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meet the me:
certified wet rat-like mess and omori lover
pansexual, trans guy, he/him
The Omori Dreamscape AU Fan of all time
myboyfriedn is soft nd ilikehim
never sleep enough, am terrified of everything all the time including my own insane hyperfixations
chronic intrusive thoughts, sometimes i talk about my experiences with OCD
i write analyses when im meant to be doing uni shit bc for some reason i cant do anything until ive finished an already planned analysis
i wrote a fun AU where i gave Mari OCD because i needed a means for processing my own OCD - it's here. i'm quite proud of it, i think it's a pretty good exploration of her non-existent character lol.
i can voice act mari, sweetheart, dreamscape's candace and maybe aubrey if i try.
other things i enjoy: any etherane games, vocaloid, zelda botw/totk, scott pilgrim takes off, splatoon (octo expansion), wanshengjie, danganronpa, oshi no ko, bojack horseman, my friends
sometimes you spend so much time writing horrible aus for your silly little multiverse fic that you forget this game actually has a good ending.
i posted like a tiny bit to ao3
considering that the majority of this fic isn't anywhere near done i can't promise regular updates but i hope this... interests people??
next update will be when i finish the mari au
why not put the worst thing i have ever made here too.
context: dreamscape au. may apply to the actual canon if you want. (???)
art by me. song is that one kuromi ai cover of 679. based off something i found on insta.
PafL
Parties are for Losers
From Ferry
You can find it on YouTube for free.
Each song describes some events, usually from the same narrator throughout one song.
It uses Vocaloids which can be interesting.
another ask yayy
I am a massive Vocaloid nerd. you've discovered my weakness.
see you with an analysis soon.
Tell me about yourself! :D
what do you wanna know that isn't already on the me post?? jsjsjhshjshj
i'm really not that interesting. my motivation for writing is purely "i can't draw, but must express my batshit insane levels of creativity".
i like biology and chemistry! i'm particularly interested in therapeutic gene editing, but i can speak on a lot of biology and chemistry topics because i have godlike high school notes. if i can't speak on something, i'll research it until i can. i am interested in psychology, but find the levels of uncertainty in the space unstable.
i'm currently doing a research project on S. aureus bacteria and its high salt tolerance, that's been fun. got to pour nutrient agar recently, waiting for bacteria shipment so i can swab it.
i'm australian, which is a jumpscare for some people. i say 'bah-sil'.
i have OCD, at least speculated OCD. i like to refer to my intrusive thoughts as twitch chat (stole that from a twitter meme) because it makes things even slightly more bearable, but otherwise it's a nightmare. i try my best to talk about my real experiences with OCD, because there's a lot of misinformation and public stigma about the condition. i experienced a lot of "non-stereotypical" symptoms (mental compulsions and avoidance behaviours, for example) as i was growing up, and it really felt like i was going insane a lot of the time, so if i can talk about my experiences and maybe help someone even a little, then maybe things will be a bit better. i dunno.
i was a natural at english (the subject) as a kid, which is probably why i can do analyses well. i used to be quite a bit better at being creative, because i could actually write down my little ocs and such, these days i daydream about them doing things to songs and make the very occasional picrew. (maybe i'll introduce them sometime)
i have an anatomically correct model of a heart? it's from my late grandmother.
i play a lot of switch games, so i've got zelda (botw and totk), splatoon 3, omori, pokemon violet, other stuff. i've played all the etherane games, as well. big gamer. i used to be an anime person, but i kinda ran out of steam to watch anime? i occasionally read manga - i'm trying to keep up with oshi no ko and liar satsuki can see death. i also like yoarashi ni warau. i get all my obscure lesbian psychological thriller from a close friend of mine who is very cool.
Who are your OCs?
Do they like Pizza?
There's four/five universes of OCs, which all mesh together at the end. I'm gonna try not to spoil things because some of these concepts revolve around a big twist, and I don't want to ruin that for a hypothetical reader if this ever becomes a thing.
A very specifically designed anime surrounding psychological abuse and manipulation, called Strings. It's just a wholesome mockery of stereotypical high school anime... or is it? Characters: Shimizu (likes pizza), Tadashi (likes pizza), Kei (not a big fan, but will eat it if it's there), Himawari (likes pizza), Ichiro and Zenjiro (both like pizza), Sachiko (LOVES pizza), Kenji (also loves pizza)
A post-apocalyptic concept idea revolving around the meshing of reality and fantasy. Within it, a young Deity has a goal, and a young Human will do anything to stop her. Not that she really knows what the goal is, but heroes gotta hero. Characters: Mia (loves pizza), Lea (has never tried it but would like it), Miko (doesn't care about pizza), Marisa (probably likes pizza), Herb (can't eat it), Melody (probably likes it, too busy killing people), Avery (some parts like it), Aria (doesn't need to eat), Showstopper (no clue), Lightmind (probably likes pizza)
Mediaeval-style concept which is also unnamed. The MC has a hell of a lot of trauma. No-one has ever tried pizza.
Currently unnamed universe where a group of singers fight off weird monsters. Someone is the same as someone you've met before, and when worlds start to collide, things get a little strange. All of the band likes pizza. I have not named them yet.
When all these universes combine, everyone ends up dying in a desert.
5. A weird little hotel where all the patrons are people who've given up on love. The owner is trying to convince our MC to join... but she's still clinging onto hope. I do not have names for anyone, but they probably like pizza.
representation of me
context 1: ocd (intrsuvei thots)
context 2: i was(/am?) scared of the petscop. i cannot explain it. it has been haunting me for several days. i am presently writing an analysis to cope.
context 3: this video made me literally cry for half an hour straight. still makes me cry a bit.
reviewing chapter 16 of dreamscape, or finally, happiness for the children!
CONTENT WARNING: DISCUSSIONS OF HAPPINESS, PEACE AND SUNFLOWER CANON
Alright! Finally, some good news for the Dreamscape cast!
We've been waiting on this for a while, as the fic is tagged, "It gets worse before it gets better," and it looks like our better has finally arrived, after the Great War!!!
To give a short runthrough of what the Dreamscape AU is, it's a canon convergent post-game fluff fanfic which follows Sonny, Basil, Aubrey, Kel, Hero and Mari living in a house together (with Mewo of course!!). They're all obsessed with this cute little game called Dreamscape, and the fic follows their daily activities (with a dash of romance!) as they work to live a happy and normal life after the Great War.
Dreamscape as a game is not particularly symbolic - it's just a MarioKart replica with character creation - but the way the characters use the game provides a catalyst for their development. For example, we know that Sonny and Basil have something going on, and this is because Sonny is always requesting that the two play Dreamscape together, and his character in the game is bright rainbow. Colours are easy to access in the game - in fact, it's much harder to go fully monochrome because of the Great War.
Donut is my personal favourite character in the text, but Jude comes a close second. Donut is a tall, clever ftm top who never gets flustered over praise, and Jude has a large peniThey live on a houseboat along with Kouta, their very very active track runner friend. He's always running laps around the house. The group contrasts to Pianoboi's clone, Sonny, as well as the main group, mean they serve as useful secondary characters, juxtaposing with the contrast of comparison. The group were all present during the Great War, and they love playing the Sims 4!!!
Let's look at where our characters are. Mari is perfect and flawless, just as she should be in canon. Basil is a recovering alcoholic, and Sonny is not traumatised. Kel has a clue, Aubrey is as bubbly as ever and Hero lazes around with Mewo all day. This is hugely different from before the Great War!! Look at how far they've come :)
If you remember from before (I barely did, it's been so long!!), Chapter 12 was an incredibly obvious and normal chapter which introduced nothing into the text!! Except the Great War.
Overall, ten stars. No plot, but pure, pure fluff. Exactly what @omoriboii aimed for :)
