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jhgvbhjkjnhbvbhn some insight on your oc's? they seem so kjhgfcdfvbhj.

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Thank you so much for the question! OMG. Oh, where do I begin.. I'll ramble a bit, I hope you don't mind!

Warning: rambles, probably a few grammar mistakes aaaa, tried to make it short

I have a few of the main ones, but besides them I have several others integrated within stories! My main one is Jen/Agent, or otherwise known as Jien in HSR. I will just talk about her and my Genshin OC here :)

Jien is originally from Earth, and is also my persona as well. So she represents me in a lot of ways. Jien YueXia was actually a name given to her by a kindly old passenger, a merchant from the Xianzhou, on the Express when she was hitching a ride a long time before the main TrailBlazer team formed. Before she came to the world of HSR she was caught up in a massive accident that had left her split into several, what I call, shards of herself. These shards scattered across the galaxies and different universes, each shard becoming a part of the respective land they landed into. (cough- for example Genshin, JJK, AoT).

Jien herself was pushed from her own world, she doesn't know whether it was destroyed or not, nor does she know how she could get back. So she is a wanderer at first, traveling a lonely road while noting down her adventures and findings. Jien is aware of these other shards of herself, and has even seen one from afar, but the shards do not know about her or that they originated from her. She is really proud of them and the people they've become despite the hardships they faced (a subtle nod to the writer being proud of their writing)(my Genshin OC Jerenika is Jien's favorite). But in HSR she also has a mission, a rather tough one. One of her shards had become tainted and gone mad, somehow breaking through and stumbling from their initial world into the world of HSR. So they're an anomaly and a threat. As the head of this little "Shard Family", Jien deems it her duty to eradicate this part of herself in order to guard this world, she is actively tracking down this Shard, who has become aware of her, to deal with her. For now I call this rogue shard 'Proxy'. To simplify it, you can think of it as 'Spiderman: Across the Multiverse' sort of situation, Jien being Miguel lol.

Jien, due to her appearance, caused a bit of a confusion when she got to Xianzhou Luofu. To take a quote from her ToyHouse profile: "Despite bearing the distinctive features alike to those of the Vidyadhara, she is neither a Vidyadhara or a long lost High Elder that some myths speak of, earning herself the title of "fake Vidyadhara" among the locals. A title she neither claims nor desires."

I love dragons a whole lot, they're my comfort and all so I gave Jien a dragon form as well besides the dragon features she has as a human (just horns and a tail).

As for weapons, I have these sketches for it <3 Jien is Imaginary Nihility, as it stands now although that small detail could change.

Now onto my bbg..

Jerenika is my Genshin OC! A geo sword/claymore user. Her story takes place roughly around 100 or so years after the cataclysm, when the Fatui were still a new organization. Main plot point of her story are: her vision, which was a conflict point between her and her family; being placed under Dottore's command; moving to Sumeru for missions; her sister falling into the hands of the Doctor and dying, despite Jerenika's best attempts to protect her after which Jerenika went mad with grief and anger, running into the tunnels of the Chasm after causing a big ruckus with the fatuus sent after her. She survives this incident and is found in the mines by miners, and from that point on she is introduced to a much warmer culture of Liyue. The people sheltered her and helped her despite this even posing a threat to them, but in turn Jerenika worked to repay them with her labor and her protection.

During one sacking of the villages Jerenika had to resort to using both her delusion and vision, which left her at the crossroads between life and death. This time, she is saved by the adeptus Moon Carver. To make the rest of it short, she ends up forming a contract within Liyue, swears to protect it. Due to her blood, she isn't immortal but does have a loooong life span, so she gets a reputation that she is an adeptus, even if she's not. She does mostly heal from her trauma, and goes to have a beautiful marriage with this Funeral Consultant man (wink wink). She is very strict when it comes to work time. The second it hits end of work shift she is off. But she has a bit of batman in her and goes to hunt down "mice", fatuis that snuck into Liyue. She works at the docks, but is also studying to be a lawyer.

Jerenika has some kids too btw. I love them so much they bring me happiness I wanna make them into plushies. Sying is the eldest, after that comes Yichen (a friend's OC - Gingalover123 on ArtFight) and an unnamed little hydro girl. These three are so loved I'm just FRGTHZ

Bless them

I do have ToyHouse profiles for them, in case you'd like to check them out and have a deeper look at their stories! I worked a lot on their codes too

Jerenika Toyhouse

Jien YueXia Toyhouse

Sying ToyHouse <3 <3 KISSES HIM ON THEHEAD RAAHhhfgth

That's a quick summary of the two of my main girlies. I hope I was coherent honestly, sometimes when I ramble I can lose a string of thought and trail away. If you have any questions, please do let me know, I'd love to share more! And if you happen to have an OC, I'd love to hear about them in return too. Maybe we could even have our OCs interact<3

Thinking of how Jien collects things that remind her of her home during her missions and simple outings, sometimes it can range from one item, a simple souvenirs, but other times it is bags worth of items and she sends them all to her house on the Xianzhou, essentially hoarding all the little things in which she finds a sense of belonging. Her collection grows every time she goes somewhere. It makes me sad.

Yknow what screams Jien to me,,

"I do not know why the Hive chose me, but it did

And I think it always had.

The song is loud and beautiful

And I am so very afraid .

There is a wasp's nest in my attic

Perhaps it can soothe my itching soul "

Not so fun fact about Jien, due to the combination of work, her past and her current situation and belief, she's slowly starting to do less of "human things" such as eating or drinking or socialising, just not having any appetite or thinking she has time or need for it. The fact that most people around her do believe she's also a long-life species contributes to this a bit too; she never viewed herself as human, now even less, so why do human things. In a way, in her mind, she's just a vessel, and the only reason she had kept care of herself so far is so the other Shards of hers didn't suffer/die if she died by her own neglect of herself. #nihility

The most fun thing I've been thinking about like a fan theory (as I'm my OCs biggest fan frfr) is that the whole "Proxy is out there being evil twin of me" is a whole big mind break on Jien's side. Basically, Proxy does not exist, and Jien has made it all up as a result of her trauma from being basically....blown from her own world through a black hole or some shit. And I'm imagining it as if she's in game and - "we" never actually see Proxy "on screen". Jien barely talks about it since she wants to keep it all hidden too. And all the stuff that happens can be written off as the actions of Sanctus Medicus or some else, they're all terrible and have done terrible things. And Jien is now set on finding this alter ego of hers before it causes more people harm, not knowing she's actually going in circles chasing herself.

Theory: Jien has gone insane. She's going mad crazy, spiraling.