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iam so soft bro ...so so ✨s o f t ✨

[1:30 pm]

“It’s ok, love…go back to sleep I’ll get up with her..”, Jaemin mumbled as he rolled out of bed. Everyone said having a newborn was tiring, but he didn’t think it would be like this. You had been up with the baby for the past 5 days. Only getting a few hours of sleep at a time. The small wails filling the room from the staticky baby monitor. Assuring you it was ok once more he waddled his way to the baby room.

He wanted nothing more than to never see her cry. Hyerim was his entire world. Jeno always says that he had never seen Jaemin look at something with more excitement and love. He was completely fascinated by his new baby girl. That’s all he could talk about. All the new things she was doing. Lifting her head, blinking, taking a pacifier. It was a whole new world for him. He was a uncle but never a dad.

“What’s wrong my baby…ooooh I know. I know. It’s hard waking up isn’t” he cooed, picking the swaddled baby from her crib. His words soothing her a bit. Gently wiping her tears away and keeping her close to his chest. Bouncing her as he walked to the kitchen.

“Let’s feed that belly. You must be starving, hm?” He whispered, kissing her forehead as he waited for the familiar ding of the timer. Letting the hot water warm the bottle. You both had decided the microwave is faster but he wanted to hold her a bit longer. Grabbing a towel so he didn’t burn himself as he grabbed the bottle. Testing the temperature on his wrist before letting her have it.

“Goodness you were hungry…”, he mumbled as he sat down on the couch. Letting Hyerim eat. Her eyes fluttering closed as she sucked down half the bottle. One hand holding the bottle as the other held her close to him. A relieved breath that he had been holding in slipping out as he replaced the bottle with a pacifier. The little girl stirring in his arms, but not waking up.

Jaemin taking to rocking her for a bit. Unknowingly falling asleep with Hyerim in his arms.

“Jaemin? Baby..? You fell asleep..” you whispered, nudging at his shoulder. A sleepy but happy grin playing on your lips. You had woken up around 8 in the morning, prepared for Hyerim to wake up. Yet, she hadn’t yet and your husband wasn’t in bed. It was a moment you hated to ruin, but you couldn’t help yourself.

“I-I’m sorry. I didn’t mean to. I guess I just-“ you cut him off with a kiss. Jaemin was a great dad, but he was constantly worried about Hyerim, scared he would accidentally hurt her, or he was doing something wrong.

“Don’t apologize. I just don’t want you to wake up in pain” you explained, helping him up off the couch.

“Would you like some coffee?” You asked, knowing the answer, only getting a nod in response as he went to lay Hyerim back down in her bed.