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We’re making Google Slides Recently mostly because recently with a new as in discovered now Part the Emotional amnesia and the recall of it had become a bit harder and being more open to my mom we can be more our selves🧡 and questions does that happen for other Systems because I remember when Levy🩶 came to be all of Our communication inside became clear and easier to hear understand❤️ and thought this slide will help some other Systems 👋 out there still creating it but yeah💚 some of these are more specific to Us but maybe it can inspire you guys to start Your Own, it’s harder by You will thank yourself later💜

5/22/2024

“Things that You do in Here have a Bleeding affect on in the real world” ~ Michael

Is the quote that comes to mind when thinking about things in the source that’s negative that affect Us, We know that if it affects us it has something to do with body memories but yeah got reminded because someone posted on Fictive Culture why did you write the character to do this

Episode S2:E2 two birds, many stones. Series My Virtual Escape💙

5/28/2024

6/03/2024 | Bible App | 1 Corinthians 12:14-20 | was in heavy denial today all these what if and this came up on my screen :) ☺️ so put it on photo of the Moon 🌙 We took In May 18 of 2019 been obsessed with the moon since a child but it was before knowing that other People out there also experience similar things that we are not alone , I mean that’s the whole point I Alice didn’t say anything to My Mom even thought I was struggling because I thought if I told them about these things that happen to me all the time I don’t know what they will think🩷

When I play or listen to this song 🎶 it reminds me of having source memories🌫️ now it’s more like a Actors bittersweet feeling🥰 towards them but still 500 Miles lyrics We feel like it really describes it and also because it’s a folk song there’s so many different versions just like being a Introjects😊

6/06/2024

Love doing edits 🎬 mostly as like edit therapy but I never did a single just Jake one so Here it goes 6/19/2024

Our System is currently Obsessed with this Album💖 It’s interesting how every Part views this one album differently and approaches it differently feels differently you know even to the same song🩷

7/13/2024

7/15/2024

“But I can see us lost in the memory August slipped away into a moment of time Cause it was never mine” Taylor Swift 🌸 - august 🌨️

This lyrics reminds me of system hood even if you have OSDD-1(b) there’s been now looking back more and communicating more what we each remember like from one certain thing can be vastly different prospective and what sticks and what we feel or how much we remember especially when we were in high stress mode

7/17/2024 Recently started seeing a different consultant that knows about Dissociative Identity Disorder (DID) & Otherwise Dissociative Disorder (OSDD-1) and really opening up via message but on call 📞 we’re dealing first with Day to Day☀️ stuff that’s distressing but I’m making connecting in the system I never did before and writing ✍🏻 Journaling 📔 more and accepting different Parts even if We have different views on things and that it’s ok ✔️ ☺️ :)

Photo Mom getting Us Vegan 🌱 & Gluten-Free Muffins 😆

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a edit 🎬we made a while ago on a whim haha featuring @levy-with-a-book Levy🩶 & @llewyn-with-a-cat Llewyn🩵 🍊& @steven-granty-boi Steven💚 & Isaac🖤 & @jake-in-the-know Jake💜 7/17/2024

10/16/2024 2 Years Of Us Watching Moon Knight🌙🗡️ So Glad That The LORD✝️ Showed Us This💚 Now Doing So Much Trauma Work With Someone Who Knows About Parts🧡 And Doesn’t judge any of Us even though most of Us are Fictional Introjects 

I don’t really watch bad batch so whenever I see crosshair it’s not “oh that’s that guy from the Star Wars show” it’s more like “oh hey it’s the dude who lives in my boyfriends brain”

Finding out my partner sys had angel dust was like: “ok gentlemen this is what we prepared for, you’ve been hyperfixating on him for four years and be cool, he is a person with feelings and- OH SHIT HE CALLED YOU SEXY MISSION ABORT BRAIN SHUTTING DOWN LEVELS OF GAY HAVE OVERLOADED”

*watching a video of hobie brown*

Me: that man could pour hot soup in my lap in I would apologize to him

Partner sys hobie (who I did not know was fronting): /oh/

Actually yes, at least for what I been reading about introjecting in general psychological context and introjecting in OSDDID context I can say it is because of that

Some definitions easy to find in google about introjection in non-OSDDID context are:

The unconscious adoption of the thoughts or personality traits of others. It occurs as a normal part of development, such as a child taking on parental values and attitudes.

Introjection, one of many defense mechanisms posited by Sigmund Freud, occurs when a person internalizes the ideas or voices of other people. Some mental health professionals believe that introjection is a protective strategy that children employ in order to cope with unavailable parents or guardians: By unconsciously absorbing the characteristics of parents, children reassure themselves that some aspect of the parent is present even if the parent is physically absent. Depending on the types of attitudes that are picked up, introjection may lead to positive or negative effects.

So yeah, introjecting is a coping mechanism of the brain, when you get fixated in some show or media you tend to mimic and introject parts of the media in yourself as a way to understand, act and cope with the external world

If this mimicking and helping is seen as something that is needed for the brain is normal for the brain to make introjects

Basically I just expanded a little bit about how this works, I lazy to do a better explanation lol

I wonder if people who are autistic and have OSDDID are more likely to have introjects because it's so common for singlet autistic people to mimic/mirror others behaviors