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I was thinking on the way home from therapy... Arranged marriages. Cause I mean Mammon is a prince so it's possible to totally set him up with someone. Maybe it's some sort of arrangement to like... keep peace between rings or something? I dunno I'm tired, but I was thinking about this regardless.
also, i know this might sound corny but like.... please be nice to other people online. not even trying to say this in a like a, 'oh because you never know what they might be going throughhhh' kind of way just like. be nice man. stop hate following along with things. be more patient with strangers. stop trying to get off cunty one liners for your five seconds of smirking like a dreamworks poster protag.
ive said it before but as a tool and a 'place', i really love the internet, genuinely. i dont like the resignation that it has to be, and stay, a place thats full of misery and fighting. ive met a lot of really wonderful people here, and i think we could all have a nice time together if everyone did their part to make it so that was possible. im not speaking down to you as someone whos never made these mistakes, im asking as someone whos also made them alongside you.
Also speaking about Cadmium I've been meaning to talk about what happened to him but it's sorta... graphic and I'm not sure how to go about tagging it.
Also uh.. Like this post if I can send you stuff like memes and such or random asks. Recently followed some people and I'm dumb and need reaffirmation. Hope that's okay.
I gave him a bath and he's salty with me.
Yesh my little baby Jacinth. That's Mammon's baby girl. She's a little moff because Mammon is a bug and any child of his will have some bug aspect to them because of him. She's a little cutie-patootie that likes bothering her father even when he's working and shiny things. I should do more with her honestly... I've just been so sick!
do what makes you happy, not what you think would make others happy. want to make a new blog even though you haven't been active on your current one(s)? do it. want to reply to one thread immediately ― even though others have been sitting in your drafts way longer ― because it's the only one you currently have muse for? do it. want to reblog another meme despite your inbox being full of unanswered ones already? do it. want to take some time off to focus on other stuff? do it. no one but you can tell you what to do; if it's something you want, just go for it. this is your blog and your decision on how you want to handle things. because at the end of the day, it matters only that you're happy with it, not what others may think about it.
Also I'm still trying to get a feeling for Knight AU Mammon (who I call Mark... I think; just to help differentiate from the others). I'm not sure how to write him perse? Like I want him to be different but not too different if that makes sense. Like more colder... or something, I dunno.
I wonder what kind of VC I should give Firefly... They don't talk much if at all unless they're prompted to by their master or otherwise, but they do and they're usually soft-spoken with some rasp from misuse.
Friend: "Where is my gun?" Me: "Up my ass." Friend: "What's it doing in there??"
Asher has a great voice =w= It's a shame he's not a performer...
My birthday gift for my godson arrived today 🤗
If you don't judge people for saying "sorry adhd brain" in public, then don't judge people for saying "sorry schizophrenia brain" in public
If you correct people when they misuse the term "ocd" then you need to correct people when they misuse the terms "psychotic", "delusional", "hallucinating" and "schizophrenic"
If you don't stare, laugh at or fear a stranger in public flapping their hands, then you need to do the same for a stranger in public talking to someone who isn't actually there.
If you give a trigger warning to sensitive topics then you need to give a trigger warning to unreality and false information as a prank.
If you want to normalize medication like antidepressants you also need to normalize medications like antipsychotics.
If you don't like people without your disorder joking about it online and report it as harassment, then you need to do the same for the tons of nonschizophrenics making "schizoposting" memes to make fun of us.
Just please include schizo-spec and psychotic acceptance into your mental illness/neurodiversity acceptance. We are part of your community whether you like it or not. We are constantly stigmatized, misrepresented and made fun of. We do what we can to help you, please return the favor.
Mental illness/neurodiversity acceptance is an ongoing action. We will get nowhere in the long run if we split the community into the "in" group and the "out" group. We could all accomplish so much if we worked together. But you need to include the "weird" people that don't fit into your aesthetic and don't fit the social norms.
Us psychotics and schizo-specs have been struggling for years and have been the only people fighting for ourselves while the people we plead to barely see us as human. If you are nonpsychotic and nonschizo-spec, you can help us more than you realize. Please include us and stick up for us the same way we have been including and sticking up for you.
Seems a lot of people like Asher being an actual fox.. heehee.
Should write a drabble at some point at how Chimera and Asher met, got real close before Chimera got taken away and entirely reprogrammed.
If I was a fox, I'd be a bat-eared fox:
I don’t just ship for smut.
When I say ’ I ship this ’, It’s not due to the fact I want to see yaoi or any form of smut between the pair. It’s for all the other great things. I like to build relationships. bonds, trust. And hey, the heart wrenching stuff too! That trust can be broken within seconds, shit can hit the fan, and hey let’s throw in some angst in there that will initially make our ship stronger. Sure, smut makes any roleplayer go Ajdjsdshksdjhjf but I like everything else that comes with it, the fluff, the simple moments. Tagging things that remind me of that ship, sending sweet asks or just even normal asks to build on our own characters as well as their relationship.
That’s how I define my ships.
I wonder if I should make a side-blog for my ideas for the others sins... If I do would anyone be interested in interacting with said sins?
...That wasn't what I was looking for Google but that's an interesting tidbit of information kjanegkjaeg