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You are individuals at heart but one in the beyond.

So indeed you can feel his emotions.

However, these things are only coming up for him from the work you have been doing.

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I have a deep fear of being 'out front'. Of having the spotlight on me. Of being at the forefront.

I know that sounds like a weird statement because who doesn't want to at the forefront and be accredited for what they achieved. Especially in this day and age where we seek 'instant fame'. Well...it turns out, Me.

Thinking back on my career, in all of my roles, I am the strategiser and the doer, the one that makes it all happen and I'm content to be behind the scenes to watch the success of my efforts unfold in front of me. I'm content for others to take the credit and stand at the forefront to take the congratulatory bows, the compliments and high regards.

I have wondered about this 'trait' of mine. Not often, I can count them all, no more than three times.

After alot of energy work this weekend, clearing and releasing more blockages, I had many realisations. One relating to this 'trait'.

I learned this 'trait' is actually a deep seeded fear that has been the result of many lifetimes. I have been at the forefront before, many times. I received all the flowers for all my efforts and on many occasions I was taken advantage of. By jealous people, by power hungry people, by insecure and unhappy people.

So in this life, I stay away from being at the forefront. It was a subconscious choice.

I think there are major changes happening for me very soon, care of the Universe. If I accept these changes, I will be at the forefront. They will take me to the forefront. I'm not afraid of that. I'm abit anxious because Spirit gave me a disclaimer, said if I want this part of my journey, there will be more lessons for me.

I dont know about you, but when Spirit gives me a disclaimer beforehand, my mind starts wondering into worst case scenarios. Asking questions, like is jail a part of my experiences? Major injuries? Family...?

I accepted. Afterall, it is why I chose to be here.

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'........but we want you to know that if you were to change one thing, it would be that every thing about you is perfect and even if you think you need to change it, it is just part of who you are as *me.'

In 2019, Spirit was played a song for me, one I didn't know and obviously never heard of. At the time I interrupted the message quite differently. But now, I'm quite sure I know why they gifted me that song now...

Ocean Front Property, by George Strait.

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"Everything is going to change very instantly and you will feel a strong pull towards the ocean".

The ocean calls me. She wants to share with me her songs, her memories, and her secrets. She wants to remind me that these are my songs, my memories and my secrets too. She wants to remind me that I can be everywhere infinitely as well as individual all at once because I am all, and I am one.

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