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SHINAZUGAWA BROTHERS STANDEE LETS GOOOOOOOOOOOO

Hey guys!

I can hear y'all asking for part 2 of 'You should have told me' haha! Don't worry, don't worry I'll publish it soon.

My tiny head did come up with something....majestic. She does that sometimes. What do y'all think of a story series for Niragi Suguru from Alice in Borderland? I don't see much good plot for this bad boy so let's give him some love - ehem even if he's a jerk - everyone deserves love!

I have a good plot i promise! Stay tuned for part 2 of You should have told me 🩷

lotsoflove♡

I should have. (Part 2 of You should have told me)

(Sanemi x Reader)

TW: Cursing, Slight NSFW, Cheating

Fuck.

That's the only thing I can think of when I woke up in the woman's bed. A woman I don't know but looks familiar. Now I remember, she's that waitress that served us last night. She kept staring at me and making eye contact it was easy to figure out what she wanted.

Once his colleagues left, he stayed behind for a smoke. He noticed the waitress from earlier walking up to him. Her uniform buttoned halfway through revealing her cleavage. He chuckled, he knows what she wants.

She rubbed herself all over him, moaning and playing with his belt. He groaned when she grinded on his growing groin.

Just once wouldn't hurt, right?

Here he was rushing to go back home, he just ran a red light but he didn't care. The adrenaline was still in his blood. He couldn't believe what he just did, he slept with a random woman. Another woman. He laughed, he felt stupid but at the same time he felt free. He didn't feel tied down.

He went straight to the kitchen after arriving, all the lights were off already indicating that his fiancee is now sleeping. A little note was sticking on the fridge door.

Hey darling, your dinner is inside. Don't forget to heat it up. I love you!

It read. He leaned on the kitchen isle just now realizing what he's done. He did a horrible thing. And if she finds out. She won't, because he won't do it again.

He'll stop. He won't see that woman again. He doesn't want to hurt (Y/N).

He's stupid.

Here he was, once again bedding the same exact woman. It's been like this for a few months, she fed his hunger for riskiness. Once they were done, they laid together, sharing a cigar. He went back to his old habits again. Of course he ain't gonna let his soon to be wife know. This is just temporary, right? Yeah, of course it is.

"So, when should we meet again?" The woman asks, puffing out a smoke. Sanemi fanned the smoke away. A habit he learned from his fiancee, she has a hard time inhaling smoke as it makes it hard for her to breath. "Dunno, I'll text ya'." He replies, taking the cigar from her. She noticed the ring on his finger, she began laughing a little.

"What?" Sanemi raised an eyebrow. What was so funny? "Oh nothing." She answers, lighting another cigarette. "It's just funny how you're still wearing that." Her eyes landed on his ring. He scoffed. "Don't be mad now." She purred, beginning to climb on his lap. Trailing kisses from his abdomen up to his neck. "I have you, on my bed." She laughs once again making Sanemi roll his eyes.

Before he committed his infidelity once again, he made sure to take off his ring first. To get it out of the way, her hair was getting caught in it anyways. He set it down the nightstand and began to bed her once again for the 4th time that night.

That night he went home, (Y/N) was already asleep. He watched her figure, breathing so calmly. Unaware of what was happening. He made sure to put back on his ring this time, he won't let her catch him without his ring again. He didn't like her expression as she watched him look for it in his bag.

He went on his usual routine before laying down beside her. She looked so Innocent, the moonlight on her face made her look more beautiful. He stroked her hair before giving a kiss on the head and falling asleep beside her.

The next morning, he woke up to the smell of food and coffee. (Y/N) was no longer beside him, this was he routine. Take care of him and the house. While he worked tiredly. He sighed, getting yet another tiring day ahead. He already texted his mistress that he'll meet her later.

He got to the kitchen, he rubbed his face already feeling the stress of work. He ate his food and drank his coffee. Completely unaware of the neglected woman in front of him. "Ah, I have to go." He rushed to get out of the house, (Y/N) caught up to him asking for his ring so she can have it cleaned. Such a caring woman.

But the ring wasn't on his finger, again. She was making that weird face just like she did at that time. Fuck, fuck, fuck. He forgot to put it back on again. He began to awkwardly look for the ring inside his bag. He breathed a sigh of relief when he found it. He handed hr the ring and hurriedly left, no good-bye. Nothing. (Y/N) just stood there staring at the door.

Her chest felt heavy, but she disregarded it and went on with her day. And here he was again, meeting up with his woman. He could just do this with (Y/N). The problem is, she's not as adventurous in bed. Unlike her, he liked the things she did for him. All kinds of dirty things. Ones that (Y/N) would never even think of doing with him.

He loved (Y/N), but he wanted to experience these things before getting married first. That's all. So that day, he did the unthinkable. (Y/N) had texted him that she'll be out longer as she's going to be with her friends. The stupidest thing was suggested by his other woman.

Let's do it in your house.

Man, was she bad. How can he resist. So they did it. In the living room, the shower and bed he and (Y/N) shared. He can tell she liked it by the way she moaned and screamed his name. It turned him on even more. Pounding away on the bed as she held onto the plushie he bought (Y/N). He couldn't think of anything else besides the release they were both anticipating. They did it until late.

(Y/N) didn't come home that night. He thought she may have just slept over at a friend's house. He was right, but so unaware of what was to come next.

"Shinazugawa, I don't want to be with you anymore."

"I know."

With that one phrase, he felt his soul leave his body. He's stupid, so fucking stupid for not stopping the affair he was having. His ring. He dirtied himself and painted the love she gave him black. He knows what he did was wrong, why didn't he stop? Just why? Here she was, slaving away to serve and take care of him. He just had to ruin everything! He questioned himself over and over again. That was when he noticed the bags on the floor, multiple of them. Was she going to leave?

He tried to apologize properly, he knelt in front of her. Begging, he wished he could take everything back. Well that wasn't happening. "Did my cooking suddenly taste bad to you?", "Is she better than me?", "You did such a disgusting thing Shinazugawa." She mumbled to herself. Her eyes looked empty. She didn't cry. Not one tear left her eyes.

I was starting to lose it when she laughed. She's laughing, at a thing like this. "Why are you laughing..." I asked myself. "I, no longer feel anything for you." She said. What?

"Makes me wonder if I really did love you."

What? What does she mean? If she really did love me? Her indifference hurt. I know I don't deserve to feel hurt, but her words were like a thousand paper cuts. I sobbed uncontrollably. My words turned to mush trying to apologize over and over again. Someone was honking their car outside making the headache I had even more painful. She knelt down to my level, looked me in the eyes with her empty ones and handed me her ring before bolting out the room.

I tried to grab her hand and pull her back to talk but I was too late. Too slow. Too stupid, too disgusting just like she said. What I did had no excuse, but I still wanted her in my life. I began to knock on the car window all while trying to stop Iguro from loading the car with (Y/N) luggage. The neighbors began to peak out the window to see the commotion. I know it looks like a mess but I didn't care. (Y/N) was leaving and I don't have a way to stop her.

"Please! Give me another chance!" I yelled, I know she can hear me from inside the car and even see me. But I couldn't see her from the blacked out car window. The car began to drive away and my heart skipped a beat. I don't know where Iguro's taking her. "No! (Y/N)!" I ran after the car, it was stupid but the reality before me felt like death itself. My legs grew tired and I inevitably stopped running. Fresh tears streamed down my face as I walked back to the now empty house.

My phone vibrated indicating a message, it was from (Y/N). I immediately opened it hoping that it was her telling me that she'll be back. But, of course, who am I kidding?

"You should have told me."

I can't feel here anymore. I can't see her anymore. So many I can'ts. I screamed and thrashed around. I passed out on the couch after that. Waking up to darkness. I rubbed my swollen eyes. I turned on the light and looked around, it was a mess. "(Y/N)?" I called out. Then it all came down to me. She left me. The sadness came back and I sat down on the floor crying my eyes out passing out once again from exhaustion.

The next few months were a blur. I missed her. I wonder how she is. Is she seeing someone else? That thought stung. Ha, who am I to feel hurt when I'm the one at fault here. I've been drinking the pain away. I stopped smoking again. The once lively house, now looks dull. The things she left, I kept it. Hugged her dress during the night. I just know I'm not moving on anytime soon.

One thing I really wanted to do was to apologize properly. I asked Iguro to let me talk to (Y/N), I didn't have any intention on begging her to take me back. I don't deserve such a woman.

Iguro said he'll talk to (Y/N). It was hard to fight the urge to hug him but, the looks he was giving me the entire time just screamed murder. I kept my phone with me at all times, just in case I get anything from Iguro or (Y/N). To my surprise, a message from her number popped up. It was the address of the coffee shop she visited often, she agreed to talk to me.

The day came and I sat on the table which was nearest the lake that can be viewed from the cafe. This was her favourite spot. I felt a little anxious, I still want to beg her to give me a second change. Even though I don't deserve it.

I looked at the door every time the little bell that hung on top of it rang. It was then that she walked in. She looked gorgeous as ever. Happier, even. She saw me and flashed a smile. Makes my heart flutter but was quickly replaced by pain once I remembered what she's here for.

"Shinazugawa-san." She chirps, a small smile adoring her face. "You're still as beautiful." I said without thinking, she was silent for a second then laughed. A carefree laugh. Her actions indicated that she was happy. And that she was.

"I'm sorry." I say, "Y-You didn't deserve that, I really did love you..." I tried to stop myself from crying because we were in public. She didn't speak, only listened. "I'm so, so sorry (Y/N)." My hands trembled, I let myself lose the woman who gave me love so genuinely. "If only I could turn back time, I would take care of you better." The guilt has been eating me alive. 3 months have already passed since that painful day. "Shinazugawa-san. I forgive you." She spoke so softly, what she said made it even harder for me to hold back my tears. A choked sob passed my lips as the tears stained my face.

"Please make sure to take good care of next person that will love you."

Her kindness never failed to overwhelm me. That was what draw me to her in the first place. Her gracefulness, patience, soft spoken. She's an entire package. We talked a bit more, catching up a little bit. Who knew we'll be sitting across each other after all that happened. She was as cheerful as ever. Sadly, our time ended and I knew, that this was going to be the last time.

"Let me take you home." I offered, she chuckled and shook her head. "It's alright, I have some one to meet after." She smiled. A smile that I knew, that smile was for me once. We said our good-byes and walked our separate path. I watched her walk away, from me, from the future we could've had if it wasn't for me.

I looked at her one last time, before walking to my car before driving off.

If I told her, things would be different. I should have told her.

END

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Ha! Did y'all seriously think I was gonna let y'all go back to a cheater? Nu-uh sisters!

Now repeat after me. I DESERVE BETTER.

You read it? Now do me a favor and remember that. If someone did you wrong, no matter how wrong it is. Forgive and forget. Cause if you stay stuck on that pain? Baby you're the one that's losing.

ANYWAAAAYS. I'm open for requests! So go on and drop me a message and I'll do my best.

Thank you so much for the support. lotsoflove♡

Me stealing food from the kitchen

On the nerd-prep-goth-jock scale, you’d THINK Giyuu Tomioka is goth or emo, but he’s NOT.

He’s a jock. He’s depressed, but he’s a jock.

He does Sportsball, kendo, and swimming. He’s also a bit of a nerd, depending on the subject, but he’s NOT goth. You think he knows who mcr is?? Evanescence?? No. He doesn’t know shit.

You know who is goth?? Obanai, Sanemi, and Shinobu. THOSE three are on the goth/emo/punk spectrum.

Giyu's what?!..

Pairing: giyu x reader (any gender)

(platonic)

Butttt reader is giyuu's sister

Requested by: me, myself and i

One day giyuu's sister/brother/sibling became a hashira

This is a head cannon on what the hashiras reaction

(sorry if this is bad I've never written this kind of fanfic before,and sorry for my bad English)

•when he heard that someone became a hashira (which is you)

•(i don't know what breathing style you want, so I'm letting you choose)

•and they found out that reader is giyuu's sister/brother/sibling (you've told your name obviously)

•sanemi is the type when you walk in or just spoken a single word will curse the sh!t out of you (this man is mad for no bloody reason)

But if master ubayashiki said to be nice to you he might or not

•obanai is the type to avoid you (cough past trauma cough if you a girl)

But if your a boy he doesn't talk to you much and just ignore since you're giyuu's sibling afterall

(if your not a boy or a girl mostly each of these if you look like a boy then he will do what I wrote and if your a girl looking. Sorry I couldn't think for a specific gender)

• mitsuri is the type to always greet you, random hugs

(if you had long hair she will braid it)

(if you had short hair she will pigtails it)

(if your bald she mostly put head band on it)

But if your a boy hohoho some btch will watch you from afar having an intrusive thoughts about you

(just what I explained earlier I don't know how to make a specific gender)

• shinobu is the type to greet you and tease giyu you most of the time like

"my my I didn't know giyu can have friends"

•uzui is the type to tease you if your a girl like he'd be on he's knees and beg you to be he's 4th wife (oh god)

(if you wear something shiny like necklace earrings etc. He will call you ✨FLASHY✨)

If your a boy maybe or maybe not you may came in counter the HOT FLASH duo you migth be trio ( I don't know how to describe this-)

•himejima is the type to go soft on you whatever your gender is he will sometimes show you he's kitties

(he might be scary at first but you will know he's very soft)

•rengoku is the type to respect you he will instantly know what your pronounce will be and yes he will shout a loud good morning to everyone he knows your boundaries he can random headpat you even if your taller or storter than him

•miuchiro is the type to forgot who you are

(if you act motherly/fatherly/ parently he may not forgot about you )

Bonus:

Giyu doesn't show any emotion towards the others but he can have a soft spot on you

You are both the opposite you are joyful and he's the calm one but you still get along

After your parents and your elder sister death you made a promise to protect each other at all cost (mostly him)

FINALLY DONE

This is my first head cannon that I've made

Why are the shinazugawa siblings are SOOOO FINE

Please let me lick that arm of yourssss

SPOILERS AHEAD

DID Y'ALL NOTICE TAMAYO IS WALKING IN THE OPPOSITE SIDE-

The way they fought with their lives just for nobody to even believe that demons existed 😭(well i guess yoshiteru believes in them)

(IM STILL LITERALLY CRYING EVEN THO IVE SEEN THIS A MILLION TIME!!)

NO COS THE FUCKIN GASP I GUSPED WHEN I SAW THIS????

Today is the day! Where our neighborhood hothead becomes the center of attention once again!! Please welcome, Sanemi Shinazugawa!! The Wind Pillar! The Suicidal Maniac! The Big Brother! Kanae's Secret Love Intrest! My Unfortunate Comfort Character!!

I just wanna wish him an AMAZING BIRTHDAY!! May he be in denial of his feelings for a bit longer ✨️ But pleasantries aside, why the hell is he so HOT?!? He has so many fucked up scars and weird ass eyes, but he still looks so damn good. He is like a 10 every single day. While I look like a 6 on a great day. AND I HAVE EYEBROWS!!! >:( Am I jealous of the fact that he is so pretty? Yes. Do I care? No. I'm just gonna enjoy his bare chest a while longer.

★ Sanemi Shinazugawa Icons !

I have a real question about demon slayer

To visit or go to the village the route is unknown right ?

So the Kakushi needs to carry the demon slayer ? Who they carry Tengen and Gyomei ?

I mean do you see them ? And do you see the Kakushi ?

How can they carry that ?

Please answer me I need to know 😭

Gyomei Himejima = 130 kg (287 lbs) and 220cm

Uzui Tengen = 95 kg (209 lbs) 195cm

OKAY I NEED HELP, LIKE REALLY.

I suddenly remembered this author who wrote a knyxreader fic, but when I opened their acc link on my notes it won't open anymore (I dont have tumblr that time when I was accessing their fics)

All I know is that the name of their tumblr is hanakages tumblr? YEAH THAT and they had Kyojuro's mother as their pfp if I'm not mistaken.

I know that the last time I've read their fics is in 2021 but, if you can, can you pls help this dear reader to find that user? I really want to check out if that fic of theirs is still up and ongoing or if their acc is still active cause I want to follow them+their works(I think they have an alt acc if I'm not mistaken, but idk what's the name) T-T

THANK YOU GUYS!!! LOTS OF LOVE 🩵🩵🩵🩵🩷🩷🩷🩷

P.s

Sadly, I can't remember its title since the last time I read their fic is in 2021 :(( but I could describe it. The reader is Tanjiro's big sister in the fic and uses a breathing technique that is kinda similar to Zenitsu's (I think it's thunder if I'm not mistaken)

P.s.s

If some of you are also trying to find this fic (along with its author), the updates are in the comments/notes :)) 🩵

P.s.s.s

The author has an ao3 acc, you guys can check it on the comments if you're interested 🩵

𝓢𝓪𝓷𝓮𝓶𝓲 𝓒𝓾𝓭𝓭𝓵𝓲𝓷𝓰 𝓗𝓮𝓪𝓭𝓬𝓪𝓷𝓷𝓸𝓷𝓼

a/n - Please Request...

He will not like it at first.

His reaction to you trying to cuddle for the first time would go not well.

He would push you away at first. Not wanting that step to be taken. He doesn't want or like to be vulnerable in any sense.

He definitely has a fear of intimacy because he also has a fear of losing people he cares about. So he doesn't want to get close so when he does lose someone it will hurt less in his mind.

But when he sees the disappointment in your eyes the more he rejects your cuddles the nagging feeling inside him finally gets too big and he gives in.

He is the big spoon. No one can convince me otherwise. He loves the feeling of you in his arms because it make him feel like he is protecting you from everything.

He sways your hips along with his.

He cuddles in silence because he just wants to hear you breathe.

He grips everything he can, pulling you closer to him.

He controls your movements with his body.

You better never pull away from him or else he will pull you closer and not let you go for the next few hours.

You are watching your life flash before your eyes as the demon blood courses through your veins.

As you writhe in pain and agony your memories fade away.

The last thing you feel and see is your love hugging you tightly as he sobs.

"I am sorry my dear."

Listen. Sanemi is canonically colorblind after the incident with his mother.

What if Sanemi has a demon partner who has a blood demon art that controls what people see, changing what is infront of them.

Maybe one day Sanemi opens up to her about his color blindness and she decides to make him see color again with her blood demon art.

Now every time they cuddle under the beautiful sky she makes him see all the beautiful colors

Quick little Sanemi doddle :)

You wake up in the middle of the night to frantic shuffling beside you. The sound of sobs hit your ears and the grip around you tightens.

You wrap your arms around your lover. Comforting them like they had done to you.

Sanemi, Gyutaro, Genya, Obanai, Giyuu, Akaza

Micron 0.1/0.05/Copic Markers/Polychromos