Ripped My Heart Out - Tumblr Posts

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3 years ago

Fruits Basket is wild because the premise is "Haha! Wow! These Pretty Anime Men turn into Animals when theyre hugged and then when they turn back they're NAKED!!! 😳😳😳 ehe silly anime!" but then you watch it and its like. Every Character on this show is physically, financially, and emotionally controlled by one person with immeasurable wealth and power. the main characters stories revolve around their slow recovery from the trauma of physical/verbal abuse, sexual manipulation, and neglect. there's a love triangle that isnt even about Who Gets The Girl, but rather each individual's growth as a human being, understanding that they are worthy of love and compassion, that there are people in this world who will love them, unconditionally, and that they DESERVE to be loved. love EXISTS and nothing about them makes them unworthy of whole, unbiased love. that realization is a pivotal part of their healing and it's a central theme of the show that comes up for each and every character, whose own journeys follow that same thread of healing past wounds with compassion, love, and friendship.

and then they like. barely ever turn into animals.

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my friend's mom back in 5th grade basically described it like the first line so i was like aight cool I'll watch it but it was the one from '04 or whatever so i read the manga afterward and just ripped my heart out and reading/watching it again as an adult? oof
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95306
6 years ago

It's all I know how to do.

“Numbing the pain for a while will make it worse when you finally feel it.”

— J.K. Rowling

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breakup hurt heartache heartbreak ripped my heart out i miss you i need you i need him i need help missing you needing you now that it's over bandaid can't stop the pain things i can't say out loud things i can't say to you you broke my heart you broke me I love you you HIM !!!! you vs him
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95306
6 years ago

FML

Oh God if only this dating app would stop suggesting my ex boyfriend.

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one sided love unrequited unrequited love unrequited feelings heartbreak you broke me heartache breakup i need you missing you i miss you lost love alone heart break lonely lovers you broke my heart things i can't say to you how it ends things i can't say out loud caught feelings feelings i need him needing you how it should have ended how it ended now that it's over slap in the face ripped my heart out ripped open
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95306
5 years ago

Monday 1735

I finally realized it today, you are never going to leave her.

No matter how much I love you. No matter who I walk away from.

You are never, ever going to be mine.

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spilled ink excerpt from a book i'll never write spilled words spilled thoughts spilled writing excerpt from a story i'll never write excerpts from my heart heartache heartbroken heartbreak broken heart the other woman adultery Affair love affair hurt this is how it ends things i can't say to you things i can't tell you things i can't say out loud things i shouldn't say ripped my heart out one sided love I love you love lovers unrequited love it's been three years why has it taken me so long
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95306
5 years ago

Thursday 1934

I think it is over.

Again.

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i need you excerpt from a story i'll never write excerpt from a book i'll never write heartbreak ripped my heart out i miss you I love you I LOVE HIM things i can't say to you things i can't say out loud i can't save you things i can't tell you I CANT DO THIS im dying inside i never wanted this I never expected this i never thought it would hurt so bad
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95306
5 years ago

Monday 2110

You play slow and I wonder if you are drinking tonight

If you have drank enough to kiss her the way you kissed me

If you have drank enough to tell me you love me one more time

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spilled ink breakup i need you excerpts from my writing excerpts from my life excerpt from a story i'll never write excerpt from a book i'll never write spilled thoughts spilled words spilled feelings spilled heart I love you heartbreak unrequited you ripped my heart out ripped my heart out alone the other woman my person love affair Affair break up thoughts now that it's over somebody else i miss you I miss us
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5 years ago

Saturday 1523

I dreamed of you last night; interspersed with the nightmares, weaving in and out of different kinds of terror.

I dreamed of finding the messages I sent, all the things I've been holding back, all the things I think but never say, I dreamed of finding them sent in my sleep, oh beg your pardon for my slip of the finger but I can't take it back now.

I was secretly disappointed to realize it was only a dream.

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