Or If I Should Drop It Cuz Ive Been Using It As An Escape Most Of The Time - Tumblr Posts

If you used to be a preteen/teen who role played and had fantasy lives in your head and hyper fixated on them all the time because you were abused, neglected, undiagnosed, misdiagnosed and bullied your whole life and now you're an adult who's life is, well not great, but ya know better and like you can actually feel proper emotions at least 1/3 the time, but you still just want to live in fantasies and feel secure in these fake worlds because you never learned how to properly cope clap your hands.