Relathionship - Tumblr Posts
[07.12.2021]
You know, I want to be distant with people to see if I am the one who takes the initiative to make sure they know I’m present, I want them to actually ask how I’m feeling and if I’m okay.* but I shouldn’t because I’m just ruining my mental health if I do that.
I don’t want to do anything. I have no motivation. I shouldn’t be overwhelmed, I did this to myself, I was the one procrastinating the whole day, it’s on me.
I need to stop blaming myself, I also (off topic) should hold people accountable for what they did instead of considering how they feel before mine, they should feel bad for me sometimes instead of telling them not to worry about me.
Sorry, I went on a little tangent.
*my friend actually asked that today because I was a little off and I actually appreciated it
I…I need to be a little selfish sometimes. I take care of my friends, I do like caring for them but it’s so tiring sometimes, I want to be cared for. No one takes care of me except myself. I don’t want to seem like I want anything back for everything I did for them, all my actions come from love, but I want to feel loved too.
I feel like an attention seeker, but honestly yeah. I am and idc, I want people to pay attention to me. I want people to check up on me sometimes and genuinely mean it.
I hate this. I hate this feeling.
[26.03.2022 - 17:35]
The amount of love I can give to a person is unreal, but the universe isn’t allowing me to give that love. Idk if that’s a good thing or a bad thing. Is it protecting me bc it knows I deserve the best? Or am I just not putting myself out there enough?
[17:55]
You’re sitting on the bleachers of an empty baseball field watching as the sun goes down. All of yours and their favourite snacks with a drink in hand. You and the person(s) who mean so much to you have simple - yet meaningful conversations about whatever your heart desires…
Enjoying the simple moments of your youth.
I want cuddles 💖🥰
Happy Pride Month but also Pride isn't just a month it's everyday.💖🏳️🌈🥰
I myself am bi/pan.
Happy Pride Month to my fellow LGBTQIA+!!!, even though this is and needs to be celebrated 365 and 24/7.
I am bisexual.
And I am pansexual.
