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Tonight's episode actually shattered my heart. I haven't cried this hard since Endgame....
SPOILERS
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Dean saying that "Jack isn't family".... Boi do we need to have a fucking talk????
Jack's "I understand" and "You're welcome"
I was traumatized within ten minutes of this cursed episode...
Cas' immediate response when he thought Sam would kill himself... Angel you deserve the world 💙💙💙
The hallway scene
THE FUCKING HALLWAY SCENE
DEAN WHY WOULD YOU PULL A GUN ON SAM????
I was sobbing on the floor
SAM'S SPEECH TO DEAN I---
I knew it was coming but still wasn't prepared
Fucking Chuck
(but also,,,,, Amara deserved so much better)
BUT FUCKING CHUCK THO
Chuck telling TFW that their Cas was the only version in the whole multiverse who didn't follow orders. Their Cas stuck with Dean, CHOSE DEAN over Heaven, and was the only version to do so. How dare CW say that isn't love.... That's love beyond anything.
and how DARE they end the episode on my baby boi dying in TFW'S arms... tHE AUDACITY
BUT THEN!
the dam teaser for 15x18
First off Bobby's back which great whatever
Billie! We stan! But plz don't hurt my bois!
THE DESTIEL DUNGEON SCENE
I KNEW IT WAS COMING BUT SEEING THE CONFIRMATION IS NOT WHAT I NEEDED
anD THE BLOODY HANDPRINT IS GONNA KILL ME
ALSO! I feel low-key like Chuck saying what he did will probably entice Cas to finally tell Dean how he feels. I might be having wishful thinking but all the signs are there, all the dots are making the picture, and I will not accept Cas' death even if Destiel happens but!
If Destiel DOES happen but Cas gets sent to the Empty, I would much rather have that and whether it's canon or not believe that Dean follows him to get his angel back
TLDR; I'm still clowning, but not without merit
No words. Only Castiel.
Supernatural 5x17//99 Problems
I was legit scared during this scene. I didn't know which way any of them would bounce. Just for a second there I thought what Sam thought. And I probably looked as devastated as Sam looks.
If the point of pushing the melodrama this far was to misdirect me from Chuck for a second so he could Arrive and drop the other shoe on them without me anticipating it... It worked. No thoughts, only angst.
15.17 Unity
Dear God:
Mate, Castiel's been over you since at least season six. Observe the many fucks Cas does not give about your opinion of him as a mere cookie-cutter supporting character in your unbeta'd self-insert fic.
Amen.
Seriously, I loved these scenes. Chuck's so scary-powerful, even when he's acting like a petulant toddler, even with an exploding Jack-bomb about to go off, but Team Free Will 2.0 are past flinching. Pushed too far. Turned worms. Characters fighting back against a tyrannical author. Nnngh. I had a metagasm.
15.17 Unity
Ok so Supernatural, right?
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So I’ve been seeing a lot of memes and almost... hate? Towards supernaturals episode “Despair” and honestly? Y’all are crazy.
The entire time I was watching that emotional, gut-wrenching scene (if you know you know), I was violently sobbing so much I could hardly see the screen. And I know that some people have different tastes and maybe expected something else or even nothing at all. Which is cool, I understand that.
But, - and you know there’s gonna be a but - I found it all so fitting. The way it all played out seemed to flow and I understood the suddenness, because you sometimes do have to rush feelings, or come to terms with them at the weirdest or most perfect times. And when I was watching it, I kept all the jokes and observations from others in mind; I studied there faces and reactions when it was all being said, and some people thought Dean was emotionless or came across that way, but when I looked at him looking at Cas, it broke my heart, because you could see the emotion in his eyes, and not just because of the confession he was receiving, but also because the countless things he once told him himself were all being taken back and replaced with praise. He thought he was just some angry, selfish hunter. But now, he was hearing someone close to him, shower him with love. I loved it.
And oh my... I can’t even begin to explain my sorrow towards the end of the episode. Dean won’t pick up his phone, or leave, or do anything really, instead he sits down, and cries. Now, I know Dean has done this before, for his family and people he cared about. But something about this time just hit different for me. I couldn’t explain why, I still can’t. Maybe, it’s because not only did Cas get taken away, he is now gone forever. Those words are playing back in his head. That goodbye wasn’t just a goodbye, but a final one. And like man, man oh man. That just hurts bro, I don’t know what else to tell you, it just hurts.
And before anyone says it, I do know how much most people loved it, not as like, an ending for them, but as a whole so this isn’t saying everyone hated it, cuz I know that’s not true. I just have a lot of feelings on the whole thing and felt like writing about it.
Anyways, thanks for coming to my essay on why I loved that episode x)