Sending Platonic Hugs - Tumblr Posts

TW: grooming

Translations from ukrainian are under the pictures

I loved you. Well, I thought it was it.

We never met in person, but you were closer than anyone else.

You told me that i was mature for my age, and it made me so proud!

When you told me what you would like to do to me, I felt myself so good.

I wanted this. I thought about this. Still thinking sometimes.

I did many things because of this desires. And you had photos of all this. You liked it.

It felt like I was on fire. Like I was melting under all of this.

I was 11. And you joked that you will be imprisoned. I was laughing.

But then you got bored. And you disappeared.

I still can’t see myself or others normally. It’s like everyone sees me only as an object, and I see everyone like that. It’s scary to talk, to go out, to exist.

But I loved you.