Poor Jimmy - Tumblr Posts

do you think cas felt it when jimmy died ? how long did it take for him to realize the weight in the back of his being had disappeared ? or was it gradual.. did cas feel jimmy dying ? this light of faith and loyalty blinking and fading out , overwhelmed by inhuman grace for just a little too long ? does cas feel lighter after jimmys death , no longer sharing a home in his body ? or is the absence returned tenfold with a guilt so intense it takes everything in cas not to buckle under it ? how does cas mourn him once he realizes what has happened ? does he ignore it , the pain too much and he too busy ? does he take a page out of the winchester book of grief and drink himself silly (ridding an entire town of liquor for a week) ? or does he try and do his best to give jimmy a proper funeral. a handmade headstone in a flower field out in the middle of nowhere reading ‘in fond memory’. what about heaven ? does cas visit jimmy to beg for forgiveness ? do you think that cas did everything in his power to make up for this one transgression by making jimmys heaven a work of art tailored to relieve an innocently devout man of the tragedy he’s faced. do you think that jimmy , with time , learns to have faith again ? from heaven does he watch cas try to protect claire and realize that maybe things will be okay ? does he see cas’ unyielding love for jack and think to himself that he might have played a hand in that love , that cas holds onto the parental love he saw in jimmy and use that as a foundation for his own ? do you think cas is grateful for jimmy , knowing that his first experience with humanity made him into the man he became ?
DOES ANYONE THINK OF JIMMY AS MUCH AS I DO ? NO ? OKAY THATS COOL
Rando 1AM thoughts whilst painting: Part 1
Destiel AU one-shot
What if, for some absolutely out of the blue reason, Cas had to go somewhere in an astral form and Jimmy regained consciousness, only to find himself in a 'wtf did I drink' situation???
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It felt like he'd just awoken from a dream for Jimmy, comfortable and warm in the best bed he had ever slept in. Jimmy deserved a lie in, given that his body is usually being inhabited by a monster hunting angel, and snuggled into this amazingly warm and perfect pillow with a content sigh.
It was fine until Jimmy felt the pillow... chuckle?? And something wrap around him, keeping him in place
Jimmy looked up, only to be met with the lopsided grin and sparkling, apple green eyes of Dean Winchester if he was remembering correctly. He was just about to voice his confusions when-
"Well good morning to you too sleepyhead," the hunter smirked, proceeding to trail soft kisses along Jimmy's neck before gently connecting their lips together.
And that was when Jimmy realised he was in bed, pinned to Dean Winchester's chest, and both of them were quite naked...
"This is not what I signed up for when I gave my body to an angel..."