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Happy Pride Month BBEG fandom! Have a fake doujin cover of a Shybi (Shy John x Billy) fanfiction that totally doesn’t exists…

Found this and I swear there's no image better fitted to describe my drinking experience

Shy John constantly having to push away any of Billy’s advances, even if he knows that they both reciprocate, because he knows that Billy isn’t in a right state of mind to handle love. Billy knowing this aswell, and yet he still continues with his self-destructive personality because he can’t find any other high to replace it.

Bid him farewell at the doorway once again, poor shy fellow. There he goes again, leaving with another naive muse. Stand there by the doorway, knowing that neither of them will ever know true love, because your beloved refuses to change. Stand there, knowing that when he comes home again, and it will be your arms not her’s that he will look for. You will accept him again, and again, but then you will be the one who has to lay him down to lie alone with his thoughts because you cannot change him. His fault is his person, not your care.

You are too kind to your beloved, but what else can you do? Kindness is the only thing that will stop him from snuffing out his own lights. Stand there knowing that he will rot in his own loneliness, and you will watch because you cannot change anything, only offer kindness. He is a loner with many friends, but you are his best. So why can’t you change anything? Why do you only offer kindness… Why can’t you save him…