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It was late, it had to be.

You stood in front of your oval bathroom mirror doing your skincare, the last part of your going to bed routine. You wanted nothing more than falling asleep in your boyfriend’s arms after another long and exhausting day, but being a woman required a bit of work at times.

As you pondered the fancy creams and expensive serums into your face you noticed your boyfriend watching you. Hyunjin loved spending time with you, even if it meant just being in the same room as you. He was leaning comfortably against the counter. His dark hair was tied up into a bun, he was wearing a matching dark sweater and accentuated his look with his golden glasses which he did not need but liked to wear anyway.

He watched you cautiously, not taking his eyes off you for even a second. His gaze was intense, yet curious and complimented the small smile on his plush lips.

“Jinnie, why are you watching me?” You spoke to his reflection in the mirror.

He chuckled silently. “How can I not watch you? You’re beautiful, darling.”

You brushed his sweet compliment off by laughing awkwardly. “Yeah right, the bags under my eyes and wrinkles on my face scream beauty.”

The look on his face abruptly changed as he realized what you had just said. He got up and walked right over to you. Even after being with him for some time it was still challenging to withstand his demeanor. His musky scent and seductive aura had you intoxicated without him even trying. You tried turning your head to get a proper look at him but Hyunjin held you in place and whispered into your ear.

“I don’t want you to say that ever again. Do you hear me?”

Hyunjin looked into your eyes in the reflection of the mirror and whispered barely audibly. “Look at yourself. Look how beautiful your features are. You are so used to them that you don’t even recognize them anymore, darling.”

You darted your eyes away from his and started observing your own features. Not everything was bad about yourself, but it was hard noticing anything but flaws lately. Most times you only saw your aging face and the changes your body was undergoing. Wrinkles, creases, sagging skin – it felt like youth was running from you and you tried your best to catch up. You really wanted to love yourself the way he loved you but that wasn’t an easy feat. Not only did you feel ashamed about the way you looked, but also about not being able to love yourself. Those feelings weighed heavy on your heart, no matter how hard you tried to conceive them.

Hyunjin watched you watching yourself and frowned, very well aware that you were not seeing yourself as he was seeing you.

„Y/N“, he placed a sweet kiss on your neck, „look at me, please.“

His kiss brought you out of your head and back to reality – a reality in which this beautiful man was head over heels in love with you. It took you a second to concentrate on his words as his touch alone let you drift off to your bedroom instantly. You faced him in the mirror and he smiled coyly. “Good girl.”

He was still standing behind you, his strong arms on both of your sides, his head tilted and resting on your shoulder.

“You are so precious to me. It baffles me how you cannot comprehend your own beauty, y/n. When I look at you, I only see love. And strength. I see beauty and grace. I see so much life in you, I can’t help but falling in love with my gorgeous muse over and over again.”

You started choking up. No one had ever said those words to you. No one had ever seen you like that, especially not someone as perfect as Hyunjin. He took your small hands into his and placed them over your tummy – squeezing them lightly. You watched him place kisses all over your neck, making eye contact after each one. You relaxed more into his touch – you allowed yourself to receive the love he was offering.

Hyunjin noticed this too and spun you around. Your fingers intertwined, foreheads resting against each other, breath synchronized. You felt close to him - not only physically, but emotionally.

„Oh and also, the bags under your eyes?“, he leaned back as he spoke to you, „proof of your hard work. You work so hard to achieve your dreams and I like that. Your ambition is very sexy, darling.“

You wanted to smile but broke into a heartfelt laughter as he placed kisses under your eyes.

He also giggled. „Stop laughing, I can’t kiss you properly. Wait no, forget that. I love your laugh. I love how much you do it - you always find humor in any situation. It‘s…”. He stumbled for words. “It’s so easy to be with you, y/n. You make me so happy. You make me feel light and carefree. I love going through life like that and I don’t want you to ever change. Let those wrinkles be the proof of a life spent in joy.”

He traced the fine lines on your face and smiled sincerely. You believed his every word, knowing he meant what he said. You grabbed his right hand and placed a fond kiss on it, thanking him.

He looked at you confused. “What are you thanking me for, darling?”

Now it was your time to chuckle and place sweet kisses on top of him. “Thank you for loving me when I’m not able to.”

If…

Pairing: any skz member x gn!reader Genre: Angst no comfort WC: 1.3k Warnings: Cursing, yelling, self-harm, death, crying, reader referred to as y/n and member referred to as (name) Summary: Of all the questions you’ve asked him, he wished he answered truthfully A.N.: Just some thoughts I had !NOT PROOFREAD! As always

He’s regretted every thing he’s ever said leading up to this moment. He hoped you didn’t take him seriously but you did. Now he had to suffer the consequences. Alone. ~~~

You loved him, you did. And you tried to show it all the time. But maybe love wasn’t made for you in this life.

As your tired boyfriend trudged through the door, you looked over at him with worry in your eyes.

“If you’re hungry I can warm up some food for you.”

“I’m fine. I already ate with my coworkers. I’m not that hungry.”

He made his way to your shared bedroom without saying another word. You stood up and yelled out to him.

“If you need a bath I have one set for you. With your favorite scent and bubbles!” You smiled, sure you’d get his favor this time.

“I’m just going to take a quick shower. I’m too tired for a bath. You want me to drown?” He yelled back.

You felt your heart begin to crack apart. “Oh, okay. Well… If you need anything just call for me.”

With a loud and clear sigh, your boyfriend yelled at you. “If I needed something then I would call for you! Quit being annoying and shut the fuck up.”

A small and quiet, ‘oh’, left your lips as you sat back down, holding in your tears. This was a side never shown in your relationship so it left you feeling quite shocked.

So you blamed it on stress.

But over the next few months, the cycle repeated. He’d come home and yell at you. Each and every time.

Each day your heart cracked a little more until he stepped on it and it shattered completely.

In the middle of a heated argument, you yelled at him and he yelled back.

“If you really love me that you wouldn’t treat me like this!”

“Well maybe I don’t love you as much as I initially thought!”

You went quiet. You just turned around and went back to cooking dinner. He ignored you for the rest of the week and he never apologized. So you did.

“Baby, I’m so sorry for how I acted the other day. I was just feeling a bit insecure.”

“I don’t care. Just never act like that again.”

You nodded your head in shame as he brushed past you. Slowly, your ‘if’s’ became ‘sorry’s.’ ~~~ Your boyfriend came storming through the door, shutting it loudly behind him, causing you to jump.

He looks at the table, then looks at you.

“Where the fuck is my dinner? God, y/n. You always claim to have this and that; and the one time I want it, YOU NEVER HAVE IT!!!”

You scrambled to your feet, rushing to the kitchen. “I’m sorry, baby. I’ll get it done right now. Just take a shower and before you know it, dinner will be done.”

He huffed his breath before making his way to the bedroom. He came back out, stomping.

“What the fuck, Y/n! You don’t have dinner ready but you can’t even prepare me a fucking bath!? God, you’re so fucking useless. I don’t even know why I ever started liking you in the first place!”

You sighed heavily. “I’m sorry. I’ve just been out of it today.”

“Clearly! Now if you don’t have dinner done by the time I come out, don’t expect me to stay here tonight.” And he went to shower.

“Sorry…” ~~~ It began to get too much for you. You couldn’t take it. It was overwhelming and heartbreaking. You missed the old (name) you used to know. You just wanted him back.

You slowly stepped in the bath and settled down before calling (name). He picked up. Surprisingly.

“What do you want, Y/n? You already know how busy I am. It better not be any bullshit.”

“I just want to ask you a few questions.” You voice wavered and you hoped he couldn’t tell that you were crying.

“Well, then get it over with.”

You took in a deep shaky breath.

“If I left you, how would you feel.”

“I don’t know, y/n. Ask me when I get home.”

“WAIT! P-please just listen… I just need you to listen as I ask.”

After a moment of silence, you continued.

“If you could never see me again, would that hurt you? If I died, would you care?”

You could hear a loud sigh coming from the receiving end.

“I don’t know. You act like you’re dying. I’m hanging up. I’m tired of you.”

*beeeeeeeeeeeeppp-* ~~~ When the call ended, (name) didn’t know what to do. He grew a bit worried. He knew he shouldn’t have talked to y/n like that. Work’s just been taking a toll on him and he took it all out on y/n.

He knew you should’ve apologized but his ego stood in the way so he never did.

But he couldn’t shake that horrible feeling that something terrible would happen. So he grabbed his coat, locked his office door, got in his car, and drove off. ~~~ The call ended. Any hope left that you had, hoping (name) still loved you, gone.

You grabbed the box cutter from the side of the tub. Tears blinded your vision and your pained sobs could be heard from miles away.

“I’m sorry, mom. I promised I wouldn’t join you so soon. But it hurts. It hurts so much. I don’t know if I can take it anymore. I can’t take it anymore. I’m tired. I don’t want to hold on anymore.”

You sobbed even harder as you slid the blade out. “I’m sorry that I love you, (name).”

Then you slit your wrist.

You could feel the blood dripping from it. It was warm like the water you were currently in. You felt your body slowly become colder as you heart beated rapidly. Your eyes began to droop and your breath became ragged.

You saw your memories come flashing by. Most of them being the happy memories you shared with (name). You smiled. You were dying and you smiled. At least the pain was ending and you no longer had to hurt. You guessed this was what people meant when they said that your life flashes before your eyes as you die.

You looked down and the water had become red already. The blood was sill draining from your body.

Then you heard someone burst through the door. You couldn’t tell who it was and you could barely hear them as they lifted you from the tub. ~~~ (Name) rushed into the house and he had to break through the bathroom door when you weren’t responding.

“Y/N!!! Oh, god. Y/n…”

He wanted to scream but he knew he had to stay calm. He was scared. This was all his fault.

“Y/n, y/n baby. Stay with me, yeah. It’s okay. It’s okay. I’ll get you out of here soon.”

He grabbed a face cloth and wrapped around your wrist to stop any further bleeding. Then he lifted you up and out of the tub.

“It’s okay, love. It’s okay, I’m here. You’ll be alright. Everything will be just fine.”

He wasn’t sure if he was saying that for you or for him, but it worked. What he was sure of though, was that he was thankful that y’all chose an apartment not to far from the hospital. About a 5 minute drive.

He rushed you to the hospital and they hooked you up but it was already too late.

You died as they were trying to put you on the hospital bed and give you blood. You were gone.

You were gone and you left (name) all alone.

He couldn’t believe it. He knew that he was the reason and the guilt ate at him. He already promised your mother to take care of you and he couldn’t even do that. He hated himself. He hated all of it.

“If you can hear me, I’m so sorry, y/n.”

Renascence: Hwang Hyunjin x OC

Summary: The arcane are everywhere around you they are actually more normal than you think, but what of the anomalies in the arcane like Y/n? It definitely isn't easy. Specially when the nature is always out there to get you and the ones one you love. Loosing a loved one is difficult but when you've done it a couple of times. No matter how many births he took, watching Hyunjin fade wasn't easy for you. How far are you willing to go this time to protect him? Would things be different this time round?

A/n: I got some sudden inspiration for this, let's see how it goes

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Idol! Bangchan x Reader: LTNS

A/n: ah… This one took a lot of time.. no reasons, just I have been a bit down anyways. FLUFF AND a little bit of SMUT in the end. Hope you enjoy it.

Summary: Yn Ln is Hannah Bahng’s best friend since forever, even their mums were close. She knew Bangchan well until he flew away to South Korea to pursue his dream. When he returns home after and sees her for the first time after all these years.

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“Hannah! Are you wearing make up?” You watched Chan ask on Vlive and smiled as you waited for your friend to come out of her house.

Within a few minutes you heard footsteps and a hug as a voice was heard “Why don’t you just go upstairs and meet him?” Hannah said

“Nah. I’m fine from watching from afar. You know I am awkward” you said smiling.

“Whatever lets go, I have lots of things to buy actually lets go” Hannah said pulling you to the car behind her. And as expected the two of you had a blast shopping for various food and also including snacks and stuff. Actually, Mrs. Bang sent Hannah for shopping for dinner that night and Hannah asked you to tag along.

On your way back the two of you grabbed some coffee and by the time you both went back to the Bang house it was evening.

“Y/n, you’re staying for dinner” Mrs. Bang said and you went in panic mode.

“No. Mrs. Bang actually I have this thing to do at home and Nana doesn’t know-”

“Don’t worry I’ve spoken to her. It’s fine” she said.

“C'mon, Y/n what are you so afraid of?” Hannah asked.

"I’m not afraid I just don’t want your brother to think I am weird or something” You said.

“He won’t, That’s Chris, he’s plenty weird himself” Hannah said as you two entered her room and Berry came jumping to greet you.

“Hi Berry. Hi Berry” you said petting her and hoping for the best. 

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You were helping Mrs. Bang set the table when you heard Hannah voice, “Can’t you wear some more clothes Y/n’s here” and then retreating foot steps were heard and a sighing Hannah was seen to enter the room. To say you were nervous was an understatement. Of course you’ve seen and met and even spent time with Bangchan before but that was in childhood. And you never spoke to him after he shifted to South Korea. You’ve only seen him on screen and on stage. Besides being a Stay doesn’t help, you’re not just meeting your bestfriend’s brother, but also your idol.

“Hey Y/n!” Suddenly a chirpy voice echoed through the room and broke your train of thoughts

“Chris!” You said not being able to hold your happiness.

“You’ve grown up so much! Your so tall now” he said.

“You’re embarrassing yourself” Hannah mumbled

“You’ve grown to Chris” you said laughing as Mrs. Bang ushered all of you to sit down.

You and Hannah have always been really good friends, since childhood. You both basically lived with each other generally at each other’s houses, so this was very common for you when both of you are home. However, it’s been ages since Chris was present here too.

Conversation flowed and one thing led to another and you were talking about age somehow.

“Yeah You guys have grown up, but you all are still so young”

“Yeah Chan you’re half 52” you suddenly said and immediately regretted saying that.

“What did you say? And what did you call me?” He asked smiling

“Chris?” You said.

You saw Hannah and Lucas laugh in your peripheral vision.

“Y/n your a stay” Chan cooed.

And you couldn’t take it, you hid your face in your palms, cheeks red in a blush.

“Don’t tease her, her she’s a stay” Mrs. Bang confirmed. “She’s also my informer on what’s going on, with you and your members”

“So that’s how you always know everything” Chan said and her mother nodded. You ate with the huge blush on your face. What you didn’t see was Chan noticed it and found it really adorable. Chan had so many questions that he did after he knew that you’re a stay like:

“Whose your Bias?” “Whose your Bias wrecker?” “Favourite m/v?” “Favourite song?” at a point he smirked and asked “Favourite ship?” and Hannah was done as said “Mom please shut Chris” to which he just laughed adorably, but you answered all of the questions truthfully, well almost all of them.

“Changbin” 

“Definitely, Felix” to which Hannah noticed Chan to have a momentary frown.

“(your favourite m/v”

“(Your favourite song)”

“Minsung and Chanjin” the moment the second ship name came to your mouth Chan just choked on his food. But, Mrs. Bang saved you from any further questions by bringing in the dessert. 

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“Chris! Can you take Berry for a walk?” His mom asked Chan, who was simply sitting and working in his Lucas’ room.

“Sure mum” he said and wore a black hoodie and sweats. He remembers to wear a mask before wearing his shoes and attaching Berry to a leash.

“Let’s go Berry! Let’s go!” He said and exited his house. He walked towards the park as Berry loved barking at ducks (a/n: idk I made that up) and as soon as he entered the park a. Call startled him. He smiled wide at the contact number and received the call.

“Oi Felix!” He said

His deep voice was heard from the other side of the phone. And the two started chatting and planning a lunch together when suddenly Berry slipped out of Chan’s hand and ran in a different direction. Leaving a shocked Chan who excused himself with a promise to call back and ran after Berry.

You were sitting in the park with your sketch book and listening to music but suddenly you hear a familiar bark and pull your headphones off and go into shock “Berry?”

She comes running right into your arms and licks your face. And you giggle, when you noticed Chan running towards you and cursed under your breath.

“Oh my god Berry! You can’t run off like that” he said “Hi” he mumbled

And you said hello back. He simply sits down beside you.

“How are you? I haven’t been able to talk to you with you keeping on running away and avoiding me” he said. And you burst out in giggles, no this was not strange for Chan and you. You just felt awkward to meet him as you really haven’t in so long. But, he did always spend time with you and took extra care of you just like he cared for Hannah, specially because you stayed with your grandma and he knew you rarely saw your parents. 

“I’m not avoiding you Chris. I just feel awkward after so many years” you said adding a few more details to your drawing. 

“Is that the reason you didn’t text me or let Hannah tell me when you went to South Korea all alone for your school program” he asked and finally grabbed your pencil and said “Look at me Y/n. We’re talking”

And you finally looked up at him, into those lovely eyes of his and almost had yourself drowning in them. The look itself was enough to bring on an apocalypse, No make up, curly hair and that smile. 

“I know you’re busy so I didn’t wanna bother you” you said with a tight smile

“Y/n no matter how busy I am I would always have time for family and you are in it” he said

“Sorry Chris, if it makes you feel better, then I should tell you I’ll be going there again” you said shyly “And You’re the first person I am telling” 

“Really?” He asked and you nodded “Not even Hannah?” he asked with a gleam in his eyes

“Well she knows I got the offer, but she doesn’t know I said yes” You said and found Chan cheering. By that time Berry was fast asleep on your lap and the two of you chatted, and caught up. It seemed so easy to talk to each other that the fact that he moved away when you were very young didn’t really matter.

And thus, meeting Chan at the part every evening became a thing between the two of you that only Hannah knew, cause she saw the two of you one day. On the third day Chan suddenly said “Do you wanna grab lunch tomorrow?”

You were taken aback at the question, as blood rushed to your cheek, but before you could say anything, he said “Hanna and I are going to meet Felix and his sisters, I think you should come too it will be fun” 

You kicked yourself mentally for even thinking- you nodded a yes and stood up and said “Isn’t that a things you guys always do? Even though I have hung out with Olivia but-”

“I want you there and even Felix has wanted to meet you” he said

“Fine! Fine!” I’ll come with you guys. 

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And you found yourself surrounded with a bunch of famous people but also ones you love.

“Seriously Y/n made all of us promise to not tell our brothers. Like girl, what if you needed help!” Olivia said laughing

“Yeah, Y/n its really reckless. Tell you what, put in your number I’ll ping you. You can always talk to me” Felix said pointing at his phone and you laughed

“Hey. Why not me?” Chan whinned

“I’ll tell both of you okay!” You said

“But, me first” child gave you a cheeky smile and said.

“I swear these two never grew up” Hannah sighed and everyone laughed.

“Why are you always so done with me?!” You asked with a fake cry and heard felix mumble “Kiyowo” and you immediately asked “What?”

“Nothing” he said with a cute smile.

“But you had heard it, undoubtedly” you just looked at him and then at Hannah and then smiled, what you didn’t know was that it was actually directed towards you.

And that’s how a great friendship between Felix and you has started. So naturally when Felix got to know that you’ll be moving to South Korea soon, (much to Hannah’s dismay though) he was really happy. And this continued even after they went back. But this time, even Chris had you number and you’d text every once in a while.

One day you were just sitting in your room and doing some work when you recieved a video call invitation from Felix, which you joined and found 4 pair of eyes staring at you.

“OH. MY. GOD!!!!” You shreaked

“Hello, Beautiful!” You heard Han say and you instantly hid your face in your palm.

“Hi Jisung” you said in a muffled tone.

“Look Y/n! We brought your bias!!!” They said, as you took a deep breath and looked towards the screen and said in fluent Korean “Hello everyone, I’m Y/n L/n. I am so happy to meet you guys”

“You know Korean?!” Changbin asked visibly impressed.

“Ah. Yes yes, I learnt it ages ago before I went for the first time” you said smiling

“I can already tell we’re gonna be the best of friends.” Han said cheering

“Try telling that to Hannah she’ll have your head” you said laughing “She actually threatened me that I better not dare replace her, which actually is impossible for me.”

“That sounds very much like Hannah” Chan said.

“You know they said so many things about you and specially that you’re a stay that’s so cool” Changbin said and you blushed and said “I’ve stanned you ever since before you guys debuted actually. I watched the survival show with Mrs. Bang.” You said.

“That was something” Felix said shaking his head.

“So, what are 3racha and Felix doing?” You said

“Oh we were recording, do you wanna-” but you interrupted Chan

“NOO! NO SPOILERS!” you said and the four boys burst out laughing. They chatted and teased each other a bit more after they dropped the call.

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“Nervous?Why are you nervous?!” Felix’s deep voice flowed through the phone into your ears.

“Because it all gets real the moment I step here. And it’s been a while since I’ve been here. Last time, I didn’t call Chan, actually I broke all ties with him since I reali-”

“That you were in love with him?” He completed your sentence. “It’ll all be okay”

You sighed and asked “Are you guys there yet?” You asked.

“Yeah. At the gate, now pick it up buttercup” he said in a deep voice, that almost hit your brain at the wrong corner, (keyword: almost).

You picked up your baggage from the designated baggage belt and went towards the exit, there you found a super excited Felix and Han and you pulled the trolly and put it at a stop to rush and hug Felix who already had arms open for you. And then you opened your arms for Jisung to join you two and he gladly did.

“It’s so good to finally meet you in person Y/n-ah!” Han said

“It is so good to see both of you too” you said.

“Okay lets move before we get spotted or worse scandaled into a throuple” Felix said.

“You’re coming with us, Lee Know hyung cooked some great food as your welcome dinner” Han said opening the trunk of the car.

“I told Chan to ask you guys not to do these stuff, you rarely get off days, why get busy doing these?” You asked.

“That is because these small things are part of our ralaxing and keeps us sane” Felix said as he entered the passenger seat and Han and you entered the back seat.

The three of you enjoyed the ride to the dorm blasting Twice and BTS songs, through the car speaker. You actually noticed the driver sigh, the moment the music was turned off when you reached your destination.

Meeting the members was a delight that you could not believe that these guys you always see on the screen are actually in front of you. The fact that they are so warm and welcoming to you is something else. All were there except Hyunjin and I.n who already had stuff planned with their families. But this was okay and was already too huge of a dream for you. The boys kept on with playful banter and quarrels and you couldn’t help but laugh. You were certainly having the time of your life. Bangchan asked you so many questions about your new place and how he’d help if you needed some muscles.

“I don’t think you should stay alone for the first night though” Felix told you as you were getting into the van that would take you to your house.

“Lets do this then, Felix join Y/n and stay the night, I’ll go too, we’ll help Y/n settle and get all the necessary and then we’ll see” Chan said

“I wanna come!” Seungmin said

“I am going home tomorrow morning so I’ll visit” Minho said and you face palmed

“Guys this is not necessary!” You protested

“It is” Chan said “and it is non-negotiable its either that or you spent night here, and we take you to your apartment tomorrow” Chan said with a smirk and he knew he had you right where he wanted you.

You sighed and you knew very well what he was doing, he used this smart persuasion method even when you were little. You nodded your head and climbed in as Seungmin, Felix and Chan piled in, it was the same driver from earlier. The drive to Gimpo was just the 4 of you talking about childhood, the various memories you have. It was really good to have people you know and can talk to this time round, last time you came, the first few days were a torture.

“How were you planning on managing to do so much alone!?” It was the first thing Seungmin said as they entered the apartment.

“Well, I was going to do it one at a time, they have the tool kit” you said sheepishly.

“Good thing Chan Hyung insisted” Felix said.

You all settled in and looked around, the balcony being the main attraction to you. Your floor was quite high and the night lights looked so beautiful with the cool breeze blowing. You stood there and clicked a few pictures to send them to Hannah. You didn’t know how long you were out when Chan came in with two chairs and said “These seem to be quite fittings here?”

“Yeah it would be great to sit here” you said and sat on one of the chair and patted on the other.

He sat down and a moment of silence prevailed before you said “Thank you for re-adopting me. I don’t know what I’d do without you”

“I’ve told you, you are family.” He said putting a hand on hand and within a second you felt blood rush to your cheeks but you managed to nod. That was written before Seungmin’s voice was heard saying that the bed has been set, and after a huge debate you 4 decide to spend the rest of the time chatting or playing and then restart assembling furniture in the morning, and later will go grocery shopping with Minho.

The rest of the night (which was barely 4 hours) was spent sharing embarrassing stories about each other.

As soon as the sun rose, you 4 got to work, the first goal was to set up the couch and coffee table.

Within 2 hours a knock was heard and Bangchan went to open the door, only to welcome a very excited Han.

“I asked Lee Know hyung to drop me on the way to his way to his home and I brought Coffee and breakfast” he said and Felix ran to hug him, as he was a saviour. Yes, He brought juice for Felix.

The rest of the day was very productive as the furniture was set, the kitchen was put up and your cupboard was set up, yes Chan had exceptional leading skills and without them you would just be swimming in a pile of wood. Thank heavens they helped, hence after a nice take out dinner, the 5 dispersed in 2 cars and you closed the door and ran to your bedroom and plopped on the bed. Damn, staying with Bangchan so much was making your heart go heyware.

You still had 2 more days and decided to go exploring the next 2 days. Because it will be work and work then onwards. You looked up at the ceiling and remembered the various moments shared between you and Chan. How he comforts you, assures you, you just can’t help falling more and more for him.

Suddenly, your phone started to ring and you saw your best friend’s name flashing, you smiled and picked up, it was a a video call and as soon as you recieved you saw your Grandmother’s face along with Hannah’s.

“How are you girl?” Hannah said. Yes she visited and stayed over with your Nana often when you were away so that the old woman didn’t feel lonely.

“I am settled, still nervous but better than last time” you said

“Did Chris help you with your things?” Nana asked

“Yes, Nana, he and his friends helped me set up my furniture and kitchen, let me give you both a tour” and you ended up giving a tour and telling them various funny stories that happened earlier that day. You guys chatted for sometime and then Hannah went to your room to talk to you.

“So, how was your time with my brother?” She asked

“Nothing, he just helped, well and I am in deep love. Damn” you confessed.

“You are down bad” she concluded.

“I am a simp for your brother” You owned up and the two of you burst in laughter. But, it was true, you’ve had this huge crush on Chris since you were kids, you were so hurt when he moved away. But, the more you grew up and watched him from afar, the more you fell for him. As a result of you being in love with this said human.

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Your workplace was very close to your apartment and thus you left the house every morning and picked a croissant and a vanilla latte from this little cafe you found on your exploration day. You have wlso been there with Chan as the cafe is generally empty during the time you return home when Chan generally visits, which is now almost twice a week. Your days have been somewhat peaceful, these past few months since you moved, apart from the growing crush you had and it really hurt you physically to talk to Chan and not be able to hug him or kiss that beautiful face of his. And again you did something drastic, yes you stopped talking to Chan, yet again.

“This is a very stupid idea” Seungmin said as soon as you recieved his call.

“What?” You ask shocked and slightly taken aback. What was he talking about?

“You can’t just ignore a person because you have a crush on them. You need to tell Chan hyung, either he reciprocates and you date or he doesn’t and you move on!” He said.

He knew? How?. “What? How did you even- Felix told you?!” You exclaimed.

“I’m not blind Y/n” he told you and you sighed

“I don’t know what else to do, Seungmin!” You whinned.

“Well, you wouldn’t have to, because he’s going straight to yours and he’s determined to know why you are avoiding him” He said and you felt like hitting you head on a wall.

He hung up after some more encouraging words, and you felt the energy drain out of you. Thinking of a way to handle this situation when there’s a knock on the door and you know who it was, you walked to the door and opened the door to come face to face with a super tensed Chan.

“Don’t even say no, why are you avoiding me? Did I do or say something wrong? Did I make you uncomfortable?” He asked “Please tell me, talk to me please!”

“No-no, I just had my reasons” you said not being able to look at him

“And what are they. You’ve said this before, but you can’t always just say that. Why don’t you tell me?!” He said. For someone who’s so patient Chan strangely seemed to have lost it and you couldn’t take it anymore. He wanted the reason so he’ll get them and you said it

“Cause, I am stupidly in love with you! Yes, I have had a huge crush on you since childhood, that only grew and grew as we grew up. And that was also the reason why I stopped and dropped all contact with you as I thought that it would go away, but it didn’t. And now again, I just can’t look at you without just wanting you. You can call me selfish if you want but that is how it is and thus I pulled away.” You said, but Chan’s shocked expression broke your heart.

“I know it’s too much and you probably dont feel the same so dont worry” you added

“Yeah-Yeah I-I want I need, I’ll need to unpack that. I am sorry” he said and with that he ran out of the apartment. And you made a decision, you will move on.

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5 days later, Skz dorm

Lee know and Felix are seen to have burst in thr!ough the door they looked straight and asked “What did you do? She’s planning on going back.”

“What? What are you saying?” Chan asked visibly confused.

“What happened between you and Y/n? She just stopped talking to us all of a sudden. Please tell us hyung! She’s searching for someone to replace her so she can fly back” Felix said

“Something happened between you too right?” Minho asked.

“She confessed didn’t she?” Seungmin said looking away from his phone

“Oh no! You rejected her?” Felix asked in awe

“She’s Hannah’s age Felix, she’s like a sister to me” Chan said in a serious voice.

“But, you don’t speak so much about Hannah as you speak about Y/n, hyung. Even Lee Know Hyung doesn’t speak about his cats as much as you speak about Y/n or go to visit her” Hyunjin pointed out.

“You were even glaring at Inie when he was just being friendly.” Seungmin added

“Inie was flirting with her” Chan said.

“So? He flirted with Hannah too, you didn’t even mind that” Lee Know said.

“I-I. What are you even insinuating?! She’s to me, as Hannah is. Okay!” Chan said now under pressure.

“Hannah is your sibling please keep her out of this conversation” Hyunjin said.

“Okay then, she’s the same to me as Inie okay!” He said.

“But would you kiss Inie?” Hyunjin asked

“No. No I wouldn’t Hyunjin!” Chan said

“Would you kiss Y/n?” Seungmin asked and Chan’s eyes went wide “No I- I-” and he went quiet.

Who is he kidding of course he has stared at your lips numerous times when you speak. He remembers how hus heart picks up pace whenever you’re in a close proximity. Besides Lee Know was right, you did glare at Inie but it wasn’t because he was flirting, or not only just because of that, he might have also been a bit jealous. Not to add how crazy he missed you when you started to distance him and how his heart almost summersaulted in his chest when you confessed to him, how did he ignore all these stuff. Oh God! He likes You! His realisation threw him into a state of shock.

“But she’s my sister’s best friend. She’s Hannah’s age” Chan whishpered

“She’s just A FEW YEARS, younger. She’s not A FEW years old” Seungmin said and Chan looked back at him.

As if on cue, Chan grabbed his phone and almost rushed out.

He took his car keys and drove off, destination: Y/n’s apartment.

He tried to look back and think, when and what changed in his mind to make him feel this way about you. That was when he realised, he has always felt this towards you. Yes, he was always in love with you.

You were busy watching a Kdrama on your bed in your comfiest outfit, fuzzy socks and glasses on. You were really tired, finding a replacement is a really difficult job and so far the only 2 candidates you found were all rejected by the company, they insist on you staying, but you really can’t keep on doing that. You- your thoughts were interrupted by a knock. You thought it was the delivery man with your Bibbimbap. But gosh were you wrong, as soon as you opened the door you were met with a red faced, out of breath Chan, who immediately hugged you.

“Please, please, don’t go! Please don’t leave me” and a string of many more incoherent things that you couldn’t quite make out.

“Chan! Chan! What’s wrong?” you asked hugging him back and patting his head.

“Please don’t leave. I would be so lost without you. I’m sorry I didn’t understand what you mean to me. I never realised this, but I-” he paused and took a deep breath, I have always been in love with you, Ple-“ Chan was interrupted by a clearing of throat.

"Y/n L/n?” A man said from behind him

“Yes?” You said as Chan pulled away to look behind him.

“He-here’s your order” the man handed you the package and looked suspiciously at Chan “Is he disturbing you, madam?” He asked, still looking at Chan.

“Uh? No, no. Thank you so much” you bowed to the man and he bowed back and walked away.

You kept the package on the counter near your door step and looked back and Chan. He looked so soft, and vulnerable. And as soon as he felt your eyes on him he held you hands in his and looked deep into your eyes.

“Please, be mine? I will do anything and take care of everything as long as you’re by my side” he said.

“I thought you’d never ask” you said, trying your best to not tear up, and within a blink of an eye you found yourself pushed in the house door closed and you pinned to it trapped between two of his strong muscular arms.

“What are you doing” you said almost in a whisper

“Something that I have done a long time ago” he said and slammed his lips to yours.

You were shocked, his lips were so soft and you froze. “Show me you want this too” he said in a voice that sent chills down your spine and heat waves to your core. And you wasted no moment to kiss him back and this was better than what you had always imagined. Chan replaced his arms, one on your waist pulling you even closer and the other to cup your cheek. You moved your hands to his hair to fist his soft brown curls. Damn you’ve always imagined what that would feel like.

He soon pulled away and attacked your neck, earning a moan in return and you had a plan. So you pulled his head back up by his hair as he groaned and attached your lips to his and pushed him back, until his knees collided and he crashed on the couch. As soon as he did, you stranddled his lap, threw away your glasses and kissed him, this time with more frevour, want and passion.

His hands had already gone to your butt to squeeze it as soon as you moaned he took his chance to enter your mouth. Your tongues are fighting for dominance. All these times of missing each other and the pent up want and sexual tension was finally released.

Your lips left his and you attacked his neck, and he groaned “Y/n~”. Damn, you loved the way your name rolled off his tongue, it was almost like your favourite melody.

Suddenly you felt his strong arms grip your waist as he picked you up and pushed you down on the couch and got on top of you with a mischievous glint in his eyes. He was about to kiss you when you said “Chan, the food’s getting cold”

“Oh, I think we can warm it back up later” he said and dived in to kiss you again.

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Renascence: Hwang Hyunjin x OC

Summary: The arcane are everywhere around you they are actually more normal than you think, but what of the anomalies in the arcane like Y/n? It definitely isn't easy. Specially when the nature is always out there to get you and the ones one you love. Loosing a loved one is difficult but when you've done it a couple of times. No matter how many births he took, watching Hyunjin fade wasn't easy for you. How far are you willing to go this time to protect him? Would things be different this time round?

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Summary: The arcane are everywhere around you they are actually more normal than you think, but what of the anomalies in the arcane like Y/n? It definitely isn't easy. Specially when the nature is always out there to get you and the ones one you love. Loosing a loved one is difficult but when you've done it a couple of times. No matter how many births he took, watching Hyunjin fade wasn't easy for you. How far are you willing to go this time to protect him? Would things be different this time round?

A/n: there are mentions of violence and blood.

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21st Century

"Hey" You see Seonghwa's head peeking from the door.

"Wait a minute" you told the boys in front of you as they nodded and you got up and walked the door.

"They traced the unauthorised shipper" Seonghwa said but you knew there was more to it "It's a lycan"

"A lycan? Call Chris" you whispered.

"Already here" you heard Chris' voice

"Aren't you always on time?" You teased

"Always, for the lady" he said beating his fist on his chest.

"Wait" you said.

"Okay, you do as I told you" the two boys nodded "Jungwon, no violence, or I swear I'll have you grounded for a century"

"That was one time!" He protested.

"Dude, even I have to say that's a lie" Jeongin said chuckling.

You shook your head and said "Okay, off you go now" and signalled Chris and the other Lycan with him to enter.

"Why would a Lycan get involved in this? Do we know who he is?" You asked

"No ma'am, but we have our suspicions" the Lycan said, you looked at her trying hard to rake your brain to bring out her name, as if sensing your thoughts she said "Its Ryujin, by the way, I'm new to the pack but it's an honour to meet you"

"Oh god Ryujin, please don't call me ma'am it makes me feels old" you said.

You heard Chan cough but heard the words "you are" in middle

"Yah!" You scolded, resulting to the two break into laughter.

A knock was heard and you said "Come in" to see Minho walk in galantly, he immediately came to hug you and kissed your cheek with a "hey babe". You were about to hit him with a classic 'Im not your babe' but remembered it's Minho and that won't work. Soon Seonghwa joined and the meeting started.

Seems like Ryujin and Seonghwa had worked out a few pieces of information and he told the rest of you about.

"There are actually three prime suspects, one would be Park Chanyeol" Seonghwa said pointing at the "Some leads say he's been working with our rival"

"Jackson? But I don't think he'd get to that level, he plays safe. This, if it gets out, it could blow up his face infront of the arcanium" you said

"Here comes our second suspect Bambam" Seonghwa said

"That's a new face" you said

"He was recently thrown out of his pack" Ryujin said "He belonged to a neighbouring clan"

"Why was he thrown out?" You asked out of curiosity

"Infidelity to the alpha, he was conspiring to throw her off with another wolf" Chris said making you frown.

"That bitch" you cursed "It is the 21st century, yet the Misogyny in wolves don't get any better in some clans. Anyways, can he have that much strength to attack 3 vampires at night?" You asked

"Momo is a strong one at that" Chris said

"Okay next?" You asked

"Kai, he has a growing business in antics and artefacts, mostly stolen" Ryujin said "His people were seen lurking the docks close by"

"But, he-he is a delegate with the Arcanium!" You said.

"Well the Arcanium isn't as pure and true as it used to be" Chris said.

"Minho?" You suddenly called

"Yes?" He said softly

"You've been quiet" you pointed out.

"Actually, I have a working theory" he said "What if they are all in it together?"

"If so then we better take every step carefully" you said.

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You were sitting with Charlie beside you on your couch, gazing at the city lights in the evening. When the door bell was heard, you go up to answer the intercom and found a familiar face.

"He sweetheart" Minho said slyly as you opened the door and let him in.

"Hey Min" you said and took a seat beside him on the couch, Charlie quickly got up and relocated himself to Minho's lap, whoever thought or wrote vampires are bad with animals were idiots. Minho himself had three cats, but somehow we get along with cats better than with dogs.

"Hwa sent you cause he's busy?" You asked

"Mhm" he nodded

"How are you of any help?" You asked chuckling

"Jus because I don't fight, doesn't mean I won't. Besides two pups are minding the boundary" he said. You made you way to the window to see a familiar petite figure. "I hate it. Going to such lengths for me" you said

"Someone is after you! You're difficult to hurt but not impossible. We need to be careful okay!"he said. You didn't say anything, soon the two of you got engaged into various talks including different places and business and lost track of time. It was around 3 O' clock in the morning when you notice Minho slowly dozing off and you smiled thinking he must be tired. Yes, every supernatural needs sleep, that no sleep crap is shite. But, all these was until you caught a smell.

"OH NO!! MINHO!! MINHO" You rushed to his side and tried to wake him up, slapping his cheek.

"Y/.....n?" He slurred "Y/......n-ie~"

"Fuck!" You cursed you knew he's already intoxicated. You tried to reach to the window but your door flew open. You rushed to grabbed the silver spiked baseball bat you had at the corner as a decoration. Its an antique but it's the only weapon available. You swung it at the intruder who was wearing a mask, but the wet dog smell told you that this was a werewolf. He tried to grab you by your hand but you swung you bat hitting his jaw as the guy growled at you. His movements were clear enough to tell you that he was after you. And he ran towards you to tackle you to the ground, but just as he was about to hit you, you moved and hit his leg resulting him to fall down on his face with a huge thud and you took that chance to hit him unconscious.

"Y/N! Y/N!" you heard Minho say in panic, but before you could react you felt a blow through your stomach that made you shriek in agony as you fell to the ground, you felt as if your insides were burning.

You heard was Minho's panicked but slurred cries "Y/N! Y/N! FELIX!!!! AMBER!!!!!! ANYONE??? Y/N!"

and there was darkness.

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You woke up to a sharp and excruciating pain in your stomach and screamed. It was to much, almost unbearable.

"Y/n-ah!" You heard a very familiar voice as you felt blood in your mouth.

"Y/n" you heard another voice.

"D-dad?" You said weakly.

"Sssh! Don't speak!" The new voice, who smelt to be a werewolf said.

"Amber? Put-put pressure from bith sides" Minho said

"Aaahhh. Aahhh! It's burning Dad! Make it stop!"

You said glancing at Jin who quickly, jabbed out the icicle from Minho's chest, specifically the heart, which was probably placed there by the second intruder. Then, he rushed to you. Amber lightly picked you up and put pressure on your wound from both sides.

"Ah!" She flinched but kept pressing.

"Belladonna aconite" you said "It burns"

"I- I-I" you see Jin fumbling not understanding what to do "There's so much blood" he sayd in tears.

"Sir! Call for back up! Call Chan to get the antidote, there's always some in the pack house" Amber said, and Jin straight away went to his phone and so did Minho

"Dont!" You said "Dont call Ju-jungwonnor Jeongin or Mo....mo. anyone from the docks. This has to be a double sided plan" hearing you Minho lowered him phone, and Jin nodded.

Both Amber and Minho tried their best to leep you awake. Jin couldn't stand seeing you the way he was waiting outside for the other wolfs and Seonghwa, who came in first. And immediately rushed to you.

"I'm fine Hwa" you said "Its just burning"

"The blood flow is lesser" Amber said. Seonhwa touched you arm and went into more panic

"Of course the blood flow is less, she's barely left with any!!" Seonghwa said uncuffing his shirt.

"Y/n! I asked you to drink" Minho scolded as he had told you numerous time.

"WHERE IS CHAN! AND YOU CAN'T FEED HER YOUR BLOOD SHE'LL FREEZE!" Amber said in a panicked mode.

"Do you have a better choice?" Seonghwa said

"No!" You said, knowing what she was inching towards.

"Minho, put pressure on the wound" she said, and she brought her wrist to her mouth and made a cut with her teeth. And held it near your mouth. It's true you were thirsty, it's been ages since you last tasted fresh blood from a human or an Arcane and Ambers blood was enticing, the smell almost putting you in a trance. She held it closer and you opened you mouth and put your lips to suck out the sweet and warm liquid. It filled you body with warmth and soothed your pain. Amber almost let out a moan and you were pulled to the real world as you immediately left her wrist.

Almost on cue Bangchan entered with a vial of the belladonna aconite antidote.

"Sorry. It wasn't in the pack house, I had to get it from the neighbouring pack" he said.

Jin came in and made you drink the antidote, the bitter taste erasing the sweet lingering taste of the liquid you previously consumed. You coughed at the after taste, and you were offered some water.

"But the blood is still flowing out, the healing should have kicked in" Minho said.

"I think it got blocked due to the aconite" Bangchan said

"We need to trigger it" Amber said and immediately took your hand in hers "Do you trust me?" She asked looking into your eyes.

"Yes" something from within you said

And you felt her tighten her grip as she mumbled a "sorry"

You screamed, you felt a few of you bones breaking in your palm, but as soon as she left it you felt it. The healing was actually kicked in and you finally let the sleep take over.

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You woke up in your bed, Minho on one side and Amber on the other, both holding your corresponding hands. You raised you head to see Jeongin and Jungwon sleeping by the foot of the bed. You slowly got up, carefully not waking any of the four and left the room.

"Dad?" You whisper yelled.

"My sunshine!" He whisper yelled too and opened his arms for you to crash into them

"Thank god I reached, when I did. Who knows what those muts were up to" he said.

"How were you here? And how did you know something was wrong?" You asked.

"I wanted to surprise you, but I found Felix wounded and knocked out by the perimeter and the pungent mutty smell. You know the disgusting kind? Yeah, that told me something was wrong. I stepped in to find Amber trying to fight a big one with you unconscious on the groud and Minho pinned with an icicle. That coward fled, but he" Jin paused "He killed his partner who was on the ground, before leaving"

"Ki-killed?! But killing of own kind outside a fight is a taboo! And where's felix?" You asked.

Jin pointed behind you and you notice the white and grey wolf on your couch, its shoulder was bandaged.

"Chan tried to take him but he didn't budge" Jin said.

You smiled and went to the wolf and stroked his head. It immediately eased under your touch and looked at you with big pretty eyes cooing st you.

"I'm okay" you said "Just a little worn out"

"Noona!" You heard and turned to find the two maknaes. You extended you armes and they hugged you carefully. You noticed tears in both their eyes.

"Why didn't you call us? We got so worried when we reached home" Jungwon said.

"I thought I'd loose you!" Jeongin added.

"Nobody is loosing anyone" you assured.

"How was the mission?" You asked.

"It seems to be a pack of rogues. Momo thinks they have been hired as mercenaries" Jungwon said and the two settled on two couches and you sat beside wolf Felix whose head was now on your lap. As you wondered while eating the food cooked by your dad 'what the hell is going on!'

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I'm a man: Lee Know x Reader

Summary: Lee Know has forever been in love with you, while you were clueless to his and even your own feelings.

A/n: it's cliché but well, it is what it is. A little smut in the end, very little.

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"But WHY?!" you shouted at your now ex-boyfriend. "HOW COULD YOU DO THIS?!"

"Sorry Y/n, it is what it is" and with that he left. As you broke down on the floor crying and weeping. You fished out your phone and dialled a specific contact. The call went through a very familiar voice answer

"M-M- Min- ho?" You stuttered out almost out of breath and sobbing.

"Wait there, I'm coming"

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"You can't do this to yourself" Minho said as he rubbed your back in a soothing manner as you were cuddled to his side bawling your eyes. He is not even bothered that his tshirt is getting wet.

"I can't help it, I just really trusted him" you said.

"Well, I told you not to trust so easily. I'll see that asshole myself though" he said.

"You'd do no such thing" you warned.

"Yeah I won't" he said.

"I'm serious Minho, YOU won't go after him" you said "Promise me?"

"What?" He whined, but you pulled out your pinky. Minho couldn't help but feel warm in his heart seeing how cute you are even in such a situation "Okay. I won't go after him" he said linking his pinky with yours.

And he just hugged you tighter, as he hummed a sweet melody. You just lulled to sleep with all the tiredness.

Next morning, you woke up, no sign of Minho, which was strange because it was a Sunday and Minho's bag was still on the couch. Where did he go so early? You thought and as if on cue you heard a knock. You opened to find Jisung, your other friend plus neighbour, and found Minho beside him. But his state, he had a black eye and a burst lip, and a bruise on his cheek.

"OH MY GOD MINHO!!!" you shrieked "What have you done?!"

He was smiling like an idiot and you looked at Han Jisung for some explanation.

"He got into a fight with your boyfriend?" Jisung said.

"EX!" Minho corrected him

"Yeah right. But don't worry, he planted more blows than he recieved" He chuckled, as he took Minho to the couch.

"I told you to not go after him" you said as you examined his face.

"I didn't" he said, but you stared at him "I swear I didn't, he punched me first. Ask Han he saw it" you looked at Jisung who nodded. You huffed and grabbed the first aid kit.

Jisung and you talked a bit about your ex and the fight, and then he went as he had some work.

You were done treating the rest of the wounds, so you paid attention to his bust lip.

"You could have gotten hurt" you said in a serious tone as you as you applied some antiseptic and he winced

"As if that bastard could one up me" he scoffed

"But why Minho?" You said. You didn't want hin to do this, you didn't want him to have to feel bound to do it. It's okay.

"At first, I was just gonna pass him, but he was the one who came at me. And then HE landed a punch okay! I'm glad he did. Cause he deserved the blue eye and bruises. He messed with you!" He said. You could see the anger in his eyes seething like a fire under ashes. So you did the easiest thing that came to your mind. You hugged him, tight. You felt him immediately at ease under your touch as he buried his head at the crook of your neck. And that was it, you broke down again, all your resorts and thoughts broke. Minho just held you close to himself.

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You went to work and came back, Minho was staying with you to "keep an eye" that you're taking care of yourself. Your friends finally planned to go clubbing on a friday night.

"C'mon Y/n! It's been 3 weeks!" Yuna said.

"So what. I'm not sad or moping okay. I just dont feel like going. You guys should go" you said.

"Okay" you heard Minho say.

"Okay?" You repeated.

"Yeah okay. You don't wanna go. It's okay. Yuna you guys go, I won't go either" Minho said. Of course there's a catch, it's Lee Minho.

"Minho!" You said and he looked at you, those piercing eyes seemed to be bearing deep into your soul. You felt bad, he had been at your side for 3 weeks. He missed 2 weeks of your Friday night hangouts with your friends and you knew Minho loved this tradition you guys had, him being one of the ones who started it. You can't let him keep missing stuff and you shouldn't either.

Minho smiled to himself, even Yuna in front of you and Jisung at the door could see, literal gears turning in your head until you said "No! I'll go"

So the others left as Yuna dug into your closet to find an outfit.

"Are you sure I should wear this? I mean I bought this but there's a reason I never wore it" you said. With the shiny lbd in your hand.

"C'mon Y/n it's not that short. You'll look hot!" Yuna said and you gave up.

(Something like this)

You were met with cat calls as you walked to the table with Yuna and Felix to where all your other friends were seated.

You looked over at Minho and your breath hitched, your heart beat increased.

What you didn't know was the same happened to him. No its not like you both were seeing each other in new light. Lee Minho has always been in love with you.

"Damn Minho you look hot" you said as you took a seat between Bangchan and Jisung. You noticed Minho's cheeks a bit dusted with pink but you didn't think much of his.

"Damn bitch I missed you so much the last two weeks!" Dahyun said

"How are you Y/n?" Bangchan asked, taking your hand and holding it.

"I'm better Channie, thanks to Minho, I realised that Mark was actually a dick" you said

"Yeah and he deserved the beating" Jisung said. And soon drinks flowed in and were downed. All except Chan, Yuna and Minho let loose as those 3 were the designated drivers for today. They kept a close eye on the rest of you.

Minho's eyes especially never leave you. It's not like he doesn't want to, but he couldn't. His eyes wouldn't move from the exposed skin, from the way the dress hugged your curves so perfectly and the way you danced with Dahyun swaying your hips. He was so lost in you. That was the moment he decided, this time he wont let you go.

"You know that she likes you too right?" Yuna asked

"What?" Minho asked

"Don't act naive, we see your lingering eyes and stuff on her" Bangchan said "And don't think I didn't see you seething when I took her hand in mine" he said teasing the younger boy.

"I can't help it. I've been in love with her for years while she doesn't give me a blink in the daylight" he scoffed, eyes going back to you.

"You know she likes you, how long are you gonna stand on the sidelines and watch her get hurt every time! When you could give her exactly what she wants and needs and more" Yuna said. Minho nodded his head, he wont let you hurt yourself and him like this. With that Minho got up, and walked to you.

"Hi Minnie" you said as you motioned him to come closer and as soon as he did, you wrapped your arms and held them behind his neck. Swaying to the music, as if on queue the beat dropped to a slower song and the dance floor got into pairs with some of the people walking away. You noticed Dahyun with Jisung and Hyunjin and Felix in each other's arms and chuckled as you locked eyes with Minho. Those eyes, you wished you could just get lost in them . The intoxication in you letting all your feelings go that you had kept at bay, you kept your head on his chest as he held you closer. You looked up at him with your big eyes, and he could see the pure love you had for him. Oh how you wished, his hand to roam around your body, to feel those plump lips on yours. You never realised you were inching close until Minho looked away, still holding you close to him. Your intoxicated mind could hardly process anything.

When the song ended he pulled you away from the dance floor as the others followed. With a very drunk and chatty Jisung and you in the car Minho drove off.

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It's been a week since Minho has finally gone home. He texted you today and said he was coming tonight and he wanted to tell you something and you dare not try to avoid him like you've been doing for this past week. You were tensed, did he want to speak about how you almost kissed him. It wasn't your strongest moment but damn he looked away it means he doesn't like you. Ouch, why did that hurt? It's better for him to not like you. That way you wont lose him. Yuna's voice rang in your head from when she told you the other morning

"Trust me he didn't take his eyes off you!" She said

"Yes because he wanted to make sure I didn't do anything stupid" you to defended

"So you don't think that revealing dress had anything to do with that?" She said visibly annoyed

"No, he doesn't see me like that" you said

"Why Y/n? Why are you still afraid?" She asked finally

"Because relationships break, they get bitter, I don't want Minho to get tired of me and lose him" you said.

You were so busy thinking that you didn't hear the sound of the keypad at the door, or the door openning and closing.

"Y/n-ah" Minho whined and sat beside you keeping his head on your shoulder.

"Tired?" You asked running your fingers through his hair.

He mumbled something as his arms wrapped around you. You can't help but try to quiet down your heartbeat that was rapidly beating.

"I wanted to tell you something" he said and with that he pulled away and sat in a way that you'd be facing him directly.

"Y/n I-"he started and took his hands in yours "I like you, more than a friend. I can't take this, time after time seeing you with another guy. If I have to see that again then I'll kill him."

You pulled you hands away, no, no he can't "But you pulled away!" You whispered.

"Yeah that's because i didn't want you to do something like that when you're wasted" he said making sense.

"But I thought you don't see me in that light!?" You whined

"How can I not? l? I'm a man okay!!" he said.

"Good because that was a drunk mistake!" You said you said as you got up and moved to get some space between you too.

"Yah! What do you mean by a mistake?!" Minho asked, visibly hurt.

"That we are best friends and that's what we should be" you said.

"So you don't like me?” He said

"I like you as my best friend" you said

"Oh yeah?" He said inching closer to you "You don't feel anything for me right?" He asked while still walking forward his eye threatening like a feline, sharp.

Until you hit the wall and he caged your body between his arms. "Then you must not feel anything if I come this close to you?" He said, more like taunted. Whom were you kidding? Your heart was about to leap to your mouth.

"Why are you silent Y/n ssi?” he asked in a whisper. His voice is low, his face dangerously close to yours, you could feel his breath fan on your lips, so when you didn't protest and just stared into Minho's eyes, your own breath mixing with his, he crashed his lips on yours. You still froze up too much in your head, but Minho pulled back and almost growled "Don't fight it". And that was it you couldn't take it anymore you kissed him back and the two of you melted into each other.

Damn, you always wondered what his lips would feel like. His hands slid to your neck as he bent you head to get better access. Your hands tangled at his hair.

The two of you finally pulled away feeling the necessity of air.

"Don't be afraid please I'll never leave you alone" he promised you.

You knew by the look in eyes that he meant it.

And thus, here you were having a full on make out session with your now boyfriend as you stranddled his lap. His hands on your waist as they slowly roamed about to find wonders, his shirt was already long taken off by you. Minho pulled away from your lips to immediately attack your neck, you could feel him, sucking and licking at various parts until suddenly a moan escaped "Minho!" You moaned as it gave him more boost to give you the hickey that he delicately made. With one swift move he took off your top and placed kisses all over your chest with occasional bites and be was driving you crazy. You could feel the pool in the mess you call panties, so you started humping his thigh.

"Someone is eager?" Minho asked pulling away with a smirk.

"Shut up" you said and attached your lips to his.

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Renascence: Hwang Hyunjin x OC

Part 3

Summary: The arcane are everywhere around you they are actually more normal than you think, but what of the anomalies in the arcane like Y/n? It definitely isn't easy. Specially when the nature is always out there to get you and the ones one you love. Loosing a loved one is difficult but when you've done it a couple of times. No matter how many births he took, watching Hyunjin fade wasn't easy for you. How far are you willing to go this time to protect him? Would things be different this time round?

A/n: there are mentions of blood

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"Hwang? Hwang?" The professor called out in annoyance.

"Yes Professor" the sound came as everyone looked towards the door

"Late again? Seriously Hwang If you come late to class one more time I'll talk to the dean!"

"I'm sorry!" Hyunjin said and rushed to his seat beside Yeosang.

As soon as the professor turned around Hyunjin whispered to him.

"You won't believe what happened" he said

"Why tell me if I wont believe it?" He said

"What-" Hyunjin whisper whinned

When Yeosang said yet again “I am busy right now, can I ignore you some other time?"

"Yeo is on his period, tell me later" Yunho said from the seat behind him.

"Dude you've been having this recurring dream forever, you sure it wasn't a hallucination?" Yunho asked to Hyunjin's claim to hearing the voice of the woman who visits his dreams in reality.

"You don't hallucinate sound" Yeosang muttered, "besides how can you even know? You've never seen a face" he said, finally looking up from his notes.

"I don't know, but something about the voice. But, I couldn't find who it was" he said

"And you also got late to class" Yunho added

"I call it a fail-faik situation" Yeosang said, shaking his head.

The bell rang indicating the end of the period, the students stepped out as Hyunjin met Jisung for their e-con class

"Guess who got an internship?" Jisung sung out

"No way?!" Hyunjin said and hugged Jisung.

"Yeah, and guess who also got an internship at the 143 Research Facility, me" Seungmin said from the back as the hugging duo cheered and the poor Seungmin was pulled into the hug, gaining strange looks from the passersby student.

"The 143 Facility, isn't it the one owned by the Kim industries?" Jisung asked.

"It's the one that's trying to produce blood synthetically" Seungmin said, as Hyunjin nodded.

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Classes were over and the students piled out as Hyunjin made his way to the art studio, he had to complete this piece he's been working on today because the deadline is the day after tomorrow and he's been procrastinating.

He wasn't the only one there, seems like quite a few students wanted to do it there last moment, he smiled at the other students as he took his place on his counter. He had texted Yeonjun that he'll be late so the elder doesn't worry much. His eyes fell on the counter right opposite to hus, the flowers seemed so familiar. Flowers that's what their topic was.

What the painting looked like, it doesn't belong to me:

"Ryunijn? What flowers are those?" Hyunjin asked

"These are aconite", the girl said glancing at him before getting back to her painting.

He can't remember where, but he can swear he remembers those flowers from somewhere. He read about them.

He just returned to his painting, it was a little later than 9 when Hyunjin heard a familiar voice.

"Hey Jinnie" Yeonjun said

"I told you to not come" Hyunjin said

"So I'll take back the coffee and sandwich? FINE" He turned around, only to be stopped by Hyunjin

"No! No! Gimme that! I was hungry" he said with a sheepish smile "But hyung you should have not, you have work tomorrow"

"Listen I told mom that I'll take care of you. So I'm doing my job" Yeonjun said patting the younger's head. "How much longer?" He asked glancing at the painting.

"Like an hour?" Hyunjin said

"Okay I'll wait" Yeonjun said to go and wait in the car.

By then most of the students had gone home, leaving only Hyunjin and Ryujin. Suddenly, Hyunjin had a strange feeling, like someone watching him, he looked around to see nobody. However, the hair at the back of his neck stood up, he felt uncanny. He focused more and more on his painting. But, he kept checking around and outside the windows even. He's probably paranoid.

"You seem disturbed, are you okay?" Ryujin asked suddenly startling him.

"Huh? Uh yeah. I'm just tired I guess" He said.

Later while walking to Yeonjun's car he had the same feeling and he also felt as if he heard some footsteps.

He couldn't sleep that night, that feeling kept bugging him all through the night. He contemplated going to Yeonjun's room but he didn't want to disturb his brother. So he texted Changbin to pick him up the next day. If he couldn't shake the feeling at least he could feel safe.

He tried to sleep which eventually came.

Again he dreamt of her, the same voice he's been hearing and dreaming of since he was 16. There have been multiple times that he has heard a similar voice but he could never find her. Because he had never seen a face or even a figure. But something was different today, he saw a figure, no he didn't see the face, but he saw a figure. She was laughing talking in a place that seemed so familiar yet unfamiliar at the same time. The same voice that excites him and calms him. The. He sees, the eyes, those pretty (e/c) eyes that are so deep and conceal lifetimes of secrets, stories.

The next morning, Changbin picked him up, he found his friend strangely happy. Even his day went smoothly, the images from last night's dream never left his mind. He had finally completed his painting and went to the canteen to find his friends seated. Seungmin, Yeosang and Changbin on one side Yunho and Han on the other, he joined the later as he settled his food.

"Look who decided to join" Yeosang teased.

"I'm finally done with the assignment~" Hyunjin said

"Show! Show!" Han cheered

Hyunjin swiped out his phone and showed them the painting that he clicked, still wet.

"Nice, you've really improved man" Han said

"Interesting choice, forget-me-not?" Seungmin asked, with a strange knowing look in his eye, which only was noticed by Yeosang.

"Forget me not? What?" Changbin asked

"Forget me not Changbin's mom" Yeosang replied

"Leave my mom alone will you!" Changbin whinned.

"The flowers are called Forget-me-not, Bin" Yunho said.

"I chose this because, there are so many things forgotten in this universe which deserve to be remembered" Hyunjin said.

"Rich coming from a dumber like you" Yeosang said and the rest snickered.

"hey!" Hyunjin scolded.

Suddenly, Seungmin was seen waving at someone, Hyunjin looked behind him to see Ryujin waving back at Seungmin, on noticing Hyunjin she waved at her too and went off with the old blond guy who also smiled and Seungmin.

"How do you know Ryujin?" Hyunjin asked

"She's always around in my workplace. I don't know exactly what her and her friends do. But she's there, with the blondey with freckles you saw, Felix and 2 high schooler.

"High Schooler?" Yeosang asked

"What do high schoolers have to do in a research facility?" Yunho asked

"Well it's not a government facility, they must be close to the owners, children?" Hyunjin wondered.

"No the owners are like really young, CEO Park doesn't have kids and as for Director Liliac, they seem close to her, could be siblings" Seungmin shrugged.

"Liliac?" Hyunjin asked

"Yes, that's our director, very smart and very pretty" Seungmin said and winked.

"Look at his ass crushing on elder women" Yunho said

"What's wrong with dating elder women. They're better trust me" Changbin finally said

As the other shook their head.

"Liliac" Hyunjin whispered to himself and suddenly he felt like the world was spinning and everything went dark. Thank god for Yunho who was quick to catch him and the others panicked.

Liliac, Liliac.

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I'm a man: Lee Know x Reader

Summary: Lee Know has forever been in love with you, while you were clueless to his and even your own feelings.

A/n: it's cliché but well, it is what it is. A little smut in the end, very little.

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"But WHY?!" you shouted at your now ex-boyfriend. "HOW COULD YOU DO THIS?!"

"Sorry Y/n, it is what it is" and with that he left. As you broke down on the floor crying and weeping. You fished out your phone and dialled a specific contact. The call went through a very familiar voice answer

"M-M- Min- ho?" You stuttered out almost out of breath and sobbing.

"Wait there, I'm coming"

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"You can't do this to yourself" Minho said as he rubbed your back in a soothing manner as you were cuddled to his side bawling your eyes. He is not even bothered that his tshirt is getting wet.

"I can't help it, I just really trusted him" you said.

"Well, I told you not to trust so easily. I'll see that asshole myself though" he said.

"You'd do no such thing" you warned.

"Yeah I won't" he said.

"I'm serious Minho, YOU won't go after him" you said "Promise me?"

"What?" He whined, but you pulled out your pinky. Minho couldn't help but feel warm in his heart seeing how cute you are even in such a situation "Okay. I won't go after him" he said linking his pinky with yours.

And he just hugged you tighter, as he hummed a sweet melody. You just lulled to sleep with all the tiredness.

Next morning, you woke up, no sign of Minho, which was strange because it was a Sunday and Minho's bag was still on the couch. Where did he go so early? You thought and as if on cue you heard a knock. You opened to find Jisung, your other friend plus neighbour, and found Minho beside him. But his state, he had a black eye and a burst lip, and a bruise on his cheek.

"OH MY GOD MINHO!!!" you shrieked "What have you done?!"

He was smiling like an idiot and you looked at Han Jisung for some explanation.

"He got into a fight with your boyfriend?" Jisung said.

"EX!" Minho corrected him

"Yeah right. But don't worry, he planted more blows than he recieved" He chuckled, as he took Minho to the couch.

"I told you to not go after him" you said as you examined his face.

"I didn't" he said, but you stared at him "I swear I didn't, he punched me first. Ask Han he saw it" you looked at Jisung who nodded. You huffed and grabbed the first aid kit.

Jisung and you talked a bit about your ex and the fight, and then he went as he had some work.

You were done treating the rest of the wounds, so you paid attention to his bust lip.

"You could have gotten hurt" you said in a serious tone as you as you applied some antiseptic and he winced

"As if that bastard could one up me" he scoffed

"But why Minho?" You said. You didn't want hin to do this, you didn't want him to have to feel bound to do it. It's okay.

"At first, I was just gonna pass him, but he was the one who came at me. And then HE landed a punch okay! I'm glad he did. Cause he deserved the blue eye and bruises. He messed with you!" He said. You could see the anger in his eyes seething like a fire under ashes. So you did the easiest thing that came to your mind. You hugged him, tight. You felt him immediately at ease under your touch as he buried his head at the crook of your neck. And that was it, you broke down again, all your resorts and thoughts broke. Minho just held you close to himself.

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You went to work and came back, Minho was staying with you to "keep an eye" that you're taking care of yourself. Your friends finally planned to go clubbing on a friday night.

"C'mon Y/n! It's been 3 weeks!" Yuna said.

"So what. I'm not sad or moping okay. I just dont feel like going. You guys should go" you said.

"Okay" you heard Minho say.

"Okay?" You repeated.

"Yeah okay. You don't wanna go. It's okay. Yuna you guys go, I won't go either" Minho said. Of course there's a catch, it's Lee Minho.

"Minho!" You said and he looked at you, those piercing eyes seemed to be bearing deep into your soul. You felt bad, he had been at your side for 3 weeks. He missed 2 weeks of your Friday night hangouts with your friends and you knew Minho loved this tradition you guys had, him being one of the ones who started it. You can't let him keep missing stuff and you shouldn't either.

Minho smiled to himself, even Yuna in front of you and Jisung at the door could see, literal gears turning in your head until you said "No! I'll go"

So the others left as Yuna dug into your closet to find an outfit.

"Are you sure I should wear this? I mean I bought this but there's a reason I never wore it" you said. With the shiny lbd in your hand.

"C'mon Y/n it's not that short. You'll look hot!" Yuna said and you gave up.

(Something like this)

You were met with cat calls as you walked to the table with Yuna and Felix to where all your other friends were seated.

You looked over at Minho and your breath hitched, your heart beat increased.

What you didn't know was the same happened to him. No its not like you both were seeing each other in new light. Lee Minho has always been in love with you.

"Damn Minho you look hot" you said as you took a seat between Bangchan and Jisung. You noticed Minho's cheeks a bit dusted with pink but you didn't think much of his.

"Damn bitch I missed you so much the last two weeks!" Dahyun said

"How are you Y/n?" Bangchan asked, taking your hand and holding it.

"I'm better Channie, thanks to Minho, I realised that Mark was actually a dick" you said

"Yeah and he deserved the beating" Jisung said. And soon drinks flowed in and were downed. All except Chan, Yuna and Minho let loose as those 3 were the designated drivers for today. They kept a close eye on the rest of you.

Minho's eyes especially never leave you. It's not like he doesn't want to, but he couldn't. His eyes wouldn't move from the exposed skin, from the way the dress hugged your curves so perfectly and the way you danced with Dahyun swaying your hips. He was so lost in you. That was the moment he decided, this time he wont let you go.

"You know that she likes you too right?" Yuna asked

"What?" Minho asked

"Don't act naive, we see your lingering eyes and stuff on her" Bangchan said "And don't think I didn't see you seething when I took her hand in mine" he said teasing the younger boy.

"I can't help it. I've been in love with her for years while she doesn't give me a blink in the daylight" he scoffed, eyes going back to you.

"You know she likes you, how long are you gonna stand on the sidelines and watch her get hurt every time! When you could give her exactly what she wants and needs and more" Yuna said. Minho nodded his head, he wont let you hurt yourself and him like this. With that Minho got up, and walked to you.

"Hi Minnie" you said as you motioned him to come closer and as soon as he did, you wrapped your arms and held them behind his neck. Swaying to the music, as if on queue the beat dropped to a slower song and the dance floor got into pairs with some of the people walking away. You noticed Dahyun with Jisung and Hyunjin and Felix in each other's arms and chuckled as you locked eyes with Minho. Those eyes, you wished you could just get lost in them . The intoxication in you letting all your feelings go that you had kept at bay, you kept your head on his chest as he held you closer. You looked up at him with your big eyes, and he could see the pure love you had for him. Oh how you wished, his hand to roam around your body, to feel those plump lips on yours. You never realised you were inching close until Minho looked away, still holding you close to him. Your intoxicated mind could hardly process anything.

When the song ended he pulled you away from the dance floor as the others followed. With a very drunk and chatty Jisung and you in the car Minho drove off.

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It's been a week since Minho has finally gone home. He texted you today and said he was coming tonight and he wanted to tell you something and you dare not try to avoid him like you've been doing for this past week. You were tensed, did he want to speak about how you almost kissed him. It wasn't your strongest moment but damn he looked away it means he doesn't like you. Ouch, why did that hurt? It's better for him to not like you. That way you wont lose him. Yuna's voice rang in your head from when she told you the other morning

"Trust me he didn't take his eyes off you!" She said

"Yes because he wanted to make sure I didn't do anything stupid" you to defended

"So you don't think that revealing dress had anything to do with that?" She said visibly annoyed

"No, he doesn't see me like that" you said

"Why Y/n? Why are you still afraid?" She asked finally

"Because relationships break, they get bitter, I don't want Minho to get tired of me and lose him" you said.

You were so busy thinking that you didn't hear the sound of the keypad at the door, or the door openning and closing.

"Y/n-ah" Minho whined and sat beside you keeping his head on your shoulder.

"Tired?" You asked running your fingers through his hair.

He mumbled something as his arms wrapped around you. You can't help but try to quiet down your heartbeat that was rapidly beating.

"I wanted to tell you something" he said and with that he pulled away and sat in a way that you'd be facing him directly.

"Y/n I-"he started and took his hands in yours "I like you, more than a friend. I can't take this, time after time seeing you with another guy. If I have to see that again then I'll kill him."

You pulled you hands away, no, no he can't "But you pulled away!" You whispered.

"Yeah that's because i didn't want you to do something like that when you're wasted" he said making sense.

"But I thought you don't see me in that light!?" You whined

"How can I not? l? I'm a man okay!!" he said.

"Good because that was a drunk mistake!" You said you said as you got up and moved to get some space between you too.

"Yah! What do you mean by a mistake?!" Minho asked, visibly hurt.

"That we are best friends and that's what we should be" you said.

"So you don't like me?” He said

"I like you as my best friend" you said

"Oh yeah?" He said inching closer to you "You don't feel anything for me right?" He asked while still walking forward his eye threatening like a feline, sharp.

Until you hit the wall and he caged your body between his arms. "Then you must not feel anything if I come this close to you?" He said, more like taunted. Whom were you kidding? Your heart was about to leap to your mouth.

"Why are you silent Y/n ssi?” he asked in a whisper. His voice is low, his face dangerously close to yours, you could feel his breath fan on your lips, so when you didn't protest and just stared into Minho's eyes, your own breath mixing with his, he crashed his lips on yours. You still froze up too much in your head, but Minho pulled back and almost growled "Don't fight it". And that was it you couldn't take it anymore you kissed him back and the two of you melted into each other.

Damn, you always wondered what his lips would feel like. His hands slid to your neck as he bent you head to get better access. Your hands tangled at his hair.

The two of you finally pulled away feeling the necessity of air.

"Don't be afraid please I'll never leave you alone" he promised you.

You knew by the look in eyes that he meant it.

And thus, here you were having a full on make out session with your now boyfriend as you stranddled his lap. His hands on your waist as they slowly roamed about to find wonders, his shirt was already long taken off by you. Minho pulled away from your lips to immediately attack your neck, you could feel him, sucking and licking at various parts until suddenly a moan escaped "Minho!" You moaned as it gave him more boost to give you the hickey that he delicately made. With one swift move he took off your top and placed kisses all over your chest with occasional bites and be was driving you crazy. You could feel the pool in the mess you call panties, so you started humping his thigh.

"Someone is eager?" Minho asked pulling away with a smirk.

"Shut up" you said and attached your lips to his.

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chasing times

seo changbin x gn!reader fluff

description: they're watching a boring movie, so the reader decides to have so fun

warnings: no warnings

wc: 900+

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I felt my eyes roll to the back of my head. boy was this movie boring. I turned my head to see how changbin was doing, only to see him with a pillow to his chest and eyes locked on the screen. I sighed and leaned back on the couch. I picked at my nails because there was nothing to do. I moved my eyes back to changbin and smirked at the idea that popped in my head. oh this should be fun. 

I slowly slid my hand over to him and poked him in the ribs. changbin jumped and looked me up and down. "what was that for?" he asked. I shrugged my shoulders and smiled at him. he narrowed his eyes at me before turning back to the TV. I scooted over to him and leaned my head on his shoulder and pretended to watch the movie. changbin wrapped his left arm around me and pulled me closer. after a few minutes passed, I pressed my hand back into his side and tickled him.

"ah!" changbin said, jumping away from me. I bursted out into laughter and reached over again. he used the pillow to block and push my hand away. "don't start a war you know you can't finish." he dared. "I know I can finish what I start, binnie." I said back challenging him. we narrowed are eyes at each other, waiting for the next move. I quickly grabbed the pillow and threw as far as I could, before jumping at changbin. my hands made their way back to his sides before he could react. I sat myself on his lap, trying to avoid his hands. 

“stop, ah!” changbin cried, wiggling under me. “this isn’t fun!” he whined as I got under his armpit. “its more fun then this boring movie.” I laughed out. changbin got the strength and wrapped his arms around me and threw me back into my spot. before he could get on top of me and I slid off the couch. we looked at each other for five seconds before both of us reacted at the same time. 

as he reached for me, I scrambled off the floor and ran away. “get back here!” I heard him say, running after me. I ran into the kitchen and stood at the end of the table. he came in and saw where I was. “oh, you’re so dead.” he said, as we circled the table. both of us, trying the come up with a plan. “no, I don’t think so.” I said, as I sprinted back to the living room. I checked behind me to see changbin right there. I screamed as I tried to run faster. I felt his arms wrap around my waist and swing me around.

“gotcha!” he said in my ear as he started to tickle me. I instantly fell to the floor as I felt tears spring to my eyes.”binnie, please. I’m sorry!” I said, as he held my arms with my hand, still tickling me with his other. “please, stop! I’ll do anything.” I pleaded, moving away from his hand the best I could. “really?” changbin said, stopping what he was doing and looking at me. I nodded as I tried to catch my breath. “just let me stand up.” I said. changbin slowly stood up and pulled me with him. he puckered his lips and pointed to them with his hand. 

I leaned in and waited for him and close his eyes. I quickly kissed my fingers and playfully smacked his lips while jabbing him in the side again. I laughed as I ran away again. “baby!” he said, coming after me. we ran around the table once more, stopping every once in awhile. I faked like I was going to the left, watched changbin follow me but slipped because of his socks. “ha!” I said as I ran back into the living room. before I could make it to the couch, once again I felt chanbin’s arms around me and pull me to the floor. me facing the floor and him on my back.

“no!” I screamed out as I tried to get away, grabbing onto the side table leg. “oh no you don’t.” he said, pinning my arms above my head. “get off me binnie.” I said. “”nope.” he simply said.

“what’s going on out here?” we heard. turning our heads to see a confused seungmin, scratching the back of his head, looking like he just woke up from a nap. “nothing.” I said as I free my arms, catching changbin off guard.:”what the fuck!” he said as I flipped over, pushing him off me before running to changbin’s bedroom. “bye minnie!” I said as I passed him. “y/n!” changbin called out as I heard running.

“jesus, you look like cannibals failing to catch their next meal!” I heard seungmin say from the other from room. I heard changbin coming to the door. I quickly hid under the covers, laughing at the whole chase that happened. “I win!” I called out. changbin entered the room and closed the door. he launched himself on his bed crushing me under him.

“ah, such a comfy bed.” he said. I laughed as I shuffled out of the covers. changbin lifted himself up, his arms on either side of my head. changbin smiled at me before leaning down and kissing my lips. I smiled into the kiss, loving the feeling of his lips on mine. I wrapped my arms around his neck and pulled him back down. changbin nuzzled his head into my neck, placing a kiss there and laying his head down.”nap time for us now.” changbin said, putting his arms under me to hold me. gosh, I love this man so much.  today was a great day, I thought as I closed my eyes.

it's gonna happen

tattooartist!tattooed!hwang hyunjin x fem!reader

desc: y/n isn't too happy her dad marrying so soon to his fiancée. at least she as her childhood 'friend', hyunjin be her side.

warnings: SMUT!, unknown feelings of abandonment, dad is a cunt to hyunjin, reader being unsure ab dad's whole relationship, talks of boners, hyunjin being horny for the reader, dry sex, unprotected sex, dirty talk, oral(f. receiving), praise kink, mirror kink/sex, slight hair pulling, creampie, small scene of aftercare

wc: 10.5k+

a/n: I'm finally done with my hyunjin fic! man this a big boy. but I hope you enjoy it! I honestly so proud of myself for writing 10k words.

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you can't be serious right?" I asked last night. hearing the news that they were getting married. my dad put down his fork, "Y/N, I'm being very serious right now. we talked about it, getting married is our next step." he said. "you guys have been dating for what- five months. I hardly know her still, I don't feel comfortable with this." I said, standing up from the table and so did my dad, as his new fiancée just sat there. "Y/N, this is something that is happening. you can't just run away from everything." my dad said loudly, as I turned to leave the dining room, "I need to clear my head." was the last thing I said before going to my room.

a few days after my graduation from college, my parents got a divorce, it was mutual and came out of nowhere. my mom told me to stay with dad so I wouldn't have to move so much stuff, which was the wrong choice. the last day I saw her was when the court finalized the divorce and that same day she got her stuff and said goodbye to hyunjin and his family. I stayed in my room and watched from the window as she left. I never saw her again, no calls, no texts, no visits. like she forgot about me, that hurt so much.

it was just me and my dad in the house, till his new girlfriend, marilyna, moved into our house. she's okay, made my dad happy and all but everything was happening so quickly…and suddenly he started to change. instead of being the man I once looked up to as a kid with big smiles and lame dad jokes, he was more cold, blunt, and rarely ever smiled- especially to me.

so many thoughts and questions were running through my head, especially ones about my mom. thinking of how I should have just left with her. everything was interrupted by a call from my phone. I pulled it out of my pocket and saw hyunjin calling me. why would he call me now? can't he see I'm having a moment. I sighed and looked at his name for a second.

hyunjin and I have been neighbors since we were little. our parents being best friends, having kids around the same time. most people would think it to be great. one couple could watch the kids for the night as the other had a date night and vice versa. we were only 'friends' because of our parents. as little kids, we enjoyed each other's company. playing tag, hide and seek, doctor, you know the basic kid stuff. nowadays, I wouldn't call us friends, but we are always there for each other. as we got older, hyunjin looked more like the bad boy stereotype, though he wouldn't hurt a fly, maybe sass someone off but that's about it. I was just the same me, just much older who lives next door. my dad hated the way hyunjin turned out and always nagged my mom about it.

the years of middle school and high school came and went, I went to college to pursue what I always wanted and hyunjin…I really didn't know where he went for the first 2 years of college. I didn't find out until I went to get my first tattoo and found him working there. he was the one who did my tattoo as we talked about what we did over the years. hyunjin said he still lived with his family but he was rarely ever home. at the time he was still an apprentice, but he loved putting art on people, especially his art.

I rolled my eyes and swiped to answer the phone. "yes hyunjin?" I said in an annoyed tone. "you alright?" he asked. I lightly shook my head, "yes, I'm fine. why did you call?" I asked as I looked at the pictures of memories on my wall. "are you sure you're fine, because you've been pacing for the last 3 minutes." he said. I stopped what I was doing and looked out my window- where the blinds were halfway up, to see hyunjin sitting at his desk…that was right in front of his window. I sighed, mentally face palming my head, as I looked down for a second. looking back up, my eyes met with his. "I was just told some news I didn't really like." I explained as simply as I could.

he put down the pencil he was holding, "wanna enlighten me of what it is?" he asked. I walked closer to the window, "my dad's getting married to marilyna really soon." I explained a little more. "haven't they been dating for 3 months?" he asked with a weird face. "5 months if you don't include the one month they met." I said. "how soon is the wedding?" he asked. "no wedding per say, but they are going to the courthouse to get it legalized." I said as I remembered what my dad told me. I pulled over my chair and sat in front of the window.

"I mean, don't get me wrong. I do believe you can fall in love with someone in a short time and be engaged…but marriage to me just seems kinda soon, in my dad's case anyway. like if they were to get married in the next few months to a year or so. I would probably understand more." I rambled as I placed my hand in my hair to play with it. hyunjin leaned back as he nodded his head. though he was far away, I could see the glint in his eyes. a look I knew too well. "what's your idea?" I said in a monotone voice.

"I think you need a drink."

I knocked on the back door for hyunjin to let me in. I wrapped my hands around my bare arms, trying to warm myself up. I didn't think it would be so cold, boy was I wrong. a few seconds later, hyunjin unlocked the door and opened it wide. I stepped in and slipped my shoes off. hyunjin motioned his head to follow him to the kitchen.

"you're sure we aren't gonna wake your parents?" I asked, as I sat on the breakfast bar. "oh I'm sure." hyunjin said with a laugh. "why'd you say it like that?" I asked, followed by a loud moan. I snapped my head to their door then back to hyunjin with wide eyes. "yeah, they still go at it like wild rabbits. they’re still so in love with each other." hyunjin said, opening the freezer. he pulled out a full bottle of hard liquor I didn't know the name of and grabbed two shot glasses, placing them in front of me.

he opened the lid and poured one for each of us. he slid me one and grabbed his own. I looked at him and brought the drink up to my lips, throwing my head back. the liquid felt like fire hitting the back of my throat. I placed the glass back on the table. "jesus, it's fucking strong." I said as I made a face. hyunjin finished his shot, making the same face. "yeah." he forced out. I was about to say something when a loud smack followed by another moan. "can you guys be a little more quiet!" hyunjin yelled. "are they always this loud?" I asked. "yep, usually they warn me, but tonight they didn't." he answered simply. it makes sense why he's rarely home.

"anyway, what are you gonna do about the marriage?" he asked, leaning on the counter. "I can't stop it. it's gonna happen, whether I like it or not. I just hope my dad is making the right choice." I said, looking down the empty glass. "how do you feel about her?" hyunjin asked as he poured me another shot. "I haven't really hung out with marilyna since she works. a lot. which isn't bad, she does really well with her work. it's clear that she loves her job. we just haven't had the time to fully get to know each other. what most girls would call, a 'girls day'." I said, bringing up my fingers to do air quotes. hyunjin laughed at that, "ah yes, the classic 'girls day', that's always the best way to get to know a person." hyunjin said with a smile.

as the minutes continued, hyunjin kept pouring till the bottle was about halfway empty. "I think that's enough for tonight." he said, slapping the top back on and placing it back where he got it from. I nodded to agree as I felt slightly tipsy. he turned back to me and laughed. "not used to strong alcohol?" he asked with a smile. "yeah, not much of a drinker but a drink every once and awhile is good." I said, stretching my arms above my head. "understandable." hyunjin said with a yawn. I’m sure he hasn’t rested in awhile, spending most of his nights at the tattoo shop.

"okay, well I'm going to go and let you get some sleep. I need some myself." I said, standing up. hyunjin nodded as he followed me to the back door. once I was ready to go, I looked back and gave him a smile. "thanks for tonight." I said, before stepping out and heading home. "goodnight." I heard him say out the door. "night!" I yelled back.

I woke up to the sun in my eyes, being bright as ever. "fuck you sun." I mumbled as I got up from my cozy bed. how dare the sun interrupt me and the lovely dream I was having, though I had already forgot what it was about. I think it was something about john cena and dodge ball, eh. I pulled the curtains closed and went to lay back in my bed. I sighed as my head hit the pillow and closed my eyes. I was halfway asleep when I heard a small knock on the door. "yes?" I said, not moving. the door opened and followed by the sound of someone walking in my room.

once the door was closed, I felt someone sit on my bed. I turned my head and opened my eyes to see marilyna. "hi." she said with a small smile. she was already ready for work. "hi." I said in a tired voice. "I want to talk to you about last night. is that okay?" she asked. I nodded my head as I rubbed my eyes. "I know that what was said was a lot to take in for you. I understand what you mean by feeling uncomfortable and not knowing me well enough. which is my fault since I work a lot and not really trying to get to know you or being busy with your father, basically neglecting you. my mom did the same thing when she divorced my dad and married the woman she loved." marilyna said, playing with her fingers. I sat up so I could give her my full attention, wanting to hear her out.

"I was only 13, they dated and got married faster than me and your father have been together. I was angry and confused about why she did it so fast. I couldn't understand how you could be someone so fast and easily get married to that person you've barely known and even haven't lived with them yet. I knew my mother was happy with her wife. it took me years to accept everything, till I was already living out of their house." she said, looking at the wall now.

"I didn't fully understand till I met your father. everything seemed to fall in place, like I met my best friend, my soulmate. I know it sounds cheesy, but it's true. I love your father dearly, I know you see that. I don't want you and I to end up like what happened to me and my step-mom. I want to build a relationship with you, if you'll let me." she said, turning her head to me. I thought about what I was going to say, I couldn't think of an answer so I looked at my hands. "my next day off from work is saturday. if you'd like to get to know each other some more, I would love that. you don't have to tell me now, just let me know okay." she said, standing up.

"okay." I said, nodding my head. she smiled at me before checking her watch. "I gotta go, I'll see you later." she said, opening the door and exiting my room. once my door was closed, I took a deep breath and fell back onto my bed. I know I should get to know her, but i don't think that would help me accept them marrying so soon. even more thoughts entered my head, making me more confused and less sleepy. "dammit." I said, sitting back up and reaching for my phone.

I opened messages and scrolled down to click hyunjin's block. I sent him a message about what happened. I saw he immediately read my message and began to type.

me: so my marilyna just left my room after talking to me ab last night. she wants to get to know me this saturday and told me a little ab her backstory.

hyunjin: omg! the girls day you talked ab is happening, so happy for you!

I could just hear the tone and laughter through the text, making me roll my eyes.

me: omg, you're so funny!

me: but should I really do it? yeah, I get to know her more but would that make me feel better ab them getting married so soon.

hyunjin: i really can't answer that for you, miss y/n. you won't know unless it happens.

hyunjin: call you later, if you want, rn I gotta finish this tattoo design.

with that I sent him an okay and clicked the power button on my phone. I won't know unless it happens. that is true. I closed my eyes and thought about what was going to happen saturday. if I agree to it, I hope it goes well. I checked the time on my phone as I plugged it back up. I had 4 more hours to sleep till I had to get ready for work. I got comfortable under my blanket and rested my eyes, awaiting for sleep to take me once more.

I woke up to the sound of my alarm going off. I shot up from my sleeping position with wide eyes. I rubbed my eyes and reached for to turn off my alarm. I pushed the covers off me and got out of bed. I grabbed my work clothes I always have laid out and headed to the bathroom. I turned on the water and stripped off my nightwear as the water was warming up.

after I was done with my shower and dressed for work, I braided my hair down. I checked the clock on my phone, I had to leave in four minutes. I pushed my phone into my pants and ran back to my room, grabbing my wallet and keys. I rushed down the hall and to the front door. "leaving for work?" I heard my dad say. "yeah, if I don't go now, I'll be late. later!" I yelled out the door, closing it behind me. I unlocked my car door and hopped in. my car was pretty old, so I have to give her time to warm up. I put the key in and let her do her thing for a minute. I turned on the radio so I wouldn't be in complete silence. I put the car in reverse and pulled out of the driveway.

okay let's go to work and get this day over with.

lunch break at work was the time to catch with my co-workers after not seeing them at all last week. we walked into the break room as we laughed at a joke someone said. we sat down and pulled out food from the takeout bags. there were four of us at our table, like usual. there was lee felix, kim seungmin, shin ryujin, and me. we formed a click as we all started working here.

I knew ryujin because she was my dorm mate in college and was majoring in the same thing. we became really close because of our love for wanting the same career. seungmin and I met each other in a coffee shop. technically, I ran into him. he was the one to tell me that his workplace was hiring new interns, basically helping ryujin and I get this job. felix was the person I was shadowing while I was an intern. he had been working there for 2 years before me.

we all became close very fast and it made me feel like I was in high school again. hanging out with my friends, just having a fun time.

"y/n, are you not going to eat?" ryujin asked, nudging my shoulder. I looked at her then back at my food. "yeah, just got lost in my head that's all." I said, taking a big bite out of my meal. seungmin looked at me with raised his eyebrows. I swallowed my bite and wiped the corners of my mouth. I told them all about last night and what happened this morning.

"you should definitely hang out and spend time with her. you always keep your mind open, why should this be the thing you close you mind to?" felix said, seungmin agreed with him by nodding. I shrugged as I took another bite of food. "don't know." I said, my mind was conflicted and genuine indecisiveness. "do it, y/n. what's the worst that could happen?" ryujin said, placing her hand on my shoulder. "you're just getting to know her, maybe have lunch together or go shopping." ryujin said. I looked down at my food, pushing my food to felix as I wasn't in the mood to eat anymore. I laid my head down in my arms.

felix is completely right. I'm always so open-minded and willing to talk but this. it felt different, a feeling I never really had nor could I explain. why am I being like this? I kept repeating in my head. why can't I just get to know her like any other person? it's just woman, who's engaged to my dad, that I should get to know. it should be easy. it would make my dad happy. no matter how many pros I made in my head, I still felt undecided. I want to try but not at the same time. why! I felt my anger rise at my own self, angry tears started to form.

"y/n." seungmin called out. I looked up at him as I wiped my tears away. "if it upsets you this much, try talking to your dad." he said. "oh yeah, so he can just yell at me again." I said, almost slamming my hands on the table. felix, who was still eating, jumped at the sudden sound. "sorry lix." I said as we made eye contact. I took some deep breaths. "okay, we can tell this upsets you, so let's not talk about it anymore. plus our break is over now." ryujin said, looking at her phone. "30 minutes is not enough to eat my food." felix said with his mouth full. "too bad, so sad. let's go." seungmin said, patting him on the shoulder before standing up.

I had four more hours before my shift was over. I sighed, knowing the next hours were going to go by so slowly. I followed my co-workers out of the break room.

true to my thought, the hours went by so slowly. sighing every 5 minutes or so. passing multiple clocks, checking the time each time. my thoughts were so occupied that I almost messed up one of the more major emails- but I quickly noticed it before I hit the send button. for the last hour, I sat in my mini office, doing emails. once I had finished the last email for the day, I logged out of my computer and stretched my arms over my head. time to go home I said to myself, picking my belongings and out the office to clock out. ryujin was waiting for me, like always.

“I’ve been standing here for two minutes, babe. you need to learn how to walk faster.” she said, pushing herself off the wall. “I’m sorry your royal highness, but you need to learn patience.” I answered back as I clocked out. “come on.” I said as I looped my arm with hers. making our way out of the building. the sun was already setting, making the sky look beautiful as ever.

once I had said my goodbyes to ryujin, I walked back to my car and that was when I saw hyunjin, walking on the sidewalk. blond hair pulled back from his face, black pants, white sleeveless shirt, and jacket around his waist with black shoes.

"oh hey hyunjin." I called out, waving to him. hyunjin looking up with a shocked look, like he just came out of his thoughts. he turned his head in my direction and saw me. "hey y/n!" hyunjin said, waving back. I walked over to him "you okay?" I said, to which he nodded as an answer. I took a closer look at him and noticed the bags under his eyes. “you didn’t sleep any last night, did you?” I asked him. he looked down and sighed, “not really.” he answered. “are you headed or coming from work?” I asked, looking around was his car. I knew the shop he works at is down the block from my work place. “oh, heading home. my friend was going to pick me up but he got busy.” hyunjin answered. “you can just ride with me, I just got off work. come on.” I said, heading back to my car with hyunjin following.

we were on the road, some popular song playing on the radio, in silence for a while. hyunjin was the first to speak. “have you decided if you’re going to have a girls day?” hyunjin asked, looking at me. “I’ve thought about it, well I got frustrated when talking about it to my friends at work, but I still don’t know.” I answered. “felix said something like I’m always open-minded and that I shouldn’t close myself off to marilyna.” I continued. hyunjin nodded, “yeah, you’re super open-minded.” he said. “thanks.” I said with a slight laugh behind it. “you’re welcome.” he said, smiling at me. I pulled into our neighborhood street and saw her car in the driveway. “oh she’s home early.” I said, as I pulled into the driveway. hyunjin unbuckled his seatbelt as I parked and turned off the car. we both got out of the car and closed the doors. hyunjin called out to me as I started walking to my front door. “do it, talk to her.” he said, before walking away to his house. I nodded with a straight smile and continued to the door.

I entered my home and locked the door behind me. I walked into the kitchen and saw my dad and marilyna making food together. they didn’t even notice I had walked in. I just stood there as I watched it play out. marilyna put something on his cheek and laughed, but that didn’t last long. my dad tried to put some stuff on her nose, but she backed up and tried to run, but he grabbed her around her waist. big smiles and laughter filled the open space. I smiled at it, but it faded away with triggered a memory of my mom and dad from when they were together. I felt tears come to my eyes for the second time today, but I blinked them away as marilyna saw me.

“y/n, you’re home.” she said with a small smile as my dad quickly let her go and went back to cooking. “yeah, um. I’m just heading to my room.” I said, pointing before turning around to leave. “are you going to have dinner with us or you gonna leave like you did last night?” I heard my dad say in a bitter tone. I frowned at the tone and sighed. “I didn’t know if I’ll be awake so just put a plate in the microwave for me.” I said, walking to my room. I heard hyunjin’s words and said fuck it in my head. I turned back around and called out to marilyna. she whipped her head to me, “yes?” she said. “I’ll take you up on that offer.” I said, making her wide smile. “okay.” she said, nodding. I gave a small smile back and went to my room for the night.

once I was stripped out of my work clothes and into new pj's, I hopped into bed. I opened my phone and shot hyunjin a text.

me: I told her I’d do it.

hyunjin: did it hurt?

me: no…

hyunjin: then there’s nothing to be afraid of.

me: goodnight, hyunjin

I rolled my eyes at his text and plugged my phone into its charger. I rolled over in bed and made up ideas of what was to come on saturday. hopefully it won’t turn out bad and I found out something that I don’t need to know.

from making make the days I missed from last week and talking to ryujin and hyunjin a lot, the week went by faster than I thought. I woke up around 10am on the dot. I got up and left my room to find marilyna. I found her in the living room, watching a movie in her nightwear. “hi.” I said. she turned to me and smiled. “hey, you ready for today?” she asked, sitting up some. I nodded my head and I pulled at the hem of my shirt. “okay, did you have anything in mind of what you want to do? I was thinking we could go to the new store that opened next to my work, then once the pastry shop opens, we can go there.” marilyna said, nodding along to what she was saying. “umm, I- sure, I don’t really know at the moment but if I see a place could we go in?” I asked with unsureness in my voice. “of course. go get ready, I should be done in about 35 minutes.” she said, turning off the tv. I nodded and went back to my room to get dressed for the day.

after picking a random outfit at hardly ever wear, I grabbed my wallet, phone and a hoodie just in case. I looked at myself in the mirror and pushed my hair out of my face. “everything is going to be fine. you can do this. god, I sound like I’m going on my first date in middle school.” I said to myself. I left my room and went to the kitchen to wait. I played on my phone, scrolling through tiktok. marilyna walked in with her purse with my dad by her side. he went to give her a small kiss, but I looked at the ground. “have a good day girls. be nice to marilyna, y/n. love you honey.” he said. I took a breathe in and nodded at his statement. we put on our shoes and headed to marilyna’s car.

we arrived at the new store called ‘puzzled velvet’ with mannequins in beautiful outfits, in the windows. I opened the store’s door and let marilyna go in first. it looked small, but had lots of styles to choose from. we looked around in awe as an employee came up to us. they weren’t in a uniform, but instead in their own style of clothing.

“hello, welcome to puzzled velvet. thank you for coming, I’m one of the co-owners, my name is paris. we have lots to choose from- as you can see. is there anything specific you are looking for that I can help you with?” paris asked with a big smile on her face. “no, I don’t think so. we are probably going to look at a bit of everything in here.” marilyna said, looking at me. I nodded and gave paris a smile. “okay, if you find anything and have a question, just come find me.” paris said, about to walk away. “oh by the way, that part over there. is the owner's own work of clothes they've made." she said, pointing to a wall of clothes next to the register. "okay, thank you!" marilyna said.

we walked all over the store, pulling all kinds of things and putting them up to our bodies. making small talk here and there with jokes and laughs here and there. this day is going good so far, I thought- which made me smile. we took our time looking at most of the shirts and jewelry. marilyna picked up a hat and placed it on my head. ”looks good you on you.” she said. I turned to the mirror to see how it looked on me. it was a dark gray baker boy cap with a chain across it. “its cute.” I said, fixing my hair to look nice under the hat. I pulled out my phone and took a photo of me in it. “you should get it.” marilyna said as I pulled it off and put it back in its spot. “maybe next time.” I said with a smile. marilyna pulled out her phone and checked the time. “oh the pastry shop is open, let’s go.” she said, getting excited. we made our way to the exit and said goodbye to paris. “I hope you enjoyed our store, have a nice day.” she said with a wave goodbye. we got in the car and head to the pastry shop.

we parked right in front of the old building. the pastry shop has been here for years, redecorating ever so often. it's a family owned place, passed down for 4 generations. right now they still had valentines day décor up. marilyna opened the door for me as I was greeted by the swift of many different smells of deliciousness. memories from college entered my mind, 10pm visits with ryujin as we tried to rush to finish our work before 12am.

we made our way to the trays of food to see what she wanted. I came up behind her and saw my favorite pastry. ayda greeted us as she wiped her hands off. she's been working here since her parents owned it and now it belongs to her. ayda is in her mid 40's, always has her black fluffy hair pulled into a bun and a bright smile on her face. "good, working a lot." marilyna answered. ayda turned to me and smiled, "what about you, hun?" she asked. "I’m good, back at work after not being there after a week because of my old car breaking down on me." I said. "well, that’s good. now, what can I get you two?" she asked, grabbing a pair of gloves.

"I would like to try the apple cheese danish." marilyna said, ayda nodded and looked at me. "I'll get a blueberry-cream cheese pastry!" I said with a big smile before turning to marilyna. “she makes the best blueberry-cream pastries.” I said. "coming right up girls, you two go ahead and sit down." she said, waving her hand. we smiled and thanked her as we headed to find a place to sit.

"did you see her nails? they're so pretty" marilyna said as she slid into the booth. "yes I did, she does them herself." I said, placing my things next to me as I sat down. “oh really?” she asked, I nodded my head. “wow, that’s talent.” she said. “I agree.” I said. we sat there quietly as we waited, which wasn't very long. "okay here ya go." ayda said, placing the food in front of us, "and two shakes on the house for my regular.” she said, winking at me. “now don't tell anyone I said that." she said, slapping her hand on the table playfully and pointing to us, before attending to the other customers in the room. I took a sip of the shake and hummed as the flavor hit my tongue. "I thought this was taken off the menu." marilyna said. "it is, but I’ve been coming here for so long. she sometimes gives me things that aren’t on the menu anymore." I said in a hushed voice, before taking a bite of my treat. we ate our food in peace, just enjoying the aura of the shop.

as I took the last bite of my food, I looked up at marilyna. “what do you want to talk about first?” marilyna asked as she wiped off her hands. “I guess just the basics, just life things.” I said, sitting on my hands out of nerves. marilyna started with her birthday, to more in depth to her life, her favorite things, taking her time making sure I know her. we probably spent a good 2 hours going back and forth telling things about ourselves. then we got onto the topic of my father and them getting married.

“I know you probably think I am trying to take the mother role, that is not what I’m trying to do. I’m marrying for father because I love him, all I want from you is a friendship and support.” she explained. “yeah, I want everyone to be happy. it’s just really fast for me.” I said. “I understand.” marilyna said, playing with her fingers. “when is the date?” I asked. “two weeks from now, on thursday at 10am.” she answered. I nodded my head as I reached for my drink. “did you want someone to bring with you so you feel a little more comfortable?” she asked with her head tilted. “yeah, but I haven’t thought of who yet.” I said. “okay, well let’s head back home. I know your dad will get off work soon.” she said, I nodded in agreement.

on our way back home, I closed my eyes, feeling a little more at ease about them getting married. it’s just going to take some more time to be fully okay with it. I fell asleep on the drive back.

in the blink, two weeks had already passed. wednesday night, the night before the court date. I still haven’t found someone to go with me. ryujin and felix were too busy, seungmin said he could go, but an emergency happened and now he couldn’t make it. I sighed in bed, looking at the moon casting down dimming and lightening my room. I looked at the time and saw it was 11:30pm. it’s going to be a long restlessness night. I sat up and got out of bed so I could make some warm tea. that’s when I noticed hyunjin’s bedroom light on and blinds up. then it hit me, I had asked everyone but him. I grabbed my phone from the side table and called him. I watched from my window waiting for him to pick up the phone.

my eyes widened as hyunjin stepped out of the bathroom with just a towel on and wet hair. jesus, the was man built. I realized a long time ago, he was attractive but damn. I felt my cheeks reddened and my lower stomach twist in knots. hyunjin picked up his phone and answered it.

“hello y/n.” hyunjin said with his tattooed back to me. I don’t think he knew I could see him, I was standing in my room…in the dark. “I am enjoying the view hyunjin.” I joked. he turned around and came over to the window. “have you been standing there the whole time watching me?” he asked, running his fingers through his wet hair. “no, I just noticed your lights were on and called you.” I laughed out. “ah okay. couldn't sleep I’m guessing.” he said. “yeah, the marriage thing is in the morning.” I said. “oh right.” he said. it was silent for a minute. “do you want to come over?” hyunjin asked. “can I?” I asked back. “of course.” he said with a smile. why am I now just noticing how pretty his smile is. “they’re not doing like wild rabbits tonight?” I asked about his parents, making hyunjin laugh. “no, they’re asleep. now come over.” hyunjin said, ending the call.

hyunjin was now in clothes and we were just hanging out in his room, drinking the same alcohol from the last time. having conversations about our childhood, cracking jokes, and just having a good time. “man I miss our childhood.” I said, laying back on his bed. “same. god, what I’m about to say is so embarrassing but I think you’ll find it funny.” hyunjin said, covering his face. “what is it?” I asked, looking up at the ceiling. “you gave me my first real boner.” he said, giggling.

I busted out laughing, holding my stomach. “you don’t, wait, what!” I said. my brain couldn’t properly process what he said fully because of the drinks. “yeah, we were the only kids at the time, growing up together and seeing you grow into the strong woman you are now, it was hot for 15 year old me who had a crush on you.” he stated. “you had a crush on me?” I asked with warmth to my cheeks. “yeah.” he said, making eye contact with me. god, I didn’t care if it was me or the drinks but I wanted to kiss him so bad right then and there.

“do you still have a crush on me?” I asked, not moving. “have you ever had a crush on me?” hyunjin questioned back. “if I answer, will you?” I asked, he nodded as he moved to lean on his arm, laying down next to me. “yes I did and I think I still do, I’ve been so busy, I haven’t thought about it I awhile.” I said honestly as I felt warmth go to my cheeks. hyunjin smiled and fell back onto his pillow. I hit his shoulder before covering my face, “you gotta answer you doof.” I said, wanting to hide from him. he sat up and moved on top of me, caging me in his arms. “maybe, I don’t know.” he said with a smirk. fuck it, I’m kissing him. I brought my hands up his chest to his neck, wrapping them around and pulling his head closer to mine. yep, definitely the drinks are kicking in making me this confident. “why don’t you kiss me and find out.” I whispered, looking at his lips.

he slowly brought his lips to mine, pressing them firmly. I whined into the kiss as he laid his body weight onto mine. his lips were so soft and tasted like alcohol. “you don’t know how bad I’ve always wanted to kiss you.” hyunjin said pulling away. “keeping doing it till you feel satisfied.” I said, smashing my lips back on to his. he moaned into the kiss and bite at my bottom lip. I opened my mouth and allowed his tongue in. I moaned as he explored, wanting to remember every part of me. I felt hyunjin’s hands go down my body and open my legs, placing his crotch right on my core. he was wearing shorts and I was wearing leggings, I could feel his growing boner.

I rolled my hips up, wanting to feel more. my hands made their way down and under his hoodie. I felt him shiver at my touch. he kissed down my jaw and starting sucking at my neck where ever he could. “no visible marks, please hyunjin.” I whined out. hyunjin grinded against me, making me jolt. “just one baby.” he whispered, sucking harshly on my collarbone. never stopping our thrusts to each other. I felt the knot tightly up, I wrapped my legs around his waist to pull him closer. “harder, make me cum. please hyunjin.” I pleaded. he put more pressure, bring me closer to my high.

“oh fuck!” I said, throwing my head back. hyunjin lifted his head up and looked at me. “cum for me baby.” he said, those words threw me into my orgasm. “oh hyunjin!’” I cried, as my legs felt heavy. hyunjin held on to them and he kept pushing onto me, trying to reach his high as well. hyunjin started whining, trying not to break his pace. “gonna cum.” he said, pushing his head into my neck. the friction was over stimulating me, making me whine once again. he moaned loudly as he came in his shorts. he rode out his high with whines before fully stopping. I pushed my hand into his hair, rubbing his scalp. “fuck that was too good to be true.” he said. I laughed out, running my other hand down his back. we stayed in place, just enjoying what just happened.

just then I remembered why I called him in the first place. “will you come with me tomorrow?” I asked. “I can try. it’s such a late notice but I’ll see what I can do.” hyunjin answered. I nodded my head, understanding. “does this mean this is our first date as boyfriend and girlfriend?” I asked, with a laugh. “I don’t remember either of us asking the other out.” he said, lifting himself up. I rolled my eyes, “we literally just rubbed up against each other till we came like teens using pillows.” I laughed. “I’m waiting y/n.” hyunjin said, cupping his hand to his ear. I pushed him off me and rolled over. “go clean up and change your shorts.” I said, getting up to use the bathroom. “you can stay the night since you live next door.” he called out as I closed the door. “okay.” I said, with a big smile.

when I came back out, hyunjin was already in bed. I climbed in and snuggled under the warm covers. “your bed is so comfy.” I said, closing my eyes. hyunjin wrapped his arms around me, pulling me into him. “good to know.” he said, placing his head above mine with his chin on the top of my head. I quickly fell asleep to hyunjin’s breathing.

it felt like the day was moving so slow. I had already left hyunjin’s home and back to mine. we’re leaving at 9:30, and still had half an hour left. I already took a shower, put on my clothes and did my makeup. now it was just the waiting game. I was sitting in the living room by myself, watching tiktoks. hearing the clicking over heels, I knew it was marilyna. I looked over and saw saw how beautiful she looked. she was wearing all white, but instead of a dress- it was a suit. I remember she said he never really liked dresses, even when she was little.

“you look beautiful.” I said, standing up. “thank you.” she said with a bright smile. “are you excited?” I asked, trying to make small talk. “very, but also nervous! is your guest on the way?” she asked, going to the kitchen. “well I asked him, but I don’t know if he can make it.” I said, following her so she could here me. marilyna pulled out a glass and filled it up with water. “who did you invite?” she asked, bringing the drink to her lips. “hwang hyunjin, the one I grew up with.” I said. marilyna swallowed and nodded, “the one who’s the tattoo artist, the one your dad’s not too fond of anymore?” she asked with a sly smile. I laughed, “yeah, hopefully he can make it.” I said. “I hope so too.” she said.

“okay ladies, you ready?” I heard my dad say as he walked into the room. “of course.” marilyna said, hugging him. I felt my heart swell but break at the same time. at least he’s happy, I looked at how big my dad smiled. god, I missed seeing him smile like this. they let go of their hug so he could turn to me. “marilyna said you invited someone?” he asked. “yes, but I don’t know if he can make it.” I explained, making my dad nod. marilyna looked at her phone and saw the time. “it’s time to go!” she said, patting my dad on his chest. “let’s move then.” dad said.

we headed to the car and hopped in. as we got on the road, I texted hyunjin telling him we were headed that way. I watched out the window, looking at the scenery. today is a happy day, I reminded myself, though I still felt alone. I looked at my phone and hyunjin didn’t even see the text. I’m guessing he can’t make it, he would have responded. the car ride was thirty minutes, but felt like ten. we arrived at the courthouse in no time and parked. I walked beside marilyna as we headed inside. I guess she could feel my nervousness, because she rubbed my shoulder. “we’re gonna be okay, I promise.” she told me. I smiled at her as I followed along with them. I looked back to see if I could see hyunjin’s car, but no sign of him. I took a deep breath and prepared myself with sappy vows.

it was time. there was marilyna and my dad, standing in front of the officiant. I zoned out as they were doing everything, the words came back as mumbles. I knew they had gotten to the part where they said their own vows, my dad going first. I looked at the ground to regain focus, taking a deep breath. I looked back up as he finished with slight tears in his eyes. I felt tears spring to my eyes, I wiped them away as someone grabbed my hand.

I looked to my left and saw hyunjin. I stepped closer to him and brought my other hand to his bicep. “you made it.” I whispered to him, still facing the front. “yeah, I did.” he said, focusing on marilyna’s vows. I felt at ease with him being here. I only caught the last little bit of hers.

“as I have spent my whole life looking for my other half, I knew it was you from the moment we met. I promise that each kiss will be filled with more love than the last and that our days together will grow in love and devotion.” she said, with tears going down her cheeks as she held the ring to this finger. “today you will be my husband, but we will be soulmates forever. this ring I give to you as a token of my love and devotion to you. I pledge to you all that I am and all that I will ever be as your wife. with this ring, I gladly marry you and join my life to yours.” she finished as she placed the ring on him.

the officiant smiled, “by the power of your love and the power vested in me, I now pronounce you husband and wife! you may kiss.” they said. hyunjin and I clapped as they kissed. once they pulled away, they talked to the officiant a little. marilyna looked back at us and noticed hyunjin, giving him a wave. hyunjin nodded back as he mouthed congratulations. marilyna motioned us that we could leave the room, with that hyunjin pulled me out of the building.

“was it just me or did the whole room feel stuffy?” hyunjin asked with a laugh. “it’s called love hyunjin.” I said, bumping his shoulder. “oh right.” he said with a nod. I smiled and stood in front of him. he wrapped his arms around my waist. “but love is so cliché now a days.” he said, bringing his forehead to mine. “yeah totally.” I said, leaning up to giving him a small kiss. I laughed into the kiss before giving him a hug. “thank you for coming. you look nice by the way.” I mumbled into his chest. “thank you.” he said, pulling me out of the hug. “you look pretty as well.” hyunjin responded back, cupping my cheek. before he could kiss me again, the doors opened behind us- making us jump apart.

“it’s official!” marilyna said, holding the paper while holding my dad’s hand. “hyunjin, you’re the one y/n invited?” my dad asked as they got closer to us. “yes, I didn’t want my girlfriend to feel to many emotions by herself.” hyunjin explained, making my dad and I’s jaw drop. that little bitch. “you two are dating?” marilyna asked. hyunjin looked at me, pulling me to his side. “yes we are.” he said with a smile. good thing I had blush and makeup on or you would be able to see how red on cheeks were. I looked back at my dad, I could tell he was trying to hide that he was upset with happiness. “well, treat her right then.” my dad said, looking at hyunjin. “of course I will.” he said back. they stared at each other. “okay then, let’s go back home and go eat.” marilyna said, pulling my dad to the car. “you riding with hyunjin?” she asked me. “ah yeah.” I said, looking back at hyunjin, who nodded. “okay, we’ll meet you back at the house.” she called out.

hyunjin held out his hand for me to grab. “I thought one of us had to ask the other out.” I said, grabbing his. he laughed, “well y/n, will you be my girlfriend?” he asked as we got to his car. I brought my finger to my chin to think. hyunjin walked me backwards into his car to trap me. “just say yes to your big doofball.” he said, dragging his hands up to my waist. “yes.” I said, making him smile and lean in to kiss me.

I tilted my head up to deepen the kiss. I brought my hands up his chest and pulled at his suit jacket. he groaned, placing one of his hands behind me into the car. “don’t get too needy now baby.” he mumbled, taking his lips down my neck as I pushed my hips into his. I leaned my head into his, relishing the feeling of his lips on my skin.

he pulled away and took out the keys, unlocking the car. “let’s go eat.” he said, opening the passenger door for me. I hopped in, putting my seatbelt on as hyunjin closed the door and came to the driver’s side. “what’s are we eating?” he asked as he started the car. “it’s homemade pizza, just made for the occasion.” I said. “god, I haven’t had homemade pizza in so long.” he said, pulling out of the courthouse.

“so there’s no honeymoon for you guys?” hyunjin asked as he got a second piece of pizza, wrapping his arm back around me. “not, just time off work. from today to tuesday.” marilyna answered, leaning into my dad. “well my parents have a lakeside house if you guys would like, I can ask them if you guys go there for your ‘honeymoon’.” hyunjin said, holding up air quotes around the word honeymoon. “you would do that?” my dad asked, sipping his beer. “of course. plus I’m sure y/n won’t want to hear anything at night.” hyunjin laughing at me as my jaw dropped. “hyunjin.” I said loudly, slapping him on the shoulder. everyone laughed. “please ask them hyunjin, we would be very grateful.” marilyna said. “okay let me give them a call.” he said, pulling out his phone. he walked out of the living room to call them privately.

“so are you two really dating?” my dad asked, putting down his beer as his smile wiped from his face. “yes dad.” I said, giving him a weird look. “honey please. don’t start this today.” marilyna said, pulling away from him. “to me, it looks like you’re only dating him because you hated the idea of me marrying marilyna so to get back at me by you ‘dating’ the boy I don’t like.” he said, making me laugh. “I may have disliked the idea of this happening but there was no way of me stopping it. how is me actually dating hyunjin going to change anything? hyunjin as grown up next to us my entire life, you know for a fact how he acts. just like you told me when you first started dating marilyna: I’m happy so leave it, please.” I said, crossing my arms. a few seconds later, hyunjin came in.

“okay they said you can and congrats to you both.” hyunjin said, slapping his hands together once. “really? thank you hyunjin.” marilyna said, standing up to give him a hug as my dad huffed. they pulled away from the hug, “you’re welcome.” hyunjin said, pulling out his keys. he unclipped one of them and handed it to marilyna. “here you go, I’ll have y/n send you the address. you two go pack.” he said with a smile. marilyna ran back to the couch and dragged my dad to their bedroom.

“they’re going to have lots of fun, ya know.” hyunjin said, making me gag. “why must you put those pictures in my head, sir?” I asked as I faked throwing up. he laughed and pulled me onto his lap, sitting sideways. “you say that like we didn’t- you’d you put it? rubbing up against each other like teens using pillows last night.” he whispered in my ear before nibbling at it. I moved my head away and gave him a stern look. “wait till they are gone.” I said, pointing at him.

“oh, I get to take you on your childhood bed like 16 year old me dreamed of.” he said, in the daydream tone. “pervert.” I said, moving off his lap. “I bet you like dirty talk, huh baby?” he asked in a sexy way. “please stop before they hear you!” I said with red cheeks. “you’re not saying no.” he said with a smirk. “shut up you horny hot dog.” I said, pushing him. “that is no way to talk to the love of your life.” he said, placing his hand to his heart. “oh I’m sorry sweet pea.” I said, cupping his chin with a put to my lips. we both tried to hold in our laughter, but broke five seconds later.

“okay we are ready!” marilyna said as both of them entered the room again. I pulled out my phone and opened it up to my dad’s contact. I handed my phone to hyunjin so he could type the address in and send it to him.

“okay it’s sent. have lots of fun you two.” hyunjin said. they both laughed, as they headed out the door with us following behind them. “remember to lock the back door at night.” my dad said, helping put the two suitcases in the trunk. “I will.” I said, waving at them as they hopped in the car and left. hyunjin and I walked back into the house, closing the door behind me. just as I locked the door, hyunjin turned me around and pushed me against it. “we got the house all to ourselves.” he said, kissing my neck. my hand quickly went to his hand and pulled. “hyunjin.” I moaned. “you sound so pretty moaning my name, but I want you screaming it.” hyunjin said as he pushed his hand into my pants. I moaned as he rubbed my clit.

“bedroom.” I said as hyunjin brought his lips back up to mine. he removed his hand and grabbed my face, pushing his tongue in my mouth. I moaned as our tongues twisted together. I unbutton hyunjin’s jacket and pushed it off his shoulders. he brought his arms down, making the jacket fall to the ground. he placed his hands under my ass and squeezed before giving it a playful slap. I broke the kiss with a moan and placed my head on his chest. “did you like that?” hyunjin asked with a laugh.

I grabbed his hand and pulled him to my bedroom. I pulled my shirt over my head, leaving me in my bra and pants. hyunjin did the same with his shirt, joining my shirt on the floor.

I climbed on the bed as hyunjin joined me, pushing me under him. “so pretty.” he said, kissing my chest, with his hands going under me to unclip my bra. he pushed it off me and threw it in somewhere in the room. he groped both of my boobs as he put his lips to my nipple. “god, hyunjin.” I said, arching my back. he kissed down my navel and quickly got my pants and underwear off. he brought his head down to the place I needed him most.

“tell me what you like.” hyunjin, licking my juices. I moaned, bringing my hand down to his hair. “tell me baby, I want to make you cum properly.” he said, squeezing my inner thighs. “two fingers, all the way in. curling up with each stroke out. and put your tongue on my clit.” I said, brushing his hair out of his face.

immediately hyunjin pushed two fingers in and tested me, quickly finding my g-spot. I whined for him to pick up the pace, which he gladly did so. “you taste so good. I could eat you out for hours.” hyunjin said before continuing licking my clit in circles. I felt the knot building up quickly. “I’m gonna cum jinnie.” I slurred out.

“yeah?” he said, picking up the pace a little more. I moaned out, rolling my hips up. “oh fuck hyunjin!” I said as my orgasm hit me. “there you go baby. cream all of my fingers.” hyunjin said, slowly thrusting his fingers still. I clamped my legs close due to overstim. “fuck, I need to be in you so bad.” he groaned out, removing his fingers to take off his pants.

I slowly rubbed my clit to get myself ready again. hyunjin saw me playing with myself and wrapped his fist around his cock. a bead of pre-cum leaking from it, letting a wet sound enter the room as he dragged his hand up and down.

“what position do you like?” he asked, getting on the bed. “doggy.” I said, flipping over. “shit okay.” hyunjin said, pushing up to me. I looked up and saw my mirror and immediately made eye contact was hyunjin. “you like watching yourself get fucked, don’t you?” he asked, wetting his cock by dragging it over my entrance.

“yes jinnie.” I answered. he grabbed his cock and slowly pushed in, stretching my walls. my eyes rolled back, head lolling down as he kept pushing in. “eyes on me baby.” he said, gently grabbing the roots of my hair and pulling my head up. “don’t let go of my head then.” I laughed as he pulled out a little. “pace?” he asked. “start slowly and you’ll know when you’re fucking me good.” I said, making him smirk. he slowly pulled out and pushed back in, starting up his pace. hitting my g-spot perfectly, moaning at every thrust.

“oh hyunjin.” I screamed out once he got to the pace I liked. “like that baby?” he said. “yes, just like that. god, fuck. harder.” I said. I couldn’t think about anything, other than how good hyunjin was making me feel. “shit, you take my cock so well baby.” hyunjin said.

“such a good girl for me.” he continued, making me whine and clench around him. “my baby likes to be praised huh?” he said in a mocking tone. I nodded my head, not being able to say anything besides moan and whine. hyunjin leaned over me, hitting deeper inside me, screaming out his name as he did so. “good baby, scream my name for everyone to hear.” he groaned out.

“fuck I’m gonna cum.” I cried out, as my head fell back down. “you wanna cum baby?” he asked, kissing my neck. “yes please. please rub my clit.” I begged. “so nice of you to say please.” he said, bring his hand down. he rubbed figure-eight’s as he left hickeys on my collarbone. “oh fuck!” I screamed as I came all over him. “that’s my girl. yeah, that’s it. cream all over me.” he said, slowing down his thrusts. I fell forward and grabbed his arm, “don’t stop till you cum.” I told him.

he moaned at my words and picked up his pace again. “I want you to cum in me, jinnie.” I said. “fuck.” he cried out, sitting back up to hold on to my waist. “fill me up, please.” I cried as I felt tears spring to my eyes. “fuck I will. I’ll fill you up so nicely.” hyunjin said, closing his eyes. his fingernails dug into my skin, focusing on the pleasure. I clenched around him, making him cry out. “fuck I’m cumming baby.” he said.

“cum hyunjin, cum deep in me.” I said, looking at how fucked out he looked. “promise that you won’t waste a drop of my cum.” he groaned, making eye contact with me. “I promise. I just want to be full of your cum. please.” I said, with that he slammed his hips into me once more. staying in place as his warm cum filled me, making both of us moan. “such a good girl, taking all my cum.” he said, pulling out his cock before pushing in once more.

hyunjin slipped his cock out and pulled me up. my whole body felt like jelly and tired. “you did so good for me.” he said, wiping my stray tears away. I leaned into him and sighed. “did I fuck you that good baby?” he asked, I only nodded. “can we take a bath before I fall asleep.” I said. “yeah.” he said.

we laid in the warm bath as hyunjin playing with the bubbles he put in. I giggled as he made a beard with them. “I love you.” I said. I realized what I had said. “fuck I mean-” I didn’t get to finish as hyunjin shushed me with his lips. “I love you too. I have for a long time.” he said, nuzzling his head into my neck. butterflies fluttered in my stomach. I smiled as I leaned into him. I closed my eyes and thought about us and everything to come.

so maybe I do agree with marilyna. it felt right being in hyunjin’s arms, like it was home and meant to be. who would've thought the childhood friends would get to together. sounds like a story. a story just for me and hyunjin to write and finish when it comes to a close.

requested reaction

"Hey!! I’ve never made a request before so I’m super shy😂

And this is weirdly specific. But like all 8 reactions you are friends with benefits with 1 of the members and to try and push them to finally go official with the relationship you and another member pretend to be hooking up in the dorm where they can hear to make him jealous." requested by @/justasmallbean (it wouldn't let me tag you😅)

a/n: I love this idea, thank you for requesting! I never tried to write a reaction, I’m used to writing a lot and most reactions I’ve seen are short. it was so challenging to come up with different scenes for each member, but it was so fun! so let’s do this!

warnings: smut. unprotected and protected sex.

wc: there's ab 300 words(+/-) for each member

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bang chan

he was distracting himself with music so he wouldn’t think about us I knew it for a fact. we’ve been friends with benefits for 6 months and there’s no way not to develop feelings for a man like him. it was just jisung and I at the dorm. jisung was the one to tell me to chan has the same feelings for me. “maybe we should make him come over by thinking your with someone else.” jisung said with a smirk. chan heard his phone ring and answered it. before he could say anything, he heard a very familiar moan come through then jisung’s voice come in. “do you feel dirty doing this on channie’s bed?” with that chan speeds to the dorm, leaving everything.

we heard the door slam and chan’s voice boom through. “good luck y/n.” jisung said, running out of chan’s room. chan came in five seconds later. “you gonna talk to me now?” I asked. chan realized what happened and raced over to me. smashing his lips to mine, hands removing my clothes. “you’re my baby. nobody else's.” he said against my lips, making me moan. within seconds he was thrusting inside me at the pace he normally does.

“say it, say you're mine.” he growled. I moaned so loudly, clawing at his back. “I’m all yours, just yours.” I whispered, looking into his eyes. hand coming down to stimulate me, bringing me close to my high. “fuck I love you.” I said as I came. chan moaned as he heard me, cumming inside me. “god, I love you too.” he said, laying his head on my chest. after we had calmed down, he lifted himself up. “do you really love me?” he asked. “yes, I been trying to tell you but you've been avoiding me.” I said, combing his sweaty hair. “you want something serious?” he asked. I tiredly nodded my head, making him smile and kiss my lips. "okay then."

lee know

9 months in minho knew he had fell for y/n after being friends with benefits. he had never been in this situation before. minho also knew you didn’t want a serious relationship and didn’t feel the same- or so he thought. y/n thought they were being so open about what they wanted. everyone was hanging out, watching a movie. minho would try to stay away, sitting next to jisung with glances to y/n. seungmin notices its and whispers to y/n.

“wanna make him jealous?” seungmin said, I look over to him. “just go along with what I do.” he said, leaning more into me. he whispers jokes in my ear, making me giggle. minho took notice of it immediately and started staring out the side of his eye. “follow me.” seungmin says, getting up and going to the kitchen. seungmin gave minho a wink as I followed. seungmin places me in the corner where nobody can see. “pretend like we’re making out.” seungmin says. as minho turns the corner, he sees y/n’s hands in seungmin's hair as seungmin as at her neck. I fake gasp as I ‘notice’ minho standing there as seungmin moved away. “y/n, come talk to me." minho says, going to his room. I followed him, hearing seungmin say good luck.

as soon as I closed minho's bedroom door, I was pushed against it. "that was a stupid stunt you pulled back there." minho said, leaving hickeys on the side of my neck. "it got you and me alone. why haven't you've been talking to me?" I asked, pulling his head away. minho paused and looked away, but my eyes followed me. "because I realized I liked you in a way that you don't feel for me." minho said. "you haven't noticed any of the hints of me wanting to be yours officially." I said. "wanna be mine?" he quickly asked, making me nod. clothes off and on the bed. fast and hard thrusts as he used my head into the pillow. "god, just like that." I moaned. "shit I'm not gonna last long." he said before saying, "cum with me baby." I came as he spilled inside me. “I love you.” I said quietly. minho pressed against me and whispered the same thing to me.

seo changbin

it has only been a short amount of months, 4 months being specific. changbin knows he’s becoming obsessive and in love with y/n. it was all so overwhelming, his never wanted to be with someone like this before. he wanted to be as close to them every time they were around. changbin had just got back from the studio and asked jeongin if he wanted to do a at-home workout. jeongin knows changbin is in love with y/n and tells the reader to come workout with them. jeongin was the one to answer the door and tell them the plan he had came up with.

the whole time working out, I would away from changbin every time he got close and doing my squats with jeongin's help. I was getting changed in the bathroom as I shouted for jeongin to bring me my bag. I pulled jeongin in and we proceeded to do the second part of the plan. we started to moan and giggle like 6th graders. changbin quickly came in and grabbed me from the bathroom. once we were in his room, he placed me on the bed underneath him. "what the hell was all that?" he asked. "me making you jelly because you won't ask me out." I said simply. "all that for me to ask you out?" he said, raking his hands up my body. I hummed out, "I want to be more than fuck buddies." I said, pulling him in for a kiss. "you got it then." he said as we took off both our clothes.

he pulled out a condom and slipped it on. "I'm gonna fuck you like you belong to me then." changbin said as slowly pushing into me, making me nod. he placed my legs on his shoulders and fucked into me slowly. he quickened up his pace, loud moans coming from both of us. he bent down and kissed my lips. "I love you." I said onto his lips. his hips met mine harder hearing that. "I love you too. say it again." I kept chanting his name and I love you's till we both came. he laid beside me and pulled me into him. "I'm glad I get to call you mine now." he said.

hwang hyunjin

"I know he's in love with me, but I don't want to say- 'hey I know you've loved me for awhile, let's date.' I'm not that type of person. plus I think he's trying to be quiet about, he'll be embarrassed if he found it that I knew." I explained to felix as rubbed his temples. "okay then what do you want to do?" felix said. "let's make him jealous so he come out with it himself." I said. "what? like fake hook?" felix asked, making my eyes widened. "great, now we gotta do it, right?" felix said, making me nod.

everything was ready, I was wearing a big hoodie and short shorts that you couldn't see. as soon as we heard hyunjin opening the door, felix took off his shirt and got on top of me, pulling a blanket over us. "the hell is going on!" hyunjin yelled. we quickly pull apart and sat up. "its not what it looks like." felix said. "really because it looks like you were getting down with the one I'm in love with." hyunjin said. "finally he admits it." felix said, standing up and leaving the room. "have fun you two." felix said with a smirk. "wait what?" hyunjin said with a confused look. "it was all planned out to get you to confess. don't be to loud please." felix yelled down the hall.

hyunjin walked over to me and sat down. "I love you too just so you know." I said. "really!" he said, I nodded. "do you want to make it official?" hyunjin asked. "I would love to." I said, leaning in to kiss him. things got heated quickly, he climbed on top of me. "I want you." I said. "you can have all of me." hyunjin said, pulling my shorts off and his too. "condom?" I said. hyunjin nodded and pulled one out of his wallet. once it was on, we quickly got into action. "god, I love the way you feel me up." I said into his ear as he started his quick pace. "we gotta be quick baby. don't want someone walking in on us." hyunjin said, putting more of his body weight on me. I clenched around him. "fuck me good then." I said, pulling at his hair as his thrusts got sharper.

han jisung

it's been 7 months since jisung and I decided to become friends with benefits. all was going swell, till there was a shift in everything. we didn't even notice it, but hyunjin did and asked me about it last week. he made me realized we both, jisung and I, were starting to act like we were in a relationship. making me realize in with in love with jisung. "jisung is also in love with you too. he won't fake it." hyunjin told me and I agreed with him. jisung has been busy and locked up in his room for the past few hours since I arrived. "let's make him jealous." hyunjin said, grabbing my hand and pulling me to his room.

man, was this stupid. fake moaning loudly so jisung could hear us. "he's not going to hear us. he has headphones on." I commented. hyunjin walked over to the wall and slammed his hand on the wall. "oh fuck y/n" he said, right into the wall. I covered my mouth to cover up my laugh. next thing I knew jisung ran into the room. "jesus, I thought." he said as I walked over to him. "let's go baby." I said, dragging him out and to his room. "that was so mean." he said. "hyunjin dragged me to his room to do it. all his plan, but I did go along with it. I'm sorry." I said, hugging him. "I'm yours only, so how about we make it official." I said, leaning up to his lips. "you sure?" he said, ghosting over my lips. "yes." I said, pushing my lips to his. "show me how much you've wanted to be mine then." he said, sitting on the bed.

I pushed him down and unbuttoned his pants, dragging his underwear off as well. I jerked him off with my hand and mouth till was was hard enough. I sat down on his lap and lowered myself slowly on him. "shit." I said, as I bottomed out. I placed my hands on his chest as we moaned our thrusts. I stimulated myself as I reached climax, triggering jisung into his. I laid my head on his chest, "I'm happy you're mine." I heard him say.

lee felix

8 months. 8 months of being in love with felix. while being friends that hook up and I became addicted. I didn't know if he loved me back and that scared me. I was hanging out with minho talking about how I wanted to fake hook up to see if he felt the same way. "why don't you just ask him?" he asked, but went with the plan anyway.

I was at their dorm, felix in his room and in the kitchen with minho. "come in the kitchen in about 30 minutes, I have a surprise." I told felix to which he agreed. minho and I started making felix's famous brownies and just enjoying our time. "still think this is stupid." he comment to which I said to shut up, making him roll his eyes. minho dipped his finger in the mix and placed it on my nose. we started to play fight, I screamed as minho grabbed me and placed me on the counter. minho waited til he heard felix's door open, to place his hands under my shirt and turn his head to it look like we were making out.

felix called out both of our names. we turned and saw a mad look on his face. "it wasn't a good plan, but now do you believe me y/n." minho said, making felix's look change into confusion. minho walked out and left felix and I alone. "plan? what plan?" he asked walking in between my legs. " I wanted to see if you loved me back the way that I did." I said, not meeting his eyes. "you're so stupid sometimes." he said, before smashing his lips to mine.

"I love you. I've always been yours, even before we started having sex." he said, dragging his hands up to my shorts and pulling them off. felix went down on me in the kitchen but not not me cum, before sliding his cock with a condom on inside me. "I want to cum all over me baby." he groaned, picking up a quick pace. our sex session didn't last long at all. I felt him filled the condom, making my own orgasm break throw me.

kim seungmin

"it's been 10 months, changbin. I know he doesn't feel the same way." I told him. "how do know that?" changbin asked. "because I've being showing him the signs for over 5 months, and he doesn't care. "okay then, how about you come over tomorrow, just you, me, and seungmin. and once he's out of the room, we'll fake like were hooking up." changbin says. changbin says he know that seungmin likes them, but y/n doesn’t believe that.

we were in seungmin's room, watching a movie when seungmin said he had to go to the bathroom. "it's go time." changbin said, scooting over and getting on top of me. "just fake moan." he said, pushing his head into my neck. I felt blush rise to my cheeks has I did it. a few minutes later seungmin walked in and just looked at us. “what?” changbin asks, with a smirk. “they're not you’re partner, they're mine. you can leave. I gotta talk to my baby.” seungmin says, I felt my stomach twist up at him saying that.

once changbin was gone, seungmin came over to me and got in the same position that changbin was in. "you know I've seen the signs y/n. I knew you knew in love with me, and I feel the same." seungmin said, I eyes widen. "why didn't you say anything then?" I asked, playing with my fingers. "I was today until changbin told me your guys' little plan last night and I wanted to see if you would go through with it. but man was it a turn on seeing you being a fake little slut, got me hard so fast, baby." seungmin said, grinding his crotch to mine making me moan loud and arch my back. in seconds, I was on my hands and knees and both our clothes thrown off the bed, and a hard fast pace set with his hand stimulating me. "oh fuck seungmin." I moaned out. "I need you to cum before I fill you up." seungmin said, as he thrust became sloppy. we both came at the same time. "fuck I love you." seungmin said in my ear. "I love you too."

yang jeongin

"yeah, you're totally in love with him y/n." chan said, turning around in his chair in his room. "yeah right." I said, plopping myself back into his bed. 3 months into hooking up and chan thinks I fell hard for the fox boy. "how about a plan to get you two fully together, you'd you feel about that?" chan asks, making me look at him. "what is it?" I asked. chan had a evil smile as he told me his plan. ‘texting wrong person’ was the plan. "are you sure?" I asked, making him nod. "he's not here, I'd just know he'd come running." he answered. I sighed pulling out my phone. "what should I say?" I asked. “why not channie just come over. I told jeongin I was busy.” I gagged at the message as I pressed send as chan laughed. "let's go wait in the living room." chan said.

chan and I were just sitting on the couch, waiting for jeongin to either respond to the text or call chan. just then jeongin opens the door, slamming the door into the wall. “oh hi jeongin.” chan says, jeongin looked confused. chan gets up and whispers something in jeongin’s ear, before leaving.

jeongin came over and grabbed my hand, taking me to his room. he pushed me on the bed, getting on top of me. "you're mine. you only texts things with my name like that. mine to hold and take in my bed." He said. "official?" I whispered. "yeah." he said, closing the space between us. we took off each other's clothes as we made out. "mine to fuck." he groaned into the kiss. he grabbed a condom and slid it on before slipping inside me. "the only cock that belongs in here, is mine." he said, picking a slow hard pace. "oh fuck jeongin." I moaned out. "say that your mine and I'll make you cum so hard." he moaned out. "I'm yours innie, all yours." I cried out. he moved his hand to stimulate me, making me clench around around him. triggering both of our orgasms. "fuck yeah." he moaned out.

strange things happen

han jisung x thick!fem!reader

description: tour just ended, and they were going back home. jisung should be happy and excited but can't help but be in his head. when he's told about the backrooms, he didn't really think he'd end up there, nor did he think he would meet a girl too. but then again, the strangest things happen to good people.

genre: strangers to lovers, the backrooms

warning: SMUT!, pov changes a few times, foggy in head space, anxiety fear, mentions of meditation, insomnia(in text but not mentioned), crying, panic attack, passing out, body insecurity, jisung being a sweetheart, somewhat fear of water, yelling, overthinking, kissing, making out, slight marking kink, oral(both receiving), the smallest bit of dirty talk, creampie

wc: 8.8k(isn't proof-read)

Post Date: Tuesday, April 18th at 3:33pm CST

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the group made their way through the airport, doing everything they had to do to get to their gate in time. once they were there, got their tickets scanned and passports looked at. jisung was the last one. when he looked up to continue to board the plane, everyone was so far ahead of him. he doesn’t want to say he freaked out a little, feeling like he was getting left behind even though they were all on the same flight. but that is exactly what he felt. like his flight or fight response kicked in. he secured his carryon and jogged to catch up to the rest of his members, but the more steps he stook, the further they got. “hey chan wait up!” jisung called out to his leader, then he tripped and fell down.

jisung closed his eyes and waited for the impact of the floor, but it didn’t come. he felt the wind starting to pick up. he opened his eyes and began to panic. this has to be a dream. jisung was free falling in the sky. he couldn’t do anything but scream and cry as the city buildings got closer and closer. he closed his eyes once again, waiting for death to hit him.

then he hit a carpeted floor, but not hard but definitely enough to make a thud sound…like he tripped and fell. jisung pushed himself up onto his knees and saw where he was. just like the picture felix had showed him.

open room, yellow walls, and fluorescent lights. he was in the backrooms.

strange things happen

han jisung x thick!fem!reader

description: tour just ended, and they were going back home. jisung should be happy and excited but can't help but be in his head. when he's told about the backrooms, he didn't really think he'd end up there, nor did he think he would meet a girl too. but then again, the strangest things happen to good people.

genre: strangers to lovers, the backrooms

warning: SMUT!, pov changes a few times, foggy in head space, anxiety fear, mentions of meditation, insomnia(in text but not mentioned), crying, panic attack, passing out, body insecurity, jisung being a sweetheart, somewhat fear of water, yelling, overthinking, kissing, making out, slight marking kink, oral(both receiving), the smallest bit of dirty talk, creampie

wc: 8.8k(somewhat proof-read)

a/n: idk why I wrote this!🤣 I just couldn't shake the thought of it, so I had to write it and now I absolutely love it. I tried my best to explain the levels they were in, basing it off the game: The Complex: Backrooms Found Footage. I think I did okay. tho choosing what skz member to write it for was hard but ended up choosing jisung. anyway, I hope you enjoy this! I would love to hear your guys feedback!❤️❤️

taglist: @hgema @jisunglyricist

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“what? you two honestly don’t believe in that stuff, right?” minho asked, placing his drink down. jisung hadn’t been listening to the conversation and looked around the dinner table. he saw everyone laughing and enjoying dinner while he was off wandering around in his head. the hyung line(besides minho who was sitting next to jisung) were finished eating and up and doing their own thing. while the maknae line were still sat at the table. they had just finished tour and were having a celebratory dinner party with the whole staff and crew.

“you never know what could be real minho.” jeongin said, shrugging his shoulders. jisung scrunched his eyebrows. “what are we talking about?” he asked, looking around the table. “the backrooms.” felix answered, leaning into the table. “what’s that?” he asked, poking around at his food. jisung didn’t really feel hungry, just more tired than anything. all he wanted to do was go to the hotel and sleep. 

“the backrooms are like an urban legend. its were you noclip out of our everyday world filled with people to a liminal space. there’s different areas or levels. the most famous one being this.” felix said, showing jisung a photo. an open room with yellow wallpaper and fluorescent lighting. “there’s been a lot of short films and documentaries to come out recently about it.” jeongin said. “but they’re fake.” seungmin cut in. “we don’t know that.” jeongin said, turning his head to seungmin. “basically you end up there, and you go through the levels to find a way out.” felix said. “that’s creepy.” jisung said as the two boys continued to show and tell him more about the backrooms.

the more felix and jeongin talked about the backrooms, the more fear set in jisung’s head. minho was starting to worry about him. “okay boys! i think that’s enough, let’s go enjoy this party before everyone gets too tired.” minho said, pushing his chair back to stand up. giving the two younger boys a stare, basically to say. shut the fuck up right now. everyone followed minho to the dance floor and processed to have a fun night. dancing the night away.

jisung could feel his body dancing to whatever song was playing. but he kept going back and forth in his head and being present while dancing. his brain had felt foggy for the last few days. even more now since the idea of the backrooms being real. he knows he shouldn’t believe it, but he can’t help it. the idea of being stuck and alone, going in endless loops, trying to find a way out…it scared him.

the party seemed to end quickly. though two hours had passed, it felt like six minutes. everyone cleaned up the areas that were messed up, and in a blink of an eye, jisung was in the van on the way back to the hotel. he doesn’t remember getting in the van and doesn’t even try to either. jisung took a deep breath and looked out the window. seeing the bright lights of the streetlamps and neon signs for the clubs, bushes and trees blurring at the speed. jisung just wanted to sleep. that’s all he needed. it had been a very long day, and he was ready for it to be over.

once in his shared hotel room. jisung took a long hot shower to relax his nerves. though he really didn’t do anything during the shower. he just stood under the water, forehead pressed against the cold wall till the water ran cold. jisung looked at himself in the mirror as he brushed his teeth for the night. he felt like he was seeing himself in third-person, and his body felt like a shell. he couldn’t understand why he was feeling like this. he’s been taking his medicine, never missing a day or night. jisung turned off the light and exited the bathroom. he removed his towel and put on a pair of boxers and his pajama pants on. not bothering to put on the matching shirt. 

he climbed into the bed and turned off his side lamp, ready for bed.  “you okay ji?” he heard minho voice ask. jisung turned his head and smiled at minho. “yeah, i’m fine man. just really tired and ready to sleep. can you turn off your light as well?” jisung said to him. minho gave a worried face but did what jisung asked with a nod. “if you need someone to talk and listen to you, you know you can talk to me. right, jisung?” minho asked out in the dark. jisung nodded his head, then remembered the lights were off. “i know. nothing’s wrong. i promise.” he said out loud before yawning. “night minho.” jisung said in a tired voice. “good night, jisung.” minho responded back.

why wasn’t sleep coming to him. jisung laid awake in the dark, staring at the ceiling. his arms under his head. his mind and body had felt tired. he wanted to sleep, so why wasn’t it coming to him. he didn’t want to toss around too much, scared that he would wake up minho. the one thing he didn’t want to do was worry him even more. so jisung stayed still and waited for sleep to take him. but it never did, he watched as the sun came up and heard the city become loud and full of life again. he heard minho starting to wake up. jisung turned over and closed his eyes, pretending to sleep.

he heard minho get out of bed and walk over to him. shaking him to wake up. “wake up. we have to get to the airport.” minho said. jisung pretended to stir awake and sat up. “what time is it?” jisung asked. “6:43am. now come on and got to get dressed and packed.”

just like last night everything seemed to move fast but slow at the same time. jisung was dressed in his outfit for the day. a white loose fit tee, his black jacket, black baggy pants with his sneakers, dad cap, and face mask. when he blinked and looked up he at the international airport, everybody was ready to go home. he waved to the flashing cameras and stays that were there.

the group made their way through the airport, doing everything they needed to do to get to their gate in time. once they were there, got their tickets scanned and passports looked at. jisung was the last one. when he looked up to continue to board the plane, everyone was so far ahead of him. he doesn’t want to say he freaked out a little, feeling like he was getting left behind even though they were all on the same flight. but that is exactly what he felt. like his flight or fight response kicked in. he secured his carryon and jogged to catch up to the rest of his members, but the more steps he stook, the further they got. “hey chan wait up!” jisung called out to his leader, then he tripped and fell down. 

jisung closed his eyes and waited for the impact of the floor, but it didn’t come. he felt the wind starting to pick up. he opened his eyes and being to panic. this has to be a dream. jisung was free falling in the sky. he couldn’t do anything but scream and cry as the city buildings got closer and closer. he closed his eyes once again, waiting for death to hit him.

then he hit a carpeted floor, but not hard but definitely enough to make a thud sound…like he tripped and fell. jisung pushed himself up onto his knees and saw where he was. just like the picture felix had shown him.

open room, yellow walls, and fluorescent lights. he was in the backrooms.

no no no no this cannot be happening. “i’m dreaming. i must be dreaming.” jisung said as he did everything he could think of to wake himself up. he pinched his arm. hit his leg. slapped his cheek. hell, he even stood up and ran into one of the walls near him and fell down. “ow.” jisung said. falling onto his butt with his head hurting. jisung didn’t know what to do. he busted into tears as he ran. ran and ran. he felt like he was going in circles. everything looked the same! this can’t be real. he stopped and thought for a quick second where he should go. he yanked his face mask off. took a deep breath and continued to run. it doesn’t make any sense of how he could have ended up here. he wanted to be with his members. on the plane. going home. the tears blurring up his vision to the point where he couldn’t see. it felt like everything was closing in around him. he started to sleep black dots. everything went dark.

opening the journal in hand, going back to read what you wrote so you wouldn’t go insane and forget who you are. saying the following words aloud. what your name was. how old you were. your birthday. what year it was. the date it was when you got here. where you are from and currently living at. family, friends, and pets. what you were studying. etc. anything. you didn’t want to risk it even if it wasn’t going to happen. 

once you were done, you placed the journal in the pocket of the hoodie you were wearing. continuing down the nevering-end yellow halls. you don’t know how long you’ve been here, but it felt like years at this point. you don’t know how you end up here either, what this place was, or how to get out. the feeling of someone watching you never going away, even though you knew you were alone.

you turned the corner and physically jumped out of your skin. freezing at that moment. just ahead of you, was a person. a man lying on the ground. he looked to be passed out. you didn’t know whether to go up and shake him to see if he was okay or run. after debating with yourself, you decided to see if he was alive. you slowly walked over to him, taking quiet steps.

once you were right next to him, you squatted down. now seeing his face. you could see he was asian and around your age. his cheeks puffy and red with swollen eyes. you felt a sting to your heart. he must have just shown up here and most likely completely terrified. 

“hey are you okay?” i asked, shaking him on his shoulder. he groaned as he started to wake up. “come on, get up.” i said, shaking him a bit harder. his eyes fluttered open and saw me. i could tell panic set in. he quickly flipped over and scooted away from me. looked around and made a face before looking at me again. “i’m not going to hurt you.” i said. “how do i know that?” he said back. “because we are in the same boat and trying to get out.” i told him. he brought his knees up to his chest. “my name is y/n. what’s yours?” i said. “i’m jisung. han jisung.” he said. “well it’s nice to meet you, jisung.” i said with a smile. “do you know the way out?” he asked.

i stood back up. “no i don’t. sorry. if i did, i wouldn’t be here…where ever i am.” i sighed out, looking around at the yellow walls. “you’ve never heard of this place?” jisung said, looking up at me. “no. have you?” i questioned. he nodded his head slowly before standing up. “just last night, my friends were telling me about this place. it’s called the backrooms.” jisung said, “it’s where you clip out of our everyday world and you’re here.” jisung looked around the room with a scowl. he’s crazy. 

he brought eyes back to me and saw the look on my face. “you don’t believe me..” he said, taking off his cap and running his fingers through his hair. “no. that sounds too insane.” i told him. “there’s this place, a warehouse, a maintenance hall, pool area thing, house, and a lot more.” he said. “i’ve never seen any of those places you’ve mentioned besides this one.” i told him. jisung’s cheeks started to turn red. probably out of embarrassment. i breathed in, “how about we just stick together and find a way out.” i said. he nodded, “good idea.” so we began to walk the eerie room. 

“so…” jisung said, making me turn my head to him. “what do you do? i mean like in our world.” he asked. i smiled, “i’m studying at my dream university while doing part-time at a music shop on the side.” i expressed with happiness. “you?” i directed to him. “oh i’m a k-pop idol. i’m in a group called stray kids. have you heard of us?” he stated. “no sorry.” i said, shaking my head. jisung was telling me about himself and telling stories about his members. which i’ve learned that there is eight of them in total. “we recently just started getting really big these last two and half years. then covid came and we were stuck at home all of 2020.” jisung said. i stopped in my tracks. the fuck? 2020. have i been in here for that long? “my group and i just finished our tour called maniac.” jisung said, turning his head to look at me. when he didn’t see me, he turned around. 

“you okay?” he asked, walking back to me. “2020. it’s 2020?” i exclaimed. he shook his head, “no it’s april 5th 2023.” jisung hesitated to say. he furrowed his eyebrows, “what year did you think it was?” he questioned. “2019. i showed up here on june 9, 2019. i didn’t think i was in here for that long.” i cried out, feeling tears welt up in my eyes. jisung’s eyes widened. “hey hey, don’t cry y/n. we’re gonna get out of here. i promise.” he comforted, placing his arms onto my shoulders. a few tears fell to my cheeks. “none of that.” he said, quickly wiping them away with the knuckle of his pointer finger. “we’re going to get back home. alright?” he said. i nodded and sniffed, “okay.” i told him. jisung gave me a bright smile. “okay then, let’s get a move on.” he said, holding out his hand to take. i placed my hand in his and we continued on our way, trying to find the exit.

turning left and right, going straight. all of it seemed to be the same, the same damn yellow walls with every turn and move. the quiet noise of the fluorescent lights buzzing. 

“i feel like we are going in circles y/n.” jisung said out loud. “i don’t think we are?” i said, more in a question sense. we did another left turn and were met with a dark dead-end. there was a crawl space giving off light. “should we go through it?” jisung asked, squatting down in front of it. i looked at the size of it and looked at my body. 

i was on the thicker size. a tummy, thick thighs and hips, big boobs and butt. i became overly aware of my size. starting to feel small and insecure. “umm, i don’t think i can fit through that.” i quietly told jisung. he looked up at me, eyeing me up and down then back at the crawl space. “i think you’ll get through. plus you won’t know unless you try.” jisung said in a nice tone. “will you try?” he asked. my head came up with a million and one thoughts in one second on why i shouldn’t do it. “as long as you won’t look.” i said, avoiding eye contact. “i can do that.” jisung said while nodding his head.

jisung stood back up and took a few steps back. i walked closer to the crawl space and got on my hands and knees. i looked back at jisung and he had both of his hands covering his eyes and turned to the side. i turned back to the crawl space and started to make my way through. my upper half made it easy, it was a little snug at my hips- but i got through. i stood back up and called out to jisung. 

“i made it!” i said loud and proud. “great!” he said. soon enough, jisung crawled through and was standing next to me. we looked around and the yellow walls were starting to fade into gray metal like material. “i guess this is progress.” i declared, walking ahead. “yeah.” he said, following by my side. as we walked further into the gray walls, we heard a ding. “what was that?” jisung asked. we looked all around us till my eyes landed on an elevator to the right of us, tucked away in a cornered with the doors open.

“jisung there’s an elevator.” i said, making my way over to it. jisung quickly followed. it was a small elevator, but both of us fit with a comfortable distance between us. jisung looked down at the button panel. “well there’s only one direction to go.” he joked. i looked at the panel and sure enough, he was right. we could only go up. “let’s get out of here.” i said, nodding my head. jisung pressed the up button. the elevator doors quickly closed and we started heading up.

“i just thought of something.” jisung said, leaning his back against the wall. “what is it?” i mumbled. “if you’ve been in here since 2019, how are you still alive? there’s no food, no drinkable water. have you even slept?” jisung asked. i looked at him with wide eyes. “i. i honestly don’t know. it doesn’t feel like i’ve been in here that long. maybe a few days or weeks? and i’ve slept, but it was to take a break from walking. not because my energy was low and i needed sleep.” i replied, trying to understand it myself. “wow.” jisung said in pure awe. “i hope you’re not here for as long as i’ve been.” i added, just as the doors opened up. “i hope so too, but then again. i think we are going to get out of here. a lot sooner.” he said with a smile as he exited the elevator.

i followed behind him and to my surprise. we were in a completely different place. the walls were now white tiles, our shoes echoing throughout the hall. soon we came out to an open room with water. “this was the pool area i was talking about!” jisung exclaimed, giving me another one of those big smiles. i felt butterflies dance around in my stomach. god, does he have a killer smile. wait no, don’t think like that y/n. just because this is the person, especially male. does not mean you can form a crush on him.

jisung walked over to the railing and looked down to the right. i came up beside him and looked the same way. he turned his head to me. “do you believe me now.” he said, more in a statement. i could only nod my head. he pushed off the railing and walked behind me. “someone was here.” jisung said. i turned around and looked to see what he saw. there was a blanket on the floor. “so we’re not alone?” i asked. “either we’re not or that person already got out.” jisung said, “but if they are still here, let’s hope they’re as nice as you.” he added, turning around to face to water again.

“i think we are going to have to walk through the water.” jisung stated, going to the steps into the water. i slowly walked over to the steps and watched as he got in. “does it get deeper?” i asked. jisung brought his eyes to mine. “can’t swim?” he asked. “i can doggy paddle, but that’s about it.” i said. jisung rose his hand from his side. “don’t worry.” he said. i made my way down the steps and put my hand his. his hand was so soft and warm. i looked up at him. “i won’t let you go.” jisung promised.

the water covered the bottom half of our legs. deep enough to slush the water around but shallow enough to walk in. as we made our way through the water, there was an opening on the right but there was also another crawl space. jisung turned to me and i shook my head. “not that one.” i pleaded. “we don’t have to.” jisung responded, squeezing my hand. so we took the right hall, which was a little dark considering there was no light other than the sunlight at the end…if you could even call it that. whatever it was.

we slowly made our way to the end of the hall where there was a big circular column and a set of curvy steps out of the water. we quickly started up the stairs to get out of the water, jisung letting me go first. once i reached the top, there was another elevator. “if the rest of this easy to get out of, we’ll be home in no time.” i said, looking back at jisung. jisung looked back down at me and smiled. i glanced down at his lips and back up at his eyes, seeing he did the same thing. “yeah.” he whispered, a ding from the elevator made us jump.

jisung cleared his throat and guided out his hand to let me enter the elevator first. once we were both inside, i pushed the up button this time and watched as the doors closed once again. there was a bit of awkward silence. “tell me more about yourself, y/n. about things you want to do and achieve in life.” jisung said, looking down at his feet. i thought about it for a second and then told him a mini version of my life story and my goals and dreams.

jisung was laughing his butt off by the time the elevator doors opened, making me giggle. we looked out the doors and saw a mall, our laughter dropping at the slight of it. we stepped out and carefully eyed our surroundings. there was an empty fountain, newspaper and random magazines scattered around the floor, dark and quiet like every place has been.  just our shoes making the most noise. we made our way forward, jisung noticing a map hung on the wall.

“do you can this will help us?” jisung asked. “i don’t know.” i said, trying to read the map. “i can’t tell what it says.” i added, looking at jisung. “me neither.” he sighed out. we walked around, not really finding anything. just more dark, dimly lit halls and rooms and rarely stuff in them. besides a chair or two.

we entered the last hall, leading us to something different. “at least we can kinda tell where we are. better than the yellow room.” jisung said, making me smile, “yeah, you’re right about that.” i replied. then my eyes caught a glimpse at something ahead of us. “is that a red light?” i asked, picking up my pace a little. that’s new. we looked at the little hall where the red light was coming from, but it lead no where.

so we just continued walking forward. making turns left and right whenever we felt like it, unless it lead us to a dead-end. to help pass the time we came up with jokes and telling embarrassing stories. 

it was easy talking jisung, even if i had just met him. it felt like we had been friends for awhile. for once and surprisingly, i was happy i was stuck in here and that this happened to me. because i would have never been able to meet han jisung and get to know him for him. as terrible as it is. having someone with me, him with him, made me feel a lot better. 

“hey y/n!” jisung shouted, “come here, i think i found the way to the elevator!” i quickly turned around and followed jisung down a narrow hall with random turns. it opened up to a small cafeteria thing with the elevator on the left wall to the back. 

“we are making so much progress!” jisung said happily and ran over to the elevator. bouncing up and down like a little kid. i laughed as i made my way over to him and stood next to him. “how many levels are there?” i asked him as the elevator dinged. “i don’t know, but hopefully not too many.” he said as we stepped in the elevator for the third time. 

the doors opened up to a hotel with chairs thrown everywhere, lit up by the wall sconces. “well this level it a bit more creepy.” i stated out loud. we left the elevator and went to the right. “it says there’s a dining hall, maybe there’s food there.” jisung said. “are you actually hungry?” i questioned. “no, but it would be nice to eat something right now.” jisung said with a smile. soon enough, we came into the dining hall. 

“shit there’s nothing in here.” jisung whined. i walked over to the crawl space and looked in. “no where to go in there.” i said, turning back around. “dead-end?” jisung sighed. “dead-end.” i said back to him. he groaned as we pushed our way back the way we came to go down a different hall. we came across a small gap in the wall. jisung looked at me. “should we try it?” he asked. “sure why not. we have all the time in the world.” i answered with laugh. 

jisung fit like it was nothing. for me, it was a bit of a squeeze, but bearable. it was just another long hall, just very small and dim. eventually, it opened back up and the elevator was right in front of us and already open. “luck seems to be on our side, we’re going to get home in no time!” jisung said as we entered the elevator.

the doors closed and we only went up for a few seconds then stopped. there was a tap on the door. we both looked at each other. two more taps, jisung stood in front of me in case there was actual someone there. four more taps against the door before the finally opened up. chairs were blocking the exit the leave, the room completely red. we couldn’t get out.

“are we suppose to get out?” i asked, jisung slowly shock his head. he quickly pressed the button to go up so the doors could close again. slowly but sure the doors closed and we started going up again. jisung spun around to face me. “i feel like we are getting closer to go home.” he said with a smile. the doors opened back up and saw the yellow wallpaper. “why the hell are we back here?” i said, pushing past jisung. yellow walls, carpeted floors, fluorescent lights. I turned back to jisung to had a defeated look on his face. i felt my eyes starting to burn. “you’re a fucking liar. i knew i shouldn’t have trust you.” i felt my voice cracking in the sentence. jisung jumped at the sound of my hurt voice. “y/n.” he said, stepping towards me. i back up and shook my head. “no.” i said, before turning around. i walked over to a wall and sled down. crying and feeling hopeless. 

“there’s no way this is the same.” i heard jisung say. he heard him jogging around, i couldn’t even bring myself to look up to see where he was going. i’m such an idiot for thinking i could get out of this place. there’s no way out, just endless loops of different rooms all feeling the same way. hell it’s been five years since i got here. everyone probably thinks i’m dead by now. my family, my friends, my two roommates, everyone who knew me. thinks i’m dead. what’s the point of trying to get out of here when they think i’m dead and gone.

i felt a pair of hands grab my cheeks and push my face up. i saw jisung’s face with tears and a light smile. “it’s not the same y/n.” jisung said, he grabbed my hands and pulled me up. “come on, all we have to do is follow the beeping.” he said, dragging me along with him at a fast pace. we turned a couple a corners and i was first it wasn’t the same. just the color of the room. instead of there just being rooms entering rooms, there were also columns now and more space going up. i hardly had time to process what was happening, jisung just kept pulling me with him. stopping every now and then to listen. 

“what are you liste-” jisung shushed me. then i heard the beep he had been following. “it’s this way.” he said, making a left turn, then a right. the beeping continued to get louder and louder as we got closer. we turned around corner and was greeted into a big room with the elevator. the next part happened so quickly. jisung turned around, placed his hands on my cheeks again and gave my a hard kiss with passion. i yelped as i wasn’t expecting that to happen. i recovered fast and kissed him back, placing my hands on his chest which made jisung smile into the kiss. he pulled away, leaving his forehead on mine.

“we’re going home like i promised.” he said just above a whisper. i looked into his soft brown eyes. “i’m sorry i yelled at you.” i apologized. he shook his head, “no i understand, you want to get back home as much i as i do and when you saw the yellow walls again you felt lied to. i understand, i would have felt the same way.” he told me. jisung removed his hands from my cheeks and down my arms. grasping my left hand with his right. “let’s keep going.” he said, to which i nodded to.

we entered the elevator once again, pressing the up button. the door closed once more, the elevator moving up once again. jisung squeezed my hand, making me turn to him. he leaned in for another kiss which i gladly accepted. it started out as a sweet innocent kiss but became more heated. jisung pushed me against the wall, pressing his body to mine. making me moan into the kiss. with that small opening, jisung slid his tongue into my mouth. exploring every nook and cranny. he tasted like a muted minty flavor. i ran my hands up his body and to the back of his neck, playing with the hair poking out of the cap. jisung groaned into the kiss, rolling his hips into mine. i whined, pushing my hips to his. feeling his erection growing by the second.

“god, i want to fuck you so bad.” jisung said, once he pulled his lips away. my body feeling tingly, goosebumps forming on my skin. i shivered at his words. i went to respond but the elevator dinged and the doors opened back up. “if we can find a not so creepy area, i’ll let you fuck me.” i said to him, looking dead in the eyes. he groaned and gave me another sloppy kiss.

he interlaced our fingers and pulled me out of the elevator. we only made it a few steps before stopping, realizing how dark it was. we could hardly see each other. we continued walking but very slowly, not knowing what was ahead.

just a few more steps forward, a loud snap echoed in the room we were in accompanied with red lights shining the area. we were in the middle of a street with few houses following the side. at the end of the road was a tunnel with the elevator in the center of the tunnel. i looked around at the lights. the redness gave the feeling a not welcoming feeling, like more eyes were on us then the last time. we listened and watched out for any nobody that could be here, but there was no one. not even in the houses. we continued to the tunnel and made our way inside the elevator.

the doors opened to a clean white wall with oak wood floors. nothing on the floor, but a blanket up ahead in front of a window. jisung bent down to it and felt it as i looked out the window. “it’s completely cold, whoever was here hasn’t been here for awhile.” jisung explained. “i think we’re in an apartment complex.” i said. i remember that being one of the places jisung said we could turn up at. jisung stood up and looked at the window as well. just looking at it gave me an uneasy feeling. it was dark ‘outside’, only light coming from all the windows and maybe one of two lamps. jisung turned to me, “let’s keep going.” he said, nodding his way down the hall.

turn after turn we were just greeted by more dead-ends. coming back out of one of the last halls. before we could even make it fully, we stopped in our tracks. there right in front of us was a an opening. like the building had been cut in half. 

we got closer to it. “that would be a long fall.” jisung said as he looked down. i nodded my head. “yeah it would be.” i said. jisung looked at the other opening his could see. “do you think i could make that jump?” he questioned. my eyes widened. “please do not try to make that big ass gap han jisung.” i raised my voice at him. he turned to me, wide eyed. “yes ma’am.” he said giving me a smirk.

we headed back to where the original hall connected to the hall we were just in and the elevator door was right in front of us. like it just appeared out of no where. “well that’s new.” i said as we walked up to it. “yeah, let’s hope that doesn’t happen again.” jisung laughed out as we got in. “on the next stop do you think we can sit down and take a breather?” i asked him. “yeah sure. i don’t mind taking a break at all.” he answered back. 

the doors opened up again to flat land and a singular house. we seated out, taking in our surroundings. it was like we were on a small planet, you could see a slight curve where it circled down and around. the sky was painted in a dusk night with the sun already gone and the stars starting to pop up.

“you picked a good one, y/n.” jisung pointed out as we made our way to the house. the front door was open and a room directly the right of us. a chair and a blanket on the floor. we walked a little further into the house and right there in the corner to the left was the elevator. in front of it on the other wall was a door but it was closed. jisung grabbed the door handle and twisted the knob.

“it’s locked.” he said. “did you still want to rest or did you want to just go since the elevator is right here?” he added. as much as i wanted to go, i couldn’t stand the feeling in the pit of my stomach anymore. i wanted him. right here and now. i walked up to him and placed my hands on his shoulders. i leaned my face close to his, lips barely touching. “did you forget what i told you earlier?” i asked, never breaking eye contact. i could feel his hot breath on my lips. “no.” he said, stealing a look at my lips. 

i leaned in and crashed my lips onto his, him groaning in the process. jisung’s hands went for my hips before dragging them down and to my ass. giving it a hard squeeze. i moaned into the kiss, right before pulling away with jisung chasing after my lips. i giggled and grabbed his forearm, pulling him the first open room we saw. i pressed him against the nearest wall, connecting my lips to his neck. i pushed off his jacket as i left marks on his body. i bit his collarbone, getting my hand under his shirt and pushing it up. jisung quickly threw his cap off and slid his shirt off his body. i kissed down his chest and got on my knees. unbuttoning his pants and unzipping them. i pushed them down his thighs along with his underwear. 

his cock was already halfway hard. i spat on my hand and gripped him. jisung moaned, throwing his head back onto the wall. i ran my hand up and down, my mouth watering at the sight of him. i placed the tip of his cock on my tongue and licked up the bead of pre-cum coming out. jisung looked down at me and brought his hand on the top of my head. i opened my mouth and shoved him in. taking as much as i could. 

“oh fuck y/n.” jisung said as his body tensed up from the feeling of my warm mouth. i bobbed my head back and forth, loving how heavy he felt on my tongue. i moaned around his cock. i moved my hand to his balls and played with them. jisung thrusted his hips forward, making me gag.

“sorry.” he said, pulling his cock out of my mouth. he placed his hand under my chin and tilted my head up. “you aright?” he asked with worried eyes. i nodded my head and smiled. “yeah i’m okay.” i said. “good.” he stated as he got on the floor then kicked off his shoes and pants. jisung grabbed his clothes and laid them behind me. he gently pressed me back to make me lay down.

jisung climbed over me and kissed me as he ran his hands up my body and under my shirt. i froze and grabbed his wrists, making him freeze. “you wanna leave it on?” he asked when he pulled away. “just my shirt, everything else can come off.” i shyly told jisung. “that’s fine.” jisung said with a smile. jisung sat up, running his hands down my body to my sweats. “just so you know, i think you look beautiful.” he said, admiring every curve and roll on my body. i blushed at his statement. he pulled down my sweats and off my legs, taking my shoes off too.

jisung groaned at sight of my underwear, seeing a dark patch on the material. he made eyed contact with me as he laid down. coming face to face with my cunt. jisung placed a kissed right on top of my clit then gave a bold lick, sending shock waves though my body. he hooked his finger around my underwear and pushed it to the side.

he immediately dived in and started eating me out. i threw my head back as i ached my back. my hand found his hair and tugged at it hard. the sounds of his groans vibrated my body. i whined as he pushed his tongue inside my wet hole. I clamped my thick thighs around his head.

“god, you taste so good.” jisung said, spitting on my mound. he ran his finger up my slit before pushing it in. “gotta stretch you out for my cock baby.” he said in a gravely voice, setting up a decent speed. “want you to cum all over my hand.” he said before diving back in. his tongue playing my clit again. “oh jisung!” i yelled out. my breathing picked up as his added a finger, making me clench around him. “curl your fingers up.” i whined out. jisung did exactly what i told him to do. finding my g-spot quickly. i ached my back and angled my hips even more as i felt my orgasm getting closer. making me curl my toes and my legs start to shake.

“harder.” i pleaded, needing more pressure to help me release. jisung pounded fingers hard into me with every pullback curling them up. his tongue danced around my clit as my legs started to shake. “oh fuck, i’m gonna cum!” i moaned loudly. he wrapped his lips around my clit and hummed, which sent me head first into my climax- nearly screaming jisung’s name from my lips. he slowly removed his fingers. patting my clit a few times, making me jolt.

“i love how you scream my name.” he said, sitting back onto his knees. “want more.” i said, spreading my legs out. “i want you inside me, please.” i whined. “fuck, i love that even more.” he said, scooting up so he could line his cock up with my opening. slowly pushing in as he rubbed my sensitive clit. i closed my eyes, running my hands above my shirt. gripping at my boobs. we both moaned as he bottomed out. jisung steaded himself before placing his arms under the back on my knees, holding my legs. he slowly pulled out halfway and slammed back in. 

“fuck.” i whispered. jisung’s eyes never left my body as he began to keep up the pace. watching every closely at my body and how it was jiggle and moving with each thrust. “shit, i’m not gonna last long.” he whined out, gripping my legs hard. i clenched around him at how whiny he sounded. just the sound of our skin hitting the walls of the room and loud moans from the both of us. jisung let go of my legs and laid on top of my body. his hot chest moving against my hoodie, making it come up a little. placing his hands neither side of my head. his hot breath fanning my face.

“you look so good under me. don’t wanna stop fucking this tight little cunt.” jisung said, punching a hard thrust. i wrapped my legs around his waist and arm around his back, burying my head into the crease of his neck. from this angle the pubic bone grazed my clit perfectly. i moaned feeling my second orgasm coming up fast. “gonna cum.” i whispered as i dug my nails into his back from the pleasure. jisung’s thrusts became sloppy and more rough. “me too, where should i cum?” he moaned. “inside. cum inside me, i wanna feel how much you fill me up.” i cried out, he shivered. he wrapped his right arm around the back of my shoulders, pulling my upper half even closer.

“cum with me baby.” he whined, sending a handful of hard thrusts with him pulling almost completely out, only leaving the tip in. slamming his cock deep inside one more time, shooting his hot seed around my walls. triggering my own climax, clenching around him harder than before. he rutted against me, my body feeling like pulp. i slowly released him from my grip, jisung helping me lay down my upper half. 

he sat up and grabbed his soften cock, easing it out of my sensitive hole. both hissing at the feeling. i closed my legs as jisung laid next to me so we could actual catch our breath. i looked over at jisung who was already looking at me. we broke out into smiles and laughter. he rolled over placing his arm loosely around my waist.

“when we get out of here, i wanna take you out of a date.” jisung said with a big bright smile. i felt my eyes widen and cheeks become red. “really?” i asked, making him nodded. “are you sure you want to be seen with a girl like me?” i questioned, glancing down at my bigger body. “i don’t care about that. just the type of person you are and from what i’ve learned so far. you seem like a great woman that i want to get to know more.” he said, making me blush even harder. i smiled at him then had a thought.

“what if when we get out of here we’re not together.” i said. jisung took a deep breath and placed his hand to my cheek. “then i’ll find you.” he said quietly before leaving a gentle kiss on my lips. jisung pulled away and laid back down. “come here.” he sai, opening his arms. i smiled and cuddled into him, laying my head on his chest. 

after a few minutes of cuddling, we got up and put back on our clothes. we were standing in front of the elevator. jisung turned his head to me. “ready?” he asked. “ready as i’ll ever be.” i answered back. we hopped in and watched as the doors closed. “where do you think we’ll go next?” i asked him. “well from what i remember my members telling me. we could end up in a long straight hall and a warehouse. other then those two, i don’t know.” jisung said.

the doors opened up but we weren’t completely on the level we need to be on. jisung and i looked at each other with questioning looks on our faces. jisung looked out to see what the level was. then the elevator cart jolted down a bit. jisung stumbled back into me. i grabbed ahold of his sides as we both looked at the doors. then the cart started falling, making loud screeching noises and lights going off.

“jisung!” i shouted. fear filling my body, heart pounding in my chest. jisung grabbed ahold of my arms and tried his best to face me. “grab onto my forearms y/n!” he yelled over the loud sound. i did what he said and held on tightly. “we’re going be okay!” i heard jisung said. i didn’t know what to do but scream as tears ran down my face. i tried to take a step to jisung but my body didn’t move. that’s when i realized had i closed my eyes.

i snapped my eyes open and saw that we were no longer in the elevator. i screamed out jisung’s name as i panicked. jisung opened his eyes and saw what was happening. i felt my grip of my left hand loosening and sliding down jisung’s arm. “don’t let go!” jisung screamed. “i’m trying!” i cried out as the wind started blowing faster and faster. then the wind hit us from the side, making us spin. both my hands were now at his wrists. jisung digging his fingertips into my skin.

i kept slipping from his grasp, hands to hands. jisung was using all his strength to pull me towards him the wind kept picking up. i looked at him with teary eyes the best i could. “you’ll find me!” i called out. “i promise!” jisung yelled back with tears in his eyes as well. the wind hit us once more from the other direction, making us spin hard.

that time, i lost the grip on jisung. “jisung!” i screamed. “y/n!” he screamed back but he sounded so far away. i kept spinning as the wind took me where it wanted. once i’d stopped spinning i realized i was headed straight to the ground in an alley. nonono. i closed my eyes, not wanting to see the ground getting closer. i landed on a big pile of trash bags, tumbling down them onto the concrete. landing on my side. 

“ow.” i said, looking around me and it was dark. that’s when i heard it. a car. people. a town. i shot up and looked in front of me, just to see a car pass by. “holy shit. i’m back.” i whispered. i got up from the ground and made my way out of the alley. i looked both ways before deciding to go right. i went into the nearest store and asked where i was. i’m home.

i sat in the police station waiting for my family and roommates to arrive. jisung was right about it being 2023. everything. i wouldn’t have made it back here if it weren’t for him. thank you han jisung. i can’t wait to see what you've told me about you and your group.

“y/n!” i heard my best friend called out. i looked up to see them all entering the station. “oh my god!” i said under my breath as i got up and ran to them. i hugged everyone so hard with them asking a million and one questions but being grateful that i was back and safe. “let’s go home first. what i’m going to tell you is crazy.” i told them.

later that night, in my soft bed. in my bedroom. i looked up han jisung and stray kids. jisung described them perfectly. treated each other like brothers. i listened to their music as i fell asleep.

jisung hit the trash bags, landing straight on his back. he groaned in pain of the sun as he removed himself from the stink. he looked around a saw he was in an alley. walking to the end where the street was, he saw that he was back in korea. just outside of jyp entertainment. i’m back! he ran inside the building greeting everyone who had shocked looks on their faces. but he couldn’t care less. he wanted to see is members. he ran to the elevator then stopped, turning around and heading to the stairs. he pushed himself through so many flights of stairs. he opened the hall door and ran down to the practice room, hoping his brothers would be in there. passing all his peers, like members of twice and itzy. 

he nearly broke down the door when he opened it. making everyone inside jump and look. the boys had stopped what they were doing and quickly ran to jisung, hugging him tightly.

“are you okay!”

“you’ve been gone for a full week!”

“what happened to you!”

“did someone kidnap you!”

“we were so scared!”

“one second we were behind us, next you were gone!”

“where have you been!”

jisung just cried being home again. “you’re not going to believe me when i tell you.” he said. explaining the full story, leaving out the sex part. felix and jeongin’s eyes were about to pop out of their head. “jisung, don’t lie.” minho said, rolling his eyes. felix shook his head. “how would he know about the the falling out of the sky! we never told him that.” felix explained. “or elevator failing when you come back!” jeongin added. “if you really did show us the girl.” seungmin said. “i need my phone then.” jisung said. chan quickly got up and ran over to a table, grabbing jisung’s phone.

once in his hands, he unlocked his phone and went straight to instagram. he typed in her fist and last name and she was the second account to pop up. jisung tapped on her icon and went to her profile. he clicked the first photo and noticed that it was posted just a few minutes ago. i scrolled down and looked at the date of the last photo. june 1st, 2019 was her last post. 

jisung showed the boys the proof with the photos, old comments, the article from when she first went missing, where she lives in the world, and even read the caption on her newest photo.

‘i’m back home! i won’t explain to here because it will most likely be on the news. but i can’t help but so grateful to the person i met who helped get me out. thank you so much h.j. i hope that you’re back home and safe as well and hope that we’ll meet again soon.’

after that, the boys believe him. they spent hours talking, completely forgetting about practice. just wanted to be with jisung with the rest of the day. we went out and had dinner. everyone went back to 3racha+hyunjin’s apartment, played games, and watched a movie or two. before finally calling it a night.

jisung laid in bed, staring at his phone. instagram was open once again, but this time he was trying to figure out what to type to y/n. fuck it he siad in his head.

hey, it was easy to find you. we still on for our date?

a few minutes passed before he saw someone typing…

date, time, and where.