se o amor" ele ofegou à sua vontade "Me desculpe, mas eu preciso te foder. Agora" Chan rosnou colocando você mais uma vez.

Você sentiu a ponta dele em sua entrada, mas antes que ele entrasse em você, ele pairou o corpo sobre o seu e o beijou. Você sente todo o amor que ele sente por você, e então você sente todo o pau que ele te dá.

Chan encheu você. Até o limite.

"Chan, por favor, se mexe" você pede, os lábios ainda se tocando. Ele sorri e começa a se mover, puxando ligeiramente para trás apenas para empurrar rapidamente para dentro de você.

Bang Chan começou a bater dentro de você como se ele pudesse morrer se não o fizesse. Ou como se você fosse uma deusa dando a ele o fruto proibido.

Tudo o que você podia fazer era gemer e agarrar o corpo dele contra o seu, cravando as unhas nas costas dele. Você poderia fazer isso o dia todo, todos os dias.

"Chan, por favor, não pare" você implorou mais uma vez, e ele adorava ouvir sua voz tão desesperada por ele. E foda-se, ele gostaria de poder gravá-lo.

"Posso sentir cada centímetro seu, meu amor" disse ele em seus ouvidos, não precisando de muito para sentir seu orgasmo sem aviso prévio.

Seus gemidos, grunhidos baixos, seus corpos... Foi uma sinfonia muito intensa e deliciosa para os ouvidos de Chris. E por isso ele estava se perdendo dentro de você.

Assim que sentiu que não aguentava mais, Chan puxou e percebeu suas cargas em sua barriga e seios. Desmaiando ele caiu ao seu lado, mas mantendo contato visual.

...

Depois daquela seção de sexo intenso que você teve na sala de estar, Chan ajudou você a limpá-la e a preparar um banho relaxante com o qual ele se juntou a você com prazer.

"Posso te perguntar uma coisa?" Sua voz agora rouca fala fracamente no canto do banheiro. Sua resposta foi um zumbido e seu namorado contrabandeando para mais perto de você, cabeça em seu pescoço "por que você decidiu tirar esse fim de semana de folga?"

"Humm..." o moreno cantarolou antes de responder, dedos brincando com os seus "Eu sei que não conseguimos ter muito tempo para nós, e eu vi algo que meio que me assustou, então decidi que era vai cuidar melhor de nós. A partir de hoje."

As palavras dele tossem você desprevenido, e isso fez você olhar para ele da melhor maneira possível "posso perguntar o que te assustou?"

"Lembra daquela noite em que fomos pegar um pouco de soju antes de ir para casa?" Ele lembrou, e você decidiu tirar sarro dele, lembrando daquele dia "aquele dia que você decidiu tomar sorvete cheio de máscaras para se esconder?"

A risada de Chan encheu o banheiro e você o seguiu, caindo os braços dele te abraçando ainda mais "Sim, o das abelhas..." mas tom para sério depois disso "Eu vi um casal feliz naquele dia. Eles estavam do outro lado do rua, e eles parecem tão felizes e continuaram se abraçando e..." você encontrou uma maneira estranha de sentar na banheira, e ficar na frente dele, então você segura o rosto dele para olhar para você, o que aparentemente trouxe ele de volta "e eu fiquei com medo de você querer algo assim... Algo que eu não posso te dar..."

"Chanie" você tentou falar, mas ele te interrompe "e sinceramente achei que era melhor..."

"Não se atreva a terminar essa frase!" Você quase grita na cara dele. Chan era realmente vulnerável, e você o respeitava por isso, sabendo o quanto é difícil para ele, até hoje, ser mais aberto com você, e então você também sabia que não deveria ficar repetindo clichês, "Chanie, você pode prometer uma coisa para mim?" Seus olhos estavam curiosos sobre você "sempre que você se sentir inseguro sobre nós, por qualquer coisa, me diga. Então podemos treinar ok?"

"Isso é muito brilhante meu amor" Chan sorri, te beijando "você vai fazer o mesmo?" Vocês dois voltaram para sua posição

"Claro, como você sabe" você começa a senti-lo deixando beijos aleatórios em você "às vezes eu acho que você vai me deixar por um dos seus ex, ou alguém que conhece melhor o seu estilo de vida"

Os dedos de Chan agarraram seu queixo, fazendo você olhar para ele "bem, eles tentam entrar em mim, mas é com você que eu pretendo me casar, meu amor".

❥ Bangchan as your boyfriend

I'm back! (For how long will it be? *insert Kevin's voice here* Nobody knows~) Today we are having as a guest (??) our favorite parental figure(?), Mr. Bangchan. The thing is, I have this friend who absolutely loves him (hi, sweetie, ily) and we end up talking a lot about this man, it doesn't matter what was the actual topic of the conversation, there will always be at least five (because he's fOive) times we say his name at random sentences that have nothing to do with the rest of the things we were talking about. (Wow, that was a hell of a sentence, watch me not being able to talk/write properly.) I don't think that gave too much context (probably zero), but what I tried to say back there is that we have this habit of putting him in random scenes. The most used by both of us is the boyfriend one, so I had the need to make this. This won't be good enough but, let's begin!

Ok, so, this man has a lot of archives and documents of unfinished projects on his laptop ("Like, mate, stop procrastinating." doesn't apply to him, apparently)... Being mostly songs about his feelings towards you.

It doesn't matter whether they are from before or after your relationship, or if they are good or bad feelings.

It's like a secret journal for him, his free therapy whenever he needs to sort out his tangled thoughts. He doesn't let the members know about their existence, and if they irrupt in the studio while he's recording, editing or playing any of them he would panic a lot.

Like the thing a lot of kids/teens do when their parents appear while they are doing/watching something they shouldn't on the computer and switch the tab or whatever.

Yeah, the other "tab" would most likely be something Felix-related (from fancams to edits made by Stay), "nice gifts to a x year old sister" ; "how to deal with noisy kids" ; "will i die from drinking too much coffee?" ; "how many sleep hours does an adult need?" ; "why are teens so weird these days?" google searchs or (for some reason) a JYP song.

If you are sitting on his lap, I can imagine him randomly playing with your hair, your ears/earrings or the strings of your jacket/hoodie.

He loves when you stay at the studio while he's working, even if you are quiet, you give him a lot of energy from the moment you open the door. He loves even more to have you sitting on his lap, this way he can give you quick glances and make sure you are okay.

What if you fall asleep? He would stop everything for a moment just to appreciate you for a while, with a sweet smile and heart-eyes. I can see him patting your hair gently enough to not wake you up and giving you a tiny little kiss on the forehead right after. His heart cannot take it anymore, you're too precious for (t)his world.

I don't see him being very into pda, maybe holding hands or giving each other kisses on the cheek/forehead, sometimes actual kisses on the lips.

But in private, omg, this man loves to kiss you at very random times, going from "cute and soft kisses" to "breathtaking and passionate kisses".

He would touch your lips because "They are soft." in the most innocent way, but after a few minutes this would lead somehow to a whole make out session.

Keeping this duality in mind, i see him being the type to bite your lips after a kiss, but also the type to kiss your forehead sweetly whenever he can.

I can imagine him pinning you against the wall, bitting his lip in a seductive way, just to get all shy a few seconds after doing that, letting you go while he covers his - now blushing - face.

He's 100% the type of person that takes care of you whenever you stay up past your usual bedtime and scolds you for messing up your sleep schedule even if he usually does it too.

Has this habit of putting his hands on your bare skin whenever they are cold. "See? It's cold outside. Let's cuddle instead."

One of his favorite things about being able to create music is asking the members for their opinion on something he's been making. He loves their various tastes and ways of thinking about it, from the melody to the meaning of the lyrics. All the parts of the song, actually.

His confidence and ego boost everytime they say good things about it, but when you do it...

Omg, he will be like a tiny and excited puppy, anxiously waiting to go outside for a while. He would be so happy, shaking his fists in excitement while giving you the biggest and brightest smiles. He would be so proud of himself.

"Going outside" would be finishing the actual song and release it. Well, maybe the thought of going outside the studio after too many hours in it too.

I feel like he's the most patient person you'll ever meet. He would be mesmerized by your voice whenever you're talking (he thinks it's very pretty!) and this would help a lot when you're telling him something. He would rest his chin on his hand while giving you little smiles (if he feels the need to) and nodding, waiting for you to end.

"I'm sorry, what were you saying again?" kind of moments would happen very often. Or "Hey, I got lost in those pretty eyes. Do you mind repeating that?"

Ah, but, what if he's in a clingy mood? His patience would fade away as soon as he sees or thinks about you. "Are you finished yet?", "Babe, please come cuddle with me" or "When are you coming back from work? I have a day off, let's spend it together."

His clingy mood consists of being giggly around you, wanting to cuddle all the time (even in summer, he doesn't care about that "hot weather and sweating" stuff, "Bullshit!"), being touchy (lots of skinship!), repeating your name again and again if you are doing something else ("Y/n, focus on me, please!" while pouting), being more shy and cute than usual, and lots of cheesy little talks.

Lots of conversations that go like: "Babe, did you have lunch/dinner?" "No, I kind of skipped it?" "HEY! STOP WHATEVER YOU ARE DOING RIGHT NOW AND GO HAVE LUNCH/DINNER!" "...Honey, did you have it?" "...I-" "I knew it."

The type to say random pickup lines to you while he's trying to fight against the cringe... Spoiler, the cringe wins (always).

"Oh my god, why did I say that?!", "I can't believe I told you that with such a straight face...", "Ugh, what is wrong with me?!"

Going back to the clingy mood, I have mixed feelings now. I can see him getting playful at first, like, it's all laughs and random kisses on your face and/or neck and suddenly, boom, you got a hickey out of nowhere.

The next day you would see it on the mirror and be like "Where did that come from?" and he would get all shy and giggly again, "I don't know, there's a lot of mosquitoes out there, be careful."

Aaaand, I think that's it for now?? I'm pretty sure I'll make a second part of this at some point because I feel that I left behind some ideas. I know I'm forgetting something again. I'm always forgetting everything xd Am I going to apologize again for my lack of "sense making-structure"(?) skills? You know I will *sunglasses emoji* Sorry!