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character (s) ♡ tsukasa tenma , emu otori

type ♡ headcannons

warnings ♡ sh , relapsing , blade mention , implies of su!c!dal thoughts , directly states that tsukasa has known about this beforehand

a/n ♡ intended lowercase . can be read / interpreted as platonic, romanic, however you'd like !! i hope all of you are safe and doing well !! if you ever have these thoughts , if youre comfortable , reach out to someone ❀ i hope this was okay !

tsukasa tenma . . . 天馬司

this wasnt the first time tsukasa has seen your scars .

though hes loud , he can tell when the people close to him are hurt .

but recently , the days have gotten so much harder for you , and though you regretted it , you ended up breaking your sh-free streak .

you felt horrible watching the blade pierce your skin , but the sound of the door opening behind you did nothing to ease you .

" [name]? where did you go? "

you hastily tried to cover your arm , but your position and horrified expression had given you away quickly .

tsukasa stared at you for a moment with a disappointed expression .

he wasnt disappointed in you , but disappointed you felt you needed to do this to yourself .

he said nothing as he left the room for a moment , walking back in with a first aid kit as he kneeled down to your level .

he uncovered your hand / sleeve ( or whatever you used to attempt to hide the marks )

he whispered apologies as he heard your quiet hisses in response to the alcohol wipes as he cleaned your scars .

as he continued and finished bandaging you up , he grabbed a pack of markers on the dresser , he drew small stars , along with smiley faces and flowers .

when he was done , he smiled up at you softly .

" whenever you think about disappearing , or feel the need to do this again , ill be here to help you through it . "

emu otori . . . 鳳えむ

recently , emu had felt . . off .

not about herself , though .

she felt off about you .

she could feel your smiles werent genuine anymore .

though she was nervous , she eventually had to confront you about it , only dismissing her with an ' im fine ' .

but during practice, she had caught a glimpse of your arm under your long sleeves when you moved your hand to perform a move .

after practice , she pulled you aside asap .

" [name]-..! so.. uhm. during practice, i saw something on your arm right about here. "

she tapped on your wrist , and your heart fell to your stomach as emu's eyes were locked on you .

" please.. i dont know what compelled you to do this but.. let me help you! "

she became determined , walking with you home as she gave you a small lecture , asking you to come to her whenever you feel the need to do this again as she placed pink bandaids over each scar .

she rested her cheek on your wrist for a moment , smiling at you before grabbing your hands and making you say wandahoi , not stopping until she saw you smile and giggle .

she pampered you for the rest of the day with smiles and ice cream .

" wandahoi ! dont worry , [name] . im not going anywhere anytime soon ! im here for you . "