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XANDERRR! RAHHHHH
I love Xander so much!!
*The Day the World Stood Still*
Hands damp with sweat;
Blood pulsing with spiked cortisol;
Heartbeat echoing like thunder;
"Stay or go?" pondered amidst a tumultuous mind.
This scenario was not the first or the hundredth occurrence,
Survival mode a constant, a life in endurance.
Ensnared in his narcissistic web,
Escape attempts futile, in bondage I was kept.
In the abyss of hopelessness and defeat,
You emerged, a beacon, my retreat.
Your presence, a balm to my fears,
Safety and security after countless tears.
Palms now dry, anxiety dissipates,
Heart finds its steady rhythm, liberation awaits.
To breathe freely again, a cherished sensation.
In his presence, my heart raced,
A cycle of slavery and freedom embraced.
Lost in a whirlwind, up or down, I couldn't discern,
A rollercoaster unchosen, a journey to unlearn.
You granted distance, a reprieve for my mind,
Space and time, a chance to unwind.
Yet, excitement for the future met an abrupt demise,
Self-blame lingered, as if fate comprised.
A moment froze, the world standing still,
How did it unravel, where did it spill?
You, unready to commit, moved on with feverish haste,
Soon, the distressed damsel's hero left without a trace.
Tidal Wave
Today, my guitar strums a somber refrain,
Tears cascade, a melancholic rain.
Lost in thoughts, missing you anew,
Heartache whispers, "How could this be true?"
In the grip of a tidal wave, I linger,
Longing to confess, yet courage withers.
You moved on swiftly, a hastened chase,
Left broken, my heart in a displaced space.
Navigating a whirlpool of uncertain fate,
A path unclear, in sorrow, I await.
You, unparalleled, in solitude stand,
Reluctantly admitting, love slipped through like sand.
Amidst this emotional hurricane's clutch,
Daily yearning, regret's relentless touch.
Why did you leave, why not remain?
Alone, I confront the echoes of love's refrain.
Thoughts of you persist, a haunting plea,
Hidden desires, an unrequited decree.
Facing the harsh truth of reality,
I meant nothing, a heartbreak's finality.
In this tidal surge, you claimed not ready for commitment,
Yet swiftly embraced a new sentiment.
Happy for you, but betrayed and confused,
Alone, I ride the wave, emotions bruised.
In solitude, I navigate this tumultuous sea,
Feeling used, emotions lost in the debris.
Left broken, uncertain of where I stand,
Alone, riding this relentless tidal wave, unplanned.
The Cry of Silence
Amidst the crowd's relentless symphony,
Our silence reigns, a disturbing harmony.
Words aren’t shared, yet stories unfold,
Your hidden anguish, a tale untold.
I inquire softly, "Are you alright?"
You nod, yet unrest clouds your sight,
Unease creeps in, a shadow in the light.
Unspoken whispers flood the air,
Anxiety coils, a lingering snare,
Dread hangs heavy, a burden we share.
Seeking comfort in words unsaid,
But awkward silence fills instead,
Doubts linger, a tangled thread.
Our eyes meet, yet we turn away,
Familiarity lost, in disarray,
A stranger's presence, a heart’s dismay.
This silence, a weight I can't ignore,
Unease settles, an unwelcome chore,
Do you feel it too, deep at our core?
Restless, the quiet consumes my will,
Discomfort rising, time stands still,
Yearning for escape, for a moment's thrill.
In the midst of this bustling crowd,
Our silence resonates a deafening sound.